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[ask-nyonorway-fantasia-archive]

I Should’ve Listened To The Others

           Hello everyone, yes I’m writing this from the new @ask-nynorway-fantasia-archive blog, if you don’t know me I’m @ask-nyonorway-fantasia and @ask-colourkingdom-nyochina. I am writing this post to let it be known that I am leaving the fantasia au, and I suggest that while you do send some support to the existing blogs as most of the members however are really good people, there are a few people you should avoid and if they make a new au tread carefully no matter how interesting the idea, as ultimately your mental health is more important. Here are my reasons and suggestions (Complete with a readmore to prevent dash clogging since this will be a tad long), before you continue I highly recommend you read cherry’s post @ask-2pseborga-fantasia and follow up, as they explained in way more detail then I will go into, taking a look at the psa made by @ask-colourkingdom-nyodenmark is also recommended (plus I agree with most of the points made in those posts :3).

How shady the AU is

Gossip

How arguments are dealt with

Tunnel vision

How the rules are reinforced

Hypocrisy 

Misunderstanding of the way an AU should be run

Keep reading

[ask-witch-nyonor-deactivated202]

^^^^ Yes this is me, please read

[ask-2pseborga-fantasia]

IMPORTANT: Please do not join the Fantasia Au

Please… Do not join the Fantasia Au.

Frankly I don’t care if I get in trouble for this but since I was planning on leaving right after this, I wanted to mention this for anyone looking to join in the future. I know this blog isn’t popular but I still wanted to share it to those who are thinking of joining. I am not one to usually speak up and point out the flaws of and au but I had to mention this. Now I am not saying I am perfect or anything, just that this is not an au for anyone thinking this would be a fun au to join because it isn’t especially the chats. If you haven’t noticed there is a lot of blogs leaving the au not just myself. And frankly I have 40 asks rn sitting in my inbox (which is the most I have ever gotten) and I may do text answers explaining everything I would of said for Renzo in this au. But you get that despite that fact, I am quitting this au and leaving this as a warning to those in the future.

I haven’t used tumblr for a long time so the aus I’ve join are actually pretty okay. You got the occasionally people that get on your nerves but you just ignore them for the most part. However I don’t have to been in a million aus to know this a pretty bad one. This au is very toxic and these are the list of reasons why I suggest not to join this au. I will go into more detail below and I won’t do a read more because I feel like this needs to be read and shown entirely.

Most People in the Chat is just toxic

Popularity is everything- If you aren’t popular, then you are nothing.

The New Rules that were implemented

The Disregard for People’s Characters and Backstories of the Characters

People in the Chat

Well there is no other way to put it that the people in the chat are pretty toxic and I admit that I am starting to become worse and worse because of this influence. I am an admin myself and I run my own au so I know the kind of situations that come up within the chats but I tend to solve them rather calmly. However most people take things very personally and want to cause fights rather than look for solutions. Now I am not saying everyone in the chat is like this. I haven’t been it for long but some of my friends were in it and some people aren’t bad, just those few people make it hard to enjoy the au sometimes. But even worse is that they are admins of the au. Look, if you are going to be an admin of an au, you can’t take things personally if people criticize or point out things. Admins are supposed to help keep things in line and help to negotiate everything not add to the conflict. Even worse they are adults and it makes me ashamed to call myself an adult. They act like children :/

Here’s an example of what I’m talking about and it just happened recently.

So there was a discussion of how criminals would be punished in the Umbra Kingdom. To be honest, I personally didn’t agree with how Umbra was going about with their punishments as I felt like this is ruining the whole point of the Umbra Kingdom. It was supposed to the dark kingdom aka the whole reason why I joined (and I will go more into that in the 4th reason). But at this point I was already getting sick of the au and was like “whatever” until one person pointed out someone’s post. It was a shitpost but it pointed out still a form of punishment and “free speech.” Personally how it was brought up probably wasn’t handled in the best way but the person had a point nonetheless. Everyone was pointing out “it was a shitpost- its just a joke.” However if you have been to any ask account, shitposts make and develop a character how they are supposed to be. For example on one of my other accounts:

When I die, I want you to be my pallbearer, so you can let me down one last time.

—Renzo at probably everyone at some point

Yes this is a shitpost but did you gain something about his character? Of course you did. Now you know he is the kind of person who is quite sassy and probably an asshole- and messed up way of thinking/humor(which is actually accurate).

I gave a suggestion that if they don’t want shitposts to count towards their character or anything like that, I suggested that they instead put something to indicate that its not canon to their blog or kingdom. I tried to end it peacefully and point out their point about the shitpost since nobody was going to defend them. To be honest, I wasn’t even their friend (just everyone apparently assumed since I decided to be nice and defended their point since nobody would even consider it).

But nope, everyone wanted to argue about it. Frankly at that point, I went fuck it and just bitched pretty much. Its not like anyone was going to listen at that point or care. Though I have to admit it was pretty funny that one of the admins said to stop and I was just agreeing to something and I just posted along the lines of “i get also the other side’s point but whatever imma drop it now”. They said to just go and I replied that I was already planning to. They said to leave already and I replied with “:3” just to fuck with them.

Now this isn’t normally the type of person I am but really I can tell you that this wouldn’t be how I normally react to situations and its because of this chat really fucked with me. I did something I probably shouldn’t have done once but frankly it was because I was pissed and afterwards I was disgusted to see how I had changed because of this short time in this chat.

Popularity is everything- If you aren’t popular, then you are nothing.

You may think I maybe exaggerating but I really am not. Maybe its because I am comparing it to other aus but my friend also agrees that this isn’t right. You see, popularity dictates everything even admin roles apparently but you know whatever lmao. I didn’t have to be in this chat long to see this.

You see, there is one person in the au in particular I will be referencing to this entire time but pretty much everyone kisses their ass (well except me and a few friends)- even the goddamn admin does. Its pretty funny considering that they have also gotten on the admin’s nerves yet have now become an admin of the chat. Frankly I don’t care too much about them and they do good art… when its normal art. But again, you get your ass kissed if your art is amazing and your popular.

Well what about the other side you may ask? My own experiences is feeling very isolated from the chat because most of them aren’t very friendly to be frank. I recall posting a picture and normally in the other chats I’ve been in, everyone gives a praise no matter how “good” or “bad” the art is. But it was pretty much silence.

However the more extreme case hasn’t happened to me but rather someone else. Let me dub my friend… Y. Y frankly has really good art despite their age and I really do admire them for their artwork. They are an amazing person in general and quite friendly. So they ended up joining the Fantasia AU. It was sad to hear that my friend’s blog didn’t get the attention it deserve and they did try to do a promo. Sadly due to their young age, they got in trouble for even posting it in the “promo” channel. And guess how they manage to get attention? They did drawings for others and suddenly everyone was reblogging their stuff. Now personally, I tend to stay away from reblogging other’s stuff as my blogs would quickly turn into 99% others content and 1% of my own content lmao. But the point nonetheless is that they only got noticed because of free art and it was just sad…

The New Rules that were Implemented

First I will be posting the actual rules here of the discord chat. I will screenshot them and I will basically give you the rundown of what the rules are basically saying if you don’t want to read it. But basically to sum it up, I basically am going to use what my friend used to describe what these rules mean:

1. The au won’t accept toxic people even half of the au is toxic :/

2. If you go against the admin in any way, you get put in the “punishment” role which means you don’t get to talk for a week in the chats.

3. You can’t defend yourself if people are upsetting or hurting you. No, you go to the admin and if they deem it a “good reason” they might do something about it.

4. You can’t defend others, especially if they’re your friends. You’re to turn a blind eye to any arguments or fights going on and pretend they aren’t happening. (Aka why I got into trouble for a point earlier… and also for making the comments of “was already planning to” and “:3” though totally worth it).

5. They won’t reject or remove people from the chats if you’re uncomfortable with them. like?

6. You don’t like the rules? “The server is too much for you” and you’ll be forced out of the AU

But here is my problems with the rules and I had originally sent this to the admin of the au. I won’t share it here as its really really long but trust me when I say, I had a lot of things I had to say about what’s wrong with these rules.

Disregard for Characters and their backstories.

So to explain this I have to explain my character, who he was supposed to be and other characters around him who play important parts of his roles. Now this one its kind of unavoidable to say out who it is but I will try to keep it as unknown as possible for privacy. There is others that I can go into but I won’t explicitly state it as I will be mainly going into mine.

First of all, Renzo Vargas is my interpretation of 2P Seborga put into this au for one reason: he helps to brainwash the majority of the “child” army in Umbra. Now to help keep him in line, he has a necklace around his neck which he is unable to take off. It drains his powers and stores it within the gem. Due to the amount of magic he has to use to brainwash any new comers and the amount of magic he uses in general, he is becomes physically exhausted to a point where he sleeps to replenish his magic. He probably is only awake at the very most a few hours for food before going right back to bed sleeping most of the days and nights. Its quite sad because if you really think about it, he probably has skipped a lot of birthdays and days very disoriented with the time. But basically, he is used to his very limits every single day and this implies that others may have more magic available to them at the cost of his “life.”

Great setup to his character right? Well I think so lmao.

But here’s the thing. The person who was supposed to do this to him had suddenly flip scripts to suddenly they are actually a nice person. Now I don’t know about you but this now doesn’t make sense of why Renzo is the way he is and other characters too. It flipped the script on everything including the kingdom with little to no regard to how the characters would be affected just so their character could be liked more. Did you expect an evil character to be liked right off the bat? You were kind of asking of it and you did approve of these backstories which now don’t make sense.

Personally, I love a great villain and the more fucked up the better and there was so much potential for Umbra as a dark kingdom and conflicting viewpoints to go on. There was so much potential to not only Renzo’s storyline but other’s as well! But its now wasted and frankly it was the only reason I joined. If I posted anything about Renzo now at this point, I wouldn’t be able to explain why characters acted a certain way. Its just messed up…

I have personal gripes about other characters but I don’t care at this point.

My point is that there is almost no regard to other characters. Even one person’s who had such great potential for a messed up and angsty storyline was lost due to this.

You can have asshole characters or evil villains but they can still be “likeable.” They have motivations no matter how twisted it maybe and it won’t excuse their actions but they have motivations! I know Renzo is a horrible character in terms how “good” or “evil” they are but people like him.

So this wraps up what I had to say about this au. I may or may not add more about it but I hope this serves as a warning to anyone looking to join this au.

Stay away from this au. I don’t care who maybe popular is in this au. Stay away from it. I can tell you the few people who should definitely get praises for their artworks, attitude, and just overall being good people but they don’t deserve this. I hope you guys are willing to understand this and don’t take this personally. Frankly I would personally create my own au where a dark kingdom is done properly.

But for anyone else in the hetalia fandom, please don’t join.

I beg of you.

I don’t like how I had spent my days bitching about the au because of the people in it. I don’t like how my friends and I have been treated in this au. I don’t like it. I just hope you guys can take my advice and avoid joining the au. I don’t like how I changed and I would rather go back to being the person I was before I joined the au.

