Lord Ashton Irwin

Back on the bridge I crossed before.

[princehhazzastyles]

How are you, mate?

[ashhton]

I'm fine.. I guess, what about you? I'm Lord Ashton by the way.

[ashhton]

I just want to be happy.. the one thing you want is something you can’t have.

[littleprincessevie]

You’re probably trying to hard, you just gotta relax and let the happiness come to you :)

[ashhton]

I guess you’re right. Hehe. I need to chill.

[littleprincessevie]

Yeah, just try to do things for yourself that will make you happy

[ashhton]

I will :)

[ashhton]

I just want to be happy.. the one thing you want is something you can’t have.

[littleprincessevie]

You’re probably trying to hard, you just gotta relax and let the happiness come to you :)

[ashhton]

I guess you’re right. Hehe. I need to chill.

[princehhazzastyles]

-Strike- Who and why am I promised/engaged to Lady Perrie? I really don’t want to be. Why can’t I find someone for myself. Ahhh! -Strike- seriously who asks to be up this early for classes. At least I have music today, that makes me happy.

[ashhton]

You can always skip? Kidding haha. Music is the best class ever.

[princehhazzastyles]

Haha. My dad will kick my ass if he knew I skipped. But, that’s not a bad idea. It is. I love that time of day. 

[ashhton]

I skip once in a while. Not a bad thing.. I mean it is, but if it’s for your sanity then go for it. Haha.

[princehhazzastyles]

I don’t think it is. I mean we have better things to be doing than sitting in class or wearing uniforms.

[ashhton]

Things like what?

[princehhazzastyles]

Sleeping, eating, exploring.

[ashhton]

I like doing those things. Really fun.

[princehhazzastyles]

Maybe he’s right. Maybe I should get my haircut and change up my wardrobe a bit.

[ashhton]

Do whatever makes you happy. If you think you love the way you are then don’t change.

[princehhazzastyles]

I do. I like the way I look. If others don’t then that is their issue not mine.

[ashhton]

Good. that’s good.

[ashhton]

I just want to be happy.. the one thing you want is something you can’t have.

[louiskingofdoncaster]

Have some bread. It helps.

[ashhton]

Do they really help?

[ashhton]

[princehhazzastyles]

-Strike- Who and why am I promised/engaged to Lady Perrie? I really don’t want to be. Why can’t I find someone for myself. Ahhh! -Strike- seriously who asks to be up this early for classes. At least I have music today, that makes me happy.

[ashhton]

You can always skip? Kidding haha. Music is the best class ever.

[princehhazzastyles]

Haha. My dad will kick my ass if he knew I skipped. But, that’s not a bad idea. It is. I love that time of day. 

[ashhton]

I skip once in a while. Not a bad thing.. I mean it is, but if it’s for your sanity then go for it. Haha.

[princehhazzastyles]

I don’t think it is. I mean we have better things to be doing than sitting in class or wearing uniforms.

[ashhton]

Things like what?

[princehhazzastyles]

Maybe he’s right. Maybe I should get my haircut and change up my wardrobe a bit.

[ashhton]

Do whatever makes you happy. If you think you love the way you are then don’t change.

[ashhton]

I just want to be happy.. the one thing you want is something you can’t have.

[ashhton]

Old Rommies || Zashton

[prince-of-bradford-blog]

“Oh, that sounds aweful. If he gives you shit, just tell me and I`ll sort it out” he hummed, Feeling sympathetic for Ashton. “I`m sorry, Ash, but I needed to get away for quite a while, sort everything out.” Zayn nibbled on his lip, but smiled when he heard Ashton`s idea. “Sounds great. We can sneak out and then go for a drive” he grinned and got up from the bed. “I could arrange a car so we can stay hidden and not draw any attention.”

[ashhton]

“He’s not giving me shit or anything. No nothing like that..” Ashton shook his head and chuckled. “I’m just more comfortable when you were my roommate. Like you never judged me or anything.. Not that I’m purposely leaving the socks on the floor or anything.” He smiled. “But yeah, it’s been a while. To be honest, I was so bored, but good thing you’re back now. We will hang out more, and you’re not saying no.” Ashton grinned. “Okay good idea.” He smiled. He suddenly felt lively to be able to take a break.

