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[astrequa]

It been around 108 days or also can be in 15 weeks and 3 days ever since I last post my work here. How y'all doing :)? Here are some notes during my offline time.

I don't think I can write anything in this year. After quitting both games honkai and genshin I have no idea nor motivations what to do except focusing my school studies.

I might do a comeback but in different fandom. Lately obsessed with Kim Dokja from Orv. No promise tho

Yes, that's all. I'm sorry if you think I ghosted or ignoring you guys. First month in 2023 and I got greeted by UASA exam and PKSK. No complain fo PKSK tho, I really wish I ace that exam. Vocational College is the only place that offer course that I like.

@unadulterated-syd I don't think we ever talked before but congrats for 300 followers ! You deserve all the loves, you're writing are beautiful <3

[astrequa]

Hello! Are you still active? :)

I'm sorry for leaving without saying anything. Lately been busy with school with finishing all chapters and doing daily revision for next year exam. Minds 24/7 full of maths and history things, I can't even make any scenarios every time I get a free time.

I'm sure I will write sooner or later...

[astrequa]

The amount of scrolling I had to find that one Tighnari request is unbelievable. I need to stop coming up with new works when I know I won't able to finish it.

Anyway possibly a Tighnari fluff will be posted at the start of November.

[astrequa]

*Ahem* So Uhm... ILOVESUSOMUCHEVENIFHESDEAD /j

Anyways–

Su cuddling hcs, please? Also, I feel like he would be the big spoon and nuzzles your neck a lot. 🤨

A/notes. Yea, It short as hell. Mind blank this month.

Warning. No-proofread.

╰─▸ ❝ HCS : Su. Honkai Impact 3rd

・・・ He loves the concept of cuddling. Just hugging you is enough to make him on cloud nine. Now cuddling with you, yea he wish the time could freeze and let it be eternal.

・・・ His favorite position are totally hugging you from behind. Hands on your wrist and face buried on your neck as your scent linger on his nose. Being the big spoon he is.

・・・ Whisper lovely things while sleep drifting you away. There's one saying that if you whisper something on people while they sleeping, there's a 50 percent them will dream about the thing you whisper. He not sure if it work and won't give much thought on it. He love to whisper sweet thing while you asleep

・・・ There are times where he will bring you outside star-gazing in the cold night. Just a trick of him to embrace your warmth.

・・・ Would tell you some story his patients has told him about while you guys body intertwined with each other

[astrequa]

Hey!!! How are you?

I saw a little of your blog and loved it!

Can I request yandere Tighnari, and yandere Albedo (separately) with a darling that is basically immune to medicine, drugs, etc?

Basically drugs, medicines, etc (basically medicines and drugs) do not work on darling, and if they manage to have an effect the effect is very weak

I say this being someone that even strong medications don't work in me, and if the medications work, the effect is very weak

~ Signed: 🇧🇷 𝓪𝓷𝓸𝓷

A/notes. Sorry for the very late respond on your request. Got a bit caught off with school :( I'm very sorry

Warning. YANDERE CONTENT. Uses of drugs and medicine (Hope I tag this right) NO PROOF-READ

╰─▸ ❝ HCS : Tighnari. Genshin Impact

・・・ His reaction when you show the opposite way when it was supposed to was unpleasant. Never he encounter someone who able to withstand the drug effect. Even Collei shows the same result like others

・・・ Follow you around to observe more your physical restriction, see what you can do and which is not. Sometimes would ask you to pick a new fauna you guys find in patrol. Would you be effected if it's poisonous? Does it make you hallucination? Tell him everything.

・・・ Ask you some question regarding your situation, for research of course.

・・・ If he can't knock you out with drug, he might as well use strength upon you. (Idk why I keep imagine Tighnari smaking my head with a brick)

╰─▸ ❝ HCS : Albedo. Genshin Impact

・・・His reaction when you drink the recent potion he made was surprising. How come it doesn't shows any effect than a light head. You should passed out by now. Something wrong, either it's his potion or because your body immune to any antidotes. He curious and want to learn about you more.

・・・ Mind goes blank for a second, if that potion didn't work he wonder how others gonna be.

・・・ He start with a simple thing first, ask about your past medical. Wanting to more about your body work before he gives you another potion with no how it will do.