Thanks for reading everyone

From the Mun

[p0p-r0tz]

Hey hun! I wanted to say I am an admin of 2 of these blogs and I am a shit-nothing-horrible artist not popular at ALL. But Maxie gave me the chance! Listen I know you may be hurt and if ut was because I didn’t answer your ask thing right away Im super super sorry. I know maxie is a good person but they have so much stress right now. I hope you understand. And yes a few people on here were toxic but maxie and sevral others were not. I was in the same chat as maxie when they thought of creating it! They didn’t intend for this to happen at ALL. Maxie is horrible stressed and with everyone shitting on Roland it didn’t help. People were not asking about anything at all before doing it and big Aus come crashing down any ways. Please believe me when I say that au IS NOT HORRIBLE. I usually try to be one who keeps quiet but I’m A little stirred up. I truly thing you are a lovely person but please, if you are also a toxic person maybe don’t join aus you can’t handle. END OF DISCUSSION.

[ask-nyochina-fantasia]

//Quick FYI don’t piss mun off

[ask-2pseborga-fantasia]

Acutally no not end of discussion and if you will actually read and listen to what I have to say, you would know why.

Thanks for your opinion but I’m staying firm to my beliefs. I am not hurt if anyone didn’t answer my asks as I tend to be slow updating. No-what pisses me more off is the shady shit that goes on in the au and if anyone thinks different or critisizes the au, you might as well take no part of it. I think majority of the people in the au are horrible and others can agree, some of the things that occured the au was shit and wrong.

My statements are in general as well as my main points and concerns. Of course not everyone is going to fit under this same umbrella. You may not be like mona lisa level art or popular but nonetheless here you are. But you guys can’t seem to grasp these were my main gripes about the au and its a general. Not everyone will fit under this catergory but my personal gripes would be better fit into these catergories.

But no, the au was toxic including the admins. And btw, you choose to include names despite me clearly avoiding it in posts so I will use names here too. Yes Maxie maybe be stressing and going through stuff but don’t you think everyone else is too? Do you know what I am going through? Of course not. I don’t bitch about my own personal problems and the stresses in my own but I deal with it. I live through it.

And its nobody’s fault but Maxie’s fault for choosing Roland as his position. Roland was meant to be the bad guy. If Maxie had a problem with people hating their muses, then maybe they shouldn’t have done this. Maxie approved of the backstories, his role in the kingdom, Umbra in general and the dark kingdom is why I joined. And they did intend this to happen a bit. I mean it was coming considering there was plots for a dark kingdom and Roland’s position was only going to ask for hate for him. Maxie could of put Roland in a different position to avoid this in the first place. Villain characters can be liked but do you expected villains to be liked right off the bat? Of course not they are villains! I love a good villain and frankly I loved Roland’s character before it changed. It makes me very disappointed in the potential lost for the storylines and all the muses involved.

And if you are saying big aus are bound to crash, I would like to point out my own au which is going strong still. Sure a few people have dropped out due to time but there is lots of people within my au still because of the concepts myself and everyone in the au came up with the concepts. We discussed and yes I come up with most of the au but I do ask for their opinions and thoughts. Once so many people joined, it became everyone’s au not just my own. It may sound cheesy but its true.

But no matter what you may say that this au may not be horrible, it is horrible. My other chats prove that there are aus out there that don’t have this problem and have good people in it. Wonderful people. If conflict arises, everything tend to smooths over quite nicely and nobody takes things personally. They don’t take things personally and the people and admins are all wonderful people. Everyone is so friendly and quite regularly praises on everyone’s artwork, listen to what people has to say and they develop their own relationships with each other by asking each other.

And I am no toxic person. I didn’t join the fantasia au to expect everything to go to shit. Probably only one person I was ever really worry about but I figured it was one person. What could go wrong? I didn’t realize the amount of people who would be toxic in the au. Frankly I was looking forward to building up my character as Umbra was an interesting kingdom concept… til you hear that au is basically a rip off of Avatar and Attack on Titan. Its quite sad really as there was so much potential for interesting concepts of kingdoms to grow and flurish while Umbra as dark and mysterious it is, slowly grows.

I am quite tolerant of people but there is a line where I won’t stay quite by. I haven’t gotten to know you so I didn’t think you are a bad person however you have to realize my friend’s mistreatment and my own have lead to this post. If your friend was being mistreated and they tell you about it, wouldn’t you feel angry too at whoever cause them this grief? And besides… If I was a toxic person, would I stay? Probably because toxic people feed off of each other.

But I only made this post because of my feelings of my friend’s mistreatment. I made this post despite me usually staying quite about these sort of things. I tend to avoid drama as much as I could. I don’t reblog the drama. I don’t ask for promos. I tend to keep my head down to earth and let people discover my blogs. Hell I haven’t even promo new blogs I make. Do I sound like the type of person doig this for attention?

I love how you guys assume that I do this for attention when its not. I didn’t encourage for others to reblog. I didn’t encourage the likes on this post. In fact I haven’t encourage anything. If I was doing this for attention, I would be doing everything I can begging for people reblog this and give it likes so more attention can be brought to this. I didn’t choose these people to reblog my stuff. They did it on their own. I don’t mind you have your own viewpoints and concerns but these are my own opinions and gripes about the au that caused myself to change and myself and others to really hate the au.

Yes it may not be the most original au but it did have tons of potential but the people within the au makes it hard to enjoy the au. To enjoy building the au and exploring the world. World building is my favorite concepts and I can easily see how this world could been turned into its own unique stories lines, intertwining fates and destinies. Kingdom concepts and magic that could be used. There is so much potential but it is wasted because only the admins have say whether or not it can happen in the au not everyone. It makes my inner writer weep knowing that this au could of been better if there was better people running it as well as in the au itself.

And if you say I don’t come up with interesting concepts feel free to check out my au blog where my friends and I came up with this wonderful world that people can expore. It maybe small the actual world they live in but its a world that is worth to learn about.

[ask-2pseborga-fantasia]

Hi everyone, I am updating this post with new info I have received. I will address both the criticism of my actions but I will address new updates I have received of. I will be showing off screenshots and be censoring names and replacing with placeholder names. 

First of all let me address the criticism that I have receive before I move onto the updates.

1. I did this post for attention. 2. This post was uncalled for, rude, and misguiding./We are mean for doing this./I was misinformed of the situation. 3.  [Insert name] isn’t a popular artist and not good at drawing so your point can’t be true!!! 4. Admins aren’t toxic and are good people! 5. Don’t join aus you can’t handle.

I did this for attention

I already mention it above but I will quickly mention it here. I am not the type who usually posts about drama. I am not the type who reblogs people’s situations or infact tell about my own personal problems. The only person online who knows my situation and what I am going through is my best friend. Nobody else. I never asked anyone to reblogged or like this. They choose to. This post has over 100 notes yet not once have I ever asked for anyone to reblog or like this. They choose to do it- not me. If I wanted attention, I would of asked for reblogs and likes. No I am not reblogging now for attention either. No, I wanted to inform everyone of this bullshit that is going on and why you should avoid aus with these kinds of people as the admins.

This post was uncalled for, rude, and misguiding./We are mean for doing this./I was misinformed of the situation.

The post was not uncalled for or rude or in fact misguiding (though I think you meant misleading but whatever). These are my opinions and I wanted to share what was my problems with this au. Maybe I was spiteful and bitter but guess why I was spiteful and bitter? Because of how my friends and I were treated in the au. If I wasn’t upset with the situation, I wouldn’t have made a post about this. I wouldn’t have done anything about it. I would of stayed quiet and continue to be in the au. But look where I am and were others are. I am not mean for doing this. I do apologize for those people who were in the au and actually good people to suffer from this but again, I can’t let them suffer. This post was never directed at you guys and the people who know this I am sure won’t take offense to it. I don’t think I am misinformed either as this information did come from others who went through this, I saw some of these examples myself, and I have screenshots of went down. So I highly doubt I was misinformed. 

[Insert name] isn’t a popular artist and not good at drawing so your point can’t be true!!!

My point was already said above but to restate it real quick, these were my personal points. They were an umbrella for which my points fit in perfectly and its actually pretty accurate after all did you guys noticed that for some reason there is two 2P Japans despite there is not allowed to be any repeats? Did you guys realize that one of the people in the au despite getting on one of the admin’s nerves became an admin while another admin got their permissions taken away from them without them being notified? Besides if you don’t fall under this umbrella, most people still in the au is still toxic. I know one person had created one muse’s parents without their permission despite the fact the admin of that muse already had looked up and created designs for them. I know another who had vented into the chat and was upset that nobody comforted them despite being in the middle of the night when most people are asleep not to mention they were seriously talking about killing themselves just to guilt trip others for not responding. Either way, point still stands to serve as my personal problems with the au and shows how fucking messed up and sick some of these people are in the au.

Admins aren’t toxic and are good people!

Oh boy I got some stories for you guys because yes the admins are toxic meaning you should stay away from them if they ever make an au. I know there is four admins but I honestly don’t recall the last one on top of my head so at this time, this isn’t address to you. I really don’t recall. If you curious to know who these admins are and I know I am okay to talk with, I will be more than happy to message you who they are. But for now they will be censored.

Anyways we will start with the main admin of the au. There is a lot to tell about this admin but anyways they tend to start a lot of aus but guess what happens in all the aus? They all fall apart quite quickly. Why you may ask? Well they are all toxic as well as the admin. The admin is toxic because they are horrible frankly. They kiss up to all the popular people and stay with their “clique.” They allow in these horrible people into their aus and they get into fights with members. Hell they take things very personally (even when told not to take things personally) to a point if someone questions the logic of the universe, they had kicked the member out. Even the first day I had join one of their aus, I was greeted to people fighting and it was a “great” first impression. But even worse is the fact that they abuse their admin privileges. The aus become dictatorships with the favorites and people they like can be part of. They created secret admin chats where they go to talk shit about people within the au behind their backs. Hell because they make so many different aus, they abuse their admin chats in other aus to talk shit about the members in their other aus. They even temporary locked out an admin from the admin chat to talk shit about them before deleting it and letting them back in. Even if you don’t believe me, don’t you think that them not having access to the admin chat for a short period of time and then letting them back in is a bit shady? Hell they even bitch about one of the admins in the fantasia au yet they are still an admin but they took away one of the admin’s privileges without ever informing them. In fact I had to ask one time who the admins were or else you had no way of knowing they were an admin. There was no separate role for the chat so you couldn’t ever tell. Again their aus are toxic and even it dies down with less people, it doesn’t change the fact it is toxic. 

