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feb 16-20 maaaybe 21 🤭

so yes it happened on tuesday. it's been a reeeeal weird week. i think im grieving (obviously) but i also am starting to feel the burn out of all my homework a little ? but ? idk how to discribe it, it's like im still into what im doing, but planning about what i need to do im like .... this is so boring lMFAO

it was sad. i am sad. im not going to write what happened, but i hope everything i told my mom in comfort is true. i think it is. of course, i'm going home on sunday, so it's gonna be reaaal weird. im gonna drive home listening to the view between villages and sob my eyes are probably

wednesday i got the news aya DIDNT hire me. they just HATE to see an asian win 🙄 i literally don't get it, like maybe yes i can learn spanish and slap that on my resume if that's what i HAVE to do 🙄🙄 but fuck i literally deserve that position, i'd KILL that position and i am absolutely good enough for it. it's helping unhoused youth !!!! i don't know what it feels like to be unhoused !!!!! or be in fear of being unhoused !!!! but i DO know what it feels like to feel unwanted and abandoned !!!!!! and how it's LIFE LONG !!!!!!!!!! and guess how many asians they have employed. ONE (1).

i started reading my articles for 603 and honestly i got so much validation out of it. like. one said something to the effect of Asian adoptees might experience further isolation due to lack of representation in the media and community around them. LITERALLY !!!!! REPRESENTATION MATTERS !!!!!! I DESERVE TO BE THERE !!!!!!! AND IM FULLY QUALIFIED TO DO SO !!!!!!!!!! and this is whyn i can relate when doechii said life gets dark when youre dark like me

anyways what? idk class thursday. OH neosha and i also organized a little suprise bday celebration for raymond on wednesday, was so cute he loved it that cute lil fish man

but yeah class. i went to rowsters beforehand and i got called out for being a complicated regular lmfaoooo i said i dont like people knowing that much about me idk !!!!! but the girl on the other side was also an aquarius (even tho she doesn't know i'm an aquarius too lmao) so she either got it or doesnt give af

during class i didnt realize upcoming registration for classes was for the entire school year 😭😭😭 and i also found out all of my part-time colleague friends are taking summer classes 😭😭😭😭 so now i'm just contimplating taking out student loans and full sending it idk idk !!!! i dont think it's peer pressure but idk !!!!!!!!

i set up an advising appointment on monday like im finna talk ASAP girly !! i did get a call back from the bank man FINALLY so i'm getting some funds to help me finish this semster financially AT LEAST (BECAUSE I GOT MY FUCKASS PAYCHECK TODAY FROM MY CUT ASS HOURS AND ITS LIKE 200 LESS 😭😭), but idk ?? everyone has student debt ??? idk ???? i really want a good paying STABLE job and if i have to go into debt to get it maybe !!!!!

anyways, homework wise i only have to finish my media policy presentation and the policy debate presentation/paper and then i'll just have the final two papers left to do !!!!! like !!!! idk if im ???? cheating the system somehow or like ?? idk, either im hella on top of it or im the only one who's planned out assignments this way lmfao ! but im hoping tomorrow i can finish the presentation part of the debate assignment and take notes for my Already Finished policy in media presentation 😇 then next week all i have to do is read the rest of my readings and put those notes in zoleta and i would have accomplished everything i wanted to by spring break 🤗🥳

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feb fifteen

i said goodbye to the family dog today :(( he’s still kicking it for now, but it is the last time im gonna see that good il boy :((

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feb 12 13 14 !!!!

oh my god i'm really slacking arent i lmfao !!! look it's gonna be short & sweet bc i've just been on my grind lately !!!

thursday i had that phone interview with grcmc and oh my god it was so bad lowkey lmfao !!!! "tell me what you would do if you see a community member disengaged or anxious" mind my business wym ???? it's not my job to police autonomy !!!!!

