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Finally found someone… errrm or not really. 💍

My first post in three years! Pardon my writing that my thoughts are scattered - I am apraxic to blogging again. Here’s a quick recap of the years in-between. There was the Break-up Playlist, The Mistress 2, Honor Thy Father, concerts for her, TV show and indie award winning movies for him. Personal life got tough - career and love wise. I wasn’t able to follow them the way I used to. And contrary to Ate B’s fate, I didn’t receive any ring. Saklap.😂 In a way, I guess we matured too.

More than half of the pictures I see that are circulating online these days are pictures where he is staring at her - intently. Videos are full of mutual admiration, laughter, and honesty. It’s a very beautiful and redreshing thing to see.

I have hundreds of questions in my mind right now, maybe thousands if it’s not 4 in the morning now. I could generate maybe five hundred with the ring alone. What was he thinking when he bought it? He must’ve been very meticulous when he picked it, hoping she will like it, hoping she’d get the message, hoping they’d talk, maybe she would’ve said yes. And let’s not kid ourselves and say that it was just a friendship ring. Please, it wasn’t a colorful plastic ring with a candy on top. Maybe she thought it was just something, when it clearly was everything. He wouldn’t have kept it if it was just ‘something’. He was holding his tears on the show which made it all the more painful. I wanted to hug him so tight and tell him, ako na lang. Chos. But seriously, I hope it will someday fit the right finger.

I was grinning from ear to ear, even made little chuckles while watching GGV as tears fell on my eyes at the same time. Yes, they have that effect on people’s sanity. I know I’m not the only one.

My heart bleeds a twisted kind of rainbow for them. Void of emotions black for all the time they couldn’t get back. A happy Barney purple for the child in them - the one that sets out a chain of laughter that fills the room, into the TV screens, and into our hearts. Thick, fresh, and heavy blood kind of red for still unspoken words that weigh their hearts down, if they ever do. Erotic green for lust they could’ve secretly shared. Bleh. A baby’s sclera kind of white for being so honest - it sent us to a beautiful unfamiliar territory. Cyanotic blue for the unwanted sadness. A timid unsure sunset orange for that bittersweet taste of the moment that is now.

He loved her, he did. He still obviously does. Because if that’s not love, then please tell me what that is.

Nahanap na. May na-late. May nagmadali. Saklap.

We have missed you both so much. We will forever adore you. Know that we are sailing the BEST ship.

-Ophelia💕

Tell the world that they’ve finally got it alright.

When everything came out, I thought as a fan, I’d be devastated. But I guess I underestimated myself. In fact it’s the opposite of devastation. It’s more of like, finally! Someone stood up. I am happy for them, I seriously do. I can tell she’s happy because she’s glowing. And you can’t be unhappy for someone who looks like that. Whose smile can ruin your fantasies about how he’s probably not right for her. We are proud of you, Sarah. (I feel I can’t call you OO anymore.)

First of all, that Guillermo thing with the Bbox-office King and Queen part.. nice!

But it also came to my attention that they’ve decided to make a fourth installment of my favorite story, ever. Now we get to see the what happens next in that picture. 😅 The timing is so wrong, it’s exhilarating. It’s almost perfect! I don’t know about you all but I find beauty in all of this. The things that are presently happening, and the greater things to come. The third one was done but it felt incomplete. Now we can see them as a married couple, with hopefully lots of kisses onscreen and maybe a screaming Laida giving birth to twins! Yes, even just in that movie we would have a glimpse of what it would be like… what ifs.

For a fan, it’s more than enough.. it’s more than what we ever could’ve hoped for.

But beyond all the misfortunes and goodness, love and hate, happy days and regret, the silliness and cringe, the laughter and tears, the screams and the magical silence. I still choose you both. You will forever make me wonder what it feels like to have someone care for you like their own, but not really. Like how it is to have someone with limited affection and renewable friendship. To have a spark like no other, but it was a spark that had been ignored. So the spark went on in finding a different ember.