Another admin turned out to be the person I was actually concern about when I joined the au. You see that admin had made another au a while back which i was actually thinking of joining but my choice was taken so yep. But that’s not the point. The point is that my two friends went to go join the au. So one of my friends muses (L we shall call them) had a crush on the admin’s character [B](and I think they had a crush back on them too). The two had finally kissed and they were talking about how it would go after that. B had slapped L and it made L stop changing after B after all these years and it seemed bleek and hopeless. L ends up getting a boyfriend (my other friend’s muse aka N) making B pissed. B causes a scandal in the middle of a concert by kissing the drummer who is by the way in a relationship and dragging N off stage to yell at him that he knows nothing about L or how much B loves L more. My friend states that L would take N’s side if he was to see B threatening, manipulating and hurting N like that because B was acting like a 5 year old throwing a tantrum as it wasn’t justifiable. The admin got pissed saying it was hurting and manipulating someone was “totally justified” because he had “reasons” and he was angry and sad. Its a reason not justified reason. They of course tried to guilt trip my friend but they weren’t having any of it and they left. Of course this is also due to other things that happened like: cornering them to show a picture they didn’t want to show, the gore porn, how they treat situations in such an insensitive manner, and got pissed when one of their images was marked as nsfw and threw a tantrum abou it. The porn gore wasn’t the really such a problem. They were mainly more uncomfortable with how its an adult in charge of the au who was running around and doing these sort of things. They called themselves a dictator, throwing tantrums without a genuine reason, threatening suicide just to see some cock and porn of little kids being sexually abused. They even victim blame L for getting an abusive relationship like it was his fault for getting into the relationship and he was such a dumbass for not telling anyone which is insulting to anyone who actually has been in an abusive relationship. Both of my friends left after that whole disgusting plot line. Yeah and I wonder why I would be concern about going into this au in the first place huh? Now their actions in the au follow the same lines of throwing tantrums and leaving the chat when things don’t go their way. Yep. Great admin right guys?

The last one I know of I don’t have much interaction with them but my last interaction with them definitely says a lot. I frankly didn’t care but my friend pointed out that they were treated me like a kid which by the way I am an adult who might be the same age as them and sadly all these admins are too. It makes me ashamed to even call myself an adult with how these guys are acting. And despite the fact after an agrument, I agreed to someone’s opinion and I was gonna drop it since I was already done with everything in the chat. They said basically to leave the server because another admin asked and to please listen. I replied that I was already planning to and they replied with “Then go.” Its pretty clear that was pretty rude but then again I was already pissed so I sent a “:3″ blowing them up to reply. Admitting it was a bit funny. I am an ass by my own rights but I don’t like it when people are being rude to me despite me offering a solution to solve the problem. They immediately took sides of their friends despite being one of the rules that shouldn’t happen. Its pretty funny how I defended someone’s point and I’m immediately their friend even if I don’t know them. 

So yeah most of the admins are toxic as you can see by their actions :/ I don’t appreciate how I was treated which is why I quickly became a really nasty person within the au.

Don’t Join Aus that you can’t handle.

I love this one because like? Do you think I expected to join an au which turned out this toxic? Do you think I joined because I thought that oh yes it was gonna be a toxic au? I doubt anyone else did when they joined this au. Either way this is a short and sweet point to make. 

And now for the fun stuff. The update.

I saved everything from the update and I have screenshots and I can’t wait to show you all. I will be censoring somethings and replacing it with names but I will be showing the screenshots my friends gave me and update from the chat.

First of all, if you still unsure about how horrible this au is. Let me show you this message I had received:

Okay I can’t promise about all the members that reblogged this post got kicked out of the discord chat. All I can say for sure is that people who reblogged the post did leave the chat that much I can promise. I would rather not post the screenshots as now looking over it, there is names and I would rather not have to go through and censor each one ^^’ 

But you can look below for everything else. 

So this is the deleted message:

Proof of the deletion of message:

Proof of Secret Chat:

Proof that not everyone had access to said chat:

Okay you still aren’t sure if this is totally true okay okay I get. Let me grab these other screenshots and show you this is the au that people are saying is fine. I will posting it in the order I was given. Admins will be referred to as simply admins[insertnumber] going in the number referred by them if they appear and everyone else is a random name (Swift and Taylor Swift are the same person just mun name is super short so Swift was the only thing I could fit ;;)

Give you a bit of more context with the slur word that was used. I was there and I saw what happened and it was played off as a joke even after it was explained. I never knew that the word “trap” would be such an offensive word and I apologized to “Swift” for not realizing that was an offensive word or else I would of done something about it sooner. They never apologized about it and one of the admins stated that everyone needs to be less sensitive. It is sick to think this is the mentality of those toxic admins and people within the au in general.

And the backstory I hope you realize that is exactly what happened to my muse to and this is what happened to “Swift’s” muse too so its not only me who was affected by this. 

Anyways this is screenshots that I personally took the time to censor and I hope I didn’t miss any names. I know they are all pretty badly edited but all I wanted to show that this did happen and all I did was censor it. I just wanted to show you that I am not joking and this isn’t to be taken lightly. I am an ass and I acknowledge I can be but they don’t own up to the fact they are jerks and toxic. They manipulate mess with people and only seem to say sorry when its already way past anything anyone can do about it when it should of been done earlier. They need to start considering their actions and what they could happen. I am owning up to the fact that I did this on this blog therefore any criticism I about what I am doing should go to me nobody else. 

This will be probably the last update I will do about this as I doubt I will be getting anymore information about it. 

[ask-colourkingdom-nyodenmark]

To the anons sending messages, I’m not going to discuss anything further on this blog. I made my point clear, I will stick by it, and you don’t have to agree. You have your opinions, and I have mine. 

To those who don’t like drama, or don’t agree with my opinions, you can unfollow me if you wish. That’s your right and I won’t hunt anyone down for unfollowing me. I’d rather people be comfortable than feel obliged to stick around. ovo)b

[ask-2pseborga-fantasia]

Just wanted to point out this is the reason why I didn’t put names. If you have problems of how I dealt with the situation, reblog it and do it towards me. No I am not opening asks just so you guys can harrass me on anon. Do not go to other accounts just to harrass my friends. Do not spread it to other accounts because of the situation. I only am keeping this account open because of this very reason.

Do not go to others about this that is rude and that is not what their askblogs are about. My askblog is closed and shut down for good here and it is only still active because of this.

If you have a problem, do via the posts and explain yourself. If you have read everything I have posted and seen the fact that others left, then you would realize that there has to be some truth to what I am saying even if you don’t believe me. (It is all true but some of you will say other wise and I will be explaining in a long post shortly).

I have no problem addressing each problem and explaining myself. I read everything that you guys reblog so please feel free to reblog okay? :3

[ask-colourkingdom-nyodenmark]

OOC - PSA

Hey guys, I just wanted to drop something real quick for you guys who are interested in the Fantasia AU;

If you’re intending to join, thinking it’s a positive and upbeat AU (like this one or Floral//verse), it’s not. It’s absolutely not. It’s full of fighting and no one listens to each other, even when actual real points are brought up. The admins are sneaky (and all the admins are adults) and don’t think of anyone except themselves, and the overall atmosphere is incredibly toxic.

I’m not making this a rant post, or reasons why you shouldn’t join Fantasia (you can see Cherry’s post on that here), but I’m warning those who are interested that it’s not what you’re expecting. It’s not fun to be in the chats, no one respects anyone and unless you’re part of their clique you’ll be ignored. Overall I’m really unimpressed and upset at how everything turned out, especially since I joined hoping it was a relaxing AU and instead I’ve been physically sick because of the stress it invokes.

So, please, be careful my friends. I don’t want anyone else being hurt by these types of AUs.

[ask-2pseborga-fantasia]

^^^

This also points out some things too. Also definitely read Kaz’s original tags too. I won’t go into more detail here but I am planning to update my original post with more information

[ask-2pseborga-fantasia]

IMPORTANT: Please do not join the Fantasia Au

Please… Do not join the Fantasia Au.

Frankly I don’t care if I get in trouble for this but since I was planning on leaving right after this, I wanted to mention this for anyone looking to join in the future. I know this blog isn’t popular but I still wanted to share it to those who are thinking of joining. I am not one to usually speak up and point out the flaws of and au but I had to mention this. Now I am not saying I am perfect or anything, just that this is not an au for anyone thinking this would be a fun au to join because it isn’t especially the chats. If you haven’t noticed there is a lot of blogs leaving the au not just myself. And frankly I have 40 asks rn sitting in my inbox (which is the most I have ever gotten) and I may do text answers explaining everything I would of said for Renzo in this au. But you get that despite that fact, I am quitting this au and leaving this as a warning to those in the future.

I haven’t used tumblr for a long time so the aus I’ve join are actually pretty okay. You got the occasionally people that get on your nerves but you just ignore them for the most part. However I don’t have to been in a million aus to know this a pretty bad one. This au is very toxic and these are the list of reasons why I suggest not to join this au. I will go into more detail below and I won’t do a read more because I feel like this needs to be read and shown entirely.

Most People in the Chat is just toxic

Popularity is everything- If you aren’t popular, then you are nothing.

The New Rules that were implemented

The Disregard for People’s Characters and Backstories of the Characters

People in the Chat

Well there is no other way to put it that the people in the chat are pretty toxic and I admit that I am starting to become worse and worse because of this influence. I am an admin myself and I run my own au so I know the kind of situations that come up within the chats but I tend to solve them rather calmly. However most people take things very personally and want to cause fights rather than look for solutions. Now I am not saying everyone in the chat is like this. I haven’t been it for long but some of my friends were in it and some people aren’t bad, just those few people make it hard to enjoy the au sometimes. But even worse is that they are admins of the au. Look, if you are going to be an admin of an au, you can’t take things personally if people criticize or point out things. Admins are supposed to help keep things in line and help to negotiate everything not add to the conflict. Even worse they are adults and it makes me ashamed to call myself an adult. They act like children :/

Here’s an example of what I’m talking about and it just happened recently.

So there was a discussion of how criminals would be punished in the Umbra Kingdom. To be honest, I personally didn’t agree with how Umbra was going about with their punishments as I felt like this is ruining the whole point of the Umbra Kingdom. It was supposed to the dark kingdom aka the whole reason why I joined (and I will go more into that in the 4th reason). But at this point I was already getting sick of the au and was like “whatever” until one person pointed out someone’s post. It was a shitpost but it pointed out still a form of punishment and “free speech.” Personally how it was brought up probably wasn’t handled in the best way but the person had a point nonetheless. Everyone was pointing out “it was a shitpost- its just a joke.” However if you have been to any ask account, shitposts make and develop a character how they are supposed to be. For example on one of my other accounts:

When I die, I want you to be my pallbearer, so you can let me down one last time.

—Renzo at probably everyone at some point

Yes this is a shitpost but did you gain something about his character? Of course you did. Now you know he is the kind of person who is quite sassy and probably an asshole- and messed up way of thinking/humor(which is actually accurate).

I gave a suggestion that if they don’t want shitposts to count towards their character or anything like that, I suggested that they instead put something to indicate that its not canon to their blog or kingdom. I tried to end it peacefully and point out their point about the shitpost since nobody was going to defend them. To be honest, I wasn’t even their friend (just everyone apparently assumed since I decided to be nice and defended their point since nobody would even consider it).

