fake-out

i just gotta figurе out a window to break out, buried alive inside my D R E A M S but it was all a fake-out, FAKE-OUT

[atvrvxia]

important;;

so this isn't easy. but after much thinking, i have decided that it's time for me to leave the tumblr roleplaying community. lately, i find that being on here is starting to feel more like a chore than an entertaining hobby, and it's time for me to focus on other things, mainly writing my own stories, focusing on my youtube channel and preparing for film school.

i've been a part of this community for the past ten years and it had its ups and downs, but i have met so many wonderful people and made so many amazing friends over the years. some i have lost touch with, and others i still talk to to this day. i'm so completely grateful to each and every single writing partner i've had on this website, for giving me the best memories, the best plots and ships. so this is my goodbye to the community, and a very heartfelt thank you to all of you who had welcomed me and written with me over the last ten years.

i would still love to be in touch, and so, any of my mutuals who don't have my discord, can private message me and i'll send you my discord. i will archive this blog, but i do have a new blog that's hockey and multifandom-based if you wish to follow me on there ( just shoot me a message if you're a mutual and i'll link you ). again, i can't thank you all enough for everything.

love,

bree

[lovecharged]

"no? and how long were you expecting to be able to keep this from me?"

[atvrvxia]

"IDEALLY, YOU would never find out," she admitted. "i wasn't.. expecting to stick around. thought i'd be gone by now."

[barkovsasha]

the oilers + being grateful for stuart skinner

[lovecharged]

"i don't know for sure, but -- it's worth a shot. at least that's what i think."

[atvrvxia]

"IF YOU think it's worth a shot... what kind of a best friend would i be if i didn't support you?" she asked with a little smile. "i'll help you out, if you need it."

[nuge]

when u have to stop ur adopted son (klim kostin) from committing felony murder on the dude who hit you

mcdraistin | round two | EDM v. VGK

[lovecharged]

"i know you'd rather to not ever talk about anything, but i happen to believe it's better to confront my feelings and concerns head on. i did not say i believed it, i am merely asking you about them."

[atvrvxia]

"OF COURSE i didn't sleep with that man!" she exclaimed, nose wrinkling in disgust at the mere thought of it. "i'm aware of the reputation i have, but i wouldn't sink so low as to sleep with him of all people."

[hudsonfaschinglovebot]

MATTHEW TKACHUK x LOSER

[lovecharged]

"you think it's that easy? it isn't that easy, tati."

[atvrvxia]

"YES, IT'S easy. you just don't talk to me. don't look at me, and don't even think about approaching me. that's how 'leaving me alone' works."

[lovecharged]

"i do not think it's a career-ending injury, no." sonny affirms hastily, not wanting her to be left with that impression for too long. "however, i do think you're going to have to be serious about the healing process. it's going to take time and i need you to take things easy so not to exacerbate the injury." he further explains, smile gentle against his mouth. "and come to me twice a week, i'll try and help alleviate the soreness."

[atvrvxia]

SHE'S INCREDIBLY relieved when he assured her that it's not career-ending. as long as she could still dance and perform, she would take that as a win. she nodded, sitting up straight. "erm... okay, i think i can do that..." her ballet company was aware of her injury and had told her that she could come back as soon as she got the all clear. "what exactly are my limits?" she asked, needing to make sure. "and i can do twice a week." she smiled up at him. "thank you. i know it's your job, but i really appreciate it."

[orangestudies]

Ashley Olsen as Jane Ryan in New York Minute (2004) has been my inspiration since I was eight years old.

[lovecharged]

"why ask questions you already know the answer to?"

[atvrvxia]

"BECAUSE I was foolish enough to think i still had time, i suppose. so... it is too late then?"

[armie-hammer]

[lovecharged]

the worst part was that it was so unlike him. usually, yusuf kept such a vice grip on his feelings, unwilling to expose them, entirely too scared of the consequences. this proved that he'd been right in that assertion, that being open and honest about feelings never led to anything good. anxiety pooled in his gut and the last thing he wanted in this world or any other was for kaiden to feel bad, or to feel uncomfortable. it seemed as though he wouldn't feel that way, but the fact he'd risked it had him cursing himself inwardly. he couldn't be more apologetic, he couldn't be more regretful. this man was someone he worked with, he should've never teetered over the line of professionalism, regardless of how well they had gotten on. "i won't need that, don't worry." he smiles gently, and tries his best to refocus his brain. they were colleagues and work friends at most and that was all they ever would or could be. "we're okay, i promise. once again, i'm sorry for stepping over the line of appropriateness. i really do hope you can forgive me, and you still feel comfortable working with me, too."

