As many within our growing bimbo community may have noticed, there’s an increasing interest in the idea of edging. Now, the idea of orgasm control has been around for quite some time but the idea of denying orgasms and deliberately edging seems to be something new to everyone. At least 4 bimbo…
Last week, I came multiple times, whenever I wanted to.
I didn’t want to fuck as much.
I didn’t want to suck dick, like, hardly at all.
I had stopped taking sexual pictures of myself.
By feeding my cunt regularly, I stopped having to think with it.
Four days of edging and I’m wearing my plug regularly again, dreaming of being showered in Husband and boyfriend’s cum and piss. If I’m alone and I see something cylindrical, I put it in my mouth or pussy and take a picture.
I’ve been a bit bitchy to boyfriend lately, but yesterday I just wanted him to pet my head and call me a good girl. My good behavior was rewarded with his cock and cum.
Today Husband was fucking my pussy with a dildo in my ass. The discomfort was almost unendurable, but I relaxed myself by thinking what a good girl I was for taking it in my cunt and ass at the same time. He used the vibrator on my clit, but I honestly got more pleasure when he touched it against the dildo in my butt. I felt like one of those vibrating asses you get from a sex shop, and I got more pleasure from being his fuck object than I did from rubbing my own clit.
Here’s some news: I’ve never actually, genuinely begged for an orgasm. Every time I’ve asked to cum, I’ve been disappointed slightly when the answer was “yes, cum for me now.” I want to really beg, to really want to cum.
No-shave November? Meet no-cum November.
I will try my best to edge daily and not cum for an entire month (I think the longest I’ve gone before was a week and a half). I want to see how depraved and desperate I get. I want your encouragement. I want to be so concentrated on cock that I forget about my fear of being fucked in public. I want my pussy to not belong to me. I want to obey every order without hesitation.
I want to be a good girl.
I personally feel that Master making me edge makes my need to serve Him increase…the need to be a “good girl” and it still seems a little strange in my bimbo head to feel more satisfied in edging than cumming. But i think that’s because the edging is more for His pleasure…and we all know His pleasure is most important to me. And on the flip side, being told go cum right now is better than “you may cum 3 times tonight” because the 3 feels more selfish. Where stopping whatever I am doing and cumming is for Him….and that brings me immense pleasure…doing whatever He demands/wants/wishes/needs.
My body, my holes, my orgasms…everything in between…are His….Not mine. And however He wishes to use me is what makes me the happiest.