D-Don't Touch Me

Kim Minseok 3/26/97 164cm Male "The flames are warm, it's the skin that burns me.." : Haphephobic : Pyromaniac : Stutterer : Disclaimer m!a The Asylum

[bbhsthighs]

XIUMIN // The War: A Version

[asy-xiumin]

Uhh hey!

Anyone wanna talk to xiu on aim or kakao? Or one of my other characters? I actually really want to do this casual rp thing but no one seems to be biting.. after reading old threads I got a lil burst of muse and would like to get back into dabbling

[monster-xiumin]

Oh hey-- it's been a while

It’s been a loooong while– tbh since I have gotten older and have to deal with work and school, keeping muse for any character or rather keeping up with things on tumblr has been basically impossible for me. I do however miss casual rp on aim and kakao and all that. I miss creating characters and developing stories at my own pace and not having the stress of trying to get to a computer to make posts and keep up with the tumblr system.

Anywayyyys what I was wondering if anyone would be down for such casual rping? We can follow any character you’d like, make alternate universes, anything really. If you want you can link what happens to your main account or it could only exist in where we are talking. I just really miss how things were and would like to try to rekindle some of the love I have for rp.

I want to apologize to everyone I’ve interacted with, I know I’m terrible for just up and leaving but life happens you know? I just hope you are all doing well and if you guys want to restart or even continue what we had before, please message me on kakao, line or even aim.

Here’s my info:

Kakao- corinneah Line- white_rice_ Aim- monsterbaozi

[rp-starters-ask-box-fillers]

List of random M!A’s

Note: Mun has the right to decide for how long m!a will go on.

Two in one: Muse has exact copy of themselves. Only that clone hates and wants to destroy everything that muse loves.

Because I’m happy:  Muse must to be extra cheerful about everything and smile no matter what happened. They will tell jokes and will be happy to talk even with their worst enemy.

Grumpy cat: Muse is super grumpy and is rude to everyone. They will spout hateful comments to everyone, whether they liked them earlier or not.

Swapping places: Mun and muse swaps places.

A Change of Heart: Muse turns into an evil version of him/herself. (If Muse is already evil, Muse turns nice.)

Code word: Muse will kiss someone whenever they hears a certain word. (anon chooses the word)

Animal spirit: Muse will turn into an animal. (anon decides what)

Fish tail: Muse grows a tail and becomes a mermaid/merman.

Medium: Muse is able to communicate with spirits of the dead beings.

Talkative: Muse will say everything they think.

Crush it all: Muse has super strength, but can’t control it and ends up breaking things.

Chill: Muse is icy to the touch and can’t get warm in any way.

Coffee Bean: Muse is on a caffeine high and can’t seem to calm down! It’s even gotten to the point where they’re almost literally bouncing off the walls!

Doomed: Muse gets possessed by a demon.  (It can be a random one or anon can specify who it is)

Secrets: Muse must tell a secret about themselves every time someone asked them a question.

Strip: Muse has the urge to strip every time someone asks them a question.

Say my name: Muse will orgasm everytime they hear their name/Nickname.

Hall Of Fame: Your Muse thinks they’re super famous in a field of the anon’s choice. (For example: Acting, singing, science, etc.)

Wings: Muse grows wings. If muse already has wings, they will lose it.

Sloth: Muse becomes extremely lazy, they won’t get up for anything, and won’t move unless pushed or carried.

Stone face: Muse becomes emotionless.

[asy-xiumin]

-smiles warmly- Long time no see

*eye smiles brightly* H-h-hyung! L-l-long s-see.. t-time.. n-no!

[asy-jiyong]

I’d give you a hug but… -chuckles-

[asy-xiumin]

B-but touch.. *he nodded and waved instead before putting his hand on the ground and sliding it a little closer to you as a sign of their closeness* D-do wanna h-hug?..

[asy-jiyong]

If you’re comfortable with it.

[asy-xiumin]

*he scrunched his nose a little though scooted closer still, not saying anything but it’s quite evident he’s debating what to do in his head*

[asy-jiyong]

-watches you-

[asy-xiumin]

*he shut his eyes and slowly held out his hand for you to hold* o-o-only little h-hug.. h-h-hand h-hug..

