夢姫

Don't forget you where born here again to be happy. To make others happy. About

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"Have you eaten today?" - Aster

Hearing the child’s voice behind him wasn’t something Camellia had expected, so naturally he jumped. In fact he hadn’t eaten today, however that was simply because he wasn’t hungry. Camellia simply couldn’t lie to the child so he sighed. “I haven’t, but how did you know that?”

[asterxceae]

koshuuki

“You didn’t sound very excited just then.” He laughed. “But yes we will figure out all the small details tomorrow. “ Listening to her request he nodded, since he didn’t have anyone else occupying his room he didn’t see a problem with it. “I don’t see why not.” He mused as they approached the stairs. “Is there anything you want to grab from your room?”

Aster knew Camellia slept alone nowadays, even though she had claimed she wasn’t a child anymore she wanted to rest with her father. She was glad he accepted.

"No, I don't sleep with anything in particular," She answered as they went up the steps together, "This way, we can prepare for tomorrow together too."

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"Have you eaten today?" - Aster

Hearing the child’s voice behind him wasn’t something Camellia had expected, so naturally he jumped. In fact he hadn’t eaten today, however that was simply because he wasn’t hungry. Camellia simply couldn’t lie to the child so he sighed. “I haven’t, but how did you know that?”

[asterxceae]

koshuuki

Camellia stopped, thinking as how to answer the question. “Well, we could make sandwiches, or we could pick something up at one of the local shops. Of course we would need drinks and what not. We could also get something like chips or pasta salad. It all depends on what we are in the mood for.” He rambled as he put the clean dishes in the cabinet after quickly drying them with a towel.

“Hm?” Aster mused unimpressed at Camellia’s vague answer, “I see, we’ll just figure it out tomorrow, right?” She said with a grin. The girl assumed it was a difficult task to organize in a short time, but she would still tease her father for ranting. 

Aster stifled a yawn as they walked out of the kitchen, “I think I’ll go to bed soon, papa,” she mumbled, “Hey, can I sleep with you tonight?” 

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"Have you eaten today?" - Aster

Hearing the child’s voice behind him wasn’t something Camellia had expected, so naturally he jumped. In fact he hadn’t eaten today, however that was simply because he wasn’t hungry. Camellia simply couldn’t lie to the child so he sighed. “I haven’t, but how did you know that?”

[asterxceae]

koshuuki

Taking the water Camellia smiled. “Thanks.” He sure hoped that she wasn’t just trying to humor him and she was being sincere. Taking both of their bowls he put them in the sink and started to clean up the kitchen. “Well I was going to wake up pretty early to go get the things we need so if you’re up that early you can come and help, ok?”

Aster slept early since there wasn’t anything to do at night anyway. So, she wasn’t worried, “I think it’ll be fine.” She said and helped Camellia put away the dishes on the drying rack.

“I’ve never been on a picnic. What kinds of food will we make?” She mused out loud.

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"Have you eaten today?" - Aster

Hearing the child’s voice behind him wasn’t something Camellia had expected, so naturally he jumped. In fact he hadn’t eaten today, however that was simply because he wasn’t hungry. Camellia simply couldn’t lie to the child so he sighed. “I haven’t, but how did you know that?”

[asterxceae]

koshuuki

Camellia was silent, thinking as to what the girl would enjoy. There was a lot to do in town. Unsure as to how she would like the park, but there was a lake by said park that had a willow tree so perhaps she would like that. There where also multiple shops, and restaurants.

“Well there’s a nice park and a lake with a beautiful willow tree, perhaps we could pick up something and have a small picnic there. There’s also a lot of stores and restaurants and cafes so I think it will be nice.”

Aster finished her plate just as Camellia started suggesting places. She wiped her mouth and grabbed herself some water. She also grabbed some for Camellia. That sounded like a good plan. She knew Camellia enjoyed nature, so she wasn’t surprised at his suggestion. 

“I like that idea,” She confirmed while standing by the table and handed him the water, “I’ll help with the picnic since I didn’t help tonight.” 

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"Have you eaten today?" - Aster

Hearing the child’s voice behind him wasn’t something Camellia had expected, so naturally he jumped. In fact he hadn’t eaten today, however that was simply because he wasn’t hungry. Camellia simply couldn’t lie to the child so he sighed. “I haven’t, but how did you know that?”

