( i guess this is what you were trying to tell me , this is what heaven is : fingers dipped in blood & starved lungs / you quiver before god as he steals the light under your skin and call it holy, call it sacred โ tell me did you really think he'd forged you a halo out of your own grace ?
... he'd rather eat it. )
a study following various of tropes and not limited too : god complexes, the false prophet , fake damsel, heroine turned antagonist, runaway bride,ย light is not good, femme fatale, good intentions gone bad, empathy overload, adaptational heroisms, enlightened self-interest,ย kindness through charity, seeking paradise, the price of seeing spirits, and princess of a forgotten nation.
#ย ย ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ย -ย independent, private, headcanon-based STELLA NOX FLEURET from the discarded concept of final fantasy versus xiii. extremely cross-over friendly with numerous verses featuring :ย kingdom heartโs nameless star, fabula nova chrystallis etro successor and heavy inspiration from greek mythology asteria. beloved and cherished forever by ailli ( 25+ / her / she ).
QUICK NOTES / GUIDELINES :
01. hello, hello, once again i will reiterate this is an extremely private and likely very slow activity blog. i work very strange and inconsistent hours, and thus availability has been rather scarce. discord is available to mutuals, where i eagerly await to plot / chat / geek out about our muse.
02. due to my work schedule, shipping will only be for close friends and mutuals that are interested in plotting something beyond the ship. i am ship-exclusive, so i only ship with one version of said muse. once again be aware that i am very low-activity. needless to say, that yes : this is a multi-ship blog and i will be annoying if we are shipping. i value both romantic and platonic ships.
03. due to the fact that stella is a scrapped character, this blog will always be labeledย canon divergent and heavily headโcanon based. i have had this blog for years now and have developed her independently from the scrapped concept of versus xiii. once again, i do not claim any materials that was seen in the trailer as my own, but many of my interpretations for stella was created through years of plotting.
04. needless to say, i am someone who adores plotting. i love complex plots, plots that compliments canon, plots that derails from canon, i think plotting is great. my motivation for threads is honestly influenced by context, and if we have that i can definitely go ham. of course, i know not everyone carries my same preference, but i will do my best to accommodate.
05. please be aware : i have grown extremely tired with drama / gossips circulating around the rpc. i will follow / unfollow people at my own discretion and would prefer to stay away from any spectacle or public showcasing. frankly i am just here to write, have fun with mutuals, and preferably not pick sides. my current stance on call out is rather neutral, and i would prefer to make my own conclusion rather take on the pressure of public outcry. i take this level of judgement seriously.
06. keep in mind : i do not do character exclusives. i do not have the energy to commit to anyone's portrayal nor do i want to make anyone expect / wait from me in general. as mentioned above i am really busy, so i cannot and will not do an exclusive writing with any character.
07. i ask that you tagged your nsfw content, particularly anything involving nsfw imagery. due to the nature of my job, i have free access to tumblr and would prefer not to see any nsfw visuals if it can be tagged and avoided. i am very attentive when it comes to adding tags in my filter list, and if the untagged offence happens repeatedly : then this will be one of the few reasons i will unfollow.
( i guess this is what you were trying to tell me , this is what heaven is : fingers dipped in blood & starved lungs / you quiver before god as he steals the light under your skin and call it holy, call it sacred โ tell me did you really think he'd forged you a halo out of your own grace ?
. he'd rather eat it. )
#ย ย ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ย -ย independent, private, headcanon-based STELLA NOX FLEURET from the discarded concept of final fantasy versus xiii. extremely cross-over friendly with numerous verses featuring :ย kingdom heartโs nameless star, fabula nova chrystallis etro successor and heavy inspiration from greek mythology asteria. beloved and cherished forever by ailli ( 25+ / her / she ).
while stella has a high tolerance towards horror and death ---- one thing she can never get used too is witnessing the death of others, particularly if it is wide spread and containing multiple death like a massive accident or being in a warzone .... that is probably the moment where stella is most vulnerable given how heighten her senses is and how overloaded she becomes with empathy.
stella being considered 'a love interest' overshadows the fact that she is also an antagonist, who allied with fnc god of light, and therefore is sent to purge holy to the visible world ---- for the sake of salvation.
