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So in general, I think the reading was accurate especially in terms of me like how I should take care of myself, and the kind of place I'd have my future partner. Self-love's coming in again lol, it's been a hot topic in my life and I try to take care of myself, comfort myself and heal from trauma (i actually did heal some so yay). For the work as a priority part, even though it's usually not my first priority, I can see why just because (omitted for privacy). Also, thank you for the bonus question too! I feel like the description definitely fits an ideal partner and the kind of relationship that I want. :)
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Pile 1
from pile 1, to pile 1...
dear you, i know how you tend to overthink, how you've been hurt countless times from trusting and giving chances. and i'm very sorry that you had to go through those betrayals, so much that you now doubt not only others, but yourself as well. how lonely it must've been to bear all that pain alone. i know you're scared- scared to go beyond what you know, scared to attempt only to face disappointment once again. i know that feeling of not wanting to give anything a chance anymore, like you don't want to step out of the safety bubble that you've created for yourself. i don't care what others say. i just need you to know that i'm on your side. that's all that matters. protect yourself. prioritize yourself. and love yourself by doing what makes you feel comfortable and sane.
i find it so lovely that you keep your heart close and treat it so tenderly, so preciously, like the way you wanted it to be treated by others. i know how caring you are... how much you care about others, and how much you're willing to sacrifice yourself for others. i know how hard you work to make others happy, how much time you spend into making sure the person you love has a smile on their face. i know that sometimes you put up a front because you don't want anyone to know how hurt and broken you feel inside. but i know. regardless of what they might try to say to you, i want you to know it's truly okay to feel upset and disheartened. it's also okay to choose something that makes you happy even if it might feel like a selfish decision at the moment. trust me, following your heart and listening to your own voice is going to bring you so much joy... honestly, it really pains me to see how much you've prioritized others. keep guarding your heart like that. keep it safe from the eyes of those who just take advantage of that endless kindness and understanding you have. choose to do what sets your heart ablaze- what makes you feel motivated, inspired, and curious. and most of all, always remember that i love you, and i'll always support you.
Pile 2
from pile 2, to pile 2...
dear you, aren't we all just frolicking and going about in directions that we think is the right way in this journey called life? we let our passion speak for us, we let the world inspire us, we try to see the beauty in our day-to-day lives, even if that is awfully hard nowadays. i really like that mind of yours, how you're set out to exploring, traveling, and learning- how your mind is always curious and ready to experience new. i know that whatever you decide to do, you'll take the time and put in the effort to mastery and demonstrate your love and passion for it for others to see. i know that gift you have of channeling your passion, your philosophy, your meaning, and your view of life into everything that you do.
oh, you are so brilliant. you stand tall against everyone who points their fingers at you and calls you names for the kind of person you are. don't mind them at all because they're just jealous of that free-spirited nature that you have. i find your soul beautiful, in the way it burns so brightly and finds ways to burn just as bright through every hardship. and if you want to rest, let yourself rest. i know you have the power and will within you to get right back up when you want to or need to, so please, take your time. no need to rush at all. i know underneath all that brilliance and optimism is a lot of anxiety and worries- such is the artist's spirit, aye?
let those worries run around in your mind as you rest, think of what makes you feel so bothered and then seek out a way to achieve what you have in mind. i truly believe that you have it in you to do whatever you put your mind to. once you reach it, everyone around you will be there to see what you've accomplished and be in awe of your tenacity, creativity, and efforts to get there. speak for yourself who you are and who you are meant to be. you are the innovator, the leader, the channeler, the one who shows that the impossible is the possible, one at a time. you are the example and you are the legacy. you got it, hon.
