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[askwizardsandwitches]

You wanna talk about HPRP? Lets fucking talk about it.

(TW: Mentions of pedophilia, and sexual abuse ) 

I was preyed on by a member of the HPRP community when i was 14. 

As I write this I am 17 and have been through three different kinds of therapy addressing what happened to me along with other issues. After three years I finally feel that I am in a place where this person cannot hurt me anymore and I can speak about this openly. 

A few years ago I was an active participant in the HPRP community. I made loads of friends and tried my best to make art for a fandom I deeply cared about. I still love making cosplay content and have a passion for Harry Potter. I abandoned this blog and many of my friends here because I felt lost and scared. I was being manipulated by a member of this community and a friend of mine. Abuse is a strong word but it is the only word I can find to fit the situation. 

I will not be naming names because that doesn’t matter. What matters is that I reached out to someone I admired online who was 20+ at the time and they invited me into their community. I wasn’t too concerned because there were some other underage people in their group and everyone seemed so lovely.  This was before the boom of the RP community happened and for the most part everyone knew everyone. This made the incidents that occurred that much more isolating. I had no one to talk to for fear of starting drama or being kicked out. I had no one else in my life at the time who I could be myself with. The HPRP community was my family. 

To keep things short and as trigger free as I can I will try to keep this vague. This person flirted, asked for and sent nudes, sent sexual messages and made advances when we met in person. 

Their hands wandered and they seemed very keen to introduce me to sexual concepts, images and such. Their comments were unacceptable and I felt trapped. They had power over me and I barely even realized. 

I know of other instances of this within the community and I know they are not the only ones. 

The HPRP came to me in a time of need and I was given some of my most treasured memories and I wouldn’t want to deter anyone from following their creative ideas. This community helped inspire and encourage me to attending a special art high school. I am thankful for all the things I gained from this blog but I will always regret not being more aware of predators online. This person wasn’t a 50 year old man lying about their age like my parents and teachers had said they would be. They were my friend. 

This is not intended to be related to the Buzzfeed discourse because I believe them to be two completely different things. 

I know this might not reach a whole lot of people because this blog has been inactive for years. I just need people to know. This can’t keep happening. 

SO THIS IS A PSA FOR MINORS IN THE HPRP COMMUNITY 

I know there are lots of you and i know you are all very mature and complex individuals. I will never argue these facts. The problem isn’t with you. 

You’ve read the books and watched the movies, you know that things are not always what they seem. Sometimes you see the monster coming and sometimes you don’t. I can’t tell you what to do but please be aware. Be aware of who has power over you. Be aware of what you post. If something feels wrong then you should investigate and keep yourself safe. Know that there are people to talk to about this (family, helplines, me, other members of the community, etc) 

Talking about these things is important. Its scary, and its important. 

Note: the person mentioned in this post is no longer and active part of the community. if they were I would have taken a much different approach to this. 

[askwizardsandwitches]

I will keep telling my story to anyone who will hear it

[askwizardsandwitches]

This blog was really something for me. I’ve been feeling nostalgic and looking back at old threads and such. My love of storytelling didn’t start with this blog but it sure did thrive here. I know that a lot of the stuff I did was “cringe worthy” but that idea has been killed in my mind so I don’t really care. I’m so thankful for my experiences and the people who shaped them.

[askwizardsandwitches]

You wanna talk about HPRP? Lets fucking talk about it.

(TW: Mentions of pedophilia, and sexual abuse ) 

I was preyed on by a member of the HPRP community when i was 14. 

As I write this I am 17 and have been through three different kinds of therapy addressing what happened to me along with other issues. After three years I finally feel that I am in a place where this person cannot hurt me anymore and I can speak about this openly. 

A few years ago I was an active participant in the HPRP community. I made loads of friends and tried my best to make art for a fandom I deeply cared about. I still love making cosplay content and have a passion for Harry Potter. I abandoned this blog and many of my friends here because I felt lost and scared. I was being manipulated by a member of this community and a friend of mine. Abuse is a strong word but it is the only word I can find to fit the situation. 

