aspecialgreenie

collasso, muoio e mi rialzo ma a volte non lo faccio. she/her, italian

[aspecialgreenie]

invidio le bestie,

guidate solo dall'istinto.

vivere di coscienza nel mondo

è peggio di morire in un recinto.

[i-will-die-in-it]

At least i can always kill myself.

[daddystinygirll]

Sometimes I don't even want to be comforted. I just want someone to see that I'm breaking and not look away.

[condemnedbody]

I think bashing my head against a wall will fix me.

[bpderanged]

Passive suicidal ideation is like no I won't attempt but if I got hit by a car and died that'd be nice

[borderlyx]

I wonder how beautiful life must be when you don't have trust issues, depression, mood swings, overthinking, paranoia, anxiety, detachment, isolation or fear

[bpderanged]

Sorry for inconveniencing you with my issues. I should have suffered in silence like I'm supposed to.

[aspecialgreenie]

dopo un po’ le persone si dimenticano che sei depressa e pensano che tu sia solo capricciosa

[burning666corpses]

ok guys, you can stop making me feel like my existence absolutely has no meaning, the joke is over, i’m not laughing anymore

[aspecialgreenie]

se la vita è sventura,

perché da noi si dura?

[aliciamaynardsworld2]

Can somebody please beat the shit out of me? Till i am fully bruised and blooded and aching.

So that i can finally feel this pain.

So that i know i can still feel.

[cutiealls]

[bigeyesbigsad]

According to my therapist, I am “passively su1c1d4l.” Means I’m too chicken shit to actually pull the trigger, so I just fantasize about the bang.

[rotting-bitch]

I usually get addicted to literally anything that distracts me from the fact that I exist

[nemosopenletters-blog]

I swear I can physically hear my brain telling me to unalive myself.

[rotting-bitch]

I would sacrifice pieces of my flesh but I’d still be considered selfish for wanting to keep my bones

[familyvideostevie]

happy birthday joel miller. sorry about all the stuff that happened. do you want a blow job