[asy-jiyong]

-uses the tips of my fingers to hold your hand-

[asy-xiumin]

*only keeps his hand there for a few seconds before pulling it back into himself, holding his breath till the contact ceased so he wouldn’t make a noise* H-h-h.. h-how that?..

[asy-jiyong]

-smiles- You’re doing better you know.

[asy-xiumin]

*he opens his eyes and looks up at you surprised* r-really??.. I-it’s still h-hard.. s-still hurts.. b-b-but trying h-hard!

[asy-xiumin]

☾ - Taehyun

Send me the emoticon and my muse will react to your muse:

☾ = being found shirtless

@asy-taehyun

Minseok made his way down the hall of residents, pushing on all the doors to see if any of them were left open for him to walk in on his friends. It was sort of a game. Whoever’s door was open he’d stop in and pay them a visit. However, the first door he was able to push open didn’t belong to anyone he knew- Standing in the middle of their room was an unfamiliar resident- shirtless. Strangely enough though, this didn’t phase the boy in any way. He just pointed at the other with a curious expression. “B-bath time?..”

[asy-taehyun]

Taehyun blinked at him. He had just finished pulling up his pants as his door opened. He shook his head. “No… Can I help you?”

[asy-xiumin]

Minseok hesitated before lowering his hand. “O-oh..” He bit his lip slightly and shook his head. “I-I uh.. j-just looking for f-friends.. y-you-... d-don’t know you.. I-I um..” He pointed behind himself as if to say he was leaving to find his friends but now he was curious as to who the other was so he didn’t move. “W-who you?.. D-do they make y-you take baths t-too?”

[asy-xiumin]

♢ -Kiseop

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♢ = reading them a story 

Despite his prior resentment to having some stranger from the outside coming in to read him books, anyone who looked at him 5 minutes into the reading would’ve thought he was in love with the man. Minseok’s eyes were round and sparkling as he scanned over each picture on the page that was being held up to him. He was completely absorbed in the other’s words- at least until the story was over. Then he reminded himself that he was supposed to act tough and not so trusting of the stranger. He shifted a little in his seat and averted his gaze, keeping his face at an almost unpleasant expression. “W-wasn’t that g-good.. I-I read b-better..” He said with a bit of a huff even though he knew quite well his reading was still at elementary level.

[asy-xiumin]

☾ - Taehyun

Send me the emoticon and my muse will react to your muse:

☾ = being found shirtless

@asy-taehyun

Minseok made his way down the hall of residents, pushing on all the doors to see if any of them were left open for him to walk in on his friends. It was sort of a game. Whoever’s door was open he’d stop in and pay them a visit. However, the first door he was able to push open didn’t belong to anyone he knew- Standing in the middle of their room was an unfamiliar resident- shirtless. Strangely enough though, this didn’t phase the boy in any way. He just pointed at the other with a curious expression. “B-bath time?..”

[royalhighnessoflies-blog]

Send me the emoticon and my muse will react to your muse:

(or the other way around - tell me!)

✘ = hugging them . Δ = playing with their hair . ❤ = kissing them . ₪ = asking them out for dinner . ☀ = giving them a gift of ___ ( asker’s choice ) . ♘ = stabbing them . ♕ = bowing down before them . ♒ = lying to them . ✿ = buying them flowers . ☾ = being found shirtless . ♢ = reading them a story . ☂ = giving them their jumper to keep warm . ✎ = speaking in a different language . ✏ = teaching them a different language . ▄ = telling them a joke . ♬ = singing to them . ☹ = insulting a loved one . ஐ = slapping them . ✂ = threatening them . ❃ = dancing with them . ▤ = falling asleep on them . ☮ = waking them up after a nightmare . ♣ = discovering them crying . 回 = patching a wound . ✮ = stargazing . ▓ = caught stealing their belongings . ☽ = wandering alone at night . ♡ = complimenting them . ≡ = offering a place to stay overnight .