Pile 3
from pile 3, to pile 3...
dear you, i want to give you a tight hug to tell you it's alright. i value your maturity, and i find it sexy the way you stay optimistic despite every tear you silently wipe away at the darkest hours of night. i find it admirable how you continue to tread on even after every disappointment and heartbreak. you seem to have this beautiful talent of attaining balance within yourself. everytime someone ruins your peace, you manage to find a way to restore it. you also manage to be that guiding figure in others' lives by providing them with the advice that you always secretly wished you could've heard from someone when you were struggling. it's a cruel fate you have of always being the teacher, not the one being taught- of being the leader rather than being the lead.
you know what it is? it's that big heart you have inside. it's the caring nature you have within you, the love you have for those around you even if it's not reciprocated. love overflows from you, and you seem to pour that into someone you love, or those you love, sometimes to your own detriment. you remind me of mother earth and her kindness, her creativity, her essence of the world's beauty that its inhabitants continuously destroy. you remind me of a siren, a beautiful voice and presence so alluring that you draw people in, except, you're human. rather than you hurting them, they hurt you instead. they get infatuated with you, obsessed with you, get so enamored by you that they step all over you and leave you in pieces. you are one who has so much to give, and i'm so very sorry that it gets stomped on each time. you're a wonderful soul and i hope you remember that every minute and every second that you are awake.
Pile 4
from pile 4, to pile 4...
dear you, know to sit down sometimes and take a break from everything that's been going on. think about how you were like in the past, when you were young and immature, curious about everything that went on in the world- how you dreamed about what you might want to do going forward, what new things might bring you happiness. i apologize for asking such a personal question, but did you have a loved one pass recently? if you did, please know that i can relate to your pain and that i want you to take your time mourning and grieving, because honestly, the pain doesn't go away. no amount of healing is going to make that kind of pain go away. so take your time and don't ever let someone make you feel rushed.
man, there were the good old times when things seemed to be a lot better than is now, and they were completely taken for granted. now everyday feels like a repetitive attempt in recovery from past heartbreaks and a heightened apprehension towards the ones to come. the fighting, the arguing, the tension, and also the self-doubt and overthinking is just all too overwhelming. when did this all happen? how did we get to this state? where did it all go wrong? it feels like every new positive possibility or future will only end in a tragedy once again. but please, don't give up just yet. there is still good out there. i promise you, everything that you've worked for... it'll all result in great rewards. it doesn't end at just despair- there will be a day that you feel fulfilled, joyful, and blissful. there will be a day when you experience true happiness with the ones you love. so please, hang on and don't give up on the blessing of happiness and fortune that is making its way towards you now. you got this. i'm right there with you as one who experienced/is experiencing it myself. we all got this. just one day at a time, one step at a time.
hello! i'd like to have a free reading if it's still open :)
so my question is: what's next in my love life?
initials: OT
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if it helps, i can be quite sensitive emotionally, i'm bubbly around my friends, but i'm also reserved in general.
thank you in advance and have a good day! :)
What's next in OT's love life?
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three of pentacles, five of cups, strength, the magician, knight of pentacles; knight of swords
mm, i don't really know what the timespan of "next" in your love life would be for you, but at the moment i don't sense anything coming through. i'm being told that right now, you should focus on establishing nice friendships and partnerships with your peers because they're the ones who'll support you through your hard moments. strengthening your bonds might open up possibilities for potential romantic relationships. if you were to start dating, it would be someone within your work/school environment. but yes, currently, you need to focus more on self-love and listening to that "you" inside of you because it feels like you're a bit disconnected almost? your energy feels very soft (i love it) but also a bit stagnant and i think that's because you haven't been given enough time to look into yourself for yourself to decide who you are. know and learn that you have the power to change your life the way you want to. i see a vision of santa on a sled with reindeer lol- you're the one who controls them. whether you spin out of control or tell the reindeer to go where you want them to go is completely up to you! don't let others force their opinions onto you. i think at the moment, love is something on your mind but work is more of a higher priority for you. i'm sensing you're not exactly ready for a relationship yet?
BONUS: If OT were to have a lover in their life, what would it be like?because i felt like i didn't really answer your question.
queen of pentacles, page of cups, seven of pentacles, the hierophant, the devil, the fool; two of pentacles
it's balanced, nurturing, grounded, and romantic. i'm sensing taking cute photos together to treasure beautiful memories, i'm getting visions of rings? maybe matching jewelry or wearing similar jewelry and clothing if you're up for that. sending each other posts that remind you of each other. gift-giving and lots of sweet talk. it's something committed and each person puts their effort into the relationship to make it grow and blossom into something even more beautiful, healthy, and grounded as more time passes. i think your relationship with future partners has lots of different potentials. it can be one where each tries to guide each other- lots of spiritual alignment and also similar philosophies or goals in life. another one can be more focused on passion, on vulnerability and addressing insecurities, addictions, something sexual, darker topics or taboo conversations about relationships. another can be very relieving of stress, full of exploration and considering different possibilities, being very excited to go on trips together and trying out different things. pushing each other to become a newer and better versions of the selves. but again, overall, i'm getting that right now, having a relationship might make you feel a bit overwhelmed because you already have a lot of responsibilities on your plate.