I will not be naming names because that doesn’t matter. What matters is that I reached out to someone I admired online who was 20+ at the time and they invited me into their community. I wasn’t too concerned because there were some other underage people in their group and everyone seemed so lovely.  This was before the boom of the RP community happened and for the most part everyone knew everyone. This made the incidents that occurred that much more isolating. I had no one to talk to for fear of starting drama or being kicked out. I had no one else in my life at the time who I could be myself with. The HPRP community was my family. 

To keep things short and as trigger free as I can I will try to keep this vague. This person flirted, asked for and sent nudes, sent sexual messages and made advances when we met in person. 

Their hands wandered and they seemed very keen to introduce me to sexual concepts, images and such. Their comments were unacceptable and I felt trapped. They had power over me and I barely even realized. 

I know of other instances of this within the community and I know they are not the only ones. 

The HPRP came to me in a time of need and I was given some of my most treasured memories and I wouldn’t want to deter anyone from following their creative ideas. This community helped inspire and encourage me to attending a special art high school. I am thankful for all the things I gained from this blog but I will always regret not being more aware of predators online. This person wasn’t a 50 year old man lying about their age like my parents and teachers had said they would be. They were my friend. 

This is not intended to be related to the Buzzfeed discourse because I believe them to be two completely different things. 

I know this might not reach a whole lot of people because this blog has been inactive for years. I just need people to know. This can’t keep happening. 

SO THIS IS A PSA FOR MINORS IN THE HPRP COMMUNITY 

I know there are lots of you and i know you are all very mature and complex individuals. I will never argue these facts. The problem isn’t with you. 

You’ve read the books and watched the movies, you know that things are not always what they seem. Sometimes you see the monster coming and sometimes you don’t. I can’t tell you what to do but please be aware. Be aware of who has power over you. Be aware of what you post. If something feels wrong then you should investigate and keep yourself safe. Know that there are people to talk to about this (family, helplines, me, other members of the community, etc) 

Talking about these things is important. Its scary, and its important. 

Note: the person mentioned in this post is no longer and active part of the community. if they were I would have taken a much different approach to this. 

[askwizardsandwitches]

I will keep telling my story to anyone who will hear it

[askwizardsandwitches]

You wanna talk about HPRP? Lets fucking talk about it.

(TW: Mentions of pedophilia, and sexual abuse ) 

I was preyed on by a member of the HPRP community when i was 14. 

As I write this I am 17 and have been through three different kinds of therapy addressing what happened to me along with other issues. After three years I finally feel that I am in a place where this person cannot hurt me anymore and I can speak about this openly. 

A few years ago I was an active participant in the HPRP community. I made loads of friends and tried my best to make art for a fandom I deeply cared about. I still love making cosplay content and have a passion for Harry Potter. I abandoned this blog and many of my friends here because I felt lost and scared. I was being manipulated by a member of this community and a friend of mine. Abuse is a strong word but it is the only word I can find to fit the situation. 

I will not be naming names because that doesn’t matter. What matters is that I reached out to someone I admired online who was 20+ at the time and they invited me into their community. I wasn’t too concerned because there were some other underage people in their group and everyone seemed so lovely.  This was before the boom of the RP community happened and for the most part everyone knew everyone. This made the incidents that occurred that much more isolating. I had no one to talk to for fear of starting drama or being kicked out. I had no one else in my life at the time who I could be myself with. The HPRP community was my family. 

To keep things short and as trigger free as I can I will try to keep this vague. This person flirted, asked for and sent nudes, sent sexual messages and made advances when we met in person. 

Their hands wandered and they seemed very keen to introduce me to sexual concepts, images and such. Their comments were unacceptable and I felt trapped. They had power over me and I barely even realized. 

I know of other instances of this within the community and I know they are not the only ones. 

The HPRP came to me in a time of need and I was given some of my most treasured memories and I wouldn’t want to deter anyone from following their creative ideas. This community helped inspire and encourage me to attending a special art high school. I am thankful for all the things I gained from this blog but I will always regret not being more aware of predators online. This person wasn’t a 50 year old man lying about their age like my parents and teachers had said they would be. They were my friend. 

This is not intended to be related to the Buzzfeed discourse because I believe them to be two completely different things. 

I know this might not reach a whole lot of people because this blog has been inactive for years. I just need people to know. This can’t keep happening. 