[asy-kyuhyun-deactivated20240304]

Minseok frowned deeply seeing the shiny ring sitting in the palm of his hand. He didn't know much about the symbolic meaning of the ring being off but he knew those words well. "N-no.. c-come back?.." He hugged his knees to his chest and felt his own emotions build up slightly as he saw his friend hurting. "I-I-I'm sorry.. H-he.. m-meanie.. B-big fat m-m-meanie.." He huffed and gripped onto his legs. "Sh-should hurt h-him.."

He curled up on the bed so that Minseok could come sit up without worrying about touching Kyu. He wiped his eyes so heartbrokenly as he sobbed. “No, he won’t ever come back.. Now the promise is broken..” he whimpered, watching Minseok get upset too. “D-don’t be sorry, Min. It’s okay, he can be lonely and mean somewhere else.. I kind of want to hurt him, but it’s bad to do that..” Taking the pillow from the top of the bed, he gently squeezed one side, offering the other side to Min to squeeze and hold. So that he wouldn’t feel so alone.

[asy-xiumin]

He slowly moved up to the bed though he curled into himself again from the emotions he felt. That’s right the ring was a promise- and now.. “B-b-broken..” He repeated quietly. He reached his hand out quietly as a sign to hold the ring as he listened carefully. “N-no hurt him?.. b-but..” He trailed off a bit. “I-I do it.. I-I hurt h-him.” He nodded and uncurled himself to make himself look a little tougher but he was still small and scrawny. He was quick to deflate however when he saw the pillow get offered to him. “H-Hug..” He carefully wrapped his arms around the other side and peeked over at his friend to make sure he was doing it right.

[asy-kyuhyun-deactivated20240304]

Kyuhyun stayed as still as he could, only the movements of sobbing stopping him from being completely still, trying not to scare his friend. “Yes, it’s completely broken, and I never even got a reason why.. Maybe I didn’t deserve one..” he whispered, before handing over the ring. “You can keep it, I never want to see it again,” he said as he wiped his eyes. “No no, sweetie, please never hurt anyone, you’ll get in t-trouble,” he said quietly, trying to attempt to stop himself from crying at the sweet offer. “It’s okay, just a pillow hug, not a real hug,” he smiled, letting Minseok hug it first before he would hug it and receive the hug by transfer. “Thank you, for staying with me, it really means a lot,” he whispered, genuinely meaning it. “I missed you~”

[asy-xiumin]

“Wh-why..?” Minseok sat and pondered for a moment over ‘why’ but he couldn’t even figure out why his own parents split up. He shook his head to himself to dismiss anything that would make Kyuhyun bad. Kyuhyun wasn’t bad. Not at all. It was all the other guy’s fault. “H-his fault.. H-he stupid..” He looked up at Kyu with slightly squinted eyes. “D-don’t care if I-I get in t-trouble.. a-always get in t-trouble..” He hugged the pillow tightly and even gave it a gentle kiss as if on the forehead despite the slightly angry look he held on his face. If Kyu wasn’t mad, Min was getting mad for him. “A-always stay for y-you.. M-missed you t-too.. M-miss lots of f-friends..” His anger seemed to die down as he now began to grow sad.

[frxmnxwxn]

“Are you insane like me?”

He bit his lip, not so sure how to answer that question, but he supposed he was, in his own way. After all, he’d been a patient here once, and just because he now worked here, didn’t mean he wasn’t still.. bad. If he forgot his medication, he could definitely be considered insane. “Y-Yeah, you could say that, sane with meds, insane without them, I’m quite… Moody and hurtful to myself.”

[frxmnxwxn]

asy-xiumin:

Minseok tilted his head, staring at the floor trying to wrap his head around the reason. He stayed quiet for a while before questioning, “B-but knife h-hurts..” He looked down at his own arms. Then why did he hurt himself to get his father’s painful touch off? That was toxic- He blinked as he realized he was starting to get lost in his thoughts. “N-no more kn-knife.. n-no more h-hurt..” He nodded softly before offering a smile. “F-fix~…”

Sungmin was Minseok’s first friend if he had to think back. Although there was a hiccup that brought some tension, Minseok always loved him. He was glad Kevin got the chance to meet him too. “E-es.. e-escape?..” His eyes widened and he looked around a little nervously. “C-come back.. c-come back f-find..” This was all too familiar to him and his own memories began flooding back. “H-hold.. t-t-tie.. h-h-h… h-hit..” He was now just spilling out those memories.

