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On the ground looking up 🌷🌼

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here’s me kissing my girlfriend, the love of my life, on a bridge (like it on insta @violettfemme)

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kino: runaway stages

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a guide to letting go of some of the pain.

i lost someone dear to me on the 18th. i didn’t know them personally, yet they meant so much to me. kim jonghyun was an extraordinary human being that i wish i could have back. he seemed so happy and positive, yet he was the complete opposite. he hated himself more than any anti could. he believed so low of himself. i don’t believe it was that jonghyun couldn’t go on living, i believe it’s that he didn’t want to. when you’re unhappy, you’ll do anything you have the energy to to fix it. so, jonghyun did. i’ve cried a lot, that’s expected. when i found out though, i couldn’t cry. i was confused. it took it a while to set in before i was able to understand what was going on, but after i had it took around an hour for the tears to let up. i felt sick. i didn’t want to move. or eat. or do anything. so i didn’t. i sat and i cried. it made me feel better for a while, of course, but afterwards i needed something else. anything. my sister then suggested this to me, and it helped so much. it helped so much that i wanted to share it with the others around me as soon as i could.

find a quiet spot where there’s no sound. if you can’t find somewhere completely quiet, find somewhere with the least amount. sit down somewhere inside the room or wherever you are and sit cross legged. close your eyes. picture jonghyun. send him everything you’re feeling in the moment, questions that you want answers to, things you need to say. you can say it out loud or in your head, whatever works. i find it helps for me the most when i say it out loud but it may be the opposite for you. whatever you do, focus on sending it towards him. cry if you need, but remember to breathe. when you’ve finally got it all out, you’ll know. it’ll feel like a heaviness has been lifted off you. not the sadness we’d like to leave, of course, but the pain you’re feeling.

this helped me so much. even if you’re skeptical or don’t always trust things like this, just give it a try. remember, i love you no matter who you are and my messages are always open. keep breathing.

bling bling is jonghyun <3

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this helped a shit ton, thank you so much.

#shinee #jonghyun #kim jonghyun #accepting pain #pain #getting over loss #getting over love #moving on

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taeil as belle 💖

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mark lee and “oh shit” makes a comeback

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When life imitates art

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the story of how yanan turned into a bad boy

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exo with flower crown 🤴🌺

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Chen who’s sitting on Jongin lap asks Lay to sit on his lap (since there wasn’t enough chairs) and when Lay tries to refuse Kim Jongdae ain’t having any of it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