・・・ If he was cruel enough, he would knock you down the moment he sees no reaction on your body as you drink the potion. Gonna lock you for himself and probably start doing your clone. We don't want the knight looking for you right?

Lye's notes. Ok for Tighnari's part where I mention Collei being drug, I didn't mean it as Tighnari accidently gives her. But let take it as Collei who accidently switch her medicine for the elixir he made and drink it. Only a little sip before Tighnari barged in. Ok?

[astrequa]

can I have anything suggestive with fem or gn/afab reader and su?? im so desperate and literally shed a tear when I saw a su hc was made

A/notes. Same same, we need more su. Thought I'm sorry for the delay. Tagging my beloved @kaedzuma for annoyance <3

Warning. Ooc Su, no proof-read ( I'm sorry if this doesn't come out as you want :( )

╰─▸ ❝ HCS : Su. Honkai Impact 3rd

・・・Su, would tease you when you sick. Yeah he do worried about your well being but he can't help but tease you about it too. Imagine falling sick

・・・Su, doctor, daily check up. I say'd that when it's come to read your heartbeat it will be a long session. He love to hear your heartbeat :) It's smoothing and the way your heart beats just only his hand slips down onto your chest or probably how close he is. He do have a lot of thing that he loves about you and so is this

・・・He would have his hand roaming around your body when the two of you alone. Starting with a comforting pat and end it with a lewd way. Hands on your thigh and those cheeky grin on his face

・・・Kiss you at the end of your lips and leave for work. Loves to left you unsatisfied so you can go storming in his office just for a kiss. Always eager for his touch

・・・Another thing he loves about you is your reaction when he gives you a cold kiss on your neck and moves on to his story about what happened today.

・・・ And if he sense you also having a tiring day, he gives you a back hug then guide you to the bedroom. Let you lay down comfortable first then start telling you his day. Would end up as a cuddling session tho.

[astrequa]

— Injuries !

Their s/o come back from a harmless commission injured!

୨୧: Ayato, Childe, DIluc, Xiao, Tighnari, Alhaitham (/w gn! reader)

A/notes. This originally come out as a scenario if my crush notices me injured while on camping but ehe suddenly Alhaitham appears in my mind and ykkk :)

I can never be serious when I'm in this situation. There either me laughing or joking abt it :'^ [ I feel like this is very self-included ]

#. KAMISATO AYATO : Cypressus Custos

I feel like Ayato is the type of won't let you go commission alone. There will always someone by your side, either Thoma, Ayaka, Sayu or anyone who have his trust. So when the sight of you injured enter the estate without anyone beside you, he'll panicked. Called out nearest maiden to come and help him bandage you up, even if it's only a cut. He doesn't like it.

"I told you! You shouldn't go alone" *Que name's laugh* "This isn't funny [Name]. You know I hate to see you in this state" "I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I promise I won't go alone next time"

This man won't believe you, that's all. Ground you for a week and the next upcoming commission, you'll see him joining you.

#. TARTAGLIA : Monocerus Caeli

Now, Childe. Yes he do come home with many scars and bruises from those countless battle he made but when it's about you getting injured, he's not very happy about it. He's a big brother who will protect his siblings and family with his whole life so seeing you injured hurts him in deep inside. He may sometimes over-react it but in a reasonable way. He's a harbinger himself of course there are enemies out there try to bring him down. He worried that's it. What if one day you eventually gone forever?

"So you're telling me you got this... uhm- hurt while on commission?" "Would you believe me if I tell you I fall down a cliff while trying to pick up a qixing flower?

Childe: . . . why? [Name]: Mora.

If you seriously do commission for mora, he doesn't know how to talk to you anymore. He rich why bother doing it for mora?

#. DILUC RAGNVINDR : Noctua

First give you proper treatment to your injuries and then lecture you. Diluc is a busy man on both daylight and midnight. He usually make some time to accompany you for missions when there's fighting involving.

"You should inform me the next time you're going into this kind of commission" "I never know you're interested on following me collect some dandelion seeds but sure"

No comment on this man

#. XIAO : Alatus Nemeseos

Xiao was kind enough to offer you his help, just called his name and he's there ready to help you. The moment you step in the wangshu inn and go meet xiao at the top with those bandage on your hands, he's upset. Questioning you why you didn't called him to help you.