SO THIS IS A PSA FOR MINORS IN THE HPRP COMMUNITY 

I know there are lots of you and i know you are all very mature and complex individuals. I will never argue these facts. The problem isn’t with you. 

You’ve read the books and watched the movies, you know that things are not always what they seem. Sometimes you see the monster coming and sometimes you don’t. I can’t tell you what to do but please be aware. Be aware of who has power over you. Be aware of what you post. If something feels wrong then you should investigate and keep yourself safe. Know that there are people to talk to about this (family, helplines, me, other members of the community, etc) 

Talking about these things is important. Its scary, and its important. 

Note: the person mentioned in this post is no longer and active part of the community. if they were I would have taken a much different approach to this. 

[askwizardsandwitches]

I will keep telling my story to anyone who will hear it

[askwizardsandwitches]

You wanna talk about HPRP? Lets fucking talk about it.

(TW: Mentions of pedophilia, and sexual abuse ) 

I was preyed on by a member of the HPRP community when i was 14. 

As I write this I am 17 and have been through three different kinds of therapy addressing what happened to me along with other issues. After three years I finally feel that I am in a place where this person cannot hurt me anymore and I can speak about this openly. 

A few years ago I was an active participant in the HPRP community. I made loads of friends and tried my best to make art for a fandom I deeply cared about. I still love making cosplay content and have a passion for Harry Potter. I abandoned this blog and many of my friends here because I felt lost and scared. I was being manipulated by a member of this community and a friend of mine. Abuse is a strong word but it is the only word I can find to fit the situation. 

I will not be naming names because that doesn’t matter. What matters is that I reached out to someone I admired online who was 20+ at the time and they invited me into their community. I wasn’t too concerned because there were some other underage people in their group and everyone seemed so lovely.  This was before the boom of the RP community happened and for the most part everyone knew everyone. This made the incidents that occurred that much more isolating. I had no one to talk to for fear of starting drama or being kicked out. I had no one else in my life at the time who I could be myself with. The HPRP community was my family. 

To keep things short and as trigger free as I can I will try to keep this vague. This person flirted, asked for and sent nudes, sent sexual messages and made advances when we met in person. 

Their hands wandered and they seemed very keen to introduce me to sexual concepts, images and such. Their comments were unacceptable and I felt trapped. They had power over me and I barely even realized. 

I know of other instances of this within the community and I know they are not the only ones. 

The HPRP came to me in a time of need and I was given some of my most treasured memories and I wouldn’t want to deter anyone from following their creative ideas. This community helped inspire and encourage me to attending a special art high school. I am thankful for all the things I gained from this blog but I will always regret not being more aware of predators online. This person wasn’t a 50 year old man lying about their age like my parents and teachers had said they would be. They were my friend. 

This is not intended to be related to the Buzzfeed discourse because I believe them to be two completely different things. 

I know this might not reach a whole lot of people because this blog has been inactive for years. I just need people to know. This can’t keep happening. 

SO THIS IS A PSA FOR MINORS IN THE HPRP COMMUNITY 

I know there are lots of you and i know you are all very mature and complex individuals. I will never argue these facts. The problem isn’t with you. 

You’ve read the books and watched the movies, you know that things are not always what they seem. Sometimes you see the monster coming and sometimes you don’t. I can’t tell you what to do but please be aware. Be aware of who has power over you. Be aware of what you post. If something feels wrong then you should investigate and keep yourself safe. Know that there are people to talk to about this (family, helplines, me, other members of the community, etc) 

Talking about these things is important. Its scary, and its important. 

Note: the person mentioned in this post is no longer and active part of the community. if they were I would have taken a much different approach to this. 

[askwizardsandwitches]

You wanna talk about HPRP? Lets fucking talk about it.

(TW: Mentions of pedophilia, and sexual abuse ) 

I was preyed on by a member of the HPRP community when i was 14. 

As I write this I am 17 and have been through three different kinds of therapy addressing what happened to me along with other issues. After three years I finally feel that I am in a place where this person cannot hurt me anymore and I can speak about this openly. 

A few years ago I was an active participant in the HPRP community. I made loads of friends and tried my best to make art for a fandom I deeply cared about. I still love making cosplay content and have a passion for Harry Potter. I abandoned this blog and many of my friends here because I felt lost and scared. I was being manipulated by a member of this community and a friend of mine. Abuse is a strong word but it is the only word I can find to fit the situation. 