But nope, everyone wanted to argue about it. Frankly at that point, I went fuck it and just bitched pretty much. Its not like anyone was going to listen at that point or care. Though I have to admit it was pretty funny that one of the admins said to stop and I was just agreeing to something and I just posted along the lines of “i get also the other side’s point but whatever imma drop it now”. They said to just go and I replied that I was already planning to. They said to leave already and I replied with “:3” just to fuck with them.

Now this isn’t normally the type of person I am but really I can tell you that this wouldn’t be how I normally react to situations and its because of this chat really fucked with me. I did something I probably shouldn’t have done once but frankly it was because I was pissed and afterwards I was disgusted to see how I had changed because of this short time in this chat.

Popularity is everything- If you aren’t popular, then you are nothing.

You may think I maybe exaggerating but I really am not. Maybe its because I am comparing it to other aus but my friend also agrees that this isn’t right. You see, popularity dictates everything even admin roles apparently but you know whatever lmao. I didn’t have to be in this chat long to see this.

You see, there is one person in the au in particular I will be referencing to this entire time but pretty much everyone kisses their ass (well except me and a few friends)- even the goddamn admin does. Its pretty funny considering that they have also gotten on the admin’s nerves yet have now become an admin of the chat. Frankly I don’t care too much about them and they do good art… when its normal art. But again, you get your ass kissed if your art is amazing and your popular.

Well what about the other side you may ask? My own experiences is feeling very isolated from the chat because most of them aren’t very friendly to be frank. I recall posting a picture and normally in the other chats I’ve been in, everyone gives a praise no matter how “good” or “bad” the art is. But it was pretty much silence.

However the more extreme case hasn’t happened to me but rather someone else. Let me dub my friend… Y. Y frankly has really good art despite their age and I really do admire them for their artwork. They are an amazing person in general and quite friendly. So they ended up joining the Fantasia AU. It was sad to hear that my friend’s blog didn’t get the attention it deserve and they did try to do a promo. Sadly due to their young age, they got in trouble for even posting it in the “promo” channel. And guess how they manage to get attention? They did drawings for others and suddenly everyone was reblogging their stuff. Now personally, I tend to stay away from reblogging other’s stuff as my blogs would quickly turn into 99% others content and 1% of my own content lmao. But the point nonetheless is that they only got noticed because of free art and it was just sad…

The New Rules that were Implemented

First I will be posting the actual rules here of the discord chat. I will screenshot them and I will basically give you the rundown of what the rules are basically saying if you don’t want to read it. But basically to sum it up, I basically am going to use what my friend used to describe what these rules mean:

1. The au won’t accept toxic people even half of the au is toxic :/

2. If you go against the admin in any way, you get put in the “punishment” role which means you don’t get to talk for a week in the chats.

3. You can’t defend yourself if people are upsetting or hurting you. No, you go to the admin and if they deem it a “good reason” they might do something about it.

4. You can’t defend others, especially if they’re your friends. You’re to turn a blind eye to any arguments or fights going on and pretend they aren’t happening. (Aka why I got into trouble for a point earlier… and also for making the comments of “was already planning to” and “:3” though totally worth it).

5. They won’t reject or remove people from the chats if you’re uncomfortable with them. like?

6. You don’t like the rules? “The server is too much for you” and you’ll be forced out of the AU

But here is my problems with the rules and I had originally sent this to the admin of the au. I won’t share it here as its really really long but trust me when I say, I had a lot of things I had to say about what’s wrong with these rules.

Disregard for Characters and their backstories.

So to explain this I have to explain my character, who he was supposed to be and other characters around him who play important parts of his roles. Now this one its kind of unavoidable to say out who it is but I will try to keep it as unknown as possible for privacy. There is others that I can go into but I won’t explicitly state it as I will be mainly going into mine.

First of all, Renzo Vargas is my interpretation of 2P Seborga put into this au for one reason: he helps to brainwash the majority of the “child” army in Umbra. Now to help keep him in line, he has a necklace around his neck which he is unable to take off. It drains his powers and stores it within the gem. Due to the amount of magic he has to use to brainwash any new comers and the amount of magic he uses in general, he is becomes physically exhausted to a point where he sleeps to replenish his magic. He probably is only awake at the very most a few hours for food before going right back to bed sleeping most of the days and nights. Its quite sad because if you really think about it, he probably has skipped a lot of birthdays and days very disoriented with the time. But basically, he is used to his very limits every single day and this implies that others may have more magic available to them at the cost of his “life.”

Great setup to his character right? Well I think so lmao.

But here’s the thing. The person who was supposed to do this to him had suddenly flip scripts to suddenly they are actually a nice person. Now I don’t know about you but this now doesn’t make sense of why Renzo is the way he is and other characters too. It flipped the script on everything including the kingdom with little to no regard to how the characters would be affected just so their character could be liked more. Did you expect an evil character to be liked right off the bat? You were kind of asking of it and you did approve of these backstories which now don’t make sense.

Personally, I love a great villain and the more fucked up the better and there was so much potential for Umbra as a dark kingdom and conflicting viewpoints to go on. There was so much potential to not only Renzo’s storyline but other’s as well! But its now wasted and frankly it was the only reason I joined. If I posted anything about Renzo now at this point, I wouldn’t be able to explain why characters acted a certain way. Its just messed up…

I have personal gripes about other characters but I don’t care at this point.

My point is that there is almost no regard to other characters. Even one person’s who had such great potential for a messed up and angsty storyline was lost due to this.

You can have asshole characters or evil villains but they can still be “likeable.” They have motivations no matter how twisted it maybe and it won’t excuse their actions but they have motivations! I know Renzo is a horrible character in terms how “good” or “evil” they are but people like him.

So this wraps up what I had to say about this au. I may or may not add more about it but I hope this serves as a warning to anyone looking to join this au.

Stay away from this au. I don’t care who maybe popular is in this au. Stay away from it. I can tell you the few people who should definitely get praises for their artworks, attitude, and just overall being good people but they don’t deserve this. I hope you guys are willing to understand this and don’t take this personally. Frankly I would personally create my own au where a dark kingdom is done properly.

But for anyone else in the hetalia fandom, please don’t join.

I beg of you.

I don’t like how I had spent my days bitching about the au because of the people in it. I don’t like how my friends and I have been treated in this au. I don’t like it. I just hope you guys can take my advice and avoid joining the au. I don’t like how I changed and I would rather go back to being the person I was before I joined the au.

Thanks for reading everyone

From the Mun

[ask-colourkingdom-nyochina-deac]

{Hey, just dropping by to mentioning that Im actually part of this au

I hope that the leadership can be better, and I believe that a change could be made if people listen, that being said, If a Mun has an asshole character, please don’t harass them for it, and if you do plan a ‘evil force’ for your au, please don’t switch them into being a good character, it ruins lots of peoples back stories.}

{I agree with all the points Cherry made above, however, I wouldn’t exactly say to not join this, as the idea definentally has lots of potential, but I would definentally say that you should wait it out for a whole more since there’s just too much drama, fights, and passive aggressive rudeness}

{Sorry for reblogging here, I just have a bigger audience that Id like to convey this message to}

[amechuqueen]

@flyingsassysaddles

@ask-2pseborga-fantasia I hope everything is okay and if your being harassed please ignore them and be strong! I’m not usually one for AU’s because I’ve heard of how toxic they can become so I hope all is well even If don’t know ya

[ask-2pseborga-fantasia]

Hey sassy and ob.  Ob: Thanks and I wish that things could change and people could do things better but they won’t as it will only continue through the aus they make. They will only sneak behind each others backs and seeking approval from ones they think they need approval of. I still say not to join but I’m glad you are optimistic none the less. Though I do think you should stay away from that chat for a while okay? If you ever want to talk I am more than happy to.

ame: I’m glad that you are concerned about my wellbeing but honestly I’m doing way better now that I am out of it. I felt disgusted and always gross about myself for being in that au and how its toxicity was getting to me. It was really horrible but now that I’m out, I am feeling a lot better. I feel like myself again and it just goes to show that joining any sort of au under these kinds of people isn’t the type of aus you want to be in. Trust me. They repeat the same mistakes over and over again. But again, I’m glad to be out and feeling myself again. 

[ask-2pseborga-fantasia]

IMPORTANT: Please do not join the Fantasia Au

Please… Do not join the Fantasia Au.

Frankly I don’t care if I get in trouble for this but since I was planning on leaving right after this, I wanted to mention this for anyone looking to join in the future. I know this blog isn’t popular but I still wanted to share it to those who are thinking of joining. I am not one to usually speak up and point out the flaws of and au but I had to mention this. Now I am not saying I am perfect or anything, just that this is not an au for anyone thinking this would be a fun au to join because it isn’t especially the chats. If you haven’t noticed there is a lot of blogs leaving the au not just myself. And frankly I have 40 asks rn sitting in my inbox (which is the most I have ever gotten) and I may do text answers explaining everything I would of said for Renzo in this au. But you get that despite that fact, I am quitting this au and leaving this as a warning to those in the future.

I haven’t used tumblr for a long time so the aus I’ve join are actually pretty okay. You got the occasionally people that get on your nerves but you just ignore them for the most part. However I don’t have to been in a million aus to know this a pretty bad one. This au is very toxic and these are the list of reasons why I suggest not to join this au. I will go into more detail below and I won’t do a read more because I feel like this needs to be read and shown entirely.

Most People in the Chat is just toxic

Popularity is everything- If you aren’t popular, then you are nothing.

The New Rules that were implemented

The Disregard for People’s Characters and Backstories of the Characters

People in the Chat

Well there is no other way to put it that the people in the chat are pretty toxic and I admit that I am starting to become worse and worse because of this influence. I am an admin myself and I run my own au so I know the kind of situations that come up within the chats but I tend to solve them rather calmly. However most people take things very personally and want to cause fights rather than look for solutions. Now I am not saying everyone in the chat is like this. I haven’t been it for long but some of my friends were in it and some people aren’t bad, just those few people make it hard to enjoy the au sometimes. But even worse is that they are admins of the au. Look, if you are going to be an admin of an au, you can’t take things personally if people criticize or point out things. Admins are supposed to help keep things in line and help to negotiate everything not add to the conflict. Even worse they are adults and it makes me ashamed to call myself an adult. They act like children :/

Here’s an example of what I’m talking about and it just happened recently.

So there was a discussion of how criminals would be punished in the Umbra Kingdom. To be honest, I personally didn’t agree with how Umbra was going about with their punishments as I felt like this is ruining the whole point of the Umbra Kingdom. It was supposed to the dark kingdom aka the whole reason why I joined (and I will go more into that in the 4th reason). But at this point I was already getting sick of the au and was like “whatever” until one person pointed out someone’s post. It was a shitpost but it pointed out still a form of punishment and “free speech.” Personally how it was brought up probably wasn’t handled in the best way but the person had a point nonetheless. Everyone was pointing out “it was a shitpost- its just a joke.” However if you have been to any ask account, shitposts make and develop a character how they are supposed to be. For example on one of my other accounts:

When I die, I want you to be my pallbearer, so you can let me down one last time.

