Hell of Her Own Design

Jung Hana, 26. Dissociative Identity and Avoidant Personality Disorder. Alters: Zinger, Jun, Koei, Athenais, Tiger Lily, Dawei. Tracking: asyhana Current m!a: N/A. ROLEPLAY ONLY: Not the real Hana/Zinger Sideblog: asy-byul (closed)

[asyhana]

Quarterly checkin

[asyhana]

(Quarterly checkin how are we folks)

[asyhana]

(Checking in. How are we coping?)

[asyhana]

Monthly check in.

[asyhana]

Monthly checkin.

[letter-0526]

JEONGHAN

12.09.2020 (12:40 AM KST)

○ you’ve done well everyone

i’m really tired so i’m going to sleep early tonight hehe

sleep well everyoneee hehehe

[chengspirit]

[asyhana]

Quarterly check in. How's the world?

[asyhana]

(I hope everyone is doing okay during this crazy time.)

[asyhana]

Hi.

[asyhana]

(hi. my muse came back. hmu)

[asyhana]

oppa... I miss you

I’m here. I’m here. I’m right here.

[asy-minzy]

I’ve been having bad feelings again.

[asyhana]

Why? Did something happen?

[asy-minzy]

No, maybe just from being isolated.

[asyhana]

This place can really do that to a person….

[asy-minzy]

Stay with me?

[asyhana]

I might not be here all the time but for right now, I'll stay as long as you need me.

[asyhana]

oppa... I miss you

I’m here. I’m here. I’m right here.

[asy-minzy]

I’ve been having bad feelings again.

[asyhana]

Why? Did something happen?

[asy-minzy]

No, maybe just from being isolated.

[asyhana]

This place can really do that to a person....

[asyhana]

“……..The smell of antiseptic and sick can only mean I’m still here…….”

[asy-minzy]

“Still here with me…” Minji had stayed by Hana’s side until she woke up having found her in the studio. “How are you feeling unnie?”

[asyhana]

“Could be worse….,” she mumbled as she rolled onto her side. She didn’t even remember going into the room. She looked up, trying to put a smile on her face. “Could be better.

[asy-minzy]

“I understand that…” She agreed with a nod. “I’ve missed you though.”

[asyhana]

“Did you really?” Her voiced stayed at a mumble as she tried to sit up. “I wasn’t sure anybody did…..”

[asy-minzy]

“Of course I did! Why wouldn’t I, unnie?” She tilts her head curiously.

[asyhana]

“I don’t know…. I know you would. I missed you. But, sometimes I wonder.” She sighed as she sat up, knees immediately pulling up to her chest, though a small smile formed on her lips. “I missed you a lot.”

[asy-minzy]

“I understand, I’ve felt that way too.” She watched her quietly before speaking again. “Can I hug you?”

[asyhana]

“……I would love a hug.” She immediately opened up her arms and waited for Minji.

[asy-minzy]

She smiles, leaning over to wrap her arms around Hana. “It’s been a long time, unnie.”

[asyhana]

"It has," she mumbled, hugging on tight. "You've been good right?"

[asyhana]

asy-minzy‌:

asyhana‌:

Around? Ish? Its been real quiet, to tell the truth. Kinda creepy.

I would assume it would be, especially when there has always been other’s with you.

It’s just been me, Hana, and Dawei lately. Everyone else has been super under the radar…. 

[asy-minzy]

My family, I’m glad to hear you’re all around at least. I haven’t heard from Dawei for a long time.

[asyhana]

Taking care of Hana. He’s the only one she’s let near for a while…. She’s started coming out more though.

[asy-minzy]

That means she’s feeling better, right?

[asyhana]

I hope so. Everything is super dark when she’s down and it just makes us all feel bad cause we can’t really fix it. 

[asy-minzy]

I hope so too. I want her to feel happy again, I missed her a lot.

[asyhana]

I’m sure she missed you, too. Hell, I missed you.

[asy-minzy]

Of course I’d miss you too, but I remember not seeing her around a lot.

[asyhana]

She’s been in hiding for a long time, I know. It’ll be nice to see her up and about and smiling. If only a little.

[asy-minzy]

It really would be. It’s a lot quieter here too, I think it’s just us now. So maybe that would help?

[asyhana]

Is it really? I hadn't really noticed with the silence with the group but..... you're right. It's really quiet....

[asyhana]

(I've had a mentally bad week and some days but hi. Somewhat functional on creative level and sleepy.)

[kimseongkyu]