"I don't understand you mortal when you have the offer of adepti and refuses to use it" "Sometimes it's better to not inform you, you know? I bring traveler along side me don't worry"

Xiao trust you in traveler hands but sometimes it's better for him to tag alone.

#. TIGHNARI : Vulpes Zerda

Tighnari trust you that you capable of handle things by yourself but seriously if you came back home with these many bruises from a literally harmless commission, he lose faith in you being a forest ranger like him. Smack your head from being too reckless and lecture you about it.

"Your commission is not even related with forest and you still managed to injured yourself, how?" "I slipped down the stairs" "Use your eyes next time you walk, you're not a baby anymore!"

Tighnari gives me Asian mom vibes but do I have the position to complain?

#. ALHAITHAM

This man probably didn't care much less about you. Even as much I love him, he just give me a tired bf energy that can't match your energy. For first time relationship yes he do show some genuinely concerned about your injuries but after weeks and month seeing you injured like it's daily routine for you to get hurt, he's tired. Might as well scold you for being reckless during battles and while doing commissions.

". . ." "Look. The Hilichurl had better aiming ok" "I sometimes wonder why I fall in love with you"

One day If I successfully shift to genshin, first thing I'll do is running to Sumeru, find this man and touch his abs + hair. Then force him into marriage. Repeat the steps with Cyno, Dottore and Childe.

Tagging. @strawberryswirlss, @kaedzuma

ⓒlychme. Do not copy/translate/post my works on other platforms.

— Reblogs, like and comments are much appreciated !

[yandere-romanticaa]

yandere! Al - Haitham who watches over you like a hawk, his busy brain getting even busier as he thinks about you endlessly, short-circuiting on itself in the process.

yandere! Al - Haitham who is well known for his terrible attitude and stone cold heart is finally lost for the first time in his life. The man who typically has an answer or solution for everything is left stunned, puzzled even, as he keeps trying to understand you and himself. The empty void he calls a heart suddenly comes to life and it is impossible to hide, everyone notices the shift in his attitude.

yandere! Al - Haitham, who courts you in the most old fashioned and traditional way possible, and he just does it so suddenly that you don't know what to say. There are no emotions written on his face but his eyes tell a different story. No longer is the the stone cold researcher hellbent on discovering what needs to be discovered, he stands in front of you as a regular man.

yandere! Al - Haitham who never takes no for an answer and no one tries to stop him. Persistent is his middle name and there is nothing in this world that could possibly make him go away. He made his intentions clear and you accepted several of his gifts, you might as well be all his and he yours.

Something before I go to sleep. Tagging @bye-bye-sunbird 👀📝

[boundinparchment]

Dream a Little Dream of Me - IV

Celestia has a cruel sense of humor. He's always known this, ever since his days as a student. But a soulmate? Really? Dottore/Female Reader Soulmate AU. Expect lore speculation, interpretations, etc. Available on AO3 as well. A/N: Thank you all so, so much for your kudos, comments, and most importantly, your patience. I'm working on an outline and while I have the next few chapters paced out, and the general direction and plot beats, I'm missing a middle except for vague ideas. This fic's length is now questionable; I say 15 chapters but who knows at this point! For the second scene, I highly recommend listening to Apocalyptica's 'Fields of Verdun', which was my main source of inspiration.

The concert hall was filled, as Dottore expected it to be.  Despite this performance being arranged between the Akademiya and Court of Fontaine as a sign of diplomatic goodwill, it was open to the student body, many of whom were in need of a break.  

He couldn’t relate.  His time here was spent with every waking moment being used to its fullest (and making more hours when others went to sleep).  A thing like this was a waste of time.

It still was.  If not for you, he wouldn’t have even bothered to attend himself.

He should be sitting with the Sages.  That was how these things went, after all.  Guests were given as much privilege and honor as the leaders.  Standing at the back meant easy access to the exit.  Dottore could depart and send the clone in his place to whatever afterparty the Sages had arranged for those involved in discussions and no one would be the wiser.

Which meant he was free to keep his eyes on you.