but after that joe and i filmed are udhr presentation, took like a whole hour, and then 4 more hours to upload it bc my dumb ass thought a coffee shop would have good enough wifi lmfaooo

friday i had the aya interview and Ate DOWN !!! i really really hope i get it i know they saw me for who i am because i've honestly never felt more comfortable in an interview process before !!! if i get a job offer by tuesday i think, i can start immediately AND get the insurance benefits IMMEDIATLEY !!!!! after that was done i had like an hour before meeting with prof brandi about my paper. i think she's so cool, but idk she's not as engaging as i'd wish for? but i mean that's a me thing moreso than a her thing !! after THAT i drove to the theater to see charli's the moment and a fUCKING CRASH CRASH MADE ME 20 MINUTES LATE TO THE MOVIE !!!! so brat tbh i can't even be mad lmfaoooo

today i guess i really just had the day off. had a slow morning, went out with ryne in the afternoon to check out this new year event and just walk around. it was SO nice outside i do hope this weather sticks !!! can't believe it's valentines day today honestly lmao

but i took the "free" day because i only have 1 more assignment to do in 403 and 3 more in 410. i've been bustin my butt and i deserve a day off <3

if the universe doesn't give me aya i think i will descend into the deepest pits of depression, so universe don't do that to me <3333

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feb 1011 !

oh my god i decided to rearrange my apartment a couple nights ago since i got ahead in my homework and the bedroom is cunt but my living room is such a mf mess it’s making me crazy !!!!

on monday after work i called mom just to like check in since we didn’t hang out sunday, and she mentioned putting down my childhood dog in march and i guess out of all the other grief i was anticipating i didnt anticipate that ! it hasn’t hit me yet but i feeeeeel it creeeeepin in 🙃

the only other thing of note yesterday is that i did indeed buy zayn tickets 🤭🤭

today i finally caught up on all my adoption articles !!! and even wrote my 2nd theory paper !!!! tomorrow the goal is the two genogram/ethnomap assignment and stating that fuck ass city commissions paper

but ! i also have a phone interview at the media center tomorrow !!! im lowkey nervous, but idk ? the fact that it’s phone interview first is very … unserious to me 🤭 but i’ll take it seriously sure !!!

friday is the aya interview and i just really hope to god i get one of these positions i really need the money if im gonna be finishing grad school w a 4.0 !!!!!

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feburary 69 (nice)

okok look, my assignments have actually been kicking my ass BUT in saying that yes i am absolutely staying ahead of the game !!!

on friday (6) i went to rowsters like first thing in the morning i think i left my place at around 8:45?? whipped out an entire 6 page paper (accidentally made it 7 so i had to revise) in 5 hours 😮‍💨

afterwords around like 7p or so marie picked me up and we got fucking hot pot !!!!! bowels moved so good for the next two days !!!! but it was cute, so sweet to still be celebrating my bday, and my first time experiencing a hot pot !!! jaquari wasn't going to come, and i was like ok cool amazing, and then he did come, and i was like ok...cool....amazing....🤭 idk ?? it's so weird hanging out with someone that you know AS someone a friends' partner ?? cause like ??? what if yall break up (probably) ??? OR !!!! what if you dump your gay bff for your stupid dumbass cis hetero man 🙄🙄🙄 but whatever!!!! marie also told me that i have competition with a native spanish speaker, too, so i gotta milk like my ethnicity AND my future goals of "brushing up on spanish" lmfaoooo

saturdaaaaaay (7) spencer & i got brunch at san chez !! we even split a bottle like how adult of her. idk, i'm tryna get it thru her think dense mf skull that i moreso follow HER lead when it comes to hanging out bc she'll complain and COMPLAIn about everything if it's not her idea. i understand too she's got some at home family issues rn, but like the night before she was "mad" that i went to hot pot without her and she was like "we always say we're gonna try something new and we never do 😢" and i was like !!!!! diva !!!! that's your fault !!!!!

whenever i invite her somewhere it's either no that's my day off or no that's too expensive !!! like !! ok diva !!! when you decide you want to do something lemme know !!! and then she tried to defend herself by saying she said she wooouuuld've gone with me to the library and i was like full stop girly 🤚🏼 you literally also said it would kill the joy out of your day

i am not going to force you to go anywhere, you are a grown adult !!! and then i told her thats just the most recent example, like id invite her to the beach all summer and she got sick of that !! and guess what she said in response to that,,,, "i actually really regret not going to the beach at all last summer" lmfao !!!!! like !!!!!!! DUH !!!!!!! and i knew you would too !!!!! but guess what diva that's not my fault or really my business !!!!