[asterxceae]

“Well 13 is still young. So you’re not a child, but still young.” Taking another bite he chuckled after. 

“I heard that. You’re pretty stubborn yourself. Is there anything special you want to do tomorrow?” Camellia asked in order to change the subject from his apperent sickness that everyone was so convinced he had. 

She puffed her cheeks out and accepted defeat. 13 wasn’t a significant age; she knew that much. 

“I wouldn’t know what I want to do,” Aster said after a bit of thought, “I’ve never been anywhere away from home. I wasn’t allowed to.”  

Growing up, Sylvatica never paid her any mind and her aunt kept her on a short leash. Aster didn't know anything about the world. 

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"Have you eaten today?" - Aster

Hearing the child’s voice behind him wasn’t something Camellia had expected, so naturally he jumped. In fact he hadn’t eaten today, however that was simply because he wasn’t hungry. Camellia simply couldn’t lie to the child so he sighed. “I haven’t, but how did you know that?”

[asterxceae]

“Well you still are a child silly. But you got me there, I’m not really that cool.” He said. In that moment noticing he hadn’t touched his food, so he too a few bites of the dish, admiring his good work. After listening to her concern Camellia sighed. “Well I did just cook you food, so of course my cheeks would be red. Besides I don’t feel sick, so I’m not sick. Either way I will take you out tomorrow, I promise.”

The girl stopped mid-twirl of her spoon, “I’m 13, papa. I’m not a child anymore.” 

“You’re stubborn too,” Aster muttered under her breath while taking another bite. It wasn’t every day that he turned red just from cooking for her. She wasn’t getting concerned unnecessarily, but Camellia denied it too strongly, so she let it slide.

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"Have you eaten today?" - Aster

Hearing the child’s voice behind him wasn’t something Camellia had expected, so naturally he jumped. In fact he hadn’t eaten today, however that was simply because he wasn’t hungry. Camellia simply couldn’t lie to the child so he sighed. “I haven’t, but how did you know that?”

[asterxceae]

“What’s up with that face? If you keep doing faces it will get stuck like that.” He teased.
“That sounds good, we could always go when we’re done as well. If you really wanted to.”

The made another face, knowing things like getting your face stuck were impossible, "It's just, you treat me like a child and you're forgetful," she said with a shrug, "I thought my dad would be cooler." She teased.

"I don't think tonight is good," Aster said between a mouthful, "I know you say you're not, but you're red in the face. I think you do have a cold."

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"Have you eaten today?" - Aster

Hearing the child’s voice behind him wasn’t something Camellia had expected, so naturally he jumped. In fact he hadn’t eaten today, however that was simply because he wasn’t hungry. Camellia simply couldn’t lie to the child so he sighed. “I haven’t, but how did you know that?”

[asterxceae]

He nodded.
“I did say that didn’t I?” The vamp questioned. “I don’t remember but I probably did. Well I think it would ok if we did. It will be fun.”

Aster made a face at her father not remembering what he told her. Honestly, he was a caring person but he was still a teenager in this time. He wasn't really much of a father figure. Still, Aster was grateful she could be so close to him.

"I'd like to go soon, then. Maybe tomorrow?" She asked as she ate.

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"Have you eaten today?" - Aster

Hearing the child’s voice behind him wasn’t something Camellia had expected, so naturally he jumped. In fact he hadn’t eaten today, however that was simply because he wasn’t hungry. Camellia simply couldn’t lie to the child so he sighed. “I haven’t, but how did you know that?”

[asterxceae]

Listening to her concerns Camellia frowned as he took the sauce off the heat. Being 13 he realized she would be maturing and wanting to do other things girls liked to do and exploring her surroundings. With Sylvatica out of commission the vamp was tempted to ask Cherry to spend time with her, but the two had never actually met so he wasn’t sure how the angry one would take to Aster so that was a terrible idea. 
“Well perhaps you could make it interesting. Have you ever gone into town before?” He asked as he took the pasta off, straining it in the sink.
Taking the spaghetti he mixed it with butter before putting it in the bowls, adding the sauce after. 
“I could take you if you would like.” He smiled as the bowl was placed in front of her.

Aster sat up once she noticed Camellia was nearly done. She also perked up at the mention of going into town, "I remember you telling me it was dangerous to go into town. That's why I've never gone," The girl corrected her father.

