HALEY

Kansas ➡️Virginia Poetry// more like short writings

[noahkalina]

20181017

[octobers16th]

[zhuanghongru]

1400 year old ginkgo tree.

 地點：陝西省西安市古觀音禪寺 

Photography: Han Fei

[atasteofchaos-hazel]

0330

She woke up genuinely happy and within the snap of a finger all of the bad memories and torturing thoughts came in like an unforgiving hurricane, fucking everything good up.

[atasteofchaos-hazel]

1114

We can get drunk and you can finally spill out those broken pieces you’ve been needing to tell someone when you were sober.

[atasteofchaos-hazel]

0023

Laying in this cold empty bed where we once laid together is a different type of loneliness. With my head upon your chest and your fingers tracing a picture on my back of the love we once had. These thoughts run through my midnight mind and keep me up until sunrise.

-Hello morning sun, good night midnight mind.

[atasteofchaos-hazel]

1051

To go above and beyond for one and not recieve the same effort is a pain I will never endure again.

[atasteofchaos-hazel]

Figuring out all the flaws we’re both burdened with and to trust and fall in love endlessly with one another.

-where are you?

[atheru-s]

[infpisme]

[epicurialist]

| Epicurialist | Wheels & Waves |

[dosesxmimosas]

BIG MOOD: me + you + a cabin in the mountains, sitting in the hot tub, drink in hand, not a care in the world

[atasteofchaos-hazel]

0104

Watching the moon, watching me. Knowing she’ll be back tomorrow. Knowing that one day she’ll be dark and won’t come out, that sometimes she only reviles the parts she wants to show. I know the moon, and the moon knows me. But there will always be a side of her kept secret. For no one knows all sides but the stars.

[atasteofchaos-hazel]

0210

You didn’t treat her right. Not once did she ask for the moon and stars. Not once did she ask for anything that money could buy. Only human decency and basic respect. But yet again and again you failed her. She had warned and pleaded for you not to treat her in such a way.

Time after time you continued to put her down. Her bright smile, her compassion for others, her will to trust was busted down to what you saw fit.

You broke a true beautiful spirit, you broke someone who truly loved you. Who would do anything for you. Who kept your secrets. A girl who listened to you. A girl who cried with you. A girl who was vulnerable with you. A loyal friend, you broke & lost.

-in hopes to recover what you once had : good luck

[atasteofchaos-hazel]

0146

My guards are finally up, after being left on the back burner time after time. Why should I bare my soul with another when I’ve already been burnt.

-lesson learned

[atasteofchaos-hazel]

The more I open up the more I have to lose. And to lose you because of my past...

Would mean losing the very one thing that means the most in my world.

But how selfish would I be to keep you all for myself with out telling you what burdens lie upon my shoulders, the scars that were dug in my back, the poisons I’ve consumed to numb my soul.

- to be selfless, to be honest, to carrier my burdens not alone

but with you

[atasteofchaos-hazel]

1243

Finding comfort in the chaos that runs marathons through my mind at night.

-Sleep tight sanity