I will not be naming names because that doesn’t matter. What matters is that I reached out to someone I admired online who was 20+ at the time and they invited me into their community. I wasn’t too concerned because there were some other underage people in their group and everyone seemed so lovely.  This was before the boom of the RP community happened and for the most part everyone knew everyone. This made the incidents that occurred that much more isolating. I had no one to talk to for fear of starting drama or being kicked out. I had no one else in my life at the time who I could be myself with. The HPRP community was my family. 

To keep things short and as trigger free as I can I will try to keep this vague. This person flirted, asked for and sent nudes, sent sexual messages and made advances when we met in person. 

Their hands wandered and they seemed very keen to introduce me to sexual concepts, images and such. Their comments were unacceptable and I felt trapped. They had power over me and I barely even realized. 

I know of other instances of this within the community and I know they are not the only ones. 

The HPRP came to me in a time of need and I was given some of my most treasured memories and I wouldn’t want to deter anyone from following their creative ideas. This community helped inspire and encourage me to attending a special art high school. I am thankful for all the things I gained from this blog but I will always regret not being more aware of predators online. This person wasn’t a 50 year old man lying about their age like my parents and teachers had said they would be. They were my friend. 

This is not intended to be related to the Buzzfeed discourse because I believe them to be two completely different things. 

I know this might not reach a whole lot of people because this blog has been inactive for years. I just need people to know. This can’t keep happening. 

SO THIS IS A PSA FOR MINORS IN THE HPRP COMMUNITY 

I know there are lots of you and i know you are all very mature and complex individuals. I will never argue these facts. The problem isn’t with you. 

You’ve read the books and watched the movies, you know that things are not always what they seem. Sometimes you see the monster coming and sometimes you don’t. I can’t tell you what to do but please be aware. Be aware of who has power over you. Be aware of what you post. If something feels wrong then you should investigate and keep yourself safe. Know that there are people to talk to about this (family, helplines, me, other members of the community, etc) 

Talking about these things is important. Its scary, and its important. 

Note: the person mentioned in this post is no longer and active part of the community. if they were I would have taken a much different approach to this. 

[askwizardsandwitches]

You wanna talk about HPRP? Lets fucking talk about it.

(TW: Mentions of pedophilia, and sexual abuse ) 

I was preyed on by a member of the HPRP community when i was 14. 

As I write this I am 17 and have been through three different kinds of therapy addressing what happened to me along with other issues. After three years I finally feel that I am in a place where this person cannot hurt me anymore and I can speak about this openly. 

A few years ago I was an active participant in the HPRP community. I made loads of friends and tried my best to make art for a fandom I deeply cared about. I still love making cosplay content and have a passion for Harry Potter. I abandoned this blog and many of my friends here because I felt lost and scared. I was being manipulated by a member of this community and a friend of mine. Abuse is a strong word but it is the only word I can find to fit the situation. 

I will not be naming names because that doesn’t matter. What matters is that I reached out to someone I admired online who was 20+ at the time and they invited me into their community. I wasn’t too concerned because there were some other underage people in their group and everyone seemed so lovely.  This was before the boom of the RP community happened and for the most part everyone knew everyone. This made the incidents that occurred that much more isolating. I had no one to talk to for fear of starting drama or being kicked out. I had no one else in my life at the time who I could be myself with. The HPRP community was my family. 

To keep things short and as trigger free as I can I will try to keep this vague. This person flirted, asked for and sent nudes, sent sexual messages and made advances when we met in person. 

Their hands wandered and they seemed very keen to introduce me to sexual concepts, images and such. Their comments were unacceptable and I felt trapped. They had power over me and I barely even realized. 

I know of other instances of this within the community and I know they are not the only ones. 

The HPRP came to me in a time of need and I was given some of my most treasured memories and I wouldn’t want to deter anyone from following their creative ideas. This community helped inspire and encourage me to attending a special art high school. I am thankful for all the things I gained from this blog but I will always regret not being more aware of predators online. This person wasn’t a 50 year old man lying about their age like my parents and teachers had said they would be. They were my friend. 

This is not intended to be related to the Buzzfeed discourse because I believe them to be two completely different things. 