Kevin knew that his answer had been vague, and hadn’t made very much sense, he could only imagine what was running through his mind. “I feel too much emotional pain, you see… So physically hurting myself can take away the emotions, and physical pain is easier to endure than a toxic mind like my own… I’ve done pretty good so far, I’ve only had one relapse more recently, but nothing else…” He nodded glumly, knowing that the rest of his bad habits should never rise to the surface again, knowing he’d never be able to fix himself again if that happened.

When Kevin originally got to the facility as a resident, he’d been alone, and because he had no friends, he tended to act out rather violently in order to try not to relapse, but it always ended in the same result for him. He nodded as the other responded, “N-Ne, he broke out, probably because he knew they’d never let him out… He killed h-his b-boyfriend before me, s-so I hope he doesn’t ever f-find me…” He reached a hand to Minseok, not touching him, but showing him he didn’t need to worry. “I-It’s okay, Min, don’t worry. Y-You’re safe.”

[asy-xiumin]

It wasn’t Kevin’s fault but his words seemed to go right over Minseok’s head. He never really grasped the concept and there were some vocabulary that sounded familiar but never held meaning to him such as relapse. It was too technical for him but he didn’t want to show he was lost so he just smiled again softly and nodded. “N-no more... n-no worry..”

The next words the boy actually understood yet that was the bad part. He covered his ears and shut his eyes tightly as bloody imagines flashed through his mind. “N-n-no find.. n-no.. d-d-dead k-kill.. r-r-red..” He gripped at his hair slightly as he whispered under his breath, “S-s.. s-stop..” When he heard the other’s voice he finally opened his eyes and looked up at him with a scared expression. It took a few moments but he soon let his hands move back down to his shirt. “S-safe?...”

[asy-xiumin]

-smiles warmly- Long time no see

*eye smiles brightly* H-h-hyung! L-l-long s-see.. t-time.. n-no!

[asy-jiyong]

I’d give you a hug but… -chuckles-

[asy-xiumin]

B-but touch.. *he nodded and waved instead before putting his hand on the ground and sliding it a little closer to you as a sign of their closeness* D-do wanna h-hug?..

[asy-jiyong]

If you’re comfortable with it.

[asy-xiumin]

*he scrunched his nose a little though scooted closer still, not saying anything but it’s quite evident he’s debating what to do in his head*

[asy-jiyong]

-watches you-

[asy-xiumin]

*he shut his eyes and slowly held out his hand for you to hold* o-o-only little h-hug.. h-h-hand h-hug..

[asy-jiyong]

-uses the tips of my fingers to hold your hand-

[asy-xiumin]

*only keeps his hand there for a few seconds before pulling it back into himself, holding his breath till the contact ceased so he wouldn’t make a noise* H-h-h.. h-how that?..

[asy--heechul]

Minseok hobbled his way into the nurse's office, his head down to look as his busted knee. "N-nur-..." He cut himself off as when he finally looked up there was a new face staring back at him. Instinctively he began to shuffle back into the doorway. "Y-you not n-nurse.. W-who you?.."

Heechul was just finishing up the pile of paperwork he had for that day, when he looked up at the boy’s words, a gentle smile forming on his face. He stood up slowly, keeping his distance as he looked at the others knee from afar. “Hello there, I’m Heechul, I’m the new nurse here, is everything okay? Your knee doesn’t look so good there… Let me help you?”

[asy-xiumin]

Minseok’s lips curled in a bit out of nervousness, his eyes quickly scanning over the other, head to toe. So far the distance was a plus, the warm smile was another- but Minseok wasn’t going to just let the other near solely based on those two observations. He looked down and shook his head as he took another step back, his fingers twirling into the bottom of his shirt. Today was not a very good day for him, getting yelled at for another bath day missed, spending the day alone because his friends were preoccupied, and now falling right onto his knee after tripping in the garden. He certainly did not want to try to cooperate with some new scary doctor, he’d rather hide under his bed and mope in pain. Instead of walking back in he remained silent and slowly turned around to start waddling back down the hall.

