18Carrot's Jurny Jurnal

The Journals of a Journey through the Pokapocalyptic Wasteland as seen through a drain-bammaged bunnygirl Written and Drawn by 18Carrot (William Hudson)

[ask18carrot]

May the Fourth be with you!

I'm a bit of a nerd. ^^ Can't help it. Gotta celebrate something when everything is malfunctioning. Still kinda broken, but getting better slowly. Got a pair of wrist braces that help out, but give me sweaty wrists. ^^ Anyways, along with things that nobody wants to hear, I still need to get rent and utilities paid, which is $275, and pay my phone and more bills for like $400. I am so looking forward to being able to draw without messing myself up more. Any help is greatly appreciated! Donations can go to GoFundMe, Paypal, or Ko-Fi to support the busted artist.

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[ask18carrot]

Time keeps on timing...

My hands aren't great, but they are getting better. Need to get money together for Rent, and various utilities ($500) and to make a phone payment ($200) as soon as I can. Any help is greatly appreciated. It hurts a bit, but I am trying to get back to work, doing some tests and working on backlog. I've got a lot of backlog to do, so the continued support is still needed and very helpful. Donations can go to GoFundMe (https://gofund.me/cd68b817a), Paypal (https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/muniversal), or Ko-Fi (https://ko-fi.com/muniversal) to support the busted artist.

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[ask18carrot]

The end of the month is coming once more...

The physical therapy is going well, and my hands are starting to feel better.  My hands have stopped tingling and aching as long as I don't actually interact with anything. :P Needing to get together 400 for rent, 200 for phone, and a bunch for other bills, because life is gonna life. :P Please help if you're able to, but don't hurt yourself if you can't. I hope everything gets better for everybody. Donations can go to GoFundMe (https://gofund.me/cd68b817a), Paypal (https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/muniversal), or Ko-Fi (https://ko-fi.com/muniversal) to support the busted artist.

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[ask18carrot]

Nothing is Resolved, Help Still Needed.

Well, it's week 2 of the physical therapy. Sorry I haven't been keeping you all up to date, this whole situation has been very depressing and frustrating. We're hoping that the Physical Therapy is going to make things easier with my hands, but it's really up in the air at the moment. Just continuing to survive, and working on getting used to this. Sorry everything has been crazy. Any help is still greatly appreciated, as I need to pay phone bills, car insurance, internet, the rent, and all of the above. Please help if you're able to, but don't hurt yourself if you can't. I hope everything gets better for everybody. Donations can go to GoFundMe (https://gofund.me/cd68b817a), Paypal (https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/muniversal), or Ko-Fi (https://ko-fi.com/muniversal) to support the busted artist.

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[ask18carrot]

Sorry about all this stuff.

Well, I finally got the follow up to the nerve conduction test. They don't know for sure what is wrong, my nerves are healthy, they're just malfunctioning. They think it's being caused by diabetes, but they are not sure. So, I am going to have this pain, and will have to learn to just deal with it. I'm going to spend the next couple days warming up with personal art to get back into the groove of things, see how well I do, and how long I take, and I will then go from there. Thank you everyone for being patient with me. I can still use some help, and I thank anybody who is able to. Needing general funds for various bills - internet, phone, electricity, and upcoming rent. Here's hoping I'm back up to speed soon. Donations can go to GoFundMe, Paypal, or Ko-Fi to support the busted artist.

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[ask18carrot]

Sorry for the radio silence.

No conduction test received yet. Sorry I haven't said much, depression and anxiety because of how long the results are taking. I wish I knew it was going to take a month ahead of time. Currently need $120 for car insurance and cat supplies. Any help is appreciated Donations can go to GoFundMe, Paypal, or Ko-Fi to support the busted artist.

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[ask18carrot]

Waiting for the 23rd.

Drove all the way there to be told they didn't have my nerve conduction test results yet. Everything is just wrong. Now rescheduled for the 23rd. Maybe they'll finally have my test results in TWO MORE WEEKS. Donations can go to GoFundMe, Paypal, or Ko-Fi to support the busted artist. Very angry that this is taking so long.

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[ask18carrot]

Time for Rent

It's the last day of the month, and I need to get together $500 for rent. I have a bit of money, but not that amount yet. Any help is greatly appreciated. Donations can go to GoFundMe, Paypal, or Ko-Fi to support the busted artist. Sorry this is taking so long.

