[RETIRED ACC] A Star in The Darkness

Dr. Park Hanbyul, Ph.D Clinical psychologist specializing in personality disorders in children and adults. Tracking: asybyul R/S: None. Mature content possible. Mother to my precious and little stars *This is a sideblog, so it'll show up as asyhana following you. RP - Not real Hanbyul

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To Those Under My Care:

Let me begin by saying three words:

I am sorry.

I am aware that you will not take this news very well and I take full responsibility for the impact that this will have on you. But, believe me when I say it was the best decision for not only me but for you.

As of today, I will be going on a sabbatical from my position at Seoul Psychiatric Institute. This means that, for the moment, I will longer be seeing you as clients or working at the hospital for a unknown length of time.

There have been many things within my personal life that have changed on various levels that has prompted this decision to take a step back. I was losing my objectivity, I was losing my passion, I was losing my desire to come into work; I was not being the best psychologist and doctor that I knew I could be and that is not fair to you. 

You deserve someone who will be able to properly focus on your health and your needs, to properly give you the help that you deserve, and the attention and care that is your right to have. And right now, I am not the person who can give that to you. 

I am not in the right mind or place to properly care for you and as a professional, I know that is not helpful or beneficial to you at all. I have to heal my own mental health before I can properly help care for yours.

I will not, however, leave you without placing you in capable hands. Your care will continue; it will not end. In my absence, I have ensured a proper replacement, someone who I trust completely, will continue with your care and health. Keep an eye out for Dr. Jisoo Kim and keep an open mind. Please give him a chance; I know some of you may not want to but all I ask is you give him a chance. I have worked with him for a significant amount of time and promise you that I wouldn’t put you in hands that I wouldn’t put my own health into. He will do right by you and your therapy needs. Give him a chance to help you continue your journey.

I hope, that on my return, I will find that you have received the best care, that you are continuing to improve, or that you have conquered what we have worked towards conquering. 

Continue to work hard. Continue to do your best. Remember that bad days will happen. Remember that no matter what that I believe in you and all the progress that you have made so far. You are doing so well; please do not give up because of this bump in the road. Continue to work and fight hard to improve.

Forever Yours,

Park Hanbyul, Ph.D

@asy-jiyong @asy-minzy @asy-kyuhyun

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[Retired]

Not that this would be any shock to any one here, but I've made the decision to let Hanbyul go. I've had a good run with her here in the directory and I would love to have more but unfortunately my muse for her has fizzled out.

I didn't come to this decision lightly and have tried several times over in my in and out absence to try and bring some new life into Hanbyul and try to get her back in the spirit but neither of us could get anywhere and it was time for me to stop forcing it.

Hanbyul has enjoyed her stay here, and all the memories that I've made with muse will be forever important and influential to me as a mun. But it's time for her and I to part ways and it's not fair to anyone waiting for her to return to continue doing so, if anyone was. The problem with Hanbyul was that she was a muse that continually grew and fell based on her circumstances. If there was nothing to make or break her outside her work, she was doomed to fizzle and fade over time.

This page will remain up for the time being, as my growth as a writer is documented here and for the memories that have been made with you all.

Maybe she'll return. If she does, you'll be the first to know.

[gongjuz-archive-blog]

ok but,,, i want a “ i didn’t tell my family that we broke up & they keep pressuring me to bring u home for the holidays, so can u pretend u don’t hate me & come with me ? “ kind of plot pls give me

[asia247]

Park Han Byul: InStyle February, 2018

[justrpmemesandmusings]

Send “New Years Kiss” to give my muse a kiss at midnight on New Year’s Eve

[asy-byul-retired]

[With Hanbyul being married and preggers for reals, I kinda want to do something along those lines.]

[asyhana]

-offline

(Headed to bed. Replies drafted. Like for starters.)

[asy-byul-retired]

-online

(I'm going to grab my laptop and then I'll be on for an hour or so before going to bed. I'll do the couple replies I have and a little work on the directory blog and Hana's blog and then I'll try to be on after I wake up tonight since it's a night off. So, if there's any plotting stuff you wanna do here or with Hana & co, hit the tumblr im.)

[asyhana]

(Going to bed. Will be back later.)

[asy-byul-retired]

“Why am I so irrationally angry”

"Is it really irrational, Kyuhyun?" the doctor questioned, leaning forward a bit. "I mean, let's look at this a little deeper. Most of the feelings we feel are irrational really have valid foundations for us. Let's try and figure out where your anger has it's foundation set on."

[moretrashyrpmemes]

Anger Sentence Starters

“Why am I so irrationally angry” “No, Fuck you” “Go to Hell, prick!” “I couldn’t care less” “Maybe I am envious, but I’m still mad” “It doesn’t matter what you say I’ll always hate you” “Go fuck yourself, I’m not going to help you” “I hate you more than I can express” “You’re just a lying piece of shit!” “All you see is red” “Don’t get so upset over it” “Just relax, there’s no need to be so irrational” “It’s not that big of a deal” “Why don’t you just take a few deep breaths” “Just drop it, let it go”

[justanotherrpmemeblog]

Sleepy Sex Meme

Send one for my muse to…

✖ - nibbling on your muse’s ear.

