Ash vlog

just random shit

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Just was looking through trolls references for ideas and realized something they all have no canines or incisors so are all trolls herbivores? They don't have the teeth necessary to eat meat. Which in itself makes for an interesting evolution for them.

But Bergen's do so meat eaters do exist in the smarter sentient species. A lot of people head cannon trolls like Branch and even JD from living in the Netherglades to be able to hunt and eat meat while cannon disproves this; the idea that when pushed to the brink they might go through a transformation where incisors and canines come in is an interesting idea.

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Can someone help me find an au! It's a smiling critters au based in either a cafe or a restaurant in the comics cat nap is friends with huggy and pugapillar and catnap is the owners son. Please I've looked everywhere and I can't find it! In one of the comics kicken gets the wrong idea about catnap tripping dogday and goes head to head with catnap.

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I wake up my body like steel

Unmovable

My body aches and creaks screaming out for me to slow down but I can't. I keep up with the hustle and bustle of those nearby blending in knowing I am unlike them. The steel the aches the pains will it ever end? Do I truly get a break? Only in the dark whispers a voice only I hear as I continue my day.

Few like me that I know doing the same much like a pebble in a field of flowers over towered and hard to notice.

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Currently chilling on tiktok watching Hells belles. If tiktok actually gets banned I will be awaiting the moment.

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I wish I could find more fanfictions for pots cane users! I look all the time but they are rare. I would love to see more Minecraft, mha, or fnaf disability fics.🥲

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Nothing like having to share your favorite blanket with your cat....meet wilbur

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If anyone could help me with the name of an old toy from the year 2000 from the come to Barney's house movie that would be great. I remember it played bj singing his pickle song and that it was yellow but that may be wrong.

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Did anyone else have an existential crisis this morning? Cuz I did! Nothing like figuring out just how severe your abuse was growing up! All be the wonderful hour of 8 o'clock in the morning after waking up an hour prior. Not handling it well at all.

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Moved stuff out of storage today and it has kicked my ass. My joints are throwing a fit and my pots has decided to have an episode as well. Sooooo body is out for the count! Overall folks if you have pots or joint pain? Don't make plans for the next day after moving it is regrettable (but not unwelcomed in my case).

I've been getting hound to move my stuff out of storage from my dad for the past few months and I finally found the energy to do it today but it has wiped me out immensely, although I am glad I did as I found a lot of stuff I thought I lost. But as a consequence my body is on a strike, might be part due to forgetting to eat due to an autism thing? Idk, sorry this is rambling I'm more so writing my thoughts then focusing on coherence. Been having family tell me to deal with storage for a while amongst other things I got a lot to clean up for seeing my partner tomorrow so excited to see them!

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Finally got diagnosed with pots after arguing with doctors for years feeling the victory! 🏆

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finally got my cane! I can finally walk longer than an hour with out as much repercussions later.

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Sitting in church supporting my dad but gods is it awkward just a wiccan sitting in a pushy christan church. Preachin and pushing donation.

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Ok people of tumbler how bad does pain have to be to get a cane. Cuz i am miserable walking distances and i am contemplating getting one or if i'm just being over dramatic.

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Note of advice, if you are talking to someone you have had issues from like abuse and they acknowledges that it happened but then wont talk about it and continues talking about what they want you to do focusing on themselves, they most likely don't care what they did or still think they did nothing. Distance yourself from them and move on they are still toxic.

I 16 nonbinary was having my weekly call with my abusive mom when my time with her 4 months ago was brought up, when i said how ahe treated me then was abusive and huet me deeply she said she wouldn't talk about it then and started talking about what she wanted me to do for her wedding ( i'm the maid of honor with no choice) this has happened every time i try to talk about it. It has been an excused behavior from my grandmother whom she lives with along with her fiance. At this point when their wedding happens when i see the fiance i'm warning him cuz this man has 2 young children under 5 who are influential and will be living with her. she is acting as though they are me and my siblings when we were younger the abuse and neglect started around 6 or 7 for us. she has not changed, she is still manipulative and plays the victim to me, i am concerned for those kids wellbeing.

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Genuinely how can a high schooler not know 2÷2?

I was teamed up with a group of 4 in geometry for an assignment and had a guy complain about not having a calculator for 2÷2 and got it wrong, that is a elementary school requirement, how did this guy move on to high school.

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Happy pride month everyone! Y'all are all valid and loved! Stay safe, eat, have a drink, and take your meds.