—Renzo at probably everyone at some point

Yes this is a shitpost but did you gain something about his character? Of course you did. Now you know he is the kind of person who is quite sassy and probably an asshole- and messed up way of thinking/humor(which is actually accurate).

I gave a suggestion that if they don’t want shitposts to count towards their character or anything like that, I suggested that they instead put something to indicate that its not canon to their blog or kingdom. I tried to end it peacefully and point out their point about the shitpost since nobody was going to defend them. To be honest, I wasn’t even their friend (just everyone apparently assumed since I decided to be nice and defended their point since nobody would even consider it).

But nope, everyone wanted to argue about it. Frankly at that point, I went fuck it and just bitched pretty much. Its not like anyone was going to listen at that point or care. Though I have to admit it was pretty funny that one of the admins said to stop and I was just agreeing to something and I just posted along the lines of “i get also the other side’s point but whatever imma drop it now”. They said to just go and I replied that I was already planning to. They said to leave already and I replied with “:3” just to fuck with them.

Now this isn’t normally the type of person I am but really I can tell you that this wouldn’t be how I normally react to situations and its because of this chat really fucked with me. I did something I probably shouldn’t have done once but frankly it was because I was pissed and afterwards I was disgusted to see how I had changed because of this short time in this chat.

Popularity is everything- If you aren’t popular, then you are nothing.

You may think I maybe exaggerating but I really am not. Maybe its because I am comparing it to other aus but my friend also agrees that this isn’t right. You see, popularity dictates everything even admin roles apparently but you know whatever lmao. I didn’t have to be in this chat long to see this.

You see, there is one person in the au in particular I will be referencing to this entire time but pretty much everyone kisses their ass (well except me and a few friends)- even the goddamn admin does. Its pretty funny considering that they have also gotten on the admin’s nerves yet have now become an admin of the chat. Frankly I don’t care too much about them and they do good art… when its normal art. But again, you get your ass kissed if your art is amazing and your popular.

Well what about the other side you may ask? My own experiences is feeling very isolated from the chat because most of them aren’t very friendly to be frank. I recall posting a picture and normally in the other chats I’ve been in, everyone gives a praise no matter how “good” or “bad” the art is. But it was pretty much silence.

However the more extreme case hasn’t happened to me but rather someone else. Let me dub my friend… Y. Y frankly has really good art despite their age and I really do admire them for their artwork. They are an amazing person in general and quite friendly. So they ended up joining the Fantasia AU. It was sad to hear that my friend’s blog didn’t get the attention it deserve and they did try to do a promo. Sadly due to their young age, they got in trouble for even posting it in the “promo” channel. And guess how they manage to get attention? They did drawings for others and suddenly everyone was reblogging their stuff. Now personally, I tend to stay away from reblogging other’s stuff as my blogs would quickly turn into 99% others content and 1% of my own content lmao. But the point nonetheless is that they only got noticed because of free art and it was just sad…

The New Rules that were Implemented

First I will be posting the actual rules here of the discord chat. I will screenshot them and I will basically give you the rundown of what the rules are basically saying if you don’t want to read it. But basically to sum it up, I basically am going to use what my friend used to describe what these rules mean:

1. The au won’t accept toxic people even half of the au is toxic :/

2. If you go against the admin in any way, you get put in the “punishment” role which means you don’t get to talk for a week in the chats.

3. You can’t defend yourself if people are upsetting or hurting you. No, you go to the admin and if they deem it a “good reason” they might do something about it.

4. You can’t defend others, especially if they’re your friends. You’re to turn a blind eye to any arguments or fights going on and pretend they aren’t happening. (Aka why I got into trouble for a point earlier… and also for making the comments of “was already planning to” and “:3” though totally worth it).

5. They won’t reject or remove people from the chats if you’re uncomfortable with them. like?

6. You don’t like the rules? “The server is too much for you” and you’ll be forced out of the AU

But here is my problems with the rules and I had originally sent this to the admin of the au. I won’t share it here as its really really long but trust me when I say, I had a lot of things I had to say about what’s wrong with these rules.

Disregard for Characters and their backstories.

So to explain this I have to explain my character, who he was supposed to be and other characters around him who play important parts of his roles. Now this one its kind of unavoidable to say out who it is but I will try to keep it as unknown as possible for privacy. There is others that I can go into but I won’t explicitly state it as I will be mainly going into mine.

First of all, Renzo Vargas is my interpretation of 2P Seborga put into this au for one reason: he helps to brainwash the majority of the “child” army in Umbra. Now to help keep him in line, he has a necklace around his neck which he is unable to take off. It drains his powers and stores it within the gem. Due to the amount of magic he has to use to brainwash any new comers and the amount of magic he uses in general, he is becomes physically exhausted to a point where he sleeps to replenish his magic. He probably is only awake at the very most a few hours for food before going right back to bed sleeping most of the days and nights. Its quite sad because if you really think about it, he probably has skipped a lot of birthdays and days very disoriented with the time. But basically, he is used to his very limits every single day and this implies that others may have more magic available to them at the cost of his “life.”

Great setup to his character right? Well I think so lmao.

But here’s the thing. The person who was supposed to do this to him had suddenly flip scripts to suddenly they are actually a nice person. Now I don’t know about you but this now doesn’t make sense of why Renzo is the way he is and other characters too. It flipped the script on everything including the kingdom with little to no regard to how the characters would be affected just so their character could be liked more. Did you expect an evil character to be liked right off the bat? You were kind of asking of it and you did approve of these backstories which now don’t make sense.

Personally, I love a great villain and the more fucked up the better and there was so much potential for Umbra as a dark kingdom and conflicting viewpoints to go on. There was so much potential to not only Renzo’s storyline but other’s as well! But its now wasted and frankly it was the only reason I joined. If I posted anything about Renzo now at this point, I wouldn’t be able to explain why characters acted a certain way. Its just messed up…

I have personal gripes about other characters but I don’t care at this point.

My point is that there is almost no regard to other characters. Even one person’s who had such great potential for a messed up and angsty storyline was lost due to this.

You can have asshole characters or evil villains but they can still be “likeable.” They have motivations no matter how twisted it maybe and it won’t excuse their actions but they have motivations! I know Renzo is a horrible character in terms how “good” or “evil” they are but people like him.

So this wraps up what I had to say about this au. I may or may not add more about it but I hope this serves as a warning to anyone looking to join this au.

Stay away from this au. I don’t care who maybe popular is in this au. Stay away from it. I can tell you the few people who should definitely get praises for their artworks, attitude, and just overall being good people but they don’t deserve this. I hope you guys are willing to understand this and don’t take this personally. Frankly I would personally create my own au where a dark kingdom is done properly.

But for anyone else in the hetalia fandom, please don’t join.

I beg of you.

I don’t like how I had spent my days bitching about the au because of the people in it. I don’t like how my friends and I have been treated in this au. I don’t like it. I just hope you guys can take my advice and avoid joining the au. I don’t like how I changed and I would rather go back to being the person I was before I joined the au.

Thanks for reading everyone

From the Mun

[p0p-r0tz]

Hey hun! I wanted to say I am an admin of 2 of these blogs and I am a shit-nothing-horrible artist not popular at ALL. But Maxie gave me the chance! Listen I know you may be hurt and if ut was because I didn’t answer your ask thing right away Im super super sorry. I know maxie is a good person but they have so much stress right now. I hope you understand. And yes a few people on here were toxic but maxie and sevral others were not. I was in the same chat as maxie when they thought of creating it! They didn’t intend for this to happen at ALL. Maxie is horrible stressed and with everyone shitting on Roland it didn’t help. People were not asking about anything at all before doing it and big Aus come crashing down any ways. Please believe me when I say that au IS NOT HORRIBLE. I usually try to be one who keeps quiet but I’m A little stirred up. I truly thing you are a lovely person but please, if you are also a toxic person maybe don’t join aus you can’t handle. END OF DISCUSSION.

[ask-nyochina-fantasia]

//Quick FYI don’t piss mun off

[ask-2pseborga-fantasia]

Acutally no not end of discussion and if you will actually read and listen to what I have to say, you would know why.

Thanks for your opinion but I’m staying firm to my beliefs. I am not hurt if anyone didn’t answer my asks as I tend to be slow updating. No-what pisses me more off is the shady shit that goes on in the au and if anyone thinks different or critisizes the au, you might as well take no part of it. I think majority of the people in the au are horrible and others can agree, some of the things that occured the au was shit and wrong.

My statements are in general as well as my main points and concerns. Of course not everyone is going to fit under this same umbrella. You may not be like mona lisa level art or popular but nonetheless here you are. But you guys can’t seem to grasp these were my main gripes about the au and its a general. Not everyone will fit under this catergory but my personal gripes would be better fit into these catergories.

But no, the au was toxic including the admins. And btw, you choose to include names despite me clearly avoiding it in posts so I will use names here too. Yes Maxie maybe be stressing and going through stuff but don’t you think everyone else is too? Do you know what I am going through? Of course not. I don’t bitch about my own personal problems and the stresses in my own but I deal with it. I live through it.

And its nobody’s fault but Maxie’s fault for choosing Roland as his position. Roland was meant to be the bad guy. If Maxie had a problem with people hating their muses, then maybe they shouldn’t have done this. Maxie approved of the backstories, his role in the kingdom, Umbra in general and the dark kingdom is why I joined. And they did intend this to happen a bit. I mean it was coming considering there was plots for a dark kingdom and Roland’s position was only going to ask for hate for him. Maxie could of put Roland in a different position to avoid this in the first place. Villain characters can be liked but do you expected villains to be liked right off the bat? Of course not they are villains! I love a good villain and frankly I loved Roland’s character before it changed. It makes me very disappointed in the potential lost for the storylines and all the muses involved.

And if you are saying big aus are bound to crash, I would like to point out my own au which is going strong still. Sure a few people have dropped out due to time but there is lots of people within my au still because of the concepts myself and everyone in the au came up with the concepts. We discussed and yes I come up with most of the au but I do ask for their opinions and thoughts. Once so many people joined, it became everyone’s au not just my own. It may sound cheesy but its true.

But no matter what you may say that this au may not be horrible, it is horrible. My other chats prove that there are aus out there that don’t have this problem and have good people in it. Wonderful people. If conflict arises, everything tend to smooths over quite nicely and nobody takes things personally. They don’t take things personally and the people and admins are all wonderful people. Everyone is so friendly and quite regularly praises on everyone’s artwork, listen to what people has to say and they develop their own relationships with each other by asking each other.

And I am no toxic person. I didn’t join the fantasia au to expect everything to go to shit. Probably only one person I was ever really worry about but I figured it was one person. What could go wrong? I didn’t realize the amount of people who would be toxic in the au. Frankly I was looking forward to building up my character as Umbra was an interesting kingdom concept... til you hear that au is basically a rip off of Avatar and Attack on Titan. Its quite sad really as there was so much potential for interesting concepts of kingdoms to grow and flurish while Umbra as dark and mysterious it is, slowly grows.