anyways after brunch (oh and also she got me nia's new book!!!!!) we went antiquing where i got this cute brown pullover for $5 and some gold jewelry for tie/suit wearing. after that, it was strip club time with neosha lmfaoooo

we went to nice and naughty, and admittedly i was a little out of body (the women were SO feral like phone flashes were ON it was SO NOT god honoring), but i did get a lap dance and it reminded me of how fun it is touching men 🤭🤗 confirmed my idea of neosha, tho, which is delusional, troubled, with some deep complicated trauma SOMEWHERE lmao

and then sunday (8) it was church (where susie helped me revise that 6 page paper) and then kelcie had a cute little art show where i actually spent most of my time (and by time i mean like maybe 10 minutes at the show) talking to sari bc i didnt expect to see her there and i wanted to apologize/talk about the healing feast and stuff! i didn't go to my parents afterwords and it really did make me feel some type of way, but at this point that's normal (i think it's anticipated grief tbh)

instead, i went home, edited and submitted that paper, oh i also finished my udhr presentation bc of how quickly i finished the theory paper, and then spent the next 3 hours or so writing my article notes

bad bunny was so hot, the seahawks won, and i ended the night w a rearranged bedroom and champs 🥂

today (9) i'll probably do the same tbh lmaoo i left my living room a mess, and i finished my hw goal for today already ! i might start tomorrow's hw goal a little, but other than that i reaaaaaally need mr. chris from the bank to fucking contact me back bc my next tuition bill is feb 27 ??????? like ?????? so fucking soon ?????? and i highkey do not have the money !!!!!!

oooh also !!! my 2nd interview w aya is friday !!!!! speaking of money !!!! please god please saturn please energies who lurk !!!!!! persuade aya to hire me !!!!! so i can get a bigger check !!!!! and insurance !!!!!!!

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feb 4&5

okok i know i keep doing 2 days at a time, but grad school is kicking my asssss lowkey !!

i had my therapy sesh for thing yesterday, and that was pretty smoooooth i had lots to yap about that's for sure lmaooo!! then i just went straight to campus (oh my god after getting snow stuck for like 15 fucking minutes while trying to find parking) and prepped everything for my presentations that i DIDNT END UP DOING BECAUSE THE DUE DATES WERE WRONG LMFAOOOOO

so it ended up being a chill class day overall, but i met with joe a couple hours before class to talk about our uhdr project and do the maps and grams shit

during 603 i found out i got a second interview !!!! so once 610 ended (AT 8:50 🙄🙄) i had to go home and spend another 45 minutes on some whatever assessment tests. im pretty cock i guess !!! so !!!! i hope thats what they want !!!! lmaoo !!!

today kristen and i decided to cancel the road trip to ann arbor. i was looking forward to going, but i also didn't care thaaaat much because even though i found out my commissions paper's due date was a week later than what i initially thought, i still had that 6 page theories paper thats due by sunday. and, well, long story short i wrote that bitch today 🤭🥳🙂‍↕️ im killing it honestly !!! so aya better fucking hire me !!!!

my interview is next week friday, so probably the last interview ever idk. marie took me out to my first hot pot for dinner !!! and on the way she told me the one on one interview is more like one on 4 so that'll be interesting i guess. kinda like when i interviewed to become a shift supervisor at starbucks, semi-unserious lmao. but she also told me someone made it to the second round who's a fluent spanish speaker so ugh thats some real competition here. but you know what you can speak spanish as much as you want but can you be real with these clients like i can, and i mean really real. idk, of course i really hope i get it, and i am definitely not letting this insight deter me, but i do have to remember to not expect anything. even if i deserve something, it doesn't mean i'll get it

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febby 3 febby 4 <3

maaaaan my birthday was SO good !!!

started off right away w my aya interview and honestlyyyyyyy i killed that shit 👏🏻👏🏻 i really got the sense that the panel interviewers really just wanted to get a sense of personality, sense of self, but two of the divas came with the Utmost “professionalism” and the other diva was a little white 22 year old LMAO but !!! marie said she heard good things and that she also heard a lowkey hard no on two of the divas 🤭 but the panel interview was #3 of 4 i think ?? so there’s still a tough battle ahead of me !! i fucking HOPE i get a second interview email this weekend !!!!!

anyways after that i went STRAIGHT to the gardens to see my parents 🤗 the cafe was closed for some reason, but they had a lil kiosk and the food was good ! dad was in a wheelchair (bummer) but i got to push him the whole day (less of a bummer !), and we were there for like 3 hours lmfao !!! but i renewed my membership so now i can go there for a full year for free 🤗🤗🤗

after i got home from that i had like an hour off and i really didn’t do any homework !! it was nice !!! then i went to maru w ryne and the king, rynes idea the night before !! then after that instead of another dinner marie just came over and we smoked and shot the shit and she told me the interview tea 🤭

honestly SUCH a good way to spend my 30th, maybe one of the best bdays ever who’s to say ????

