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[ashleysaj]

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[divine-inception-blog]

[ashleysaj]

Depression is war

A battle against yourself Every thought is a bullet. Every movement is a punch Every wound is a stab in the heart. Depression is a thief Everything left behind is the things that you keep trapped. Depression is a murder It killed the girl I used to be I look in the mirror And I see this thing Depression is a zombie Your alive but your dead . Your unaware of what’s happening Your the walking dead. Depression is a nightmare You wake up into a hell Your afraid of living Everything seems impossible to bear Depression is an ocean A sea of emotions Your drowning everyday However your never saved. Depression is a bottomless pit Never ending pain Never ending struggles There is no light There is no escape Depression is war A constant battle with yourself I think I might surrender for I had enough Depression is war You either win Or you die trying And I’m afraid to say im loosing

[lyricalchaotics]

Happy birthday Josh dun!❤🤘🎉

[ashleysaj]

Im good for a while I’ll talk more, laugh more Sleep and eat normally But then something happenss Like a switch turns off somewhere And all im left with is the darkness of my mind but each time it seems like I sink deeper and deeper, drowning and no one can tell no one can help me and im scared, terrified that one day I won’t be make it back up I feel like I am gasping Screaming for help But everyone just looks at me With confused faces Wondering what I am struggling over When they are all doing fine It makes me feel crazy Maybe I’m better off dead

What the hell is wrong with me

[ashleysaj]

Relationship with Ana

I’ve seen this girl named Ana She’s pretty thin and tall She has the smallest frame ice ever seen and not one single flaw

I met this girl named Ana She introduced herself today She seems so very nice and kind She says she wants to stay

I know this girl named Ana She’s so perfect and it’s true I’m so dat compared to her But she’ll make me skinny too

I’m friends with this girl named Ana I’ve started eating less Hating the person In the mirror My life’s becoming a mess

My best friend is this girl named Ana I want her to always stay All my other friends have left But she will never stray

The only one I listen to is Ana She’s so smart and full of advice I’m starting to get smaller My Health is the only sacrifice

I’m scared of this girl name Ana I can’t get her out of my head It’s finally occurred to me She wants me dead

I hate this girl named Ana She’s making my life a living hell Someone please hear my silent screams Cause she won’t let me tell

My worst enemy is this girl named Ana She’s a demon in my head She seems so very nice at first But I was mislead

I’m priosoner to this girl named Ana I’m captive to her will I can’t help but listen to what she says How can I be so fat still

My murderer is this girl named Ana She starved me to my grave My heart finally stopped beating I just couldn’t continue being brave

[ashleysaj]

There once was

there once was a young girl With blue eyes who wore her brown hair in braids

At the age of seven She watched her older sister Stand in front of the mirror before school And pinch her stomach with a disgusted face Neither of them ate breakfast that morning

At the age of nine She watched her older brother Make fun of a girl with glasses For reading on the bus She went home and hid all her books In the attic.

At the age of twelve She watched all the older girls at school With straight hair and short skirts Put makeup on in the bathroom And discuss how boys will only like you If you looked perfect The next day she arrived with red lips Short skirts and no braided pigtails

At the age of fourteen She watched her father hit her mother For the first time her mother cried When she saw her standing in the doorway and told her daddy didn’t mean it the next year she told herself Her boyfriend didn’t mean it either

At the age sixteen She was paper thin and empty Whth straight hair and red lips Purple flesh and lifeless blue eyes While staring at her reflection In the bathroom mirror She thought to herself “At least im normal”

[hittin-bongz]

when someone says weed is bad for you

[ashleysaj]

Relationship with Ana

I’ve seen this girl named Ana She’s pretty thin and tall She has the smallest frame ice ever seen and not one single flaw

I met this girl named Ana She introduced herself today She seems so very nice and kind She says she wants to stay

I know this girl named Ana She’s so perfect and it’s true I’m so dat compared to her But she’ll make me skinny too

I’m friends with this girl named Ana I’ve started eating less Hating the person In the mirror My life’s becoming a mess

My best friend is this girl named Ana I want her to always stay All my other friends have left But she will never stray

The only one I listen to is Ana She’s so smart and full of advice I’m starting to get smaller My Health is the only sacrifice

I’m scared of this girl name Ana I can’t get her out of my head It’s finally occurred to me She wants me dead

I hate this girl named Ana She’s making my life a living hell Someone please hear my silent screams Cause she won’t let me tell

My worst enemy is this girl named Ana She’s a demon in my head She seems so very nice at first But I was mislead

I’m priosoner to this girl named Ana I’m captive to her will I can’t help but listen to what she says How can I be so fat still

My murderer is this girl named Ana She starved me to my grave My heart finally stopped beating I just couldn’t continue being brave

[ashleysaj]

Im good for a while I’ll talk more, laugh more Sleep and eat normally But then something happenss Like a switch turns off somewhere And all im left with is the darkness of my mind but each time it seems like I sink deeper and deeper, drowning and no one can tell no one can help me and im scared, terrified that one day I won’t be make it back up I feel like I am gasping Screaming for help But everyone just looks at me With confused faces Wondering what I am struggling over When they are all doing fine It makes me feel crazy Maybe I’m better off dead

What the hell is wrong with me

[ashleysaj]

Im good for a while I’ll talk more, laugh more Sleep and eat normally But then something happenss Like a switch turns off somewhere And all im left with is the darkness of my mind but each time it seems like I sink deeper and deeper, drowning and no one can tell no one can help me and im scared, terrified that one day I won’t be make it back up I feel like I am gasping Screaming for help But everyone just looks at me With confused faces Wondering what I am struggling over When they are all doing fine It makes me feel crazy Maybe I’m better off dead

What the hell is wrong with me

[champagnediamondx]

[goddamnmami]

Mamacita

[ashleysaj]

I don't know

I don't know how to tell you I'm broken Without feeling needy I don't know how to open up Without feeling judged I don't know how to cry When my tears feel like acid I just need you to see that I'm hurting Without me telling you Because my words are bleeding out Of my mouth,waiting for you To stitch me up and make me fine Although I know that's not your job And your better off without me I just need you to see me One last time

[ashleysaj]

There once was

there once was a young girl With blue eyes who wore her brown hair in braids

At the age of seven She watched her older sister Stand in front of the mirror before school And pinch her stomach with a disgusted face Neither of them ate breakfast that morning

At the age of nine She watched her older brother Make fun of a girl with glasses For reading on the bus She went home and hid all her books In the attic.

At the age of twelve She watched all the older girls at school With straight hair and short skirts Put makeup on in the bathroom And discuss how boys will only like you If you looked perfect The next day she arrived with red lips Short skirts and no braided pigtails

At the age of fourteen She watched her father hit her mother For the first time her mother cried When she saw her standing in the doorway and told her daddy didn’t mean it the next year she told herself Her boyfriend didn’t mean it either

At the age sixteen She was paper thin and empty Whth straight hair and red lips Purple flesh and lifeless blue eyes While staring at her reflection In the bathroom mirror She thought to herself “At least im normal”