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"Have you eaten today?" - Aster

Hearing the child’s voice behind him wasn’t something Camellia had expected, so naturally he jumped. In fact he hadn’t eaten today, however that was simply because he wasn’t hungry. Camellia simply couldn’t lie to the child so he sighed. “I haven’t, but how did you know that?”

[asterxceae]

Ok ok I won’t say it anymore since you asked so nicely.” He mused, turning the water on for the pasta, adding salt to the water right after. Looking around for something to put on the noddles he came across a bottle of tomato sauce. Taking out another pan he put it on low so not to burn it. Finding two bowls he set them out on the counter before stirring the sauce. “So what has Ms. Aster been up to today?” Camellia questioned as he put the pasta in the pot, adding some olive oil in as well so the spaghetti wouldn’t stick.

Aster rested her chin on the counter, her arms spread out over it. It was a silly pose to take, but she did so anyway. "It's really boring lately," she said while her head jerked with every move of her mouth, "I wish something interesting would happen around here."

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"Have you eaten today?" - Aster

Hearing the child’s voice behind him wasn’t something Camellia had expected, so naturally he jumped. In fact he hadn’t eaten today, however that was simply because he wasn’t hungry. Camellia simply couldn’t lie to the child so he sighed. “I haven’t, but how did you know that?”

[asterxceae]

koshuuki

He laughed at her facial expressions. “I’m not sure what to do with you anymore, you’ve grown so much. But spaghetti sounds good, lets go see what we can whip up.” Camellia mused as took his daughters hand. Frowning as they started walking he nodded his head. “I swear on my life, I am not sick.” As they approached the kitchen Camellia let go, heading over to the cabinets to gather up ingredients to make the meal.

“You shouldn’t swear on your life.” Aster mused, “That sounds dangerous. It’s unnecessary.” She shook her head at her father’s dramatic statement, “I’ll stop bringing it up.” Aster promised as they entered the kitchen. Since Camellia was denying it so much, she would believe him.

Aster took a seat at one of the stools at the counter and watched Camellia patiently. Sometimes they would cook together, but since he had neglected her, she didn’t feel like helping today.

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"Have you eaten today?" - Aster

Hearing the child’s voice behind him wasn’t something Camellia had expected, so naturally he jumped. In fact he hadn’t eaten today, however that was simply because he wasn’t hungry. Camellia simply couldn’t lie to the child so he sighed. “I haven’t, but how did you know that?”

[asterxceae]

koshuuki

Camellia had just had this conversation earlier with Sylvatica in which he made every clear that he was not sick. “Wow sassy much, I’ve never heard that come out of your mouth before. I’m sorry to have worried you love, but I promise I’m not sick.” Despite this Camellia actually was feeling under the weather since this morning, but it wasn’t bothering him too much. kneeling down so he was eye level he smiled, ruffling her hair. “How’s about we go get food now. You choose.”

Aster stopped pouting but gave her father a small glare at the hair ruffling. Sometimes, her aunt Cherry’s mannerisms she’s learned came out. The 13-year-old found it slightly annoying that he treated her like a child still. She had grown since arriving at Clan, after all.

She nodded, "Okay. I want spaghetti." Aster said while taking his hand which felt extra warm, more than usual, "Are you sure you're not sick?"

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"Have you eaten today?" - Aster

Hearing the child’s voice behind him wasn’t something Camellia had expected, so naturally he jumped. In fact he hadn’t eaten today, however that was simply because he wasn’t hungry. Camellia simply couldn’t lie to the child so he sighed. “I haven’t, but how did you know that?”

[asterxceae]

Aster skipped up to her father and shrugged, “I figured.” She looked at him closer and tilted her head, “Are you sick?” Aster asked before pouting, “Usually, you come looking for me when you eat, but you didn’t this time. If I weren't so independent, I would be starving right now, you know.” 

[asterxceae]

『Open; Playmate』

It had been too long since the last time Aster had seen any of the friends she had made, and it seemed whenever she went to look for them she could never find them. Growing lonely caused the young one to become restless; always peeking into places and getting into things she shouldn't. One day, this being one of the particular days the child decided to go look for someone to play with, Aster had decided to wander into a corridor she had never actually been in. A decision the girl soon regretted due to becoming lost within the confines of the endless hallways. Panicking, tears started to form in her eyes as the fear set into her stomach. Turning on her heel Aster started to run as fast as she could, hoping she could magically find her way out of the death maze. Of course, that's not what happened at all. The vamp had found herself even more lost than before. Stopping in the middle of the hall way she looked around, realized her predicament worse than before, and flopped down on the floor, covering her face with her hands. "I'm gonna die here." She sobbed over dramatically, unknowingly catching the attention of someone in the opposite end.