There’s a good reason why I stay loyal to these two souls who still make me smile every now and then. Yeah, I still haven’t figured out the reason myself.

I miss them. 😞

Having said all this, I just want to greet the man I will forever adore. Happy birthday John Lloyd Cruz. 💜🎂

AshLloyd: Oh no! Yes? Seriously? Wait, what now?

One post a month, that’s what I told myself in order to keep the fire burning, as little as it can be. 😌And ahhh, these days are quite something, eh? I just have to say something, but I won’t be giving up on them if you think this is a post about that. An hour in a month that I get to ponder on these two. Though I am quite still well aware of everything. Thank you oberder fabulous people. 😍

Anyhoo. Much has been said and done; Much was seen and celebrated. It’s everywhere, magbubulag bulagan pa ba ako. I know it’s supposed to hurt. (just seeing those photos sus ginoo ko) But much to my surprise, it doesn’t hurt anymore. I can look at those photos and not instantly delete them lol. And that’s not even a coping mechanism lol. I’m not sure if it’s because of my immunity to such things or the likes. Or probably just that feeling of getting used to. I’m telling you, I’m not disappointed - okay slightly lol, but that’s just the baldik in me. But don’t get me wrong, I feel okay about it - happy even. Does this mean I am finally at a place where the cycle is about to end and the end didn’t fit right but suited to be okay. I don’t know what to feel anymore. lol. 😁 I am just talking about two people by the way whom I haven’t met yet. I just like them the normal amount. lol They both look so happy, like nothing could go wrong. :p - with their respective pre-marital other halfs - I’m not even gonna compare how Tatang and ate B are when the other one is just a breath away in their okay days. Oops. (You can see I’m silently grinning with that little ‘pre’fix by the way lol) and from there, we could tell the the possibilities are infinite. 😊

Above was the predictable and conventional reality part. I just had to insert this - blog ko to eh. Walang personalan, because I don’t think their paths even crossed that night. It’s just that I’m dying to ask what was he even doing there. Oh yeah, about that, he was there to celebrate. Wait, what? Because it still doesn’t make any sense. He’s celebrating with him? Wait, really? -more questions up ahead. What do you think did he do when the night was over? Was he really okay with it? Did he even stay? Was he completely aware of her presence? I mean because it’s clearly hard not to see her. Flashing her big smile and all. And was she well aware too, that someone in the close distance was probably glancing at her. I mean the venue couldn’t be that big not to notice anyone pacing around in an hour or so. Not to mention the fact that they shared a 3 movies prior to that and a supposed friendship. A friendship with no tensions in between because after all, they are happy with other people. Kumusta ka ‘Tang? Go across the vow you wrote, start from there. Weh. Bear with me on this one because I clearly miss stressing about them lol. But maybe that’s the thing, the things we don’t know make us who we are. We’re here for the looongest run. Loving them in ways we only know how. Ah nevermind me. And yeah, they’re forever my happy pill.☺️ And wouldn’t it be great if we actually have our fourth installment? Wouldn’t that be the craziest thing ever? I think that would make everyone happy and not at all perplexed.😁

Above all else, (insert picture above) I do know one thing, a heart doesn’t forget something like that, ever. It will remember and easily yearn for more in the softest of honest words and warmest of touch.😍

This entry is dated page 454 of forever (which is temporarily placed on hold)

Bed is calling. Gute nacht! - O

AshLloyd: Toyota They Go, Wigo too!

Well, if it isn’t the perfect time of the year! How we are never truly prepared when something like this happens, at the least of our expectations. Without warning, magic appears.

They are the new endorsers of Toyota’s new car, Wigo!

(c)krizzzza

And on that one night in Cebu, in a fraction of time, this happened.