[asy-xiumin]

Kevin slowly approaches you, making sure to keep his distance so as not to make you uncomfortable. "Hi, Xiumin... My name is Kevin, I'm the new warden here." He smiled warmly.

Minseok looks up right away once he sees you approach him, quickly curling into himself more and pressing his book to his chest. His round eyes scan over your face before moving down your body and deeming the distance safe enough to relax a little. “H-h-hi.. M-minseok.. M-me Minseok..” He nodded softly before looking down at his hands. “W-what’s war-.. w-w-ward-den?..”

[frxmnxwxn]

asy-xiumin:

He nodded again. “W-what about w-with boys?.. n-no Sex but k-kiss..” He tilted his head. “J-Jussi comes.. S-sunshine comes.. K-kiss.. c-cuddle.. B-but people with r-rules don’t know.. Sh-shh..” He whispered the last part with a small giggle, his eyes arching up with his smile. “Y-you kiss b-boys or g-girls?..”

He nodded quickly. “Sh-she is..” He bit his lip and hummed softly. “W-wonderful.. S-sister.. o-only sister.. s-so.. p-protect her.. l-love her..” He smiled and giggled again. “Mhm P-prettiest.. Y-you have sister?..”

He titled his head, thinking about the question seriously for a few minutes.”I don’t think there’s rules for boys, but there should be,” he said with a laugh. “Oh? Is he your friend, maybe your boyfriend?” He smiled at the thought, liking that the boy was able to at least be able to be close to someone, it was always nice to have someone to cuddle with. He giggled with Minseok, putting a finger to his lips as he replied simply, “I kiss boys… I have a fiance right now, we’re going to get married soon. We want to adopt,” he said with a happy grin, really enjoying that they might have something else to bond over.

He smiled at the mention of him having a sweet sister to watch over and take care of. “She’s your sister? I bet she’s just as nice as you, she sounds like a lovely lady.” He nodded sadly, “Ne, I have an older sister but I haven’t seen her in a very long time… Y-You want a p-picture of her? I always keep it with me, s-so that she’s a-always by my side.”

[asy-xiumin]

Minseok’s eyes lit up a bit and he couldn’t help but giggle more at the thought of there being no rules for boys. “N-n-no rules! Sh-should no!” He laughed more then tilted his head at the question. “J-jussi is b-boyfriend. S-sunshine is v-very special friend. M-most special.” He nodded firmly before smiling widely at the other’s story. “M-marry?? W-what’s adopt?” He questioned curiously. The other seemed really nice and the more they talked the more he didn’t feel so scared.

Minseok nodded firmly and patted his chest as if to express his duty as an older brother. He lifted himself up a bit, displaying a sort of toughness but it was nothing compared to his gentleness that was evident throughout the rest of him. “Sh-she is lovely.. V-very nice..” He trailed off a bit before widening his eyes and nodding quickly, wanting to see who the other thought of so dearly. “H-how come you n-no see her a-a lot?”

[asy-xiumin]

Kevin slowly approaches you, making sure to keep his distance so as not to make you uncomfortable. "Hi, Xiumin... My name is Kevin, I'm the new warden here." He smiled warmly.

Minseok looks up right away once he sees you approach him, quickly curling into himself more and pressing his book to his chest. His round eyes scan over your face before moving down your body and deeming the distance safe enough to relax a little. “H-h-hi.. M-minseok.. M-me Minseok..” He nodded softly before looking down at his hands. “W-what’s war-.. w-w-ward-den?..”

[frxmnxwxn]

asy-xiumin:

He left out a sigh of relief and let his hands unroll a bit from his shirt, smiling knowing he didn’t have to do those things. “W-well no s-sex.. s-so no rule..” He nodded quite sure of himself before watching as the other moved closer. He didn’t move away, just let him do as he pleased. “Y-yea.. r-really great..” He looked back up at the other with round eyes. “Y-you should.. M-minmin.. m-minpha.. Sh-she here.. P-prettiest girl h-here..” He paused. “D-don’t tell h-hana noona or m-minzy I say th-that..”