today i work, i mean whatever 🙄 it’s just work and i pray to gOD i get that aya job so i can get up outta there and get back to full time and insurance !!!! p l e a s e !!!!!!!

but i did do my homework goal! inputted notes & finished my presentation!! the fucked up thing is !!! i have a fucking 5 page paper due sunday !!! and another 5 page paper thursday !!!!! so !!!! horrible time to celebrate my bday weekend but a diva makes do 💅🏼

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feb first !!! (and second <3)

on sunday i fiiiiiiinally saw my parents at church and after church lmaooo !! i lowkey hate that church is starting to feel like a chore. like, not that i loved going in the first place, but the reasons i'm going are worth it to me ! i just really got stock in like time awareness on sundays like from 7:45-9:25 i drive, 9:25-12 i suffer, 12-12:45ish i drive, 1-4 i wait for my laundry

and it's a lot more fun than that like it really is !!! but that's what my adhd mind does and im like !!! trapped !!! lmfao

but anyways i got validation that taking some money out of my retirement account for tuition was a good idea! so hopefully i can do that by the end of the month !!! and even tho we lowkey didn't work at all, i did help my parents with some tech stuff so that's nice !! ALSO dad's health does seem to improve slowly but surely !!!! i really hope the tests validate the reason for treatment !!!

at 7 farida and i spent like an hour on facetime making time capsules and manifest bc full moon!! it was so cute and i know everything i manifest will come true in ways i like and don't like lmao <3

TODAY girl i got the confirmation i needed and it just validated that i am smart and i know everything i know it all !!!! YUP because i gut CUT at work i only work 21 hours which means i'm PART TIME which means i DON"T HAVE INSURANCE 🤗🤗🤗🤗 man fuck my job honestly, try and play in my face time and time again

Crystal was so sweet about it, and i know hr isn't really meant to be on the employee's side tbh, but crystal is so sweet and so genuine i really do like her and i know that these decisions aren't her fault. she even told me she's been trying to get me up in HR with her since august which is actually !!! so sweet and cool !!!! she ALSO said "off record, do what you gotta do. meaning if you need to go, GO" and i didn't say it but i was like yknow what i just might !!!! thank fuck i have a job interview tomorrow, and i have SO many connections at that job like not only is marie working their but her partner will be at my interview AND my co-worker/reference arsema knows the CEO !!!!! like !!!! i am a shoe in !!! plus i'm asian i deserve it !!!!!!

anyways, i JUST finished my homework goals of taking notes for one category of my articles (i read an article yesterday) AND i pretty much finished my presentation and made notes for the committee meeting paper that's due NEXT WEEK THANK GOD

so now !!! it's the eve of my 30th, i'm happy, i'm mostly relaxed, and i'm excited to see what I can do in my 30s! to be honest, everything i wanted when i was growing up i accomplished in my 20s - boyfriend - live in a city - work at a coffee shop - make films

i did all of that !!! so let's see what my subconscious conscious manifest for 30s <3

tomorrow i have that job interview, followed by lunch with my parents at the gardens, and dinner with marie !! very full very complete 🥰

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jan dies tonight !!!

man i am exhausted AF. BUT i just finished taking notes for ONE category on zotero and honestly ??? im like ??? in love w this software 🤭 fuck it takes a long time tho. hopefully not as long as writing note cards i mean like probably not right ??

anyways today was the drag show and i got to see willow pill and jaida essence hall !!!! it’s like a bday tradition seeing a drag race queen for free now so thank you world of winter 🤗🤗 i wore my shitty ass boots tho, HATE how snug they are they make my feet hurt regardless of the cold high key. i can’t believe spencer only wore like 1 layer of everything tho ??? like ??? have you never stepped outside in the winter before ???? (she did say this is the most she’s been outside all winter and girl if you like it i love it for you 🙄😮‍💨)

i also think i had a minor panic attack in the middle of the night about my hours being cut 😭😭 honestly thank FUCK i have an interview tuesday like Thank Fuck !!! honestly i hope i do get it cause aya does really cool things !!! but the media center would just be so up my alley 🤭🤭 tomorrow i thiiink im going to have to talk to my parents about taking money out of my retirement to pay for tuition because fuck im so fucking poor i fucking hate being so poor and i really don’t want to live in toxic stress so pls universe, saturn, uranus, jupiter pleeaaaasse give me money 🙏🏼🙏🏼