I know this might not reach a whole lot of people because this blog has been inactive for years. I just need people to know. This can’t keep happening. 

SO THIS IS A PSA FOR MINORS IN THE HPRP COMMUNITY 

I know there are lots of you and i know you are all very mature and complex individuals. I will never argue these facts. The problem isn’t with you. 

You’ve read the books and watched the movies, you know that things are not always what they seem. Sometimes you see the monster coming and sometimes you don’t. I can’t tell you what to do but please be aware. Be aware of who has power over you. Be aware of what you post. If something feels wrong then you should investigate and keep yourself safe. Know that there are people to talk to about this (family, helplines, me, other members of the community, etc) 

Talking about these things is important. Its scary, and its important. 

Note: the person mentioned in this post is no longer and active part of the community. if they were I would have taken a much different approach to this. 

[askwizardsandwitches]

You wanna talk about HPRP? Lets fucking talk about it.

(TW: Mentions of pedophilia, and sexual abuse ) 

I was preyed on by a member of the HPRP community when i was 14. 

As I write this I am 17 and have been through three different kinds of therapy addressing what happened to me along with other issues. After three years I finally feel that I am in a place where this person cannot hurt me anymore and I can speak about this openly. 

A few years ago I was an active participant in the HPRP community. I made loads of friends and tried my best to make art for a fandom I deeply cared about. I still love making cosplay content and have a passion for Harry Potter. I abandoned this blog and many of my friends here because I felt lost and scared. I was being manipulated by a member of this community and a friend of mine. Abuse is a strong word but it is the only word I can find to fit the situation. 

I will not be naming names because that doesn’t matter. What matters is that I reached out to someone I admired online who was 20+ at the time and they invited me into their community. I wasn’t too concerned because there were some other underage people in their group and everyone seemed so lovely.  This was before the boom of the RP community happened and for the most part everyone knew everyone. This made the incidents that occurred that much more isolating. I had no one to talk to for fear of starting drama or being kicked out. I had no one else in my life at the time who I could be myself with. The HPRP community was my family. 

To keep things short and as trigger free as I can I will try to keep this vague. This person flirted, asked for and sent nudes, sent sexual messages and made advances when we met in person. 

Their hands wandered and they seemed very keen to introduce me to sexual concepts, images and such. Their comments were unacceptable and I felt trapped. They had power over me and I barely even realized. 

I know of other instances of this within the community and I know they are not the only ones. 

The HPRP came to me in a time of need and I was given some of my most treasured memories and I wouldn’t want to deter anyone from following their creative ideas. This community helped inspire and encourage me to attending a special art high school. I am thankful for all the things I gained from this blog but I will always regret not being more aware of predators online. This person wasn’t a 50 year old man lying about their age like my parents and teachers had said they would be. They were my friend. 

This is not intended to be related to the Buzzfeed discourse because I believe them to be two completely different things. 

I know this might not reach a whole lot of people because this blog has been inactive for years. I just need people to know. This can’t keep happening. 

SO THIS IS A PSA FOR MINORS IN THE HPRP COMMUNITY 

I know there are lots of you and i know you are all very mature and complex individuals. I will never argue these facts. The problem isn’t with you. 

You’ve read the books and watched the movies, you know that things are not always what they seem. Sometimes you see the monster coming and sometimes you don’t. I can’t tell you what to do but please be aware. Be aware of who has power over you. Be aware of what you post. If something feels wrong then you should investigate and keep yourself safe. Know that there are people to talk to about this (family, helplines, me, other members of the community, etc) 

Talking about these things is important. Its scary, and its important. 

Note: the person mentioned in this post is no longer and active part of the community. if they were I would have taken a much different approach to this. 