In reality, he is happy happy man. I’ve seen the love diaries on instagram she keeps on posting. And no it doesn’t hurt because he truly seems happy. She on the otherhand is a happy woman, at least that’s what the sources, the press and the fans are saying. (Though weirdly enough, she keeps on denying it.) Bottom line, I believe they are genuinely happy with their respective lives. What we have are moments like these that last for a couple of hours. And that is more than enough. Though I just secretly tell myself sometimes, I think they could be happier. Like together. Weh. Like she’s the Emily to Ross and he’s the Tag to Rachel. Thinking that Tatang could eventually be the one wearing the red sweater.

Ah nevermind that. I don’t bleed for them, I don’t meddle with them, but I ship my ship. Deal with it.

This is my post Valentine musings. And oh, it just dawned on me that around this time a year ago, they shot this. Ahhh the glory days! We still have the ashes left, or embers. Sensitive enough to make a wild fire with the littlest of spark. Weh. Looks like fate’s working huh?! 💕

This is them after a year…

Keep calm and travel on.

💕❤️

And oh, she had a mall show last weekend. I’m not saying anything, I think I’ll let the playlist speak for itself. Weh. Avsl, Right here waiting, Never gonna let you go, Ikot ikot.

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I do not own any of the pictures above, they’re credited as tagged or watermarked. Thank you Toyota! Great taste in choosing your endorsers! Thank you picture takers.

And oh, we love you song bird!

This entry is dated page 416 of forever. And having said all those things, I thnk I want to buy one. Tats, pautang. Lol. <\p>

Xoxo. - O

This is my first post for 2014. It’s February and I don’t need to preach how this month would mean to all the wandering hearts out there. Well if it isn’t the perfect time to be together again. Same week a year ago, they were in New York City; Did ice skating in Central Park, pseudo orgasmic screamed at a resto, watched a hockey game, hugged a lot because it’s cold.

They have something for us! A new endorsement, they say it’s pretty big. I say it doesn’t really matter. Big or small, what matters most is that we loved at all . We didn’t ask for this, but it came and look how excited they are! Hashtag ngiting bagong kasal. Weh. You really can’t fake happiness. I wonder how they are now, like far from people and just the two of them sitting beside each other on breaks?

I love you secret big company for hiring Tatang and Ate B!

This scene in YCML was also shot in the same location. Or probably somewhere remotely close.

One of our glory days where comfort, longing and affection were the only ones that seemed to matter at that time. But the circumstances and people around them didn’t agree. Hence, the four years of growing up and chasing dreams apart. It’s just nice too see them again there. At a different time, a different space, with the same familiar arms.

Of course, there’s thing called instagram, where lurking is made easy. Someone posted that there’s a rainbow on the day of their shoot. If that’s not enough, the sky just thought why not make it a double rainbow instead? Gaaaah that view! That place na parang ang sarap mag date!

Excerpt: I’ve tossed out a lot of info about the symbolic meaning of rainbows here. In the end, the simplest interpretation is this: The best message and meaning of rainbows is assurance and appreciation. Beholding a rainbow is a gift, and when we encounter their beauty, it is the perfect time to be grateful for all the gifts in our lives.

Like flappy bird, I am sensitive like this. Or I think it helps that I just watched the premiere of ITAMAAW on Cinema One. Like talking to a dear old friend after a long while. Eitherway, I am a happy fan.

As for their personal lives, sila yan… kami to. They think, they live, they feel.. and we could only hope.

I do not own any of the pictures above. They’re credited as tagged or watermarked.

This entry is dated page 398 of forever.♥

-xoxo, Ophelia

p.s I think I’ll be watching Starting Over Again. Just because it reminds me of them. Weh. I deserve an explanation!

This is my last post for the year 2013. It has been by far the greatest year for most of us. Okay, it comes in remotely close to 2008. ♥ It’s bittersweet which makes it all the more beautiful. This is the year where for a short while, everything we’ve ever dreamed of comes to life, and the rest didn’t seem to matter. But it had to briefly end. It’s okay because there’s this little thing called hope, it could turn things around. If it won’t, it’s okay too because maybe, just maybe it was meant to be like that.