[asterxceae]

『CLOSED; 悲しみ』

[asterxceae]

koshuuki

Camellia sighed and rubbed the back of his neck. “I would rather not talk about it…” And that was that. The rest of the walk home was silent. As the pair reached the main entrance, he stopped. Turning towards the garden the vamp led the small girl to a bench and sat her on it before kneeling in front of her. “Aster when you get older, your going to find someone very special to you. So special in fact, that you can’t explain what you feel for that person. You just know, the moment you set eyes on them that you need to meet them. And before you know it you start to like them, you enjoy their company, always wonder when you could see them again… You fall for their voice, their laugh… You get lost in her eyes… And before you know it, your an idiot in love with her. She is your everything. Then one day… That fairytale you thought you had, it just ends. She tells you to never see her again… And you wonder… What did you do wrong… It hurts when something good ends, but it hurts even more if you cling to it, knowing that it’s not there.. I didn’t mean to ruin everything… I’m not worthy of being in love…..” Camellia trailed off, as her because lost in his own guilt and anxiety.

Aster listened to Camellia thinking at first that this wasn’t any different from the love talks she’s heard before. Well, actually, read. She had spent a bit of time in the library. She had read about love. It sounded exactly like what her father was saying. Somewhere along his rant however, she understood that he was talking about her mother. The women her father loved. The girl wondered that he meant by the fairly tale ending. She had seen them together, from a distance. When she wanted to spend time with him but Sylvatica was around, she would wait it out and watch. They always looked so happy. Aster didn’t think that could ever end. It was obvious they loved each other. “Papa…” Aster said in order to get his attention, “That sounds wrong.. You’re talking about mama, right? why did the fairy tale end?” She asked, while her mind raced to make sense of the feeling welling up inside, “That fairy tale shouldn’t end, you love each other. You were happily ever after. Weren’t you?”

[asterxceae]

『CLOSED; 悲しみ』

[asterxceae]

koshuuki

Biting his lip Camellia sighed. This child was way too smart for her age. Nonetheless he knew that this small fluff couldn’t know what was going on between the two love birds. “Ok you caught me.” Despite the silken sounding response Camellia still cracked a smile. “Well I’m not going anywhere so you don’t have to worry anymore, ok? More importantly lets get back before the Bears decide to come out and get us.”

Aster nodded and pulled away enough to let her father stand up. She still wanted to know why he was crying but she could ask him about it on the way back. Though, she knew he would probably find a way to avoid it. Adults always did that. “I didn’t know there were bears here,” She said while taking a hold of his hand, “Papa…” She looked up at him, “Why were you crying?” 

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“Well yes. I’m pretty sure there are bears around these parts. I think I’ve seen them once or twice. Or maybe it was big foot, I’m not really sure.” A few seconds after the words escaped his mouth the vamp realized how stupid he just sounded. Thankfully Aster over looked that and moved on to the one thing he didn’t want to discuss. Stopping short Camellia bit his lip, racking his brain for something to tell the girl. “I’ll explain when you’re older.” He mused, satisfied with his answer.

[asterxceae]

Aster looked at Camellia for a second. Why did adults insist that she grow up first, by the time she did she would have forgotten the issue. "You can't tell me right now? Is it somethings bad? You can't trust me?" She spoke what came to mind even if it was burdensome to Camellia.

[asterxceae]

『CLOSED; 悲しみ』

[asterxceae]

koshuuki

Biting his lip Camellia sighed. This child was way too smart for her age. Nonetheless he knew that this small fluff couldn’t know what was going on between the two love birds. “Ok you caught me.” Despite the silken sounding response Camellia still cracked a smile. “Well I’m not going anywhere so you don’t have to worry anymore, ok? More importantly lets get back before the Bears decide to come out and get us.”

Aster nodded and pulled away enough to let her father stand up. She still wanted to know why he was crying but she could ask him about it on the way back. Though, she knew he would probably find a way to avoid it. Adults always did that. “I didn’t know there were bears here,” She said while taking a hold of his hand, “Papa...” She looked up at him, “Why were you crying?”