I am quite tolerant of people but there is a line where I won’t stay quite by. I haven’t gotten to know you so I didn’t think you are a bad person however you have to realize my friend’s mistreatment and my own have lead to this post. If your friend was being mistreated and they tell you about it, wouldn’t you feel angry too at whoever cause them this grief? And besides... If I was a toxic person, would I stay? Probably because toxic people feed off of each other.

But I only made this post because of my feelings of my friend’s mistreatment. I made this post despite me usually staying quite about these sort of things. I tend to avoid drama as much as I could. I don’t reblog the drama. I don’t ask for promos. I tend to keep my head down to earth and let people discover my blogs. Hell I haven’t even promo new blogs I make. Do I sound like the type of person doig this for attention?

I love how you guys assume that I do this for attention when its not. I didn’t encourage for others to reblog. I didn’t encourage the likes on this post. In fact I haven’t encourage anything. If I was doing this for attention, I would be doing everything I can begging for people reblog this and give it likes so more attention can be brought to this. I didn’t choose these people to reblog my stuff. They did it on their own. I don’t mind you have your own viewpoints and concerns but these are my own opinions and gripes about the au that caused myself to change and myself and others to really hate the au.

Yes it may not be the most original au but it did have tons of potential but the people within the au makes it hard to enjoy the au. To enjoy building the au and exploring the world. World building is my favorite concepts and I can easily see how this world could been turned into its own unique stories lines, intertwining fates and destinies. Kingdom concepts and magic that could be used. There is so much potential but it is wasted because only the admins have say whether or not it can happen in the au not everyone. It makes my inner writer weep knowing that this au could of been better if there was better people running it as well as in the au itself.

And if you say I don’t come up with interesting concepts feel free to check out my au blog where my friends and I came up with this wonderful world that people can expore. It maybe small the actual world they live in but its a world that is worth to learn about.

[ask-2pseborga-fantasia]

IMPORTANT: Please do not join the Fantasia Au

Please… Do not join the Fantasia Au.

Frankly I don’t care if I get in trouble for this but since I was planning on leaving right after this, I wanted to mention this for anyone looking to join in the future. I know this blog isn’t popular but I still wanted to share it to those who are thinking of joining. I am not one to usually speak up and point out the flaws of and au but I had to mention this. Now I am not saying I am perfect or anything, just that this is not an au for anyone thinking this would be a fun au to join because it isn’t especially the chats. If you haven’t noticed there is a lot of blogs leaving the au not just myself. And frankly I have 40 asks rn sitting in my inbox (which is the most I have ever gotten) and I may do text answers explaining everything I would of said for Renzo in this au. But you get that despite that fact, I am quitting this au and leaving this as a warning to those in the future.

I haven’t used tumblr for a long time so the aus I’ve join are actually pretty okay. You got the occasionally people that get on your nerves but you just ignore them for the most part. However I don’t have to been in a million aus to know this a pretty bad one. This au is very toxic and these are the list of reasons why I suggest not to join this au. I will go into more detail below and I won’t do a read more because I feel like this needs to be read and shown entirely.

Most People in the Chat is just toxic

Popularity is everything- If you aren’t popular, then you are nothing.

The New Rules that were implemented

The Disregard for People’s Characters and Backstories of the Characters

People in the Chat

Well there is no other way to put it that the people in the chat are pretty toxic and I admit that I am starting to become worse and worse because of this influence. I am an admin myself and I run my own au so I know the kind of situations that come up within the chats but I tend to solve them rather calmly. However most people take things very personally and want to cause fights rather than look for solutions. Now I am not saying everyone in the chat is like this. I haven’t been it for long but some of my friends were in it and some people aren’t bad, just those few people make it hard to enjoy the au sometimes. But even worse is that they are admins of the au. Look, if you are going to be an admin of an au, you can’t take things personally if people criticize or point out things. Admins are supposed to help keep things in line and help to negotiate everything not add to the conflict. Even worse they are adults and it makes me ashamed to call myself an adult. They act like children :/

Here’s an example of what I’m talking about and it just happened recently.

So there was a discussion of how criminals would be punished in the Umbra Kingdom. To be honest, I personally didn’t agree with how Umbra was going about with their punishments as I felt like this is ruining the whole point of the Umbra Kingdom. It was supposed to the dark kingdom aka the whole reason why I joined (and I will go more into that in the 4th reason). But at this point I was already getting sick of the au and was like “whatever” until one person pointed out someone’s post. It was a shitpost but it pointed out still a form of punishment and “free speech.” Personally how it was brought up probably wasn’t handled in the best way but the person had a point nonetheless. Everyone was pointing out “it was a shitpost- its just a joke.” However if you have been to any ask account, shitposts make and develop a character how they are supposed to be. For example on one of my other accounts:

When I die, I want you to be my pallbearer, so you can let me down one last time.

—Renzo at probably everyone at some point

Yes this is a shitpost but did you gain something about his character? Of course you did. Now you know he is the kind of person who is quite sassy and probably an asshole- and messed up way of thinking/humor(which is actually accurate).

I gave a suggestion that if they don’t want shitposts to count towards their character or anything like that, I suggested that they instead put something to indicate that its not canon to their blog or kingdom. I tried to end it peacefully and point out their point about the shitpost since nobody was going to defend them. To be honest, I wasn’t even their friend (just everyone apparently assumed since I decided to be nice and defended their point since nobody would even consider it).

But nope, everyone wanted to argue about it. Frankly at that point, I went fuck it and just bitched pretty much. Its not like anyone was going to listen at that point or care. Though I have to admit it was pretty funny that one of the admins said to stop and I was just agreeing to something and I just posted along the lines of “i get also the other side’s point but whatever imma drop it now”. They said to just go and I replied that I was already planning to. They said to leave already and I replied with “:3” just to fuck with them.

Now this isn’t normally the type of person I am but really I can tell you that this wouldn’t be how I normally react to situations and its because of this chat really fucked with me. I did something I probably shouldn’t have done once but frankly it was because I was pissed and afterwards I was disgusted to see how I had changed because of this short time in this chat.

Popularity is everything- If you aren’t popular, then you are nothing.

You may think I maybe exaggerating but I really am not. Maybe its because I am comparing it to other aus but my friend also agrees that this isn’t right. You see, popularity dictates everything even admin roles apparently but you know whatever lmao. I didn’t have to be in this chat long to see this.

You see, there is one person in the au in particular I will be referencing to this entire time but pretty much everyone kisses their ass (well except me and a few friends)- even the goddamn admin does. Its pretty funny considering that they have also gotten on the admin’s nerves yet have now become an admin of the chat. Frankly I don’t care too much about them and they do good art… when its normal art. But again, you get your ass kissed if your art is amazing and your popular.

Well what about the other side you may ask? My own experiences is feeling very isolated from the chat because most of them aren’t very friendly to be frank. I recall posting a picture and normally in the other chats I’ve been in, everyone gives a praise no matter how “good” or “bad” the art is. But it was pretty much silence.

However the more extreme case hasn’t happened to me but rather someone else. Let me dub my friend… Y. Y frankly has really good art despite their age and I really do admire them for their artwork. They are an amazing person in general and quite friendly. So they ended up joining the Fantasia AU. It was sad to hear that my friend’s blog didn’t get the attention it deserve and they did try to do a promo. Sadly due to their young age, they got in trouble for even posting it in the “promo” channel. And guess how they manage to get attention? They did drawings for others and suddenly everyone was reblogging their stuff. Now personally, I tend to stay away from reblogging other’s stuff as my blogs would quickly turn into 99% others content and 1% of my own content lmao. But the point nonetheless is that they only got noticed because of free art and it was just sad…

The New Rules that were Implemented

First I will be posting the actual rules here of the discord chat. I will screenshot them and I will basically give you the rundown of what the rules are basically saying if you don’t want to read it. But basically to sum it up, I basically am going to use what my friend used to describe what these rules mean:

1. The au won’t accept toxic people even half of the au is toxic :/

2. If you go against the admin in any way, you get put in the “punishment” role which means you don’t get to talk for a week in the chats.

3. You can’t defend yourself if people are upsetting or hurting you. No, you go to the admin and if they deem it a “good reason” they might do something about it.

4. You can’t defend others, especially if they’re your friends. You’re to turn a blind eye to any arguments or fights going on and pretend they aren’t happening. (Aka why I got into trouble for a point earlier… and also for making the comments of “was already planning to” and “:3” though totally worth it).

5. They won’t reject or remove people from the chats if you’re uncomfortable with them. like?

6. You don’t like the rules? “The server is too much for you” and you’ll be forced out of the AU

But here is my problems with the rules and I had originally sent this to the admin of the au. I won’t share it here as its really really long but trust me when I say, I had a lot of things I had to say about what’s wrong with these rules.

Disregard for Characters and their backstories.

So to explain this I have to explain my character, who he was supposed to be and other characters around him who play important parts of his roles. Now this one its kind of unavoidable to say out who it is but I will try to keep it as unknown as possible for privacy. There is others that I can go into but I won’t explicitly state it as I will be mainly going into mine.

First of all, Renzo Vargas is my interpretation of 2P Seborga put into this au for one reason: he helps to brainwash the majority of the “child” army in Umbra. Now to help keep him in line, he has a necklace around his neck which he is unable to take off. It drains his powers and stores it within the gem. Due to the amount of magic he has to use to brainwash any new comers and the amount of magic he uses in general, he is becomes physically exhausted to a point where he sleeps to replenish his magic. He probably is only awake at the very most a few hours for food before going right back to bed sleeping most of the days and nights. Its quite sad because if you really think about it, he probably has skipped a lot of birthdays and days very disoriented with the time. But basically, he is used to his very limits every single day and this implies that others may have more magic available to them at the cost of his “life.”

Great setup to his character right? Well I think so lmao.

But here’s the thing. The person who was supposed to do this to him had suddenly flip scripts to suddenly they are actually a nice person. Now I don’t know about you but this now doesn’t make sense of why Renzo is the way he is and other characters too. It flipped the script on everything including the kingdom with little to no regard to how the characters would be affected just so their character could be liked more. Did you expect an evil character to be liked right off the bat? You were kind of asking of it and you did approve of these backstories which now don’t make sense.

Personally, I love a great villain and the more fucked up the better and there was so much potential for Umbra as a dark kingdom and conflicting viewpoints to go on. There was so much potential to not only Renzo’s storyline but other’s as well! But its now wasted and frankly it was the only reason I joined. If I posted anything about Renzo now at this point, I wouldn’t be able to explain why characters acted a certain way. Its just messed up…

I have personal gripes about other characters but I don’t care at this point.

My point is that there is almost no regard to other characters. Even one person’s who had such great potential for a messed up and angsty storyline was lost due to this.