[june-be-good-deactivated2019090]

dear minors,

you are not an adult.

you are not capable of consenting to a romantic or sexual relationship with an adult. your brain isn’t fully developed and so these romantic or sexual relationships will shape how you perceive relationships long into when you are an adult.

you can be a minor and be smart. you can be a minor and be wise beyond your years. you can be a minor and know more about how the world works more than any adult or child around you!

but when your brain develops fully, ( the average adult brain develops completely at 25! ) your thoughts and beliefs aren’t heavily influenced by an adult who intends on bringing you psychological, sexual, physical, and emotional harm.

as a survivor of child sexual abuse, i still struggle with the ideas my abuser planted in my brain. they still have long term effects on me, because my brain wasn’t finished developing. it still isn’t finished.

the adult who wishes to pursue a child has such a significant influence on how you grow up and perceive the world. if the adult who wishes to pursue a child actually cared about you, they would understand the psychological and emotional power they have over you. they would not pursue you if they truly loved you and wanted the best for you.

to every minor who is interested in an adult, every minor who feels trapped in a relationship with an adult, and any survivor of these relationships,

it is never your fault. it is always the fault of the adult who pursues a child; they are in the wrong; they are pedophiles.

[june-be-good-deactivated2019090]

dear minors,

you are not an adult.

you are not capable of consenting to a romantic or sexual relationship with an adult. your brain isn’t fully developed and so these romantic or sexual relationships will shape how you perceive relationships long into when you are an adult.

you can be a minor and be smart. you can be a minor and be wise beyond your years. you can be a minor and know more about how the world works more than any adult or child around you!

but when your brain develops fully, ( the average adult brain develops completely at 25! ) your thoughts and beliefs aren’t heavily influenced by an adult who intends on bringing you psychological, sexual, physical, and emotional harm.

as a survivor of child sexual abuse, i still struggle with the ideas my abuser planted in my brain. they still have long term effects on me, because my brain wasn’t finished developing. it still isn’t finished.

the adult who wishes to pursue a child has such a significant influence on how you grow up and perceive the world. if the adult who wishes to pursue a child actually cared about you, they would understand the psychological and emotional power they have over you. they would not pursue you if they truly loved you and wanted the best for you.

to every minor who is interested in an adult, every minor who feels trapped in a relationship with an adult, and any survivor of these relationships,

it is never your fault. it is always the fault of the adult who pursues a child; they are in the wrong; they are pedophiles.

[taco-slap]

Where am i now?

I made a group cosplay youtube with some friends ! 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0cCLnmRwEVU-srvHmKdMCw

[june-be-good-deactivated2019090]

dear minors,

you are not an adult.

you are not capable of consenting to a romantic or sexual relationship with an adult. your brain isn’t fully developed and so these romantic or sexual relationships will shape how you perceive relationships long into when you are an adult.

you can be a minor and be smart. you can be a minor and be wise beyond your years. you can be a minor and know more about how the world works more than any adult or child around you!

but when your brain develops fully, ( the average adult brain develops completely at 25! ) your thoughts and beliefs aren’t heavily influenced by an adult who intends on bringing you psychological, sexual, physical, and emotional harm.

as a survivor of child sexual abuse, i still struggle with the ideas my abuser planted in my brain. they still have long term effects on me, because my brain wasn’t finished developing. it still isn’t finished.

the adult who wishes to pursue a child has such a significant influence on how you grow up and perceive the world. if the adult who wishes to pursue a child actually cared about you, they would understand the psychological and emotional power they have over you. they would not pursue you if they truly loved you and wanted the best for you.

to every minor who is interested in an adult, every minor who feels trapped in a relationship with an adult, and any survivor of these relationships,

it is never your fault. it is always the fault of the adult who pursues a child; they are in the wrong; they are pedophiles.

[askwizardsandwitches]

Hogwarts founders? All hot

[asktheboywholived]

Dark Times: Part 1

(( OOC: Part 1 Script, Lily and Peter by: @sirussly )) 

Lily sits on the threadbare couch in her living room, one leg folded carefully beneath her.

Sirius: *voice cracking* I’ve let you down. I’m so sorry…

James stands watching – judge, jury or executioner, he’s not sure. Weight sits heavy in his gut.

Sirius: No, no it wasn’t – 

Another figure watches on, but Peter Pettigrew isn’t sure whether his presence counts if it’s not even noticed.

Keep reading

[3faeinatrenchcoat]

How fucking dare you

[askwizardsandwitches]

Hogwarts founders? All hot

[medusabraids]

jk rowling’s at it again

[askwizardsandwitches]

(( would you guys be interested in hearing my angsty poetry?? Because I’m trying to do the whole healing through the arts stuff and I’m kind of proud of them))