they/xe/ce

DNI anyone who knows me/srs

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INTRO POST!

the name's lemon, this is my vent blog

nonbinary, vegan, proshipper, sharing dazai selfshipper. dont tell me life is beautiful when i say i want to kms. i dont seek help

i'll probably post about my fave characters and otps here. profic included!

i did make this blog when i was mega suicidal.. but i'm not mega suicidal anymore. it's still a very nice blog

cr: 𝕽𝖚𝖓𝖊. (pixiv), uranusmeoww (tg), みずっぽい (pixiv)

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cg: soooo today is the spend all my money on toys day

me: spend all your money in toys day!? awesome!!!

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ima self centered content creator ouhhhhh yyyeeaaaaaaaaaaa fuck meeeeeee ahahahah im so stoopid amd edgy

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i feel wweeeeeiredddd i wanna pee but i cant uoojhhhuhhhh hahaha oakakygghhg ... lllllllo

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i want to share yet i dont wanns be vulbenrvrable

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oh fuck me im gonna tell you everything. so there's a project ive gotta do to get my fricking diploma. and i was told it's mandatory. im not sure. i dont know. will it affect me ? oh god. i did something and it's so gorrible. it's sp awful. i hate the draft that is my project. it's so bad. i want to make another but i cant reach the professir i need for this. am i cooked. is my life over. i feel so stupid and unproductive

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transsuicifal

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Performative male Osamu Dazai

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gorgeous in any attire

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imso fucking greedy i want somebody i can text all the time. wouldn't it be awesome to talk to sombody

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i am scared and i am going to shit myself

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wougdu still love me if i was a wom

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dang im so fucking mid

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im such a fucking person please ugh noooo aaaaa fuxk meeeee aaaaaaa helbbbbb nsjsabdbsbsnssn hshsgshshshhsshhshs

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i don't want the hugs to ever end and the kisses to ever end. i want to be complimented and i want to be loved. i want to be a priority. i want to be given gifts. i really want gifts. i want to tell things. i want to tell them repeatedly. i want to keep telling one story every day.

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i want a hug and a kiss and a talk and i know i've had a talk recently i just want more. i really want some more. i just want a little love

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boy i wish i had a chance

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it's either very late in the night or very early in the morning. im up thinking about stuff

for some reason i feel lonely again. i feel like i want somebody to get closer to. im not that close with my parrner and actually i have many friends but i want to be more open i guess?? i don't know what i want. it's just very very late. and dang i miss being dependant on somebody