✨🌙Blog of Astra🌙✨ @astra--cosmos - Tumblr Blog

hey everyone, i’m astra!!

i am a hobbyist 2d and 3d artist, but right now, i rarely post art, although i may do it more often in the future. i might also start posting my own weirdcore.

i am autistic, and currently hyperfixating on one piece!

i’m also in numerous other fandoms, listed on my neocities website.

most of my posts, especially reblogs, are queued.

i don’t have a dni because dnis barely work. if you fit typical dni criteria, don’t even bother, i’ll just block you.

my neocities website can be found here!

tags:

#❄️: stuff involving ice/snow

#🌌: stuff involving the moon, space, and stars

#mascot: mascot makers/the mascot community

#mine: any media made by me that isn't drawings/3d models, such as photographs or spore creations

#btw i repurposed my first post by turning it into this #it was just me being confused by some meme #and i no longer wanted that to be my first post

crepes--suzzettes

wonder what they're gonna go watch

#tadc #zooble #gangle #pomni #jax #ragatha #kinger

spooky-pop

Some art of the gang ahead of the finale dropping in theaters tomorrow. I can't believe this is the last time we are all waiting for a new episode together, I feel quite sentimental. What a ride it's been. If you're seeing it tomorrow, godspeed. And remember, be good to yourself and be good to others <3

#tadc #ragatha #zooble #kinger #gangle #pomni #jax

twinkleember

Smilecaine.jpg

#tadc #creepypasta #caine

puddingandp1

i can't stop thinking about my first ever caine drawing

he looks so… square

#tadc #caine

o0kawaii0o

Cus I like it when they hug :>

#sxf #anya #yor

abluescarfonwaston

Spy x Family is fundamentally an adoption story.

Obviously Anya is adopted. We all know this. She knows this. She loves her family but knows it is incredibly fragile.

But unlike most adoption stories (say Natsume Yuujinchou) Anya is not adopted into a loving functional family who's main goal is to support and love her until she heals from all the hurt she has been through.

Because Everyone in their family is adopted.

Yor enters thinking she is entering an existing family dynamic of a man and his daughter. She is the step mother, eagerly wanted but a definite outsider. She does not know about how they lost Loid's first wife. They both Never mention her but Anya clearly has Huge feelings about her Mommy that she cannot touch. Because Loid refuses to acknowledge her. Which means she's not allowed to.

She's a wife brought in to solve a problem. The fact she adores Anya and loves Loid (eventually) doesn't make her any less of an outsider from her perspective. To Yor she's the adopted family member.

Meanwhile Loid, the one who brought them all together almost instantly finds himself on the outside of the family. He works too much and doesn't make it home for dinner frequently. He struggles to connect with his 'daughter' and wife. Can't understand either of them despite constant efforts. Something incredibly distressing for him.

Yor instantly connects with this child when he struggled to hold her hand in public. In his eyes Yor and Anya are a family and he is the outsider only there for the mission. The man who is destined to Not be there. He too often fills the role of the outside child brought into a happy family. One he constantly feels he is fumbling or failing. (If I'm not good, if i'm not perfect- my family will leave me. So I have to be. I have to figure out how to be better)

They are a family of adopted members all holding so tightly to each other. Each one of them chooses the others over and over again. Struggles against their own limitations and fears to be a part of a family they're all terrified to really call their own.

But it is that choice that makes them a family. Not blood or marriage or any certificate. That they all keep trying to be a family to the others. I'll be a good girl and study hard Papa. I'll be a good wife, I'll play my role well so don't abandon me. I'll be a good father and husband, I will try to be a good husband and father if you both will just stay with me. Please. I will figure out how.

Spy x Family is an adoption story.

#sxf