โH-Hello...! My name is Mikan T-Tsumiki, I am the U-Ultimate Nurse. I really hope we can get along. Please come to me if y-you ever get hurt! I would be happy to help a-anyone!โ (( Hi there!! Welcome to the new blog for your favorite crybaby nurse gal. Mikan retains all her memories from the killing game, including her time in despair, and the current recovery phase she is in with her classmates, of course. She is striving to move forward to find hope nowadays, but still struggles with old vices. All interactions, m!as, and asks are welcome! NSFW is allowed. If any character gets hurt, feel free to tell Mikan and mod will send her running (or well stumbling) over to help! Mod is far from shy and my messages are open to all who might want Mikan involved in their story! Mikan sprite edits are done by @imtryingmyabsolutebest and MidDinos on Reddit! Celia and Trifle Sprites are done by the wonderfully talented @kirastrations please check her out, she is a close friend and deserves all the love in the world! ))
โN-Not that I remember. If one of my patient d-did have a nurse kink, they p-probably kept it to themselves, heh! Though I-Iโve heard some people say strange things while under anesthesia๏ฟผ..โ She trailed off giggling.
โAHโ!โ Mikan reeled back as if expecting to be hit or attacked instead of justโ booped. โO-Oh-! Uh, Iโm s-so sorry Iโฆโ She sniffled and trailed off.
โH-Huh!? Something mean aboutโโ Mikan paused, her face shifting into complete horror, tears almost immediately pricking at her lashes. She shook her head violently. โNo-! I-I could never say anything bad about Hajime, heโheโ! He helped all of us through the most d-difficult time of our lives, and he f-forgave me after everything I did wrong. I-I-! No!โ
Iโd like apologize for leaving so suddenly and appearing only to disappear. Truth be told, my only excuse is life. Iโve been having health issues, family issues, work issues, and it all drained me beyond belief. The thought of even looking at my inbox made me feel guilty because of how long Iโd left.
But! Life has finally gotten a little easier for me now. Got new meds, my body is cooperating, and my motivation is beginning to return. So Iโd like to make my official return in the coming month(s)!
Hereโs the plan: To avoid burnout by opening 5 blogs up at once, Iโm going to focus on one at a time. Each week Iโll become active on a blog again, starting with @ask-miu-iruma then moving to @askmikan-tsumiki then @scxrs-will-fade then @depths-of-hope-and-despair and finally @a-hopeful-dawn !
Iโll be responding to old asks and threads, but if any mod feels like itโs too little too late, feel free to ignore. I understand completely. Now, Iโm gonna get to work and I hope to see you all very soon! Thanks for sticking around through the hard times and understanding ๐
"Mikan? Are you home?" Nagito knocked on her door, carrying a little basket under one arm. It had been a long time since he'd spoken to her, and he wanted to remedy that. ~askultimateluckytrash๐
โOhโฆ g-greatโฆโ Mikan intended for her words to be full of worry, but they came out annoyed thanks to the magic anon. She panicked, scrambling over to the doorway and opening it an inch to peek out. She looked at Nagito with remorseful eyes, shoulders shaking with anxiety. โH-Hi, Nagito. W-What are you doing here? Youโฆ c-came to see me?โ She asked, voice riddled with confusion, which was better than sheer rudeness. Just need to keep it under control..
Nagito wasn't alarmed by Mikan's confusion. It wasn't so far off from her usual shyness that it would make him actually notice. "Yes, I came to see you. Who else?" He smiled with a slight shrug. "We haven't spoken for a while and I wanted to check on you. But, if I'm bothering you, I can leave. I would understand that. I know you're busy spreading hope to the world with your wonderful talent."
โN-Nagito, um-!โ Mikan began, already biting her lip at how urgent and annoyed her voice sounded, even with the hesitation. โI-Itโs not that, thereโs umโฆ a m-magic anon! It makes me k-keep sounding rude! I-I want to s-see you, Iโd love to actually-! But I sound s-so mean!โ Even as she explained, her voice rose more than usual, sounding as angry as she exclaimed. โI-Iโm s-sorry, please forgive m-meeeโฆ y-youโre one of my only friends a-and I sound like a jerk-!โ Even the apology sounded condescending, but the tears were genuine at least.
"Mikan? Are you home?" Nagito knocked on her door, carrying a little basket under one arm. It had been a long time since he'd spoken to her, and he wanted to remedy that. ~askultimateluckytrash๐
โOhโฆ g-greatโฆโ Mikan intended for her words to be full of worry, but they came out annoyed thanks to the magic anon. She panicked, scrambling over to the doorway and opening it an inch to peek out. She looked at Nagito with remorseful eyes, shoulders shaking with anxiety. โH-Hi, Nagito. W-What are you doing here? Youโฆ c-came to see me?โ She asked, voice riddled with confusion, which was better than sheer rudeness. Just need to keep it under control..
โGo see a therapist instead of harassing poor women online for f-feet pictures, you degenerate.โ She spat bluntly, again recoiling in shock at her own words.
It's about cute animals doing cute things, here, let's watch it together *turns on episode*
Mikan watches the first episode with you, flinching once it turned violent, though her face only darkened. โOh? Did y-you think that would phase meโฆ? Iโm a nurse. Iโve seen d-dead bodies before. Watching people die is part of my job. T-Try harder next time.โ Enterally she cringed at her own rudeness.
โIโm sure you are, you s-skeezy๏ฟผ bottom-โ She began but quickly looked horrified by her own words. โW-Wait, I didnโt mean it!โ Even when she tried to apologize it came out aggressive.
No need to be sorry Mikan! And if it is a rare sight, then the ones who don't appreciate you aren't worthy!
(kinda wheezed hard at the tags)
โI-Iโฆ Iโve never thought about it l-like that beforeโฆโ Mikan glanced off to the side in thought. โD-Do you think Iโm too h-hard on myself..?โ
He felt relieved when Mikan laughed at his joke. 'She doesn't think I'm weird!'
What's so bad about i-internal bleeding, anyway? That's where the blood is supposed to be!
Mikan began to giggle once again, covering her mouth with her hand to muffle the sound. โEheheheโฆ o-oh, noโฆ s-stop it, I-Iโve had patients a-ask me that one b-before, heheโฆ!โ
โOne where we can all unite for the same cause, of course. Where nothing divides us. No religion to tear us apart, no political parties, nothing to stop us becoming one. Equality. Harmony. All of that. The standard dream I believe we all strive for, yes?โ