With so little time left before the year ends, here’s the best I could do to put all things together. It all makes sense, really. I’ve said what I had to this year. I think I’ll sum this all up with pictures, they could tell more. Like the picture above, (it took me a while to pick my favorite, the one that tops the list) but I mean really.. ♥

Tatang: How is it possible not to fall in love with someone like Sarah?

Ate B: Brotherly love yan.. *glee

Tatang: No, I said fall in love!

(Sige push mo yan, ‘Tang) *glee

♥

"Pero importante sa lahat napagpatuloy yung friendship. Yung pagmamahal mo sa isang tao na yun, yun yung hinding hindi na mawawala. Makita mo lang sya, makausap mo lang sya, okay na. Alam niyo yung, mahal kita.”

Offcam.

♥ They didn’t want to get out of bed.

♥ She flew in from Paris and she made in time. You think he missed her?

Just because I like it when they’re both closing their eyes.

This is from 2012 but you wouldn’t mind if I include this here, would you?

Official music video. Yes, she did kiss his eye.

I don’t know if you’ve noticed how he closed his eye and made a slight nod and smiled when she sang this specific part.

They said it’s because of the wig. I say, otherwise. He’s just used to looking at her like that.

New effin’ York!

How they kept up with the cold, is still ours to imagine.

This interview brought so much confusion, elation and happiness to my heart. I couldn’t even begin… (I suggest you watch this again)

Pasimple 101.

Stolen.

Idaaaaan! ITAMAAW presscon. This day was the beginning of a temporary goodbye.

They found it hard to let go, so did we.

He needed her, and she was there.

To love a man like you….

So tight it made him breathe for the first time in years. CHOZ.

The way he ran his thumb up and down her forearm.

I still think prepared all this to be with her all night. *bleh .

Sweating while singing is love. .

I think he liked what his nose was smelling .♥

Still didn’t want to get out of bed.

If you liked it then you should’ve put a ring on it.

Dun ako nadale ni Sarah.

c/o Kuya art.

A kiss from a rose.

Reality ever after is theirs to ponder upon.

*not in chronological order. I do not own any of the pictures posted above. They’re credited as tagged or watermarked.

We couldn’t ask for more. But here’s to hoping that more of these in 2014 will come our way!

Maybe a a scene something like this? Hihi.

We stuck it out this far together, put our dreams through the shredder. Let’s toast coz things got better.

Here’s to us, here’s to love! For the times that we messed up! Here’s to you, fill the glass coz the last few days have goe too fast. So let’s give them hell, wish everybody well. here’s to us!

This entry is dated page 365 of forever. ♥

-Ophelia♥

Merry Christmas ashlloyds!

There are thousands of quotable quotes to choose from this year. But that one could be on top of my list. Because we feel the exact same way, it’s like he stole the words off from our existence. And the picture too, how good they look together, how comfortable they are with each other, how their smiles are alike, how infinite the possibilities are.

I’m posting because I feel like it, because 2013 has been very good to us, and simply because it is the perfect time to celebrate hope, love and joy. May we find all the right reasons to be happy this day.

I cannot let this opportunity pass without having to say a little word to all my avid readers, passive ones and the likes. Thank you for all the wonderful messages sa inbox ko here all through out the year. I appreciate them. ♥

The year started with a bit of confusion and probably will end with such. But the in-between were the happiest. From the last shooting days, to the promo days, up until the time it was shown, and the after success parties! Aaaah the glory days! Oh how I've missed them (most of which are well-documented here, just back-read to tens of entries ago.) Then, a few weeks later and we didn’t have a single idea on whatever happened on their birthday months, we didn’t have to know either. But December came, and we saw them again. They looked okay, and amidst the constant awkwardness, they never looked better.