You can have asshole characters or evil villains but they can still be “likeable.” They have motivations no matter how twisted it maybe and it won’t excuse their actions but they have motivations! I know Renzo is a horrible character in terms how “good” or “evil” they are but people like him.

So this wraps up what I had to say about this au. I may or may not add more about it but I hope this serves as a warning to anyone looking to join this au.

Stay away from this au. I don’t care who maybe popular is in this au. Stay away from it. I can tell you the few people who should definitely get praises for their artworks, attitude, and just overall being good people but they don’t deserve this. I hope you guys are willing to understand this and don’t take this personally. Frankly I would personally create my own au where a dark kingdom is done properly.

But for anyone else in the hetalia fandom, please don’t join.

I beg of you.

I don’t like how I had spent my days bitching about the au because of the people in it. I don’t like how my friends and I have been treated in this au. I don’t like it. I just hope you guys can take my advice and avoid joining the au. I don’t like how I changed and I would rather go back to being the person I was before I joined the au.

Thanks for reading everyone

From the Mun

[ask-2pseborga-fantasia]

Also you assholes you decide to pick on the others agreeing with me. Fuck you. Its just goes to show how shitty you are.

[ask-2pseborga-fantasia]

Also you guys are terrible btw. I normally don’t do this sort of thing so it just goes to show how I don’t want others to fall into this mess. I don’t care anymore. My backstory and everything was for nothing. You guys ruined it not me.

And also you fuckwads I know you totally promoted someone to an admin permission but did it in a way where nobody else would be able to tell. That’s some shady ass shit.

So don’t pull any of this bullshit with me.

I am done.

I sick of you guys.

I am sorry to those who I actually like in the au but I can’t let others fall into this same cycle.

[ask-2pseborga-fantasia]

IMPORTANT: Please do not join the Fantasia Au

Please… Do not join the Fantasia Au.

Frankly I don’t care if I get in trouble for this but since I was planning on leaving right after this, I wanted to mention this for anyone looking to join in the future. I know this blog isn’t popular but I still wanted to share it to those who are thinking of joining. I am not one to usually speak up and point out the flaws of and au but I had to mention this. Now I am not saying I am perfect or anything, just that this is not an au for anyone thinking this would be a fun au to join because it isn’t especially the chats. If you haven’t noticed there is a lot of blogs leaving the au not just myself. And frankly I have 40 asks rn sitting in my inbox (which is the most I have ever gotten) and I may do text answers explaining everything I would of said for Renzo in this au. But you get that despite that fact, I am quitting this au and leaving this as a warning to those in the future.

I haven’t used tumblr for a long time so the aus I’ve join are actually pretty okay. You got the occasionally people that get on your nerves but you just ignore them for the most part. However I don’t have to been in a million aus to know this a pretty bad one. This au is very toxic and these are the list of reasons why I suggest not to join this au. I will go into more detail below and I won’t do a read more because I feel like this needs to be read and shown entirely.

Most People in the Chat is just toxic

Popularity is everything- If you aren’t popular, then you are nothing.

The New Rules that were implemented

The Disregard for People’s Characters and Backstories of the Characters

People in the Chat

Well there is no other way to put it that the people in the chat are pretty toxic and I admit that I am starting to become worse and worse because of this influence. I am an admin myself and I run my own au so I know the kind of situations that come up within the chats but I tend to solve them rather calmly. However most people take things very personally and want to cause fights rather than look for solutions. Now I am not saying everyone in the chat is like this. I haven’t been it for long but some of my friends were in it and some people aren’t bad, just those few people make it hard to enjoy the au sometimes. But even worse is that they are admins of the au. Look, if you are going to be an admin of an au, you can’t take things personally if people criticize or point out things. Admins are supposed to help keep things in line and help to negotiate everything not add to the conflict. Even worse they are adults and it makes me ashamed to call myself an adult. They act like children :/

Here’s an example of what I’m talking about and it just happened recently.

So there was a discussion of how criminals would be punished in the Umbra Kingdom. To be honest, I personally didn’t agree with how Umbra was going about with their punishments as I felt like this is ruining the whole point of the Umbra Kingdom. It was supposed to the dark kingdom aka the whole reason why I joined (and I will go more into that in the 4th reason). But at this point I was already getting sick of the au and was like “whatever” until one person pointed out someone’s post. It was a shitpost but it pointed out still a form of punishment and “free speech.” Personally how it was brought up probably wasn’t handled in the best way but the person had a point nonetheless. Everyone was pointing out “it was a shitpost- its just a joke.” However if you have been to any ask account, shitposts make and develop a character how they are supposed to be. For example on one of my other accounts:

When I die, I want you to be my pallbearer, so you can let me down one last time.

—Renzo at probably everyone at some point

Yes this is a shitpost but did you gain something about his character? Of course you did. Now you know he is the kind of person who is quite sassy and probably an asshole- and messed up way of thinking/humor(which is actually accurate).

I gave a suggestion that if they don’t want shitposts to count towards their character or anything like that, I suggested that they instead put something to indicate that its not canon to their blog or kingdom. I tried to end it peacefully and point out their point about the shitpost since nobody was going to defend them. To be honest, I wasn’t even their friend (just everyone apparently assumed since I decided to be nice and defended their point since nobody would even consider it).

But nope, everyone wanted to argue about it. Frankly at that point, I went fuck it and just bitched pretty much. Its not like anyone was going to listen at that point or care. Though I have to admit it was pretty funny that one of the admins said to stop and I was just agreeing to something and I just posted along the lines of “i get also the other side’s point but whatever imma drop it now”. They said to just go and I replied that I was already planning to. They said to leave already and I replied with “:3” just to fuck with them.

Now this isn’t normally the type of person I am but really I can tell you that this wouldn’t be how I normally react to situations and its because of this chat really fucked with me. I did something I probably shouldn’t have done once but frankly it was because I was pissed and afterwards I was disgusted to see how I had changed because of this short time in this chat.

Popularity is everything- If you aren’t popular, then you are nothing.

You may think I maybe exaggerating but I really am not. Maybe its because I am comparing it to other aus but my friend also agrees that this isn’t right. You see, popularity dictates everything even admin roles apparently but you know whatever lmao. I didn’t have to be in this chat long to see this.

You see, there is one person in the au in particular I will be referencing to this entire time but pretty much everyone kisses their ass (well except me and a few friends)- even the goddamn admin does. Its pretty funny considering that they have also gotten on the admin’s nerves yet have now become an admin of the chat. Frankly I don’t care too much about them and they do good art… when its normal art. But again, you get your ass kissed if your art is amazing and your popular.

Well what about the other side you may ask? My own experiences is feeling very isolated from the chat because most of them aren’t very friendly to be frank. I recall posting a picture and normally in the other chats I’ve been in, everyone gives a praise no matter how “good” or “bad” the art is. But it was pretty much silence.

However the more extreme case hasn’t happened to me but rather someone else. Let me dub my friend… Y. Y frankly has really good art despite their age and I really do admire them for their artwork. They are an amazing person in general and quite friendly. So they ended up joining the Fantasia AU. It was sad to hear that my friend’s blog didn’t get the attention it deserve and they did try to do a promo. Sadly due to their young age, they got in trouble for even posting it in the “promo” channel. And guess how they manage to get attention? They did drawings for others and suddenly everyone was reblogging their stuff. Now personally, I tend to stay away from reblogging other’s stuff as my blogs would quickly turn into 99% others content and 1% of my own content lmao. But the point nonetheless is that they only got noticed because of free art and it was just sad…

The New Rules that were Implemented

First I will be posting the actual rules here of the discord chat. I will screenshot them and I will basically give you the rundown of what the rules are basically saying if you don’t want to read it. But basically to sum it up, I basically am going to use what my friend used to describe what these rules mean:

1. The au won’t accept toxic people even half of the au is toxic :/

2. If you go against the admin in any way, you get put in the “punishment” role which means you don’t get to talk for a week in the chats.

3. You can’t defend yourself if people are upsetting or hurting you. No, you go to the admin and if they deem it a “good reason” they might do something about it.

4. You can’t defend others, especially if they’re your friends. You’re to turn a blind eye to any arguments or fights going on and pretend they aren’t happening. (Aka why I got into trouble for a point earlier… and also for making the comments of “was already planning to” and “:3” though totally worth it).

5. They won’t reject or remove people from the chats if you’re uncomfortable with them. like?

6. You don’t like the rules? “The server is too much for you” and you’ll be forced out of the AU

But here is my problems with the rules and I had originally sent this to the admin of the au. I won’t share it here as its really really long but trust me when I say, I had a lot of things I had to say about what’s wrong with these rules.

Disregard for Characters and their backstories.

So to explain this I have to explain my character, who he was supposed to be and other characters around him who play important parts of his roles. Now this one its kind of unavoidable to say out who it is but I will try to keep it as unknown as possible for privacy. There is others that I can go into but I won’t explicitly state it as I will be mainly going into mine.

First of all, Renzo Vargas is my interpretation of 2P Seborga put into this au for one reason: he helps to brainwash the majority of the “child” army in Umbra. Now to help keep him in line, he has a necklace around his neck which he is unable to take off. It drains his powers and stores it within the gem. Due to the amount of magic he has to use to brainwash any new comers and the amount of magic he uses in general, he is becomes physically exhausted to a point where he sleeps to replenish his magic. He probably is only awake at the very most a few hours for food before going right back to bed sleeping most of the days and nights. Its quite sad because if you really think about it, he probably has skipped a lot of birthdays and days very disoriented with the time. But basically, he is used to his very limits every single day and this implies that others may have more magic available to them at the cost of his “life.”

Great setup to his character right? Well I think so lmao.

But here’s the thing. The person who was supposed to do this to him had suddenly flip scripts to suddenly they are actually a nice person. Now I don’t know about you but this now doesn’t make sense of why Renzo is the way he is and other characters too. It flipped the script on everything including the kingdom with little to no regard to how the characters would be affected just so their character could be liked more. Did you expect an evil character to be liked right off the bat? You were kind of asking of it and you did approve of these backstories which now don’t make sense.

Personally, I love a great villain and the more fucked up the better and there was so much potential for Umbra as a dark kingdom and conflicting viewpoints to go on. There was so much potential to not only Renzo’s storyline but other’s as well! But its now wasted and frankly it was the only reason I joined. If I posted anything about Renzo now at this point, I wouldn’t be able to explain why characters acted a certain way. Its just messed up…

I have personal gripes about other characters but I don’t care at this point.

My point is that there is almost no regard to other characters. Even one person’s who had such great potential for a messed up and angsty storyline was lost due to this.

You can have asshole characters or evil villains but they can still be “likeable.” They have motivations no matter how twisted it maybe and it won’t excuse their actions but they have motivations! I know Renzo is a horrible character in terms how “good” or “evil” they are but people like him.

So this wraps up what I had to say about this au. I may or may not add more about it but I hope this serves as a warning to anyone looking to join this au.

