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Dumb heart.

A day without her is too fuckin normal. I woke up this morning realizing, oh, today is the day. The day wherein the both of us will have this cold ambiance with each other. I don't get why we are doing it this way when there is this less painful way to do it.. Talk it out.

Every relationship goes through this shit, every couple can relate, and each individual has their own perspective of what their relationship is going through.. Cool off na ba tayo Babe? Sa araw na to.. Parang eh.

Sabi ko pa naman.. I'll give her time, maybe that's all she needs for now. I know she's going through a lot of thinking today or maybe later, before she goes to sleep. Nahihirapan.. Nasasaktan.. May gustong abutin para sa relationship pero hindi magawa kasi may humahadlang.

Obstacles.. Oo, ang tanging salita na hindi mawawala sa dalawang magkasintahan.. Hanggang kayo ay kayo pa, hindi mawawala yan. Epal yan e.. Laging gulo dinadala.. Away.. Tampuhan.. Pero madalas, sukuan. Oo, suko.. Marami na akong kilalang sumuko, pero hindi dahil ayaw na nila kundi, hindi na nila kaya/mas okay na ang sumuko nalang para sa kinabubuti ng isa't isa.

Pero para sakin kasi, hanggang hindi sumusuko ang parehas magagawan parin ng paraan para masave ang relasyon e. I know this feeling, A LOT. But I'm not pointing out anything with what I am saying, its just that it's hard.. Really hard.. To be consistent in saving your relationship with each other, especially when things get more complicated and consistently depressing. Nakakasawa kung sabihin. Bakit ko ba to nasasabi? Ewan ko, siguro gusto ko lang maglabas ng loob. Kahit feeling ko mali mali na mga pinaglalagay kong punctuation marks, okay, corrections will help. Sorry..

I said I'll give you time.. But I keep on sending texts, chats, disturbances. Sorry.. This dumb heart can't resist you. Miss ka na neto, Jea. Miss na miss ka na. Hindi lang today eh.. These past few days na.

Pero wag ka magworry okay? I understand. :)

#I Miss Her

Lily Collins. ♥

I want you in my life, forever.

Sorry

I woke up this morning, read a text that my girl is crying like hell. I feel so ashamed, so ashamed that I was not able to comfort her and make her smile and remove her pain. I even made it worse. I wasn't thinking, I disregarded her feelings, I was stupid. If only I can bring back time, just for the sake of it.... Maybe, I won't.

Masyadong unfair siguro kung babalikan ang oras para lang maayos ang problema. Para mo na din kasing tinakbuhan ito eh. Ibang tao nga hirap na hirap din sa problema nila tas ikaw ganun lang?

Sinasabi ko sa sarili ko, okay lang yan Francis, mas maraming tao ang mas may malaking problema kesa sayo. Pero tama ba to? Oo nga, mas mabigat nga siguro sakanila. Pero, ang problema ay problema e. Panggulo parin ito sa buhay, regardless of its level of pain. Ang hirap na, nakakatakot na. I don't want to lose her, but I made her want to lose me. Maybe this ain't the way she feels for now... But why am I so scared to feel that a day might come that she'll suddenly fall out of love for me.

Where will this day lead to? How will this day end? Will our relationship end? Or go on? I made a mess, A BIG ONE. She's in Ateneo right now, she'll be taking the ACET around 1:30 pm. ONE BIG FIGHT! ONE BIG MESS! For us, that is. If only I can go there now and tell her how sorry I am. I want to show her my support. I even felt so annoyed when my previous post failed to show up in my tumblr, it was for HER. Come on, I wanted that before she takes the ACET, pero wala e. After niya na makikita. Ang pointless na nun tuloy. Fuck.

If you're reading this now Baby.. I just want you to know that I am really sorry. I'm not pushing you to bring back your trust.. But can I ask you a favor? I just really wish that your trust in me is not permanently disposed of. :(

Kung nagsisisi ka na nagmahal ka ng isang tanga.. I can't blame you, nagsisisi rin ako na ang tanga ko at lalo na't tanga tanga kong sinaktan nanaman kita ng sobra.

Curse me, humiliate me, neglect me. I deserve all of it.

GOODMORNING DEAR. :")

Good morning. Today's your ACET diba? Do your best okay? Don't forget to pray first before starting the exam. God will provide, it's up to you how you'll use it. Pero alam ko namang hindi na necessary sabihan ka eh. You're more mature and responsible naman compared sakin. HAHAHAHA.

Goodluck Babe. Break a leg. Sabi ko nga sayo matagal na matagal na panahon na, "isipin mo lang kasama mo ko nagtatake ng exam chinicheer ka".

Hmmm, mababasa mo to siguro tulog pa ko. Promise, tulog pa talaga ko neto. HAHAHAHA. Yun lang naman masasabi ko e, I really find it boring making a post sa tumblr kasi. -_____- Let this post take my position this morning muna. Tapos, ako na ulit sa mga bandang.... Pagtapos mo sa ACET. I'll be waiting for you, excited to hear your experiences sa ADMU and ACET. Kung ADMU ka man, okay lang sakin. Shet, may Atenean akong girlfriend. Kahit talagang may conflict ngayon sa USTADMU. HAHAHAHA. Hindi naman kasi sa school basehan ng relasyon e. Magaway man tayo, sa huli, magiging okay din ang lahat. Pero disregard muna natin yan, yung exam mo ngayon ang mahalaga. Goodmorning, I love you, goodluck. Ingat papunta okay? Text me lang, I'll reply when I wake up.

I'm proud of you, no matter what the result will be. I love you Babe. :*

~Goodluck, I believe you can ACE The ACET. :)

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