Two years ago I moved into my aunts house. Previous to this I had slept with seven men. I knew I was a demisexual hetero flexible. I met a boy he help me move into my house. He was 21 at the time. I was 25. We had an affair. He was psychic he could see things in the outer world representations of spirits. He was also a witch he showed me how to put energy into rocks. His physical representation in the in had wings. At one point he gave me his wings because I think he felt bad that I couldn’t be with him because he was married. One day I was watching twin flame revolution and they told me to talk to my shadow self to become a better person. I talk to my shadow self and apparently I talked to the wings which were not mine. The guy I’m talking about was raped when he was a kid. So his greatest fear apparently may have been being a pedophile and I think talking to shadow self/shadow working, is facing your greatest fears to become stronger? I don’t know why they did that but they said that I was raped when I was a child and that it was hereditary. But I had a fear that my father raped me and everything that reminded me of him had to go. I collected all my things that reminded me of my father and I planned on getting rid of them. Shortly after that I was having energy being radiated at me to be attracted to children. Later I would do the research to see what it meant to be a pedophile in a meant sexual fantasies, thoughts, ideas and I didn’t have any ideas, thoughts or fantasies. It only happened 4 times with a baby on a commercial. One with a 12-year-old girl at doctors office, I refused to look at her. Another time with the boy on a bike passing me by and then another time with a young woman who answered the door when I went to talk to the wife of the guy that I slept with. And then one day I had a massage in a massage chair at the mall and someone helped me get the energy that was radiated at me that got into me out of my system. It stopped after that. But not before I was brainwashed to tell the man that I was in love with that I was attracted to children. The psychic world doesn’t believe I’m a pedophile and it says that I’m not and that confuses him because of what I said in the real. But with my above explanation it wasn’t real it was psychic. It was a psychic attack. Now two years later I’m facing brutal torture and murder. They’re going to blind me. Cut off my legs. Cut off my fingertips. Open up my skull and expose my brain and poke at it. Take a drill to my nose. And cut off my lips. And stab me in the vagina and cut off my boobs. Because they think that I’m a woman pedophile. But I also did the research on that woman pedophilia is about teenagers not children. they trapped me in the psychic world and I have no way of stopping them from doing this to me. So any advice is appreciated. I plan on going to the psych ward and trying to stay there forever. To get protection.
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