[ashhton]

warning, this could get really angsty and dramatic

Ashton was sitting in one of the benches observing everyone in silence. A notebook and a pencil at hand, he continued on writing whatever lyrics get stuck in his head. On the far angle, he could see that guy he’s had his eye a long time. That black haired guy that he’s sure won’t even notice him even if he did something heroic of some sort. Having crushes with unattainable people would surely hurt him; so he looked away and sighed because he was simply done with admiring people and self-loathing isn’t exactly what he needed at the moment. Ashton picked up his stuff and walked along hallways that he walked everyday. His “friends” were all busy with their own lives, and he simply didn’t want to bother them. Once he was away from everyone, he noticed the familiar room that used to be his safe-place. He smiled a little because nothing has changed. The brown door was still the same door, only now filled with lost happy memories. He entered the room for the first time after months and the feeling of nostalgia hit him like a wave. He almost imagined a blonde boy smiling brightly beside him but he shook those thoughts away. “Fuck.” he whispered then decided to walk towards the drum kit that he hasn’t seen for months. He figured that he really needed to release everything he was feeling and they seemed to be a good output. With one swift motion, he threw his stuff on the couch and picked up the drumsticks on the sides. A few minutes after that, he was drumming endlessly. Everything that he felt, the memories, and all of him was channeled on his his sticks and he imagined that the beats where of his heart and that the noise silenced everything. He drummed until he was sweaty, and exhausted and one of his fingers bled from the force. He really needed it, and it’s the only thing he knew to calm himself.

[ashhton]

Went to visit the Irish prince and baby Ailey ;) I’m watching him do daddy duties Ha ha. Fun.

[lordlukeyxoxo]

Aww sounds fun haha

[ashhton]

Yup. It is :)

[lordlukeyxoxo]

She’s a total cutie, she wouldn’t let me put her down for an hour when we were sitting

[ashhton]

She likes being held. I mostly cradled her to my chest.. And she laughs a lot. Happy baby.

[lordlukeyxoxo]

Aww I can imagine you’re really cute with her. Definitely a happy baby :)

[ashhton]

I guess so. She’s freaking cute. I’m always have a soft heart for babies.. Her cute little fingers.

[lordlukeyxoxo]

Hehe everyone does Ash

[ashhton]

Haha yea

[lordlukeyxoxo]

Text: Ashton

Hey, how are you? I feel like it’s been a while..

@ashhton

[ashhton]

Oh hey.. Yeah it’s been a while..I’m fine.. Stayed home the whole vacation. How are you?

[lordlukeyxoxo]

Oh, you could come with us! I’m doing good, I’m glad you’re okay :)

[ashhton]

Yeah :) Where are you guys going?

[lordlukeyxoxo]

Oh I meant when we were in Oz, but we could always go somewhere during half term!

[ashhton]

Oh. I didn’t wanna disturb you guys or anything.. And besides I had fun with fam too. Went to see our grandma and the rest of our relatives..okay, sure.

[lordlukeyxoxo]

That sounds fun! :D

[ashhton]

It was.. but not as fun as you guys had I think..hehe.

[lordlukeyxoxo]

Text: Ashton

Hey, how are you? I feel like it’s been a while..

@ashhton

[ashhton]

Oh hey.. Yeah it’s been a while..I’m fine.. Stayed home the whole vacation. How are you?

[lordlukeyxoxo]

Oh, you could come with us! I’m doing good, I’m glad you’re okay :)

[ashhton]

Yeah :) Where are you guys going?

[lordlukeyxoxo]

Oh I meant when we were in Oz, but we could always go somewhere during half term!

[ashhton]

Oh. I didn’t wanna disturb you guys or anything.. And besides I had fun with fam too. Went to see our grandma and the rest of our relatives..okay, sure.

[ashhton]

Went to visit the Irish prince and baby Ailey ;) I’m watching him do daddy duties Ha ha. Fun.

[lordlukeyxoxo]

Aww sounds fun haha

[ashhton]

Yup. It is :)

[lordlukeyxoxo]

She’s a total cutie, she wouldn’t let me put her down for an hour when we were sitting

[ashhton]

She likes being held. I mostly cradled her to my chest.. And she laughs a lot. Happy baby.

[lordlukeyxoxo]

Aww I can imagine you’re really cute with her. Definitely a happy baby :)

[ashhton]

I guess so. She's freaking cute. I'm always have a soft heart for babies.. Her cute little fingers.

[lordlukeyxoxo]

Text: Ashton

Hey, how are you? I feel like it’s been a while..

@ashhton

[ashhton]

Oh hey.. Yeah it’s been a while..I’m fine.. Stayed home the whole vacation. How are you?

[lordlukeyxoxo]

Oh, you could come with us! I’m doing good, I’m glad you’re okay :)

[ashhton]

Yeah :) Where are you guys going?