Soulmates were bonds for life.  He’d lived long enough to be without one.  When he was a student, he wondered why he had fitful nights of darkness while others received lucid dreams not driven by meditation and incense, but the stars above, moments with a yet unseen friend or partner.  

Your arrival was a punch to the gut.  Why then?  Why you ?

He would outlive you.  There was little point in this.  He would shoulder the stupidity of Celestia and at least put a Vision to good use.

But people were nothing but disappointments.

He had no use for you .

Except for a long-standing curiosity on what would happen if…

The music swelled and Dottore’s thoughts faded as he gazed out at the crowd, the inside of his mask connected to his Akasha terminal.  He saw names and data laid over the world around him, analyses running in the background, and a tiny terminal to access his segment through a secure immediate connection.

He recalled the way your fingers felt in the dream, calloused fingers in a different pattern on each hand, the tiny bump from holding a pen too often.  Thicker stringers, a Fontaine instrument…

His gaze looked out across the large strings section until the terminal caught a glimpse of your face, a dead-match for the file he pulled up earlier that day.

His pulse fluttered at the way your eyes closed and head tilted, trusting your mind and fingers to remember the notes and follow the flow of music.  You blended into the rest of the orchestra and yet if he listened hard enough, he could pick your playing out with ease; skilled, passionate, but without a need for the dramatic.  Talent, tempered by a willingness and consideration for the bigger picture.  How pragmatic.

Dottore’s Akasha caught sight of your gaze when the audience applauded and you dared to look up, rather than out. He frowned, his mouth going dry at the way your eyes caught the stage lights.   

Were you searching for someone?

Him?

He had sent his segment out earlier as a test run, in the event he would have to be present for the Sage’s inane ramblings about their dissatisfaction with the current Archon and what they could do about it.  Dottore recalled a moment, not unlike this one, on Treasures Street, captured in the segment’s knowledge capsule.  

Perhaps you, too, were on the lookout and were piecing elements together.

___________________

He was surprised to find that, instead of heading out with everyone else, you came back to the empty performance hall.

You ran off to a quiet food stall and then ate on the way back, as if afraid to waste too much time.  You didn’t let yourself get distracted, your free hand tapping out a rhythm that only made sense to you.

Dottore found his way through the darkened halls.  Originally, he considered his previous location but thought better of it.  He wanted a closer look at you.  Not just through his Akasha’s ability to hone in on detail.  Some specimens should be observed, after all; analysis and inspection could, and would, come later.

He settled for a box seat, angled with a view of the stage but out of your line of sight.  He had a brilliant view over your shoulder and your intentions for returning to the stage became quite clear as soon as you pulled out a pencil and a few stray pages of sheet music.

Ah.

So, you abandoned dinner plans for a moment of peace with your own creations.  Committed to your craft, then.  He respected that well enough.  One point to you.

Not that it mattered for much longer.

He listened to you play what was already in place, the tempo slow to start, warm and heavy notes.  It gave way to higher notes, a little quicker, and then from there, well…

A mess, really.  The tempo picked up immediately and he realized that must have been what you were tapping against your leg the whole way back.  Strings screeched.  Sometimes you stopped and started again.  Slowed down just enough to mutter the notes to yourself.  The bow would dangle loosely in one hand as you maneuvered around the large instrument to scribble, erase, and scribble again.

If he wanted something this boring, he would have gone to the Sages’ dinner party.

What a waste this was.

His soulmate, nothing more than someone who lived by the rules of emotion.  He didn’t need to watch you compose to know that.  His memories and dreams were filled with the way you spoke of the world around you, somehow still bright-eyed about the world despite knowing the mess of your shared home nation.  Fontaine was a place for dreamers, if you could ever rise above the smoke and smog, but they did not tolerate those who dared defy their status quo or Archon.

Playing in the nation’s orchestra was, no doubt, an honor, but it didn’t have room for someone with their own plans and ambitions.

Ambitions…surely…

Before his thought could continue, you picked up your bow and began again, steadier and more confident this time.  You played through past the previous stumbling blocks, tapping your foot to keep the rhythm, and he could hear that there might be more of a rock and roll flair, or that there could be with a different beat.  It did not feel classical in origin, even if the theory behind it was.  Every note was a keen blade that found its target, his chest aching ever so slightly in response to the breakdown, slow and somber.  It reminded him of the sounds that came from Ruin Guards too damaged beyond repair or when their core was pulled from its socket…

How dare you.

