Healing scars;

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You brought back the rain in my life as if I never knew what it felt like.

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My life depends on what people think of me. From work, to the stage, to the streets. I can Only make of myself what others think of me.

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Don't wait for them to appreciate you. Don't wait for them to respect you. Dog wait for them to be loyal. Don't wait for them to love you. While you're waiting for them to change someone else is waiting for a chance.

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You've never had to fight to keep my attention. Never have I ever had someone else have the capability of laughing in your face the way these hoes have the capability to do so. They have every right to laugh in my fucking face.

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Every emotion, ever feeling is temporary. But until you understand that, you'll be lost in a world of lies.

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The pain someone can cause is always temporary, but don't if you allow them to stick around then it becomes permanent.

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It's amazing how much someone can impact your life and at the same time effect it in such a a way that the impact isn't even relevant.

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It’s been a crazy year I feel like. Filled with so many emotions, happiness, sadness, anger, hate, love, frustration, uneasiness, and the list goes on. It’s crazy how many emotions one can feel in a year, in a month, in a week, in a day, in an hour, in a minute. 

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I'd rather have no visibility of myself in your life if it makes you that uncomfortable.

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Life should be filled with positivity and acceptance. It shouldn't be spend adjusting myself to others needs and wants.

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Sympathy

I don't even feel the slightest amount of sympathy for you. #idontforgive

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Meet half way

Keep saying, "it's just not me" "I don't do stuff like that" and you're gonna realize that she'll give you what she gets out of you & you're gonna wish you adjusted the way she has for you.

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Tomorrow

Another start of a new week & hopefully a better one at that. I hope when the week ends I can say it was a good one. #goodnight

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Used to it.

I respect him. I appreciate him. I believe in him. I love him…..I’ve come to realize I love him more than he loves me. It’s clear. I just hope he loves me and isn’t just used to me. Used to what I do for him.

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Fitness

We put so much work into our bodies just for someone to judge us and rank us. #fitnesslife

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Family

It’s crazy how fucked up my family currently is. I know my mom is dying inside & i can’t help her because I’m not the problem. I know my brother feels lost but he’s pretty much invisible to me. I used to say family over everything but that’s a lie.