-- Meme Lord Pun Lord--

AU Ven from Kingdom Hearts // Mutuals Only // Pansexual // NSFW may happen // Psychology and Pun Nerd // He can't adult save him // Please read the rules in Navigation// Account On Haitus please be gentle//

[atleastihaveaphd]

So this isn’t Vyach, but a friend of his. I had helped him do his icons and get their page together. By every means of the word he was a really close friend of mine. I know he hasn’t been on here in quite some time as an RP partner, but I know there are some of you on here that he was really close to or admired. And honestly you all deserve to know about what’s going on. 

This really hurts to say, but Vyach won’t be on anymore. About a little under a week ago they had made an attempt on their life and by the time his sister had found him, it was too late to do anything to help him. 

I don’t know really what to say beyond this but to say that there are some of you on here that he really cared about, and some he had even become affectionate towards. I don’t know most of your urls since he would give me nick names and terms of endearment but he cherished the friendships he had made on here even when he had left his blog. 

I’m sorry that this isn’t better but it honestly hurts writing this. Hopefully wherever he is now is a good place.

- Christopher Rivet

[atleastihaveaphd]

//Why hello there!!! I’ve been dead for over a year now? Ahahaha... Well I’ve recently been convinced to get a discord! If you want to chat or RP I’m Nyctech0#3649!

Also I might be revamping this blog again and trying to get back into the swing of things again.

[neighborlyarson]

I'm going to do it

I Have Concerns

[atleastihaveaphd]

This is how I come back to the world and I have no regrets.

[tsutomi-goshiki]

Person B: *does/says something extremely stupid*

Person A: I don’t know him

Person B: HA! he’s a liar! we’re actually married!

[lannasroleplaymemes]

Send me an emotion and I’ll describe how my Muse expresses it non-verbally.

Indifference Anxiety Frustration Excitement Impatience Boredom Sorrow Confusion Lust Disgust Exhaustion Panic Fright Enthusiasm Mischief …Or any other you can think of!

[rockinrpmemes]

REBLOG if you understand that partners lose bonds with your muse & your arcs together. So: you won’t pressure, annoy, berate, or hound them until/if they come back.

This is a promise that THIS mun understands muses and arcs go dead and it’s OK to move on! You can always tell this mun directly, but understand this is a:  [ NO PRESSURE ZONE ON THIS BLOG!!! ]

[atleastihaveaphd]

Silently walking into the living room from the bedroom they shared, Vanitas suppressed a sigh at the sight of Ventus still awake. Walking up behind him, Vanitas wound his arms around the blond's shoulders, his lips pressed against the shell of his ear, breathing softly against the warm skin. "Come back to bed, nerd." His voice was low and full of sleep and affection, pressing against Ven's back.

Ventus had been diligently studying for the past three hours on the nonsense that was supposed to be some sort of science that seemed to constantly contradict itself. He had all sense off time as he tried to make ends meet and information to make sense, but... he felt so stupid as he angrily scribbled down note after note and crossing them out as he went along. The warm sensation of Vanitas pressing up against his back and hugging him, along with the low loving voice soothed any aggravation he had as it brought him back to a sense of calm reality. At least there was something he felt he understood. 

The blonde smiled and turned his head, gently pecking Vanitas’ cheek. How could he say no to such a sweet voice? Maybe it was time to stop what he was doing and look back at this mess when his mind wasn’t this hectic. He chucked, his voice soft in response as he felt a warm bubbling sensation in his chest, “Alright, I will. Promise to hold me this close to help me fall asleep?”

[atleastihaveaphd]

“Do you think we’re in control of our lives, generally? Or do you think we just think we are?” //this dumb god and his deep ass questions, it fits quite well to him lmao

Deep Ass Stuff // Accepting // @solitu

Ventus scratched the back of his head he thought. The blonde could be hopeful or a complete downer. He had the choice of going either which way with his answer. But did he really have a choice? He stared at nothing as he attempted to focus and formulate an answer.

“We are controlled by our ideologies and our ties to society. But within those ties and thoughts we have freedom to do what we wish, however we live by them still for fear we will either be left behind, or forgotten.”

[angstmemes]

Deep Ass Sentence Starters

“When you think about people who have died, do you picture them anywhere?” “Sometimes it freaks me out that everyone around me has a life as complex and real as my own.” “Do you sometimes suddenly hear your own heartbeat and feel sick because… What if it suddenly stops or something?” “I sometimes just want something really bad to happen to me. Something that’s just really awful. I don’t know why… Do you get that too?” “I can’t stand the thought that I don’t know what’s going to happen to the world in hundreds of years.” “Does thinking about Primary School make you sad, or happy?” “Most pets we keep only become a fraction of our age. Do you think that if they’d know this, they’d call us gods?” “What are you more afraid of, space or the ocean?” “There’s no way anyone can tick everything off their bucket list. We all want too much. It’s frustrating.” “Do you think we’re in control of our lives, generally? Or do you think we just think we are?” “If you knew you were going to die next week, would you tell people or live the way you were till the end?” “I think most people remember the exact moment they realised they were grown up. Because of something said to them, or something they saw… Do you remember that moment?” “One of us is going to die first. Do you think we’ll still know each other to find out who?” “Do you think we’re all capable of murder when it comes down to it?” “I’m so afraid of the moment you know you’re going to die.” “Are there things people have said to you that have legitimately changed you?” “Why do people fear losing things that they don’t even have yet?” “How do I know you even have a consciousness? I can’t know.” “What do you think our purpose is?” “What if everything is just a coincidence? For instance: What if gravity doesn’t exist? Everything has just always coincidentally fallen to the ground.” “If nothing else, we at least won the sperm race.” “If you could send a message to the entire world, what would you say in 30 seconds?” “Do you think other people’s judgments motivate us or hold us back?” “If karma was coming back to you, would it help or hurt you?” “Right, we’ve probably had enough alcohol for the rest of the night. We’re getting way too philosophical.”

[meme-archive]

send me a ❖ + a question and my muse will be forced to tell the truth.

[loafed-beans-deactivated2020082]

When the whole squad is in on your shitposting shenanigans 

[atleastihaveaphd]

My IM is broken as hell but Hi I may have remade my Namine,,,<3 Love from Anna<3

//Anna??? Anna Anna Anna!! 

[psych-facts]

Don’t cry. Just be strong.

[unsaidhabits]

You never completely leave my mind. You’re always there, as thin clouds over my thoughts.

Raining over me

[superchocolatecocoabear]

Constellations

Your body speckled like the night sky. I want to kiss all the constellations. Making up my own along the way.

[hobwithluv]

im in philosophy and were talking about how you can doubt everything’s existence except for your own consciousness and the guy that sits in front of me just turns around tears streaming down his face and goes “i am on so many drugs”

[atleastihaveaphd]

"I can't sleep" Starters

[ contents below are super cute and might get a lil angsty! ]

"C-can you stay for a while?"

"Rub my back please?"

"Don't leave me."

"What do you do when you can't sleep?"

"Why are you still up?!"

"You need to sleep!"

"Do you know what time it is?"

"You should be sleeping..."

"Are you okay?"

"I'll get you a glass of water."

"Sleep with me?"

"Please stay."

"I don't want to sleep alone."

"I'm scared of the dark..."

"I had a nightmare."