He refined himself to be better than this.  Than to feel this again.

Dottore gripped the edge of the box’s balcony, no longer caring if you noticed him at this point.  The leather of his gloves squeaked and he was certain his knuckles were bone-white beneath the fabric.

His Omega segment was handling his other duties without issue, he noted.  A genius move, in the end, to do this himself.  He was in no state to handle malfunctions or other petty details now that he was here.  He wanted to kill you as much as he wanted to hear the rest of the composition, intrigued by the notion you’d managed to elicit something from him.  Dottore found himself wanting nothing more than to feel exactly what you were capable of with nothing but your own mind and the right instrument.

And that was precisely why this, the fated bond between you, needed to end.

[astrequa]

— Injuries !

Their s/o come back from a harmless commission injured!

୨୧: Ayato, Childe, DIluc, Xiao, Tighnari, Alhaitham (/w gn! reader)

A/notes. This originally come out as a scenario if my crush notices me injured while on camping but ehe suddenly Alhaitham appears in my mind and ykkk :)

I can never be serious when I'm in this situation. There either me laughing or joking abt it :'^ [ I feel like this is very self-included ]

#. KAMISATO AYATO : Cypressus Custos

I feel like Ayato is the type of won't let you go commission alone. There will always someone by your side, either Thoma, Ayaka, Sayu or anyone who have his trust. So when the sight of you injured enter the estate without anyone beside you, he'll panicked. Called out nearest maiden to come and help him bandage you up, even if it's only a cut. He doesn't like it.

"I told you! You shouldn't go alone" *Que name's laugh* "This isn't funny [Name]. You know I hate to see you in this state" "I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I promise I won't go alone next time"

This man won't believe you, that's all. Ground you for a week and the next upcoming commission, you'll see him joining you.

#. TARTAGLIA : Monocerus Caeli

Now, Childe. Yes he do come home with many scars and bruises from those countless battle he made but when it's about you getting injured, he's not very happy about it. He's a big brother who will protect his siblings and family with his whole life so seeing you injured hurts him in deep inside. He may sometimes over-react it but in a reasonable way. He's a harbinger himself of course there are enemies out there try to bring him down. He worried that's it. What if one day you eventually gone forever?

"So you're telling me you got this... uhm- hurt while on commission?" "Would you believe me if I tell you I fall down a cliff while trying to pick up a qixing flower?

Childe: . . . why? [Name]: Mora.

If you seriously do commission for mora, he doesn't know how to talk to you anymore. He rich why bother doing it for mora?

#. DILUC RAGNVINDR : Noctua

First give you proper treatment to your injuries and then lecture you. Diluc is a busy man on both daylight and midnight. He usually make some time to accompany you for missions when there's fighting involving.

"You should inform me the next time you're going into this kind of commission" "I never know you're interested on following me collect some dandelion seeds but sure"

No comment on this man

#. XIAO : Alatus Nemeseos

Xiao was kind enough to offer you his help, just called his name and he's there ready to help you. The moment you step in the wangshu inn and go meet xiao at the top with those bandage on your hands, he's upset. Questioning you why you didn't called him to help you.

"I don't understand you mortal when you have the offer of adepti and refuses to use it" "Sometimes it's better to not inform you, you know? I bring traveler along side me don't worry"

Xiao trust you in traveler hands but sometimes it's better for him to tag alone.

#. TIGHNARI : Vulpes Zerda

Tighnari trust you that you capable of handle things by yourself but seriously if you came back home with these many bruises from a literally harmless commission, he lose faith in you being a forest ranger like him. Smack your head from being too reckless and lecture you about it.

"Your commission is not even related with forest and you still managed to injured yourself, how?" "I slipped down the stairs" "Use your eyes next time you walk, you're not a baby anymore!"

Tighnari gives me Asian mom vibes but do I have the position to complain?

#. ALHAITHAM

This man probably didn't care much less about you. Even as much I love him, he just give me a tired bf energy that can't match your energy. For first time relationship yes he do show some genuinely concerned about your injuries but after weeks and month seeing you injured like it's daily routine for you to get hurt, he's tired. Might as well scold you for being reckless during battles and while doing commissions.