Is it too early to get excited to see them accepting their BOK and BOQ for itamaaw next year? Hehe. And for a fourth installment maybe? Gaaah!

2013 was a blessing I might do a recap of my favorite all ashlloyd greatest moments of 2013 before the 31st. I hope I can get some time to gather all necessary pics and vids that made our hearts thump a little and maybe a little more than we could ever handle. Oooh thinking about it immediately takes me to a happier place.

Two of my faves. oooh. Syeft! Need I say more?

To Tatang and ate B, Merry Christmas to you both! Thank you for thr wonderful memories you both shared with us this year. We love you both, sobra. As in, sobraaaaaaa. Too much it sometimes hurts. Hehe. What sets you apart from the rest is that, you constantly teach us the reality and possibility that not all things could lead to a happy ending. But surpassing that thought is the hope that it is not in anyone’s hand to tell, but both yours. With the right guidance, I’m sure He’ll direct both your will. ♥

And before the year ends, here’s Tatang buying an auctioned painting from a painter who coincidentally, has the name Sarah G too. This is an effort he made to help the Yolanda victims, and maybe an effort too, to subtly put her name on his wall. Choz. ♥

Merry Christmas!

Je ne m’inquiète pas cuz tout va bien se passer.

This entry is dated page 359 of forever. ♥

-Ophelia. ♥

Merry Cherry Christmas my dear Ashlloyds! 💕

Must I be out of my mind if I say that I think she came to rescue him this time. Which is odd because he doesn’t look like he’s hurt at all. Or that’s just the way his face glows whenever she’s around? They look like a couple who would most likely run away from that place and fade into the depths of the night and under its perfect shade of blue. O.o (Attempt at poetry when I see them like that lol)

Oh how I’ve missed them. And ain’t this just the perrrrfect night to forget about the world? I think this is exactly what he needed. And I think this is the way she wanted to reach out to him. And for a second when they held each other’s hand and looked into each other’s eyes, everything seemed to be okay. They didn’t know how long it would last, but it felt good and somehow that was okay. It’s like the pagmamahal na hinding hindi na mawawala. Teehee. 😂

And of course, these are just the pictures we saw. The little talks in between and things that might’ve have happened prior and after this is none of our business; what they have outside this event. But it’s nice to ponder just a little bit, eh? LOL and oh, did I forget to mention how good they look together? 💕

I do not own any of the pictures posted above. They’re credited as tagged. Congratulations ate B! For the success of your concert! I didn’t get to see it, I’ve only read the reviews and videos and I couldn’t be any more prouder. Don’t get me wrong but like the naughty girl dance at the end. Haha. We love you! And Tatang, I could only send you a virtual hug. This too shall pass and until then, andito lang kami, loving you the way we know how. We love you, and scary nga, forever na ata to. 😍😂😄

And having said all those things, it leads me back to her saying this a couple of weeks ago… “Makita mo lang sya, makausap mo lang sya, okay na.”

I’ma have to buy myself a cherry mobile phone this Christmas! LOL. And oh, Puhleez! I don't make pilit anything. You can have ALL the nights but tonight. It is ours. In fact, Not even the whole, most of the night you can have too, just give us that one magic moment.💕5 minutes na nga lang eh, stop the paranoia, embrace the love instead. 💕

This entry is dated page 337 of forever. 💕- Ophelia.

“Natutunan ko dun sa una, natutunan ko yung acceptance. Na siguro we’re not meant for each other, siguro hindi pala eto yung panahon namin. Yun yung dalawang yun, naglalaro. Pero importante sa lahat napagpatuloy yung friendship. Yung pagmamahal mo sa isang tao na yun, yun yung hinding hindi na mawawala. Makita mo lang sya, makausap mo lang sya, okay na. Alam niyo yung, mahal kita.”

Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years, I’ll love you for a thousand more… hfjdjdkdodlrknfudielnfhchsjellfjshehfkdnhfkfldmhdufkrnfjdkmdhdjdksmdjidkendhjfkfjfjfkkshdhfjjf

Oh how we’ve missed you unnamed boy. 💕 I first read about you last 2011, how she loved you first. But she wasn’t quite sure how to handle you then and the inexplicable thing you first showed her. She went on to divert her attention to a lot of things. Years passed, bad and good things happened but here you are again, proving your place you rightfully own. Choz.

It’s not everyday that she talks about him, but when she does, it never fails to melt our hearts as our lungs collapse. She also looks like she wanted him to hear how sincere she is. She sees him, that exact same way I see them together. Part four come and they’ll have a chance to make their love friendship even stronger. Weh. Just the way they talk about each other in sweet, subtle and honest words is quite magical. 💕

I try to keep my eyes open when I read news about them as two separate persons. But seeing something like this always just pulls you back to the way they were.

🎶Ngunit hindi kita maiwan, mahal pa rin kita ngayon pa man.🎶 I could be wrong with all this, but there’s a slight chance that I could also be right.

(C)outrigger85 thanks! Tickets are still on sale for her perfect 10 concert!

Let’s continue to help and pray for those who have been affected by the lethal storm. Stay strong Philippines, our dear beloved Philippines. 🙏

Throwback quote because I feel like it. 💕 “Kaya kitang mahalin ng ganito… ng mahal kita.. ng walang hinintay na kapalit.”

This entry is dated page 313 of forever. 💕 -Ophelia Arida

#Sarah geronimo #john lloyd cruz #jlc #ashlloyd

This is the ate B we adore when he’s not with him. Magical, effortless, and stunning.

And this is the Tatang we always fall in love with when he’s not with her. Effective and all the more adorable.

@1.40 She’s with someone else but was well aware that someone might get mad.

This was him screaming her name because he couldn’t help it that he’s too happy for words.

And this has been their journey… so far. And how nice it is to know that theirs isn’t finished yet. They’re coming back as man and wife, aaaaah the sweetest words to hear for a fan like me.

One step closer…

to be continued…

Some new and throwback videos to share. I don’t own any of the videos posted above. They’re credited as watermarked.

Do you have an extra load?

POP FA - 1 Pop Album - 13, Pop MV - 23, Pop movie - 31, pop MS - 43, Pop Kiss - 35, Pop LT - 39, Pop cover - 57, pop twit - 79 send to 2331/231 For globe and smart users respectively. Especially the one with the kiss please. Weh.

Also, to the ones who deserve to run and lead your barangays.

Vote wisely Pilipinas!

#sarah geronimo #john lloyd cruz #ashlloyd

We keep coming back to these two hearts. 💕

We do have a part four! I hope they’ll use the hashtag #JLS4ever come promo time. 💕 It suits well like a lost key to an old lock. 💕

Looks like fate’s working, huh? We didn’t ask for this. Well lying, we were secretly hoping for it but never in our wildest imagination did we ever believe that it would actually come true. We were more than fulfilled on how they ended together. The proposal, the wedding, the vows and everything else in between. Aaaaaaahhh, the vows! I remember the fan in me was literally screaming when I found out that they wrote it themselves. And hearing them recite it in front of one another is more than what we deserve. 💕 We are the happiest fans alive! And to get the chance to actually see them as man and wife with kids probably! Waaaahhh! I can’t! I just can’t! The world is waiting to know on how they’ll live their reality ever after, or have they? The idea of crazy-Monica-Geller-like-Laida driving Miggy insane will be something to behold. 😂 I won’t even try to suggest the extension of their honeymoon scene. Hehe. Ahh, who am I kidding? lol

This post is partly intended to inspire the writers and the all the people who will be behind the fourth installment. We are leaving every inch of our future happiness to all of you. Rest assured that we will be here no matter what. We will always protect the silver lining. 💕

The things written above are about Laida and Miggy. As for Ate B and Tatang? I like them now. I like how comfortable they are. I like how they’re talking, I like how he made an effort to watch the Voice finale live. I’ll forever like that face upon the mention of each other’s name. I like them, how they are together, and how they are separately. 💕 but still better together. Weh.

