nobody

I share thoughts nobody wants to listen to and my fav stuff, so at least I can be myself in this space. | he/him | 29 |

[borderlyx]

Oh, how many days, how many nights wasted on these thoughts, this mental pain, all alone while outside there is nothing but silence, as time passes and I rot inside, thinking about you and fantasizing about suicide

[borderlyx]

"I don't wanna lose you, I'll stay with you forever" that's the biggest lie I've ever heard

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I hope you are okay🥲🥲🥲 I really missed you

I'm just trying to find a config ( vpn) but it's hard to connect 🥲🥲

Nice to hear you, I hope you're doing fine

[borderlyx]

Daydreaming? It's more like diedreaming, where I fantasize my suicide ideas just to imagine how the real peace feels like after my death

[borderlyx]

It’s been a long time since I felt that joy or that natural kind of happiness.

I feel like I’m an uninteresting person, with nothing worth talking about, someone who struggles to truly connect with others, whether because they get tired of me or the other way around.

And my mind keeps flooding me with thoughts that convince me I’m just wasted space and a burden to the world, that there’s nobody who truly cares about me or finds me important, that I can no longer feel the emotions that once gave me a reason to keep going.

[borderlyx]

Hello, I hope you’re doing okay! You haven’t updated your tumblr in a while <3

Still alive I guess lol

[borderlyx]

Just checking in, hope you’re doing okay as you haven’t been active!

Depressed as always, but trying my best... thanks for caring

[allygirlll]

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Life is literally an existence where you’re stuck inside a broken body and a noisy thing called "brain" that constantly makes you feel angry, sad, and useless, fills your mind with suicidal thoughts, makes you anxious, and leaves you feeling alone because nobody gives a fuck about you, all of that until you go to sleep.

And you call this shit "freedom"? lol

[borderlyx]

how are you?

Could be better I guess, and you?

[borderlyx]

Sorry if I’ve been distant and cold recently, it's just that I wanna fucking die and I’ve been having such bad thoughts that I don’t even want to socialize anymore

[im-dead-and-i-move]

“Hey, I found your blog on Tumblr-”

[borderlyx]

You can’t hurt someone who already lives with emptiness inside and believes that suicide is the only solution to their problems

[nobita-here]