". . ." "Look. The Hilichurl had better aiming ok" "I sometimes wonder why I fall in love with you"

One day If I successfully shift to genshin, first thing I'll do is running to Sumeru, find this man and touch his abs + hair. Then force him into marriage. Repeat the steps with Cyno, Dottore and Childe.

Tagging. @strawberryswirlss, @kaedzuma

ⓒlychme. Do not copy/translate/post my works on other platforms.

— Reblogs, like and comments are much appreciated !

[astrequa]

I'm back alive with a new username haha. Try to guess who I'm pulling for in 3.1 ;)

Welcome back Kae :)

Albedo and Nilou for sure 😌. We both had a thing for Albedo and Nilou to complete your hydro family.

[astrequa]

Someone should spam my inbox because I keep forgetting those message and request you leave me :') I have a poor memory

[dawndelion-winery]

A Love Like Yours

Ft. Arlecchino, Capitano, Childe, Dottore, Pantalone

Bonus: platonic Pulcinella

Arlecchino loves gently, like a steady stream that twists and turns, her ever flowing love for you remains unchanged despite her course

Capitano loves quietly, in the stolen glances in your direction, and the picture of you he carries around in his pocket for luck.

Childe loves unconditionally. Once he's down, he's down bad, and there's little you can do to push him away from you because he will always have your back.

Dottore loves subtly, his love for you like murky waters which you can't see the depth of, easily mistaking it for a puddle, until you step in and find yourself in above your head

Pantalone loves flamboyantly. He adores you and will make it clear to everyone around you, be it spoiling you with his wealth or affection.

Pulcinella's love is nurturing, like a mother hen, he takes you under his wing, always a few steps away in case you misstep and need someone to run back to.

Taglist: @myluvkeiji @pluvioseprince @aqui-soba @favonius-captain @tiredsleep @raincxtter @gensimping-for-all @irethepotato @almond-adeptus @mx-kamisato @yuzuricebun @chaosinanutshell @heizours @haliyamori @callmemeelah @sadlonelybagel @plinkuro @thevictoriousmoon @mastering-procrastinating @lovers-on-the-eiffel @cxlrosii @miss-fantazmagoria @lychme

[astrequa]

Watch me back in genshin 1 year later

[astrequa]

May I req aponia x reader angst?

Reader is a traveler from another world, and is familiar with the concept of loss and death from previous travel companions. Aponia has a vision where she sees the reader's future to be lonely and tragic. When she tells the reader (or does smth about it) the reader tries pushing her away, because this future was something they've gotten used to

Sorry if this req is too specific ;-; just make sure to take your time with it if you're too busy

— If only fate wasn't cruel enough for you

A/notes. Took me long enough to write this, sorry anon :( I'm not sure if this what you wanted

( Grammar mistake as always. )

[12:32] You have been traveled around the universe; meeting new people, learning new things and so well knowing there still someone out there. Each meeting must have it's ending and you were no exception.

There always an end of your companions due of the different timeline, no matter how hard you tried to prevent it; you can not change their fate(s). Often much you would mourn for them but it's not like the tears can change it, so why would you waste your tears to the forever unchanged fate?

That's what Aponia told you at least that's what you can feel she said. 2 weeks ever since you know Aponia, a very calm and soft spoken lady as she is; but in someway she's someone who you shouldn't mess with.

But of course you wouldn't treat her differently, you treat her like how you normally did to everyone else. Aponia did everything she could to help you comfortable in her world and also your destiny. She didn't mean to invade your privacy but the sudden vision had upset her.

You noticed the significant changes on Aponia. The way her eyes reflect sympathy for you like she know what you going through and how the words become more comforting than usual. It's appear that you calculation were right. She knows.

There is no words to describe your emotion right now, your past companions, they also show the same expression. Sympathy and promise to stay by your side but in the end, they always last in your hands.

They all the same. They will always left you alone.

Tagging. @strawberryswirlss, @chreelyn

[astrequa]

Im not too busy or what but at the moment, I won't be doing any request. I really enjoy writing and reading your request tho.

The problem is that my laptop can't be used anymore. The laptop got soaked up by water and that clearly my fault ;-;