"Stella ... what have you done to Torgal's furr?" @endaether
โ โ cute, right ? โ playful indulgences resonate upon starry lips ; her tone tugging on jubilance and glee. gentle and upbeat, it dances on the tip of her tongue where laughter idly sits. throat preaches her elevated spirit, and while known to be giftedly refined โ the lady stella cared very little for shame or decency. rather, it was quite known that once her curiosity was sparked, there was no way to return. and therefore, it was only natural that her sight would eventually turn to his canine campion. his coat neatly combed and intertwine with satin ribbons of pink and violet. a bonnet neatly set on torgal's very crown, complete with pearls and citrine. her palms clashes proudly towards clive's exasperation, all too pleased by her recent artistic endeavors. โ you don't have to thank me, considered it a reward for a job well done. โ
โค๏ธ๐งก๐๐๐๐ This is a friendly reminder that ilu & appreciate you ; thank you for being such a lovely, heart-warming presence on my dash ! ILY AILLI I HOPE YOU KNOW YOU'RE GREAT AND WE APPRECIATE YOUR LOVE & DEDICATION TO STELLA ALWAYS โค๏ธ๐งก๐๐๐๐
every day when stella lingers on the dash, is a brighter day. but also the fact that stella approves of stella ---- gives me all the feels <3 <3
โi talk about death like itโll be salvation / but i just want the peace & quiet. / the kind that you can only find / in the deepest of sleeps / where the light or sound / can no longer touch you.โ
AMUSEMENT BECKONS STARRY DELIGHT. here within celebratory hall of paradisical past, light shrouds a familiar silhouette. beaming inside a mask, she stood unbothered by jubilant specters and formal exchanges. instead, she lounges about to her own accord โ guided solely by her whims, bright asteria stood boundless in her communal attire with eyes yearning for nothing short of sweet confection. nimble fingers traces over golden rims as she indulges further into her own sugary nourishment. fork on hand, she digs on to the tip of the cake before eagerly claiming it by the mouth. the taste of fresh strawberries and cream emboldens her tongue as she further falls into the allure of assorted sweetness.
โYouโve spent the entire evening at the snack table.โ ( slightly scolding big brother voice ) @aidcneus
โ โ what can i say, cakes are much better company than those wearisome politicians. don't you think ? โ asteria answers without skipping a beat ; her tone light with refinement no doubt all to familiar with the stifling air of conflicted ideals. mindful, yet reserve, she knew her way around court as if it was sown directly on her ribs. seemingly, and yet not so seemingly, she makes it a point to stand on her own and celebrate to her own rhythm. placing the plate back onto the table, she reaches for two glasses of wine and offers it to the newly introduced member of the convocation. โ but in any case, a congratulatory is in order. to emet-selch, although soon to be busy, may he continue to indulge in my wishes for time immemorial. โ
โDid you really think hiding your cheek bones was going to fool anyone?โ
โDo Iโฆknow you?โ
โHave we met before?โ
โAre you sure I donโt know you?โ
โYour eyes are absolutely captivating.โ
โI donโt think weโve met yet.โ
โMay I have this dance?โ
โYou look positively enchanting this evening.โ
โIโd know those dazzling eyes anywhere.โ
โThese skirts make it so hard to move.โ
โSome of these costumes are so extravagant. They must have cost a fortune.โ
โYou look quite ravishing in that dress.โ
โYou look quite handsome in that suit.โ
โCan I see your face?โ
โI donโt think you want to see my face.โ
โMy God, you could fit an entire circus under her pannier. Howโd she even fit through the door?โ
โChampagne?โ
โMy feet are killing me.โ
โI never thought Iโd see you in something so fancy.โ
โI feel like Iโm rubbing elbows with the queen right now.โ
โCare to sneak away with me? I doubt we will be missed.โ
โCan you guess who I am under here?โ
โIโd compliment your beauty, but I canโt see it under there. Youโll have to accept my compliments to your mask instead, itโs quite lovely.โ
โI canโt hear you through that mask. Did you really have to choose one that covers your mouth?โ
โDo you know who I am?โ
โDo you know who she is?โ
โDo you know who he is?โ
โYouโre very light on your feet.โ
โOw! Itโs like you have two left feet.โ
โIโm a terrible dancer.โ
โWho cares if youโre a good dancer? Have fun! No one will know itโs you anyway!โ
โNo oneโs asked me to dance all nightโฆโ
โI feel like Iโm in a dream!โ
โCan we please go home? This is torture.โ
โHow did I ever let you talk me into coming here?โ
โI prefer watching from the sidelines to participating.โ
โYouโve spent the entire evening at the snack table.โ
โCan I cut in?โ
โI have to go.โ
โIโm not supposed to be here. If they catch me Iโm in trouble!โ
โPlease. What is your name? I want to see you again.โ