[atvrvxia]

HE DOESN'T feel uncomfortable in the slightest upon finding out that yusuf had feelings for him. quite the opposite; he feels elated. but as much as he wishes to take things to the next level with the man, he finds himself thinking about his job and yusuf's job. how it would look to people if they were working together and dating. some may say that kai had put in a good word to get yusuf the job, or that yusuf was going extra easy on him because of their relationship. he doesn't want their skills and capabilities to be doubted by anyone. he's already known what it'd be like to have people talk about him because of who his family is; his last name well-known within the entertainment industry. he refused to subject yusuf to that. "hey, you didn't... you didn't overstep," he assured him quickly. "and i didn't feel uncomfortable with your confession. i do still want to work with you and be friends with you... if that's okay," he added, a little shyly. he can understand if the other wants nothing to do with him. it'd suck, but he'd get it.

[mihaliko]

[lovecharged]

he beams, and his eyes look so much softer as a result of the authenticity of it. although buck was fairly sociable, he hadn't ever experienced anything like this before. he trusted robin, which made no sense and was foolhardy, but he wasn't one not to trust his instincts. after all, they'd got him this far. "i look forward to it," he likes the idea of doing plenty with this man, though he's grown accustomed to never, ever getting his hopes up. conversation seemingly flows easily between the pair, and he finds it comes naturally to him to talk about everything and anything without the chat floundering. "did you work it out in the end? if you'd rather be with him or be him, i mean?" he's curious, and a little jealous. weird, and entirely stupid and he's inwardly telling himelf off for it. to be jealous of a fictional character was laughable, even by his standards. "not to sound pretentious, but they're a little crass for my liking. maybe it's just not my humour," buck shrugs a shoulder, it's not as though he has any rhyme, reason nor right to have an opinion. to most people, he was nothing but a theiving street urchin, no matter how hard he worked on bettering himself. "they don't make me laugh, they make me wince uncomfortably..." he snorts, maybe his opinion would change if he re-watched them, but he hadn't been in any rush to try. "i guess i'm just not too fond of parodies, at least not -- that parody." it's only in that moment that he realises he's talking to a man who'd threatened him with a gun, because he'd tried to steal from him about nothing noteworthy at all. bizarre, but fun -- and almost exciting. buck hadn't known that life could be excited when it wasn't entirely life-threatening. not until now. clearing his throat, he smiles up at the other man, "if you like them though, i'd be willing to give them another go...as long as i have company." a brow cocks teasingly, and whilst he's fairly certain he'll never see this man again -- people never hung around for very long -- he figured he had nothing to lose by putting the idea of something akin to a date out into the universe.

[atvrvxia]

"LITTLE BIT of both, if i'm being honest with you," he grinned. "i like his decisiveness and his thirst for adventure... and he does look pretty good with those guns. although i feel we're too similar that we may clash..." he trailed off, a little pout. though as amazing as brendan fraser was and how handsome he is, robin knew what he felt for the other was just a celebrity crush. completely and utterly unattainable. whereas buck on the other hand... the chances of attaining him were looking pretty darn high. "'sides, my type has changed over the years. i'm more into charming pickpockets with puppy eyes, who seem to have the same death wish as me," he smirked.

he's completely fascinated by buck and how articulate the man is. "no, there's nothing pretentious about that at all." some people were not comfortable with that sort of humor, and that's perfectly alright. he wouldn't dare judge buck for not liking parodies: he didn't take himself too seriously after all. others who claimed to hate parodies usually are too serious. but not buck. which meant he was just more complex than others, and that only made robin interested in getting to know him. "i find them funny, but i wouldn't say i'd actively go and watch them over and over again," he admitted. maybe if he was completely bored out of his mind. "although if it means i get to spend more time with you, then sure; we can do some netflix and chill," he winked.

[centralperksource]

[lovecharged]

"stop acting like you know anything about me, when you don't."

[atvrvxia]

"YOU'RE RIGHT. i don't know anything about you, so just forget i said anything, yeah? sorry for caring, i guess."