degausser

❝ ◑ · some say the future looks bleak; i chose to view things different. never was one to s h y from a challenge, always BELIEVED that success was imminent. i guess that f u e l s the desire, the need to win as we travel this path so i'ma do anything that’s required and breathe each breath as if it’s my l a s t.

[jasperaltieri-blog]

          ‘ ––– what ? johnny, i’m sorry. i –– uh, i didn’t know.’

[audxciious]

     ‘ she was IT, you know. she was the last thing i had keeping me sane. ‘

[jasperaltieri-blog]

          ‘ … johnny, that makes zero sense. until who says sorry ? the people you’re picking fights with ? ’

[audxciious]

     ‘ whoever killed my sister, okay ? someone stabbed her and i’m gonna find who did it, beat them until they plead and apologize, then i’m gonna stab them  JUST LIKE  they did her and leave them to die. ‘

[avvius]

‘ well, you said you hadn’t been eating properly. as in LONG TERM. i don’t know, you look —- bonier. skinnier! and i don’t mean to insult you, i promise! i’m just … a little worried, is all. ’

[audxciious]

     ‘ it’s not that long term. two weeks, maybe. i’m just --- i’m--... my sister’s dead. ‘

[jasperaltieri-blog]

         ‘ so, what ? this is what you do now ? you go around starting fights ? what exactly does that achieve ?  ––– other than self destruction, and potentially seriously hurting yourself and other people. ’

[audxciious]

     ‘ yeah, jasp. this is what i’m DOING now. i’m fighting whoever i can until they say sorry. ‘

[acnigma-deactivated20190823]

       ‘ she’s —- . . she’s my; she’s none of your busines! & doesn’t like to be questioned. neither do i, by the way. no labels. RIDDLE ME THIS:  a woman shoots her husband, then holds him under water for five minutes. a little while later, they both go out and enjoy a wonderful dinner together. how can this be?’  

[audxciious]

     ‘ ---- okay, noted. i won’t ask questions about her, then. uh... she takes the  DEAD BODY  on a date ? ‘

[complcxum]

        ‘ —— . . WHAT? johnny, i’m so sorry. if theres anything i can do; i’ll do it. you’re a part of my life, my family & i STAND UP for them. ‘ 

[audxciious]

     ‘ yeah, what you can do ? what you CAN DO is, if you find whoever it was that killed my sister, bring ‘em to me so i can S T A B them in the stomach and leave them to die. ‘

[audxciious]

     ‘ i know. i’m sorry. it’s hard to be AROUND. i haven’t ---- i’m sorry. ‘  |  @amarvvs.

[kkong-bae]

Sometimes, reaching out and taking someone’s hand is the beginning of a journey.

[amarvvs]

‘ OKAY, ow ! that hurt. definitely hurt ; wasn’t as bad as i thought, though. ’

[audxciious]

     ‘ see ? what did i say, little baby ? ‘ johnny wasn’t sure what exactly came  OVER HIM,  but there was a fond contentedness that made him lean forward and KISS davina. it wasn’t a long-lasting, heated kiss like their last had been, but it was something to quell the momentary SWELLING of his heart.

[jasperaltieri-blog]

          ‘ okay. but y’know you’ll have to get them checked either way, right ? so, you can continue to be stubborn and idiotic about it, or you can let me take a look and avoid a lot of future pain. i won’t ask questions, but i can’t guarantee that other people in first aid won’t. it’s your choice, johnny. ’

[audxciious]

     ‘ no matter who asks the fucking questions, i don’t have to  answer  them. look around for the other guy with BLOOD on his face, okay ? jesus, jasper ! jesus... shit, i’m sorry. ‘

[ofcelestes-blog]

              “ —– okay, fine, we don’t have to talk about it. but, you’re eating something and getting rest. don’t even ATTEMPT to fight me on that, johnny. “

[audxciious]

     ‘ NO, celeste. just leave it --- leave me alone. okay ? ‘

[avvius]

‘ well, you need to make time. with all the weather stuff that’s going on, you need the strength you can. it’s like the eaten by lions or ants thing — heat stroke? way better than starvation. ’

[audxciious]

     ‘ emma... what are you talking about ? just ---- i can’t eat right now, okay ? ‘

[ofcelestes-blog]

     " —————— and what position would that be, johnny ? “

[audxciious]

     ‘ i don’t wanna TALK about it. ‘

[winnieflorence]

      ‘ okay, listen hot stuff - i’m going to say this one time and one time only. i have a couple bottles of m o o n s h i n e back at my place - and some really old cosmic brownies that could probably survive a nuclear winter - anyway, i was saving them for something special - like, i dunno, a way to celebrate after mind-blowing sex — but since you seem down in the dumps - i thought i’d SHARE these special things with you. don’t say no, because i’ll feel like an actual idiot for attempting to make friends - so, what do ya say, johnny ?? you down to get down ?? ’ @audxciious·

[audxciious]

     ‘ no, i'm really NOT. ‘ and it was true. he didn’t feel like socializing and eating SPACE-AGE old brownies, but they sounded like the one thing he could actually eat and god, right now, he could put away  every  single  bottle of whatever she had. it had settled. he was less angry now and more downtrodden. his feet shuffled with every step and never left the ground for fear he’d not be able to touch it again. ‘ but, i guess. ----- where’d you get moonshine, anyway ? ‘

[mgilford-blog]

       “ oh fuck me, we’ve got a stabber running around ? hold up, i’m smart enough to not ask about the WHO ; someone very important obviously, my condolences & all but how in the hell are you gonna figure out who did it ? ”

[audxciious]

     ‘ i don’t... really KNOW yet. i’m not sherlock holmes, so i don’t have that part down. ‘

[mgilford-blog]

     “ alright, alright ; back the FUCK up homeslice ! are you talking human murder or zombie murder, because there’s only one of those options i could get with. ”

[audxciious]

     ‘ i’m talking about human murder ! because zombies don’t go around STABBING people. ‘

[mgilford-blog]

        “ oh gimma a break ; no on KNOWS anyone. people do four things. they fuck, get fucked, reproduce and pretend to care until they do, so cut me a little slack alright ? who’s that then ? you got yourself lady lover you can blow your load on ? ”

[audxciious]

     ‘ yeah, that’s NOT what’s gonna happen. i’m gonna kill 'em. i just need to find out who. ‘