⍟ - sneak under the cover and wake your muse up with oral.

♥ - roll on top of your muse and kiss them.

☀ - spooning your muse from behind, in their sleep, and grinding against them.

♣ - cuddle with yours.

♦ - crawl on your muse and pin them beneath my muse.

♠ - reaching down and sliding their hand between your muse’s legs

✔ - RANDOM (mun chooses)

[etchedstorylines-blog]

( after the break up aus. )

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etchedstorylines:

“i’m knocking on your door 3am in the morning but you’re not my friend. but i need a beer and possibly a hug because my gf broke up with me" au. 

“i am at the club drinking my sorrows away and damn, you look good. we should dance together to get my mind off of my ex bf/gf” au. 

“taking out the garbage aka old gifts and pictures of my bf and oh god i accidentally dropped everything in front of you, but wow you’re handsome so i don’t mind this” au. 

“i don’t really like you because you remind me of my ex but there’s something about you that makes me feel like i’m at home again” au. 

“we’re nothing but fwb ( friends w/ benefits ) but damn you’re friends with my ex? i’m out” au. 

“we just started seeing each other but fuck you’re my ex’s younger/older sibling so let’s not” au. 

“i’m playing a song that reminds me of my ex but the way you sing it makes me forget about them so easily” au. 

“you’re friends with my roommate but they’re not home and how embarrassing that you’re here while i’m silently weeping over my break up but lets watch a movie and eat ice cream to pass time” au. 

“i wanted to leave one last message for my ex to tell them to fuck off but oops wrong number, didn’t mean to yell at you instead” au. 

“you’re the only friend who stuck by me for weeks/months ever since my break up and i don’t know i’m kinda falling for you” au.

[justrpmemesandmusings]

Arranged Marriage Sentence Starters

“So…this is your place?”

“This is your room.”

“I’m not sleeping with you?”

“I’m not sleeping with you!”

“Well…I…uhh…I figured you wouldn’t want to sleep in the same bed just yet.”

“Do I have to change my name?”

“You don’t have to change your name.”

“I like your mom.”

“So your mom’s a real bitch.”

“I like your dad.”

“So your dad’s a real dick.”

“You live here alone?”

“Who else lives with you?”

“I’m a little nervous.”

“You don’t have to be nervous.”

“Do you know how to cook?”

“I’m your wife.”

“I’m your husband.”

“You live like a pig.”

“Uh…not you.”

“I’m glad it’s you.”

“You’re paying for the wedding.”

“I’m paying for the wedding.”

“My parents are paying for the wedding.”

“Your parents are paying for the wedding.”

“I like you.”

“I don’t like you.”

“I love you.”

“I’ll take the couch, you can have the bed.”

[rp-meme-slut]

Reblog if you don’t mind Pre-established Relationships!

And if you’d like, send “😍” if you’d like to talk about a pre-established relationship with our muses!!

[asy-byul-retired]

(Anybody wanna do something with Hanbyul? I’ve got a list of plot ideas or an open starter tag if you don’t have an idea or just let me know and i’ll look at your blog and think of something?)

[asy-byul-retired]

Summer nights were the best time of the year. There was nothing but faint sounds of nocturnal inscests chirpping greetings to one another, a cooling breeze to knock off a bit of the heat surrounding your face, and a sky that was lit just enough to enjoy the beauty of the darkened scene. Clothed in a baggy t-shirt and cut off jeans, Hanbyul watched her two year olds scream and yell across the backyard as they chased fireflies; their mother’s last ditch effort to tire them out enough to finally go to bed.

Ulterior motive though it was, it was a sweet moment. Mijung with a smile stuck to her face, breathless as she chased after each orb of light as they flickered on and off, Hyejung not sure which direction to run in, bouncing here and there in hopes one would just fly into her hand. 

Those moments were rare laterly for the exhausted mother and though she willed the girls to get sleepy, she also wished for this moment to be stuck in time, eternally running on forever.

[avtvmnwings]

Timid. Eternally timid. Bothersome. A little weak huh~?… But trying. He’d never stop trying. And tonight, a night when he felt in control, spurred on by the love of his fiance and Namjin back home, Hongbin let himself take a long walk tonight, pausing at a familiar face. He glanced at the woman as he was on his way to the park and then to the small cafe. Nodding a little to himself, he went inside, coming back out with two gently steaming to go cups. 

“L-L….Long night, Noona?” Came the soft yet deep voice, Hongbin leaning against the fence close to the woman, as to not distract the two young children.

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The voice was almost lost among the young squeals and demands the fireflies stop running away, but was surprised to Hongbin standing there, her smile growing. 

“The never ending struggle of getting toddlers to bed,” she laughed with a small nod. “But at least they’re having fun and it’s a nice night. Speaking of which, what are you doing out so late? Is it just you?”