Stay away from this au. I don’t care who maybe popular is in this au. Stay away from it. I can tell you the few people who should definitely get praises for their artworks, attitude, and just overall being good people but they don’t deserve this. I hope you guys are willing to understand this and don’t take this personally. Frankly I would personally create my own au where a dark kingdom is done properly.

But for anyone else in the hetalia fandom, please don’t join.

I beg of you.

I don’t like how I had spent my days bitching about the au because of the people in it. I don’t like how my friends and I have been treated in this au. I don’t like it. I just hope you guys can take my advice and avoid joining the au. I don’t like how I changed and I would rather go back to being the person I was before I joined the au.

Thanks for reading everyone

From the Mun

[ask-2pseborga-fantasia]

Also you assholes you decide to pick on the others agreeing with me. Fuck you. Its just goes to show how shitty you are.

[ask-2pseborga-fantasia]

IMPORTANT: Please do not join the Fantasia Au

Please… Do not join the Fantasia Au.

Frankly I don’t care if I get in trouble for this but since I was planning on leaving right after this, I wanted to mention this for anyone looking to join in the future. I know this blog isn’t popular but I still wanted to share it to those who are thinking of joining. I am not one to usually speak up and point out the flaws of and au but I had to mention this. Now I am not saying I am perfect or anything, just that this is not an au for anyone thinking this would be a fun au to join because it isn’t especially the chats. If you haven’t noticed there is a lot of blogs leaving the au not just myself. And frankly I have 40 asks rn sitting in my inbox (which is the most I have ever gotten) and I may do text answers explaining everything I would of said for Renzo in this au. But you get that despite that fact, I am quitting this au and leaving this as a warning to those in the future.

I haven’t used tumblr for a long time so the aus I’ve join are actually pretty okay. You got the occasionally people that get on your nerves but you just ignore them for the most part. However I don’t have to been in a million aus to know this a pretty bad one. This au is very toxic and these are the list of reasons why I suggest not to join this au. I will go into more detail below and I won’t do a read more because I feel like this needs to be read and shown entirely.

Most People in the Chat is just toxic

Popularity is everything- If you aren’t popular, then you are nothing.

The New Rules that were implemented

The Disregard for People’s Characters and Backstories of the Characters

People in the Chat

Well there is no other way to put it that the people in the chat are pretty toxic and I admit that I am starting to become worse and worse because of this influence. I am an admin myself and I run my own au so I know the kind of situations that come up within the chats but I tend to solve them rather calmly. However most people take things very personally and want to cause fights rather than look for solutions. Now I am not saying everyone in the chat is like this. I haven’t been it for long but some of my friends were in it and some people aren’t bad, just those few people make it hard to enjoy the au sometimes. But even worse is that they are admins of the au. Look, if you are going to be an admin of an au, you can’t take things personally if people criticize or point out things. Admins are supposed to help keep things in line and help to negotiate everything not add to the conflict. Even worse they are adults and it makes me ashamed to call myself an adult. They act like children :/

Here’s an example of what I’m talking about and it just happened recently.

So there was a discussion of how criminals would be punished in the Umbra Kingdom. To be honest, I personally didn’t agree with how Umbra was going about with their punishments as I felt like this is ruining the whole point of the Umbra Kingdom. It was supposed to the dark kingdom aka the whole reason why I joined (and I will go more into that in the 4th reason). But at this point I was already getting sick of the au and was like “whatever” until one person pointed out someone’s post. It was a shitpost but it pointed out still a form of punishment and “free speech.” Personally how it was brought up probably wasn’t handled in the best way but the person had a point nonetheless. Everyone was pointing out “it was a shitpost- its just a joke.” However if you have been to any ask account, shitposts make and develop a character how they are supposed to be. For example on one of my other accounts:

When I die, I want you to be my pallbearer, so you can let me down one last time.

—Renzo at probably everyone at some point

Yes this is a shitpost but did you gain something about his character? Of course you did. Now you know he is the kind of person who is quite sassy and probably an asshole- and messed up way of thinking/humor(which is actually accurate).

I gave a suggestion that if they don’t want shitposts to count towards their character or anything like that, I suggested that they instead put something to indicate that its not canon to their blog or kingdom. I tried to end it peacefully and point out their point about the shitpost since nobody was going to defend them. To be honest, I wasn’t even their friend (just everyone apparently assumed since I decided to be nice and defended their point since nobody would even consider it).

But nope, everyone wanted to argue about it. Frankly at that point, I went fuck it and just bitched pretty much. Its not like anyone was going to listen at that point or care. Though I have to admit it was pretty funny that one of the admins said to stop and I was just agreeing to something and I just posted along the lines of “i get also the other side’s point but whatever imma drop it now”. They said to just go and I replied that I was already planning to. They said to leave already and I replied with “:3” just to fuck with them.

Now this isn’t normally the type of person I am but really I can tell you that this wouldn’t be how I normally react to situations and its because of this chat really fucked with me. I did something I probably shouldn’t have done once but frankly it was because I was pissed and afterwards I was disgusted to see how I had changed because of this short time in this chat.

Popularity is everything- If you aren’t popular, then you are nothing.

You may think I maybe exaggerating but I really am not. Maybe its because I am comparing it to other aus but my friend also agrees that this isn’t right. You see, popularity dictates everything even admin roles apparently but you know whatever lmao. I didn’t have to be in this chat long to see this.

You see, there is one person in the au in particular I will be referencing to this entire time but pretty much everyone kisses their ass (well except me and a few friends)- even the goddamn admin does. Its pretty funny considering that they have also gotten on the admin’s nerves yet have now become an admin of the chat. Frankly I don’t care too much about them and they do good art… when its normal art. But again, you get your ass kissed if your art is amazing and your popular.

Well what about the other side you may ask? My own experiences is feeling very isolated from the chat because most of them aren’t very friendly to be frank. I recall posting a picture and normally in the other chats I’ve been in, everyone gives a praise no matter how “good” or “bad” the art is. But it was pretty much silence.

However the more extreme case hasn’t happened to me but rather someone else. Let me dub my friend… Y. Y frankly has really good art despite their age and I really do admire them for their artwork. They are an amazing person in general and quite friendly. So they ended up joining the Fantasia AU. It was sad to hear that my friend’s blog didn’t get the attention it deserve and they did try to do a promo. Sadly due to their young age, they got in trouble for even posting it in the “promo” channel. And guess how they manage to get attention? They did drawings for others and suddenly everyone was reblogging their stuff. Now personally, I tend to stay away from reblogging other’s stuff as my blogs would quickly turn into 99% others content and 1% of my own content lmao. But the point nonetheless is that they only got noticed because of free art and it was just sad…

The New Rules that were Implemented

First I will be posting the actual rules here of the discord chat. I will screenshot them and I will basically give you the rundown of what the rules are basically saying if you don’t want to read it. But basically to sum it up, I basically am going to use what my friend used to describe what these rules mean:

1. The au won't accept toxic people even half of the au is toxic :/

2. If you go against the admin in any way, you get put in the "punishment" role which means you don't get to talk for a week in the chats.

3. You can't defend yourself if people are upsetting or hurting you. No, you go to the admin and if they deem it a "good reason" they might do something about it.

4. You can't defend others, especially if they're your friends. You're to turn a blind eye to any arguments or fights going on and pretend they aren't happening. (Aka why I got into trouble for a point earlier… and also for making the comments of “was already planning to” and “:3” though totally worth it).

5. They won't reject or remove people from the chats if you're uncomfortable with them. like?

6. You don't like the rules? "The server is too much for you" and you'll be forced out of the AU

But here is my problems with the rules and I had originally sent this to the admin of the au. I won’t share it here as its really really long but trust me when I say, I had a lot of things I had to say about what’s wrong with these rules.

Disregard for Characters and their backstories.

So to explain this I have to explain my character, who he was supposed to be and other characters around him who play important parts of his roles. Now this one its kind of unavoidable to say out who it is but I will try to keep it as unknown as possible for privacy. There is others that I can go into but I won’t explicitly state it as I will be mainly going into mine.

First of all, Renzo Vargas is my interpretation of 2P Seborga put into this au for one reason: he helps to brainwash the majority of the “child” army in Umbra. Now to help keep him in line, he has a necklace around his neck which he is unable to take off. It drains his powers and stores it within the gem. Due to the amount of magic he has to use to brainwash any new comers and the amount of magic he uses in general, he is becomes physically exhausted to a point where he sleeps to replenish his magic. He probably is only awake at the very most a few hours for food before going right back to bed sleeping most of the days and nights. Its quite sad because if you really think about it, he probably has skipped a lot of birthdays and days very disoriented with the time. But basically, he is used to his very limits every single day and this implies that others may have more magic available to them at the cost of his “life.”

Great setup to his character right? Well I think so lmao.

But here’s the thing. The person who was supposed to do this to him had suddenly flip scripts to suddenly they are actually a nice person. Now I don’t know about you but this now doesn’t make sense of why Renzo is the way he is and other characters too. It flipped the script on everything including the kingdom with little to no regard to how the characters would be affected just so their character could be liked more. Did you expect an evil character to be liked right off the bat? You were kind of asking of it and you did approve of these backstories which now don’t make sense.

Personally, I love a great villain and the more fucked up the better and there was so much potential for Umbra as a dark kingdom and conflicting viewpoints to go on. There was so much potential to not only Renzo’s storyline but other’s as well! But its now wasted and frankly it was the only reason I joined. If I posted anything about Renzo now at this point, I wouldn’t be able to explain why characters acted a certain way. Its just messed up…

I have personal gripes about other characters but I don’t care at this point.

My point is that there is almost no regard to other characters. Even one person’s who had such great potential for a messed up and angsty storyline was lost due to this.

You can have asshole characters or evil villains but they can still be “likeable.” They have motivations no matter how twisted it maybe and it won’t excuse their actions but they have motivations! I know Renzo is a horrible character in terms how “good” or “evil” they are but people like him.

So this wraps up what I had to say about this au. I may or may not add more about it but I hope this serves as a warning to anyone looking to join this au.

Stay away from this au. I don’t care who maybe popular is in this au. Stay away from it. I can tell you the few people who should definitely get praises for their artworks, attitude, and just overall being good people but they don’t deserve this. I hope you guys are willing to understand this and don’t take this personally. Frankly I would personally create my own au where a dark kingdom is done properly.

But for anyone else in the hetalia fandom, please don’t join.

I beg of you.

I don’t like how I had spent my days bitching about the au because of the people in it. I don’t like how my friends and I have been treated in this au. I don’t like it. I just hope you guys can take my advice and avoid joining the au. I don’t like how I changed and I would rather go back to being the person I was before I joined the au.

Thanks for reading everyone

From the Mun

[ask-2pseborga-fantasia]

//random pic i did of the witch uwu

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//This amazingly cute picture was made by the equally amazing @ask-nyoitaly-fantasia who btw you should totally follow!

[ask-2pseborga-fantasia]

how come you look so tired?

“ its being used or stored… sleeping restores some magic i use “