magic blog

[dying-dog]

[solvoros]

X-ray of a man whose arm went through a meat grinder

[teratol-orgy]

Preserved Tattooed Arms (located at the Siriraj Medical Museum in Bangkok)

[pronosticointruso]

Untitled/2018.

[asmodai]

"being anti lolicon is transmisogynistic" feels so fucking stupid when lolicon isn't, and never was, exclusive to trans women

[unteriors]

Meadow Creek Road, Galax, Virginia.

[etheriiart]

lamb to the slaughter

[f333mur]

[the-line-begins-to-blur]

With Teeth concept art

[asmodai]

I don't think anyone likes me. not really

[asmodai]

it just feels unfair. it feels unfair. how can you see me hurting over it and be like 'well it's technically not your rat so he as a right to be there' yeah i know. not disputing that. but why have me on. why say that. why make me waste my time travelling back and forth back and forth to look after the rat YOU'RE too pussy to just fucking pick up and get food and meds down to be surprised when i might be 1. upset that she's going to die 2. upset that your boyfriend, who does not interact with the rats at all and just sees them as a fun thing to look at, gets priority

[asmodai]

i told you like day 3 or 4 of her being sick 'you need to just pick her up and give her the meds' and it took you until this week to actually do it. fuck off fuck off fuck off

[asmodai]

it just feels unfair. it feels unfair. how can you see me hurting over it and be like 'well it's technically not your rat so he as a right to be there' yeah i know. not disputing that. but why have me on. why say that. why make me waste my time travelling back and forth back and forth to look after the rat YOU'RE too pussy to just fucking pick up and get food and meds down to be surprised when i might be 1. upset that she's going to die 2. upset that your boyfriend, who does not interact with the rats at all and just sees them as a fun thing to look at, gets priority

[asmodai]

i do not want him there. she is going to be put to sleep and he has been there more but i don't care i do not want him there. i don't care how attached he is i don't care at all actually he can suffer about it womp womp etc

[asmodai]

for the sake of trying to be more emotionally honest

it's really difficult to see my boyfriend going through a hard time. i want to help him and just make it better but there's very little i can do. it's really distressing watching him struggle and not be able to do anything tangible about it. it actually makes me pretty anxious and i getting pretty restless knowing i'm helpless

and i never know what to say to try to make it better, either, obviously things like 'calm down' aren't helpful but i also know the best thing to do is calm down and take a step back

wwwwroooooo

[asmodai]

THE GALL

[asmodai]

this guy

[asmodai]

I am so embarrassing I need to kill myself