Clickies!

ASAP offcam during ITAMAAW prod. Showtime ikot ikot performance.

Perfect 10 concert on November 15 and the 30th! Tatang has an upcoming sitcom with Toni! 💕

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the pictures and videos. They’re credited as watermarked or tagged. Thank you for uploading them! 🎼🎶 Heto na naman tayo parang kailan lang nang huli Gaano man kalayo tayo’y pinagtatagpong muli Ilang ulit nagkasakitan… Kay rami ng sakit na nilimot pinabayaan… Ngunit hindi kita maiwan, mahal pa rin ngayon pa man. 🎶

Yeah, it speaks her heart, doesn’t it? 💕

This entry is dated page 293 of ?

- Ophelia Stark of Winterfell.

#Sarah geronimo #john lloyd cruz #ashlloyd

AshLloyd - Anything Could Happen 💕

It’s been quite a while since my last post. I’ve been busy surviving at everything as to my personal life. And as to this tiny part of my life, I’ve chosen to be weak and delicate. (Sheesh! Arte lol)

Come Sunday na because I sorely miss them. A lot of us do but only a few are vocal about it.

Say what you want to say. Dream all you want to dream. Judge me because I want to see them again.

Truth be told in all forms of lies. Lies be told to those who wants to hear them. And somewhere in between, there’s Ash and Lloyd. Probably a third or fourth person who are involved too, who solidifies their territories with each of my favorite half. Sad. Though I’m really fine with not knowing anything, the opposite makes one paranoid.

Ate B, thin looks really great on you, not that we like you less before. The voice was just a show. It went on for several months only to show us that the real voice? Well, it was you all along. Tatang, peace tayo. Get back to work because I miss watching you on tv. Sa commercials at instagram photos mo na lang tayo nag-uusap. :p

So tonight, I’m leaving with these three words:

Anything could happen.

It’s going to be good or it is going to be bad. I don’t care just as long as it is going to be. One in ten million possibilities - I’m taking a shot!

This entry is dated page 287 of ?

-Ophelia, House Lannister💕

#sarah geronimo #john lloyd cruz #ashlloyd

💜💍July 13, 2013. Laida & Miggy💜💍

In the sight of the Seven, I hereby see you these two souls, binding them as one for eternity. Look upon one another and say the words.”

"Father. Smith. Warrior. Mother. Maiden. Crone. Stranger. I am his/hers, and s/he is mine, from this day, till the end of my days."

Reality’s not making them have their happy ending.

So I’ll old on to this one. The day where they fought and made up. The day full of hugs and kisses, of flowing tears and overwhelming joy. They day where words fell short to all the things felt and seen. The day where he never looked happier and proud. The day where she never felt more secured and loved. The day where they refused to say goodbye. The day that it seemed so real. The day they weren’t kidding and felt it like it was their own wedding day. The day she was most gorgeous and Tatang the most handsome. The day that they looked really good. The day they’ll make baby one of twelve. The day where it started and ironically ended with might have been’s. The day he said he is hers. The day he surrendered and she accepted. The day she agreed and he protected her. The day they realized their purpose. The day full of songs that screamed their desires. The day the world witnessed something. The day of hope, of love, love that isn’t conditional. The day they spoke their vows which they wrote from probably the untouched corners of their hearts. The first day they’ll miss each other. The day where they saw a glimpse of what will be.. if…

At the back of their minds, I could only hope for Tatang and Ate B to remember this date and what it meant.

But in my defense, I don’t think they ever forgot.♥

This entry is dated page 193 of forever. 😍

Baldik Khaleesi, I have baby dragons if you kill my fantasies - Ophelia😝

#sarah geronimo #john lloyd cruz #ashlloyd

Dear Tatang,

To the Man who had us at hello, happy nameday! The inevitable came fast this year.