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jan 29 + 30 <3

my god today. but first ! yesterday 🤗

so i settled on zotero to organize my pdf articles and honestlyyyyyy it's so tea 🤭 i think im gonna use it as "note cards" instead of making note cards, but i'll still print and highlight the articles myself because i can't even begin to imagne highlighting articles on a fucking macbook lmfao!! i do have an ipad, and you know maybe i'll do it on there eventually, but with the keyboard case i have now it just would't be comfy (also only gen 1 compatible with apple pencils soooo)

around 12:30 i went to blodgett (for the first time 🤭) to join my parents for lunch! the environment was touch, my adhd wanted direct and my nervous parents were being so roundabout i was like !!!!!! stop !!!!!!! BUT i think the procedure was a success !!!! and maybe this means my dad's health will improve this year !!!! 🤞🏼

then i had classes- which is why i didn't write yesterday i was pooooooped. the first class 603 was chill ! i really like my professor, and she clarified due dates and assignment details thank GOD. we watched a fucking movie though, and i'm like ??? i took my addy for this ???? i understand if you don't assign it no one will really watch it, but at the same time ???? it's a netflix documentary ???? i can do that on my own OFF my meds !!!!!

the next class 610 was on zoom, but liz nick and i just went to the classroom since 603 to 610 are back to back lmao. found out liz is an aries which is SO funny bc EVERY aries woman i've EVER met has the same sort of deeper cadence/tone in their voice like they SOUND grounded lmfao !!! but other than that, i got organized for my group project with joe in 603 and with liz madison and james in 610 !!! we're gonna kill it all of us i know !!!

TODAY oh man today. i knew this was gonna happen, raymond mentioned it to me earlier this week if not last week, but my hours got CUT 🙅🏻‍♂️ fucking 3 days a week of work my ass 🙄 thank GOD i have a couple interviews lined up, and one even on tuesday 😌🙂‍↕️ but fuck do i feel poor 😭😭😭 i paid tuition today, 1300 fucking dollars. rent due on monday, another 950 ⬇️ i did find out and sign up for underemployment !!! like !!! what a concept, underemployment lmfaooo. this was my third time applying for unemployment benefits, and 3 IS my angel number so maybe hopefully this will be the last time !!!!

i just really hope god, daddy saturn, and/or father uranus help me out if they want me to continue my education bc i do !!!!!!

anyways tonight there's a ICE protest, tomorrow theres the free drag show followed immediately by another ICE protest, so at least my bday weekend will consist of something fun !!

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jan two eight

i’ve literally forgotten it’s 6 days away from my bday !!! omfg !!! lowkey it really is gonna feel like just another day, which is actually even more lowkey depressing, but idk 🤷🏻‍♂️ im seeing willow pill & jaida essence hall this weekend !! probably going to get brunch too. & going to a strip club next weekend lmfao ! i also already bought tickets to see the maine in april as my bday present !! so if it’s a lowkey that’s ok w me 😌

i picked up arsema 2day before work and idk she’s cool she’s a friend for sure ! i’ve never really stayed in touch w coworker friends tho (even tho they stay in touch w me) so maybe that’s why im feeling hesitant to say? or maybe it’s my avoidant attachment style 🤪

i also got hella organized today ! talked w the intern, she’s a grad student second semester ever like me ! gonna be a dietician, and hopefully privately which i had no idea was a thing but that’s so cool !! i don’t think anything is due for either of my classes tomorrow (besides the paper i already turned in) so hopefully !! it’ll be chill !! goals are organize my calendar & reminders to get my class schedule in order (this is gonna have to be permanent for me so we gotta lock it in), and then idk ?? organize my articles but like ?? 1/2 of me wants to scan in the ones ive highlighted & the other have thinks thats a complete waste of time ?? the alternative is just downloading the remainding pdfs to my mac but ?? i feel like there has to be an easy non-download-this-app way to be able to organize my readings better ?? ideally one that’s accurate to the title and that could also like be searchable via author notes or something ??? i hate to say it but maybe an ai where i can be like what article talked about the operation kiddy car and bam it’s this one 😬

i mean whatever ai is staying whether we like it or not and it can be used for help as much as it can be used for harm (ART) the problem is that social media has generatively reduced everyone’s media literacy via diminishing attention spans !! nobody thinks critically anymore bc nobody 1. cares 2. has the attention span long enough to think critically !!! and everyone gets away with it !!! the way all of my papers are communalizing lmao !!

