⋆·····༺𓆩❀𓆪༻·····⋆ Atrile

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[atrile]

Welcome back everyone (ie, the two people reading this). New me is the old me so for renovations to this profile we have, a shit ton of mess, random references to fandoms I'm a part of and even more shit ton of mess. The mess is a pearl sized mess not an amethyst sized mess may i remind you.

For the 0 people here who don't know me, here are some things about myself:-

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Dni list :- non- Scottish humans

Please interact with me list :- deers, Scottish humans,💫⭐🩷 Scottish deers 🩷⭐💫

This account is not a safe place for :- People who like peas and talk about liking them. And EAT THEM in PUBLIC where even CHILDREN can see them

[smallpwbbles]

Happy pride month my peeps!! (Why the fuck are we half way thru the year already?)

[catdile]

[atrile]

Hello, daily check in :3

Due to me not caring about what I post anymore, there will be a lot of personal things :3

So this isn't just a account which barely reblogs and deletes the reblog right after. It's more lighthearted. More clutter accepted!

I also changed my pfp, will do that a lot for priDE MONth, buttttt i still am in love with my old pfp, so it will return soon!

[atrile]

YOOOOOOOOOO

original

[siffrin-enthusiast-deactivated2]

which mutual am i? ask game

[14-opossums-in-a-trenchcoat]

@atrile orchid and basil and mindaro and seafoam and viridian and lilac and merlot <3

[atrile]

@14-opossums-in-a-trenchcoat 🟠🟠🟠🟠🟠 TANGERINE, and Basil and mindaro and seafoam and lilac. 🧡💚💛💙💜

Azure, tangerine and lilac to all my artist moots, @soapflavouredsoup @creaturefromyourbackyard @myashmyash5

Breeze and Azure for @scherryscribbles

And Azure EVERY SINGLE ARTIST I FOLLOW

[14-opossums-in-a-trenchcoat]

If you ever sent me an ask I think about it and I'm going to answer it one day but I tend to be easily overwhelmed

[atrile]

Me and every ask i didn't answer (I'm sorry, I'll do it one day i pwomise)

[atrile]

H... H- hi

[14-opossums-in-a-trenchcoat]

Kentucky's yummy sauce

[atrile]

I'm so stupid i tried to like the 💜 -1

[14-opossums-in-a-trenchcoat]

I didn't because- wait why is my theme not cyber goth hold my smoothie I'll brb

[14-opossums-in-a-trenchcoat]

I'm a fool

[atrile]

[atrile]

H... H- hi

[14-opossums-in-a-trenchcoat]

Kentucky's yummy sauce

[atrile]

I'm so stupid i tried to like the 💜 -1

[atrile]

H... H- hi

[atrile]

My life is not on autopilot. I don't even have a plane. I'm in a car with the accelerator forced down with 20kg weighted cuffs on both my hands trying to drive in mountainous terrain. I was able to handle it till now, but the weight is just too much, i can't hold my hands up anymore. I don't know how long i can continue...

[14-opossums-in-a-trenchcoat]

You live in a bad environment. The problem comes from where and with who you live (mountainous terrain) and from the fact you aren't being helped regarding your mental disorders (20kg weighted cuffs). The problem isn't you. And it's something that can change.

[atrile]

Let's see what changes first. Me being alive or my problems.

[atrile]

My life is not on autopilot. I don't even have a plane. I'm in a car with the accelerator forced down with 20kg weighted cuffs on both my hands trying to drive in mountainous terrain. I was able to handle it till now, but the weight is just too much, i can't hold my hands up anymore. I don't know how long i can continue...

[stormysol]

Found an old Sif drawing

Kinda cute

[atrile]

Such a cute gooberrrrrr <3

[atrile]

It feels that everyone expects so much from me because I'm incapable of doing everything and it's all my fault.

[creaturefromyourbackyard]

Not very good at reading and comprehending so let me start last

Nothing is your fault. What is your fault? You havent wronged anyone!

And no one is supposed to be able to do Everything. And that doesnt mean your incapable of doin anything! You can do it! Whith. Determination✨ and time. Everything takes time and thats ok. Id sure know cuz i use FOREVER to do anything and even then its not alot of effort put into it :’)

And first\last. I do not expect things from anyone,not in the sense that i have low expectations, but in the sense that you can do what you want and take as long as you need and ill be happy for you! Im not bothered! I understand the need of peace and a break. I never get any peace here exept for in the dead of night! And everyone gets mad at me for being up late and not helping early in the morning. I nearly despise my real name because of how often its used just when there some chore that needs to be done. Im tired of being told to “male myself useful” and i cant even be angry because i Know i can do more, i should be able to understand and to help, but i somehow fail helping others and fail helping myself and im left with all of that piling up. Which is why im still awake and it past midnight. But its quiet. Its calm. And i want to be able to to give others (you) that calm too. Of not having expectations placed upon them.

I have a friend that lives a continent away , and answeres my texts like once every two months. Still hasemt read all the texts i sent em cuz they reply with an apology for not replying to my texts and then not reply to them. I would let myself get bitten by aligators for him. Because he is my friend!

You are my friend! And friends are friends through thick and thin! Thats what friends are. Or at least thats what i am. Good luck gettin rid of me, cuz im latched on like one of those aligators i mentioned earlier! 🐊

[14-opossums-in-a-trenchcoat]

Damian said it better than me, sorry for my short answer I'm sleep deprived and I can't think clearly

But you really haven't wronged anyone, what's your fault is just me being happy and that's not exactly what we call a bad thing. You put too much weight on your shoulders. You don't have to do everything perfectly, it's okay and normal for people to make mistakes. And I don't expect things from you either.

I told you that already, but you're not getting rid of me >:] I'm really stubborn and I love you

[atrile]

Dude, I'm literally incapable of reading all that. I'm going to save it for later so I can actually read it.

( it took me 4 minutes to write this )

[sexy-people-contests-2026]

Tumblr Sexyman Contest 2026 Round 1 Part 32

Darkstalker (Wings of Fire)

The 10th Doctor (Doctor Who)

Moondrop (Fnaf)

Remaining time: 4 days 18 hours

[14-opossums-in-a-trenchcoat]

Rip Darkstalker 😔

[atrile]

DARKSTALKERRRRRRRRRRRR

*clicks*

*looks at votes*

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[sexy-people-contests-2026]

Tumblr Sexyman Contest 2026 Round 1 Part 96

Macaque (Lego Monkie Kid)

Discord (My Little Pony)

Remaining time: 4 days 18 hours

[creaturefromyourbackyard]

PLEASE HELP MACAQUE WIN!!! PLEASE!!!

[atrile]

Oh my god this is too hard

[atrile]

It feels that everyone expects so much from me because I'm incapable of doing everything and it's all my fault.