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Audrey P. 💙 she/her // tma oc ask blog,,💭

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Hello-? This is on righ- yeah!

Hi! My name is Audrey, Audrey Provenza.

I assumed I could use a space to put all my thoughts into. Because let's be honest,,, I have plenty!

I enjoy music, movies, I sometimes dapple in conspiracies.

Dumb theories are fun! Not sure I believe in every single one, but who does? Hearing the shit people come up with is fun!

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What else am I supposed to say..? Oh well.

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☆ OOC

Clarifications - boundaries - exposition

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This is a self insert oc ask blog ☁️

I plan to divide this into two Audreys soon!! Lonely/Vast Aud and past Aud! Which is who we have currently.. when that does happen, feel free to specify which you'd be referring to in asks :3

Keep asks SFW I'm fine with slightly suggestive if it's other minors, but I'd rather not! Tread lightly..

This is half tape recording logs and half Audrey texting !! If there's a click, it's a transcript :] Audrey responds by typing

(I want an excuse to use her silly emojis and quirks when texting)

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This blog may include heavy topics like death, disassociation, and, in general, horror topics.

Audrey Ann Provenza, a library assistant under Mildred, [ @charlottes-charlatan ], the Magnus Institute. Having been lost to the vast loneliness that is her existence, she finds herself drifting between ground and sky. Left to perceive company in the figures of the fog.

This is for fun!! There is a goal and a possible plot, but I just enjoy playing my baby :) I love roleplaying, and I love questions, so why not make an ask blog !! Have fun, go crazy, I'll try my best!!!

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Audrey is in her 20s and is bisexual !

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My main account is @inkadoodlez, where I post art and other shenanigans!! Sometimes.... yeah..

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Sometimes, it feels like I'm seeing everything from above. Everything happening in my life is just a little model figurine I get to watch from a distance. That little toy isn't me.. I'm out here.

Those hands aren't mine. They're tending to books, my hands just wouldn't.

My hands create warm, comforting songs.

Those eyes, they look upon a world of dusty grays. My eyes..

Sees a wonderful world of saturation and excitement.

There is no heart in that chest. It still lies with me, the observer.

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It's getting hard to think. Maybe I need more sleep? Less sleep?? It's so hard to focus, and time is going by too fast.. I feel so out of it :(

Sometimes, I show up to work on days off because I didn't know what day it was.

Maybe I need to go to the doctor..

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Gotta be a bit more careful with what I post.. haha.. my boss is here now..

I'm so scared please don't fire me Milly..

I like the job!! As much as I complain.. I'M JUST A COMPLAINER I SWEAR!!

[charlottes-charlatan]

@aud-bal1 I see you on your phone, my office please.

This was in the pile of books you returned to me for sorting, I severely hope you placed this in the wrong pile.

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Oh my, ☹️

Sorry, Milly :( I've been a bit scatterbrained recently! See you in a bit.. 😿

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I don't know what it is; but the archives freak me out. Every time I'm alone, I feel like something is peeking at me from around a corner.. it feels too open and it feels too cramped all at once.

It also REEKS of coffee, old crusty book smell, and dust.

Everyone is anti-social, too!! No one wants to talk, and everyone looks at me like I'm crazy for wanting some company in this creepy ass place.

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I've never met Jonathan until recently. He reminds me of Aakriti.. all business. [She sighs] I tried joking with him and-...... it did not go well..he just stared at me!! Why does no one appreciate puns anymore!!

I need to stop embarrassing myself with folks I probably have to see more than once!!

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Hello audrey, it's mildred. Will left his account logged in when he left work, and I would like you to know; the institute special orders many books for it's vast catalog, as well as artifacts that elias has trusted me to pick up as, quote, "it would be no trouble." Many of the people selling these vastly important items request specific meeting locations, and have even more specific qualifications for selling. :)

I hope this satiates your curiosity. And do keep from gossiping about you're coworkers, yes?

Yes ma'am.......

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Sorry, Milly.. :[

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I forget I have to do this sometimes.. Hello!

Life update!

Milly has been increasing the workload since two folks left? Got fired? I'm not entirely sure! But there's not enough people..

But! Who knows.. she might be doing something out there,

She keeps leaving for some reason? It would be helpful if she stuck around and helped with the work..

I dunno! Too scared to ask.. haha..

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I keep buying acrap booking stuff, but it's too pretty to use!!

What if I mess them up?? I got some really pretty bird and fish cutouts years ago, and they've just been floating around... I hope I can find the confidence to use them.

How am I even supposed to use them... what are these for???? 😿

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Everyone seems to have like... at least one good ghost experience!

When is it my turn..

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Got a Kindle recently, I like it a lot! It fits in my purse nice and easy. I got the king in yellow for a couple of cents since a lot of folks seem to like it!

I've gotten through a few chapters, and it's a bit of a hard read, but it's interesting. I should pick up more old literature!

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Hello, um... awkward question. But do you like the lonely? I was stuck in it for a while and it feels odd to see an active avatar, I don't know.

- @entitylover99

Hm?

Oh, I dont really.. enjoy being lonely..? No one really does, I dont think. If that's what you're asking? Though the quiet is nice sometimes. It's about a nice healthy mix.

It can get too quiet sometimes.

yknow?

I'm sorry, I'm a bit confused about your wording? I think you added an extra "the",, sorryy!!

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I should pick up piano again. I haven't had the motivation to play in a good while. It's strange. It used to be the only thing I wanted to do.

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I like birds, but I can't help but feel like the crows know something. They look at me like they do.

Sorry for not posting, I had to pick up my work load because I've been slacking too much. I don't want Milly firing me- or worse. Getting mad.

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Sometimes, when I'm sitting in my office, I'd find I had blanked out, and hours had gone by. Odd.

Hope they don't notice I'm not getting much done..

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I catch myself wanting to watch the tinkerbell movies sometimes.

God, I'm such a loser. Someone hit me with their car