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jan 2 7 !

wow another snow day !!! so far i've literally only worked twice in 2 weeks lmfao !! thank god i get paid for it !! i went to lantern (BIG MISTAKE) & invited arsema to join if she wanted to bc she told me yesterday she loves it there lmao. some weirdo guy was there but luckily he didn't talk to me !! he tried it !!! but my energy said no 🙅🏻‍♂️

& i didn't realize it, but after i left lantern to go to rowsters (OH AND TO BUY A NEW VAPE I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD GOD WAS FUCKING TESTING ME THIS MORNING ALL I WANTED TO DO WAS TAKE OUT MY RECYCLING AND WALK TO A COFFEE SHOP TO DO HOMEWORK AND GOD MAKES ME WASTE A WHOLE FUCKING HALF HOUR BC I FUCKING !!! LOST MY VAPE !!!! AND GOD KNOWS THAT WAS GOING TO BE MY LAST ONE DEADASS LIKE IT WAS STILL BRAND-FUCKING-NEW BUT NOOOOOOO THAT BITCH INCONVENIENCES ME ONE TOO MANY FUCKING TIMES & ALSO MONEY IS JUST A CONCEPT) i read 12 articles 🤗 all centered around adoption, and i have ONE more to read before i FEEL like i can call it quits and FINALLY start my homework lmao !! thank god i had already written a paper fro 610 last week (or the week before ?) because that bitch is due on thursday ??? already ???? yes i did turn it in 🙂‍↕️ i was like the only one at rowsters for a minute i was soooo self counscious but i asked the girl working if she wants to go home like i real Leave but she was chill. i dont think she was actually, but i don't care i asked and she answered if what she said wasn't true then she's a liar 🤗

also. ugh. i miss tiktok 🥲

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jan. 26 :o

ribs by lorde came on shuffle when i went to take a shower today. and spencer asked if i had any plans for my bday yet. i don’t !! i never do !! don’t pressure me !!!!

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jan 25 !!

it's cold af outside !!!!!!!!

nothing much happened today, too lmfaooo. i'm really just trying to crank thru all of those fucking articles i printed yesterday lmao!! i'm absolutely doing this to myself, but the academic asian in me really loves it idc !!

i've been really thinking about reaching out to an asian adopted therapist, but idk. like,,,, it honestly would be so cool to see one and be able to talk openly and not wonder if i'm being empathetically understood or not. but !! i love my girl rachel, and i'm too poor to do both probably. idk too because another idea i had was more so like team up and conquer the world together lmao !!! maybe !!!

i didn't go to my parents after church today, AND i didn't go out to a coffee shop to do work because i had like 2 weeks worth of laundry lolol but ! i did accomplish 8 readings !!! idk how many is left, at least 10-15 probably tho lmfao. my goal this week (perferabbly by wednesday !!!) to get those done and THEN i can finally start organizing and fucking DOING those assignments lmaooooo

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jan 24 !!!!! 24 !!!!

i have a headache from all this cold and i am tired bc i read all of my 610 papers at rowsters today 🤗

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jan 23 !!!!!!!

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jan jan (22)

WOW I GOT AN EMAIL FROM WORK & I HAVE NO WORK TOMORROW WE ARE CLOSED 🥳

i didn't work today too bc of class, but i only had 1 and it was online so easy peasy!!!! i woke up in go mode tho, FINALLY went to rx to fix my glasses before heading to rowsters to do more work. rowsters is lucky they're the closest shop to me bc they're atmosphere is very mid lmao

BUT during class we went over the university's database and i actually found like 8 more articles i'm interested in LMAO, so my plan is tomorrow finish reading the one's i've already printed for 603, saturday do the same but for 604, and then print out the new material i'm interested in for next week

i should probably start taking note cards too, but idk, the topic of generational trauma and transracial adoption is veeeery close to me so a lot of what i'm reading is either common sense or i can't believe nobody knows this LMAO

it's supposed to be heeeeellla fucking cold tomorrow tho, and if no coffee shops or anything is open idk what i'm gonna do i fr cannot/will not focus/study at home 😭😭

also i think i will just have to accept that i'll be posting these daily musings on top of each other cause i aint go no time or motivation to organize my queue rn </3

peace love happiness

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