Be aware that this pick-a-card(picture) reading consists of only three piles, meaning that it won't resonate for everyone. Some of you may not have a relationship within the next six months. This PAC reading was for a very specific audience. Open it only if you feel drawn to opening this reading. Please let your intuition guide you when deciding which pile to choose!
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Pile 1
Hello Pile 1! Within the next six months, you may feel pretty overwhelmed due to your work and personal responsibilities that you might not really a strong pull towards having a romantic relationship with anyone. It can also be that your life is a bit turbulent and you don't really have the time or energy to meet with someone. I do see that you might fall in love with someone or have a big crush on someone, but it feels more like a situationship or an interaction that'll leave you feeling upset and disappointed in the end. Whatever romantic interaction you have with this future person may drag out for a bit of time but unfortunately end on a not-so-desired note- you'll have to move on from this bond. You may meet this person through your workplace or your school, or in a particular setting where you need to work with someone on a mutual goal or a project. You may establish a bond with this person initially through mutual interests and compatible personalities that is discovered through interacting with this person while working together.
Pile 2
Hello Pile 2! I think some of you may already be in a relationship and some may have someone in mind at the moment and have thoughts to establish a romantic relationship with a person of interest. This person of interest seems to be surrounded by lots of Pentacles energy. For some of you, I'm feeling boss, a leader of some organization/company, some kind of authority figure. For some of you, I'm feeling a coworker/peer/classmate. You may feel that the two of you are compatible and ignore earlier signs of turbulence. It feels unbalanced. The relationship feels like there's a focus on infatuation rather than something more grounded and secure. You may put in way too much time and energy that isn't reciprocated, leaving you feeling emotionally burnt out, upset, and unheard. Some of you may have the relationship consumed of sexual relations with a lack of communication. Some may turn to substances or some unhealthy addictions to cope. Some may struggle with co-dependence or excessive trauma-bonding. I also sense knowing how to hurt the other person and saying something that'll hurt the other person on purpose to establish power within the relationship. Overall, I think the relationship will be short-lived and end within the next six months. After the relationship, you'll find that you feel really free, like you can do anything you want and roam free, a breath of fresh air almost. You're asked to reestablish balance in your life after the separation, to start anew as the kind of person you truly are rather than matching someone's likes/type. You are much more than just XYZ's lover. Stay away from substances or any other unhealthy addictions. Go out with friends, with loved ones that make you happy. Have a great time with those who truly care about you and your well-being.
Pile 3
Hello Pile 3! Within the next six months, you may find yourself struggling with lots of overthinking, internal conflicts, or arguments with those who're around you. I looked into what it might be about, and it seems like it'll be arguments about how you're going forward in terms of life decisions, it can also be able something related to career such as a promotion gone wrong, rejection from a program that you thought you'd be getting into, etc. Lots of turbulence and unfortunately just a chaotic time where it feels like the ground beneath you just opened up and you're completely taken aback by everything that is happening. Within this dark and stressful time, however, you'll be uniting with someone who brings you balance, strength, hope, and motivation. A new relationship, a new lover, or the return of a lover who has been your lover for lifetimes. This person will help you through a very hard time. They will be very patient with you and show their support for you so that you don't feel alone. They'll be there to listen to you when you feel frustrated about your current circumstances, kind of help you start moving again. They'll show you the power and control that you have over your own life, that you can do anything and become anything that you want to be. I think they'll help you recover your relationship with your inner voice, your conscience, the "you" that you ignored for a long time due to the people that surrounded you at the time who made you feel you had no control over your own life. I think this will be a very healing relationship and one that is very nurturing and balanced. This sounds like a beautiful bond!
