౿ ݁ . Zayd ︵ ｡ Ꮺ ˚

𐔌 . ⋮ 사랑해요 .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱ — 𝐒𝐇𝐄┃𝐇𝐄𝐑 ⸝⸝ ؛ ଓ

[ashzawkward]

🐻‍❄⠀⟢⠀Zayd's intro⠀. . . ⠀

She / Her⠀⏔⠀R<3 ⠀⠀

teen⠀<3⠀luvie:3 ⠀⠀⠀

Skz × BnD⠀( ᵔᴗᵔ )

[ashzawkward]

okok back to @z3nsgarden

[ashzawkward]

anyone miss me or am i js a memory💔😞

[ashzawkward]

🎵AND I DONT WANNA LEARN ANOTHER SCENT.

I DONT WANT THE CHILDREN OF ANOTHER MAN TO HAVE THE EYES OF THE GIRL I WONT..

FORGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET‼️🎵

[ashzawkward]

🎵I DONT WANNA GET UNDRESSED BY A NEW PERSON AGAIN‼️‼️‼️🎵

[ashzawkward]

hey yall quick update, cps took me away and my mom keeps tryna kidnap me🥰

[ashzawkward]

CAHT IM DATING THE BOY I LOVEEE AAAAA I LOVE R🫶

[ashzawkward]

HES S9 CUTE I CANT IM GONNA CRY HES SO AAAAA. HES ATHLETIC AND HAS BROWN HAIR, BROWN EYES, AND HES SO FUNNY ILVOE HIMMMM

[ashzawkward]

hey dude are you okay?? do you need someone to talk to im here for you bro!! :3

im okay:) thank you. im here for you too:)

[ashzawkward]

i'm so tired. not even the kind of tired that sleep fixes—it's deeper than that. it’s the kind of tired that clings to your bones, fogs your mind, and crushes your chest when you try to breathe. everything feels heavy. school is suffocating me—assignments piling up like they’re trying to bury me alive, and i can’t even focus long enough to catch up. i'm falling behind, and no one seems to notice. or care. i don’t even know if i care anymore.

my family’s a mess. every conversation feels like walking on glass. i want to scream, but what's the point? no one hears me anyway. and when they do, they twist my words, like i'm the problem. like i'm broken. maybe i am.

i relapsed. again. and i hate myself for it. it’s like this endless cycle—i do better, i hold on, and then something shatters, and i break with it. and the worst part? i don’t even know why i keep fighting.

i miss my grandpa so much it physically hurts. sometimes i still expect to see him, hear him laugh, feel his hug. but he's not here. and he never will be again. and there’s this hole in my chest that nothing fills. i’m exhausted from pretending i’m okay. from smiling when all i want to do is fall apart. from being strong for everyone else when i’m barely holding myself together. i just want peace. i want to stop hurting. i want to feel like i matter. but right now, i just feel empty.

[seryane]

[ashzawkward]

having d.i.d in a school of people who are unaware and parents who dont believe in d.i.d is fucking terrible, because wdym i (ash) suck balls at math but max can get it down like hes a damn human calculator??? and wdym i(ash) cant write notes properly but astrid can??? like, we even got complimented by our sci/geo/his teacher on how good our history notes were, RIGHT WHEN I SWITCHED BACK IN. like bro,,, my notes are gonna suck ASS in a few seconds😭

and like, wdym i have social anxiety but carl doesnt?? like,,, i could be scared to even just throw out a bag but carl will full on fight with a teacher infront of EVERYONE because they told him an answer and then graded him as failed??? LMAOO

[ashzawkward]

how to get a bf/gf no glue no borax

[ashzawkward]

fuck notch, minecrafters are better, get wrecked

sashay your racist, homophobic ass into a fucking incinerator

[melancholic-bunny]

he loves the heart-shape my ass is 🎀

[ashzawkward]

HIIIII ZENNNNNNN!! I MISSED YOU BRVO

HIII!!

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