I'm So Up And Down And I Love What's Not Allowed

18+ only!!!!!! 40 year old lost little (punk rock magical) girl. Bisexual. Polyam. Drug Person. Hard kink enjoyer. I'm growing old disgracefully.

[ataraxia-doll]

Things to know about me

Hi I'm HollyCat, and this is my general kink/personal blog! Harder kinks can be found on my side blog! I'm a bi polyam white trans girl from the United States (Central time zone), total sub and bottom, neurodivergent as fuck with multiple diagnoses, multi-drug user and recovering alcoholic, and perpetually unemployable (so any and all financial assistance is greatly appreciated! Cashapp is $aliastarlight66. Moots can DM for other apps). I'm so completely in love with my amazing boyfriend @puppytweaker! Might be looking for a gf too, depending on the time of day and who you ask. Not too seriously tho, and preferably a little closer to home. DMs are open to mutuals, asks are open to anyone.

What I'm into Hypnosis/mind control Orgasm control/edging free use somnophilia intox play (weed, amphetamines, psychedelics) corruption (make me worse please 🥺) bondage impact praise light petplay (catgirl) e-stim soft doms bruises, hickeys, and other markings breast abuse

Soft Limitsabdl piss

Hard Limits scat permanent injury

detransition/transphobia raceplay sissy/transmisogyny political play weight control

[tgirlgooners]

soapyfate

[cybervom1t]

sorry if i seem really clingy and needy and pathetic and lame </3 it’s because i am </3

[rain--harder]

[trainerslut]

Beg for it

[nerdmusk]

yandere girl who is very very bad at it

[nerdmusk]

"ehehehe....... you'll always be mine and mine alone, darling........ i-i mean if you're alright with that......... if not thats fine too......... i-i wouldnt want to be annoying so..........."

[still-too-small]

[justme--48]

[letztetraenen-deactivated202507]

I want romance. I want intimacy. I want the 4am love making. I want consistency, loyalty. I want the random looks of admiration. I want to know you’re just for me. I want date nights. I want love so pure and true. I want it because I return it.  

[d4ddys-littled0ll]

i feel like people irl don’t understand when i say “i have an intox kink and i want you to take advantage of it”

like don’t just ask me if i’m in the mood.. make me in the mood if i’m not🤭i’m just a drunk little plaything after all, why should i make my own decisions?

if i’m asked, i’ll say no bc i just wanna keep drinking. it’s your job as the dom in this situation to make me.. hehe

[halohypnotoy]

Credit: bearnosis

[narcissistichedonist]

pretty girls with an oral fixation are such perverts

they'll let you do anything to them as long as they get to suck on your fingers

[gentle-sadist2]

I want to fuck you hard enough to make you forget your name, then hold your face and remind you how precious you are to me.

[flesh-yyy]

ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ sʜᴏᴡ ʜᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀʀᴇ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀᴘᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴀᴛᴇ ʜᴇʀ,

ᴜsᴇ ᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴs ɪɴsᴛᴇᴀᴅ ᴏꜰ ᴡᴏʀᴅs.

ʟᴇᴀʀɴ ʜᴇʀ.

ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇʀ.

ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴍᴇɴᴛ ʜᴇʀ.

ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ʜᴇʀ.

ʀᴇᴍᴀᴋᴇ ʜᴇʀ.

ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ʜᴇʀ.

ʀᴇᴘᴇᴀᴛ.

[necromantickaiju]

[narcissistichedonist]

overstimulation that turns her into a brainless happy mess

aren't you happier when your brain is switched off, my darling doll ?

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