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[ask18carrot]

Well, it's getting warmer

Things are hurting overall somewhat less, and it's almost the end of the month. (Curse you February!) Thumbs ache, dealing with life. Will attempt to stream tomorrow around noonish Central Time. Donations can go to GoFundMe, Paypal, or Ko-Fi to support the busted artist. Sorry this is taking so much longer. Not expecting my follow up now until after the 18th. 

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[ask18carrot]

Another month to go?!

I just learned that it will take a month for the Nerve Conduction Test to come back. So it will be a month until my follow up. A month until we can start treatment on my hands. I lack the verbal abundance needed to express how angry and frustrated I am. Any help is appreciated. Donations can go to GoFundMe, Paypal, or Ko-Fi to support the busted artist. Sorry this is taking so long.

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[ask18carrot]

Various curse words

It WAS going to be on the 26th. Now it's 9 days to go. They pushed back my followup, and the treatment once I get my official diagnosis. So I've got to wait even longer, with pain, and bills, and who knows what else. Any help is appreciated. Donations can go to GoFundMe, Paypal, or Ko-Fi to support the busted artist.

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[ask18carrot]

5 days to go...

5 days until I see the specialist for my results. Hands are stiff and sore. But good news! I have 'Psoriatic Arthritis', but no carpal tunnel or such, so they will hopefully start treating me for that soon. The end of the month is coming, with rent being due and more money needing to be paid for... well, everything. Whatever can be done to help will be very welcome. But I have to say, when arthritis is the good news, that's just... eeesh. Any help is still greatly appreciated! Donations can go to GoFundMe, Paypal, or Ko-Fi to support the busted artist.

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[ask18carrot]

Nothing seems to go well

2 until I get a nerve conduction test, and 10 days all together until I get the follow up for it. Feeling sick, but I think that's something I ate yesterday. Pepto and tums seem to be working well. Gonna need money for the trip to get the NCT done, as it's like 3 hours there, and 3 hours back. Wednesday is gonna be a long day. $50 to $60 should be fine for the gas and keeping myself awake for the long drive. Any help is appreciated, donations through PayPal or Ko-Fi work best as they go through far faster. Thank you all for your continued patience. https://gofund.me/cd68b817a, or https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/muniversal or https://ko-fi.com/muniversal

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[ask18carrot]

Happy Valentines Day!

13ish days until I see the specialist? It's hard to keep track of days at this point. The ointment I got helps my joints, but makes my hands feel like they're burning even more than what is my current usual, so everything is kinda butt. Need to get $200 for utilities, and $50 for car insurance. And a lot for the past months. Any help is greatly appreciated. Will attempt to futz on Moho Pro and Blender to build my puppet thing, if you want to come watch at https://piczel.tv/watch/MuniversalArts Donations can go to GoFundMe, for my busted up hands; https://gofund.me/cd68b817a, or to https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/muniversal or https://ko-fi.com/muniversal to get funds through faster. Here's hoping that life will stop sucking soon.

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[ask18carrot]

Life keeps on lifeing along.

14 days until I see the specialist. Dishes are done, plumber was here. Our water is so hard that you can stub your toe on it. :P More bills inbound, and hands are still hurting - the ointment helps my joints, but makes it more feel like my hands are burning. Still trying though! Will attempt some streaming, come watch at https://piczel.tv/watch/MuniversalArts Any help is still greatly appreciated! Donations can go to GoFundMe, for my busted up hands. https://gofund.me/cd68b817a, https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/muniversal or https://ko-fi.com/muniversal

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[ask18carrot]

Life, the Universe, and a lot of bills.

16 days until I see the specialist. It hurts, but I can't  wait around. Gotta clean up things because a plumber is coming in a few days. When it rains, it's a wintery mix of ick. Any help is still greatly appreciated! Donations can go to GoFundMe, for my busted up hands. https://gofund.me/cd68b817a

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[ask18carrot]

Hi again, everyone.

19 days until I see the specialist. Not hurt too badly, but everything is feeling stressed or stretched in a wrong way. Resting today, to keep me from hurting myself worse. Any help is still greatly appreciated! Donations can go to GoFundMe, for my busted up hands. https://gofund.me/cd68b817a

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