#the lonely

[rainbowsandfuckcakes]

There's nothing more lonely than waking up one day remembering you were once alone and lonely in the world, met someone who made you feel seen and loved, and now they're gone.

It's a different kind of loneliness. You live your life surviving off of the crumbs left on the table you once shared.

I am utterly, biblically, and unfathomably alone, and I'm afraid this is how I'm simply meant to live my life. The lonely must have already taken me I just didn't know it. Maybe I am already living my greatest fear. Perhaps this is me trapped in the alternate universe where I am unseen, unloved, and unheard.

[jackalop3]

Forsakentry

(for-sake-entry)

when someone feels a connection to fog being forgotten, being alone, large empty rooms, or silence

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inspired by The Lonely fear entity in The Magnus Archives -⭐

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[arctic-hands]

@sirmarsian I just got to episode one seventy and I am NOT okay 😭😭😭

[onyxthewatcher]

If you could be an avatar from any fear in TMA what would you be

The lonely.

I just isolate myself a lot, and i mean a LOT. it's basically my default response to anything happening to me

[the-vast-offical]

fine, if you and the buried won’t get together, than what about you and the lonely? i think you two would get along quite well!

Hmm..... well, I don't really do romance, but @the-lonely-official and I are friends!

[locallyramifiedprime]

I used to always think that the Magnus Archives fear entity I was most aligned with was the eye, probably some combination of wanting to see myself in Jon, and thinking that as a curious academic who seeks out more and more knowledge, that it was the natural fit.

I’m coming to realize that I’ve always been called to the lonely and the vast though. The ocean and the sky both call to me and always have. It’s been years since I’ve been able to, but flying/sailing single person planes and sailboats is some of the most relaxing stuff I’ve done. I could lose my self in time just staring into the sky day or night or into the waves. The first and only repeated dream I’ve had, over a decade ago, was just an endless storm in all directions with me floating in the center of it all.

Not really sure what to do with this realization. I do also frequently feel the isolation of it, which is something I’m trying to work on in myself. But I think even if I don’t feel the isolation, that call to be alone would still feel like a positive thing.

[virtualplume]

The urge to draw Tim sitting in fog.. aurghh..

My emotional masochism should be studied