barely breathing

Ashley Eaton || 22

[onewishrpg-blog]

And when she’s old enough to understand, she’ll understand. It’s his own fault.

[ashleyxeaton]

I can’t stop being so fucking sad all the time.

[onewishrpg-blog]

Well, you just look her in the eyes and tell her what happened, but make sure you let her know that you’ll always be there for her.

[ashleyxeaton]

She’s going to ask one day where her father is and I have to tell her that. 

[onewishrpg-blog]

Yeah, I know. Me too..

[ashleyxeaton]

H-How do I tell my daughter this when she’s older?

[onlysharman]

She was a girl who knew how to be happy even when she was sad. And that’s important - you know.

[onewishrpg-blog]

I’m sorry. You know you can call me if you need anything, right?

[ashleyxeaton]

I miss him sometimes. That’s all.

[celestialtbh]

like you even need to ask — what a ridiculous question. Of course we can.

[ashleyxeaton]

Is it cool if I bring Tori?

[onewishrpg-blog]

I don’t mind. It’s probably still cleaner than my room.     How’ve you been, love?

[ashleyxeaton]

Really, really shitty.

[ayebaybayfireproof-blog]

V-Victoria? {Baylor nodded} Yeah it’s fine, Ashley. 

[ashleyxeaton]

It’s just T-Tori. I don’t really call her Victoria anymore.

[ayebaybayfireproof-blog]

Hey Ash, not it’s okay. You just scared me. 

[ashleyxeaton]

I didn’t mean to scare you. I was in a rush. I forgot Tori’s bottle.

[deansalvatore-fire]

Need help? You look a bit tired. How old is your child?

[ashleyxeaton]

She’s four months old.

[deansalvatore-fire]

No worries, I can handle the mess.

[ashleyxeaton]

I was just starting to clean up once I found Tori’s jumper.

[celestialtbh]

this is why you’re one of my best friends.

[ashleyxeaton]

Can we please spend the night eating?

[ashleyxeaton]

Excuse the mess, I couldn’t find my sweatpants.

[celestialtbh]

You know what’s really delicious? Chocolate Peanut butter ice cream. It’s like eating a little bit of heaven. And mozzarella sticks. Yes, the combination together sounds gross as hell, but I don’t care. I love it.

[ashleyxeaton]

That does not sound gross. That sounds like my kind of Friday night.

[ayebaybayfireproof-blog]

What the actual fuck- Why are you in here?

[ashleyxeaton]

I must’ve gotten the hotel rooms mixed up. I walked into the wrong one.

[onewishrpg-blog]

Sometimes I really regret my mum waking me up and dragging me to my x factor audition, and then there’s days like this in unbelievable places and then I start to realize that I owe her the world.

[ashleyxeaton]

It’s kind of strange when you thing about things that way. Mothers do whatever they think would make us happy. It seems like she did her job.

[ashleyxeaton]

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