He chuckled and nodded in agreement, “Yes, you are perfectly right about that, no sex so there should be no reason not to bring her here, right?” He thought the boy was very sweet, he was timid and shy, but he came off as such a tender-hearted boy, doing his best to be happy and get better, he reminded himself of how Kevin had started out when he was still really sick. “She sounds like an angel, she is so lucky to have a wonderful friend like you in her life. The prettiest girl here, you say? I bet you’re right,” he smiled warmly, chuckling softly, absolutely sure he must be right.

[asy-xiumin]

He nodded again. "W-what about w-with boys?.. n-no Sex but k-kiss.." He tilted his head. "J-Jussi comes.. S-sunshine comes.. K-kiss.. c-cuddle.. B-but people with r-rules don't know.. Sh-shh.." He whispered the last part with a small giggle, his eyes arching up with his smile. "Y-you kiss b-boys or g-girls?.."

He nodded quickly. "Sh-she is.." He bit his lip and hummed softly. "W-wonderful.. S-sister.. o-only sister.. s-so.. p-protect her.. l-love her.." He smiled and giggled again. "Mhm P-prettiest.. Y-you have sister?.."

[asy-xiumin]

-smiles warmly- Long time no see

*eye smiles brightly* H-h-hyung! L-l-long s-see.. t-time.. n-no!

[asy-jiyong]

I’d give you a hug but… -chuckles-

[asy-xiumin]

B-but touch.. *he nodded and waved instead before putting his hand on the ground and sliding it a little closer to you as a sign of their closeness* D-do wanna h-hug?..

[asy-jiyong]

If you’re comfortable with it.

[asy-xiumin]

*he scrunched his nose a little though scooted closer still, not saying anything but it’s quite evident he’s debating what to do in his head*

[asy-jiyong]

-watches you-

[asy-xiumin]

*he shut his eyes and slowly held out his hand for you to hold* o-o-only little h-hug.. h-h-hand h-hug..

[asy-xiumin]

Kevin slowly approaches you, making sure to keep his distance so as not to make you uncomfortable. "Hi, Xiumin... My name is Kevin, I'm the new warden here." He smiled warmly.

Minseok looks up right away once he sees you approach him, quickly curling into himself more and pressing his book to his chest. His round eyes scan over your face before moving down your body and deeming the distance safe enough to relax a little. “H-h-hi.. M-minseok.. M-me Minseok..” He nodded softly before looking down at his hands. “W-what’s war-.. w-w-ward-den?..”

[frxmnxwxn]

asy-xiumin:

He nodded at the first question then froze up slightly at the statement. “N-n-no s-sex..” He bit his lip and looked away as his hands dropped his book by accident. It stayed on the floor however as he found more comfort in twisting both hands into the bottom of his shirt. He nodded softly. “V-very s-special.. Sh-she’s a p-princess.. l-like in book..” The way his cheeks tinted a slight pink would lead anyone to misinterpret his feelings. Then again that seemed to be a theme when it came to people he loved.

He smiled at the thought that the boy might have a lady in his life that he truly love and cared about, knowing that whoever she was, they were both lucky and would take care of each other. “No, don’t worry, no sex if that’s what you want, that’s just the way she made the rules, I think.” He frowned ever so slightly at the discomfort in his friend, moving just a bit closer and softly mumbling, “She’s a princess, hm? She must be so wonderful, I hope I meet her one day.” He smiled softly at the small blush, thinking he was so sweet when he seemed happy.

[asy-xiumin]

He left out a sigh of relief and let his hands unroll a bit from his shirt, smiling knowing he didn't have to do those things. "W-well no s-sex.. s-so no rule.." He nodded quite sure of himself before watching as the other moved closer. He didn't move away, just let him do as he pleased. "Y-yea.. r-really great.." He looked back up at the other with round eyes. "Y-you should.. M-minmin.. m-minpha.. Sh-she here.. P-prettiest girl h-here.." He paused. "D-don't tell h-hana noona or m-minzy I say th-that.."