This is my 7th letter for you. Man, you are something else. 358 more letters and you and I can have an epic love story too. lol

The picture above is one my favorite of you. Not because your legs are showing up but because it can easily tell a tale. Aaaahhh so much for my imagination. 😝

You’re probably at a point in your life right now where you couldn’t ask for more. How things are going probably well in your personal life that we know nothing about. All we feel is that, we are happy for you, we truly are. Happiness is subjective and whatever it implies, however you may define or exercise it. It could be a state of being or just a rhythmic thrill; You deserve all the happiness, all of it.💜

We miss seeing you everywhere because it’s the only time you permit us to be a part of you and we thank you for it. So seek wisdom continuously in your days of solace and rest so you can share it to the rest of us. Be thankful for a lot of us are thankful in the mere fact that you are doing great in everything that you do. We love you! You can also consider us your friends. Friends who cannot ever set foot in your home because we are just fans and we know our boundaries. 👌

Words will never be enough to say how much we love you and how proud we are in everything that you do. Time was never your friend but for your birthday I wish for time to work on your advantage. 😍

How we stop at the mention of your name and and always melts in your presence. Not too shabby for a 30 year old, eh? You could be 60 and our yet unborn daughters will still have you as their George Clooney. Just a little chubbier, cuter, and balder. ✌

And of course, to summarize my journey as a fan, I’d like to say some borrowed words.

HIndi naging madali ang pagiging fan ko, ilang beses din akong natakot at sumuko. Matagal bago ko naintindihan na walang instant na happy ending. And then I realized that I’ve failed to understand the true meaning of unconditional love, of love that I always thought and perfectly had for you. Patawarin mo sana ako sa mga oras na sumuko ako. Ganun pala pag nagmahal ka ng totoo. Kasama lahat ng maganda, ng pangit at malungkot, ng masakit.

Ngayon, medyo pangit, malungkot at masakit, pero okay lang. LOL

Take care of your back, we don’t want to see you in pain. A month from now, may mag be birthday din. Ehem. 😍

Napaka special mo, sobra! -Ophelia 😍🎂

#john lloyd cruz #ashlloyd

❤

#IdanPot #ashlloyd @justsarahg @johnlloydcruz08

🎼 🎷Let freedom ring Let the white dove sing Let the whole world know that today Is the day of reckoning Let the weak be strong Let the right be wrong Roll the stone away Let the guilty pay It’s Independence Day🎶🎵

It’s been 74 days since ITAMAAW was shown. And I’ve read somewhere that it is officially the highest filipino grossing film of all time. My heart skipped first, then it jumped, and tumbled.

As an ashlloyd fan, I feel like this is the calmest I’ve been. I’ve decided to let them fly and free them, all my baldik worries. lol

They are nice subjects to talk about. Their names beside each other make us happy. A picture of them melts our heart.

Not that I care too much or probably not care too much. But I liked studying their gestures that were alike. How they sounded as one in interviews, with Tatang finishing her thoughts. How her songs scream her heart. How their tears hurt each other. How their smiles inspired each other. How a simple touch can mean the world to the other. How his movie and TV lines were about her. How a mention of a name can stop their worlds. How they are when they’re alone. The things done and words that were spoken.

I was fond of doing that. Now, I’ve let things be, for whatever that means. You’re perceptive, you’ll get it.

Everything will work out for the best. Everything that has happened, it will soon make sense. ❤

It’s Tatang’s birthday month and I wish him a happy heart, happy lungs, and happy eyes. Mahal na mahal ka namin. Wala na kaming maisip na iba pang gagawin kundi ang pagsilbihan ka at mahalin ka habangbuhay. 💛💚💙💜❤🎂

Independence is for everyone who yearns for it.

This entry is dated page 163 of forever.

#ashlloyd