astrid

back like i never left 22 | 5’6 no gw, just wanna be thin

[astridsmusings]

i think i’m gonna start using this account to test some 3d recipes & post my own, as well as just holding myself accountable. as i tried recovery but i’ve been binging way too much & i need some structure.

first recipe review coming soon!! 🩵

[decayingdogt33th]

The notifications I get when my parents wanna use my phone :

- anorexicwhore liked your post

- bulimicspider reblogged your post “I’m gonna kill myself I’m so fat”

- you’ve been fasting for 12 hours!

[astridsmusings]

butternut squash ravioli w/ roasted veggies

323 calories | 8g of fiber | 10g of protein

i made this almost a month ago & posted it about it on my twitter (@astrob0nes)

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starting another liquid fast tomorrow & i’m gonna try running at my local park tomorrow. i feel like i’m gonna look silly but it’s worth a shot

[astridsmusings]

so desperate to lose weight that i might do omad for dinner & drink tea + broth to hold me over. i truly feel my best when im fasting

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so far so good

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breaking my fast w pizza but i still have a workout tonight so i don’t feel so bad

[astridsmusings]

doing a liquid fast rn, wish me luck 🤞🏾

[astridsmusings]

so desperate to lose weight that i might do omad for dinner & drink tea + broth to hold me over. i truly feel my best when im fasting

[starving4now]

why is ⭐️ving literally so easy during the day but as soon as night comes i lose all self control

[astridsmusings]

how it feels having tea & water for breakfast

[lunessenxe]

its officially autumn yall know what that means (crazy relapse)

[temp-silhouette-deactivated2025]

Lentil & vegetable soup

1 cup lentils of choice (I used red lentils)

1 onion

2 carrots

1 sweet potato

2 cloves garlic

1 tsp cooking oil of choice (I use canola oil)

1 can (16 oz) diced tomatoes

1 bag (4 cups) frozen spinach

4 tsp better than bouillon seasoned vegetable base (or other base of choice)

1 tbsp Worcestershire sauce

Spices (I use black pepper, rosemary, thyme, oregano, and 1 bay leaf)

as much water as will fit in the pot (leave some room for boiling)

Cook the onion, garlic, and sweet potatoes in the oil. When onions begin to turn translucent add water & broth base, spices, Worcestershire sauce, tomatoes, and lentils. Bring to a boil then simmer for 15 minutes. Add carrots and simmer 5 minutes, then add spinach and simmer for an additional 10 minutes. Then it's done.

My version rounds up to 1250 kcal for the whole recipe, and I can get at least 7 meals from it which is 179 kcal per serving. Adding as much water as possible really helps if you want to get more meals from it.

[there4ndback4gain]

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[astridsmusings]

going through ssri withdrawal & restricting while working an 8 hour shift

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just had my period & i didn’t restrict because i’m already chronically ill 🙃 now i feel huge

[oucchhoucchh]

i love how anorexia pulls you in… like the first few months i didn’t feel sick or tired or faint or have heart problems and weight came off soooo easily and i didn’t want to recover. now however