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From what you've said, we will be meeting when I'm in higher education; I can't predict the future (lol), but that makes a lot of sense given that I'll be going to uni September 2025 (You mentioned me being at least 19, which is how old I'll be at around the end of my 1st year in uni). Hopefully he'll also be doing psychology!!!
What you said about me being in the page of wands energy was spot on 😭 Bc that's my true personality, which I've been working on expressing more easily (For now I can be laid-back, fiery and excitable to a certain extent, and around my close friends only)
The trauma-bonding is crazy though 💀💀💀 It's interesting bc that's like the OPPOSITE of me; I'm usually more guarded due to underlying fears, so I definitely have a lot of character development to complete before I meet my future spouse (As you had mentioned)
Additionally, your description of my attitudes/behaviours concerning arguments and generall communication was honestly BEYOND PERFECT; I think the isolation stems from my unfortunate inability to process my emotions in the exact moment of conflict without getting overwhelmed or overly emotional 😭😭😭
But omg not to be a simp but the description of him is just 😮💨 I need me some of that XD
His opinions on my eyes make sense, since (according to other people) my eyes are super expressive. Also the voice thing sort of resonates; People are often surprised by my voice since (compared to my resting bitch face) it's kinda...cutesy?? (I'm cringing saying that but it's what others seem to think 😔) I guess very animated (Like when I speak I'm frequently changing my tone/accent/pitch).
I've also seen in a lot of PACs that his love language will be acts of service + gift giving, which obviously correlates with this reading. And the fatherly aura... Tbh I have no idea how to react to that LMAO (Hopefully my daddy-issues don't cause any conflicts with that)
Overall, TYSM FOR THE READING 😊; Amazing quality (And I actually prefer the format this way btw), and so frickin detailed 😫. You maxxed out on both quantity and quality lolol.
Thanks again, and I'll deffo be purchasing another reading again! Have a nice evening :)))
First of all, the design/format of the reading is so aestetically pleasing! Super pretty whilst also professional. Additionally, there was SO. MUCH. DETAIL. I felt to lucky to be getting so much content for such a small price (15 pages!!!) 😭😭😭
The oracle cards resonated with me a lot; Especially The Gate and The silence. The former was reassuring because it (imo) represented how I was overestimating how difficult it would be to make the necessary life choices. The quote made this message far more obvious. Anyways, the silence card referred to how I'm literally always distracting myself or avoiding my problems with daydreaming/sleeping/my phone 💀 I have a slight fear of the silence/emptiness/lack of mental stimulation I feel when I try to meditate, which is something I need to tackle.
About future spouse:
•Meeting my fs through connections is a possibility ive seen in quite a few PACs I've read
•From what you descibed, I feel like this process (the beforehand of meeting then) is taking place now; Lately I've been 'Coming out of my shell' much more (I'm actually so nervous bc my sixth form has an event tomorrow, where I'll be working with a bunch of strangers 😖) + I've been slightly less afraid to act like my actual self (If that makes sense) around my friends. Although I deffo need to work on trusting myself
•I'm glad that we'll be able to relate to each other's experiences (I'm pretty sure that's one of my top requirements for a relationship); Also, you were 100% correct abt my trust issues/detatchment
• Their personality is so yum 😭😭😭 I don't really know what else to say since I can't exactly test how much it resonates lol (Remaind me to update you in a few years maybe? LMAO)
• You were right about our ages (In the 17-18 range); AND OMG THE MOODBOARD?! TYSM I SWEAR YOU WENT ABOVE AND BEYOND FOR THIS (Now I'm most likely going to fall asleep daydreaming about him 😍)
For what you wrote about the career section, at the time I was feeling the overwhelm/stress that you mentioned (although this has mostly faded: Summer holidays starting in 2 days :D), as well as my past experiences with people (unfortunately)
Also, the characteristics you wrote in the fulfilling careers part perfectly matched my career aspirations (I'm hoping to be a clinical psychologist in the future), which made me v happy!
One part that didn't resonate as much was the bit abt productivity; One of my main class is that I'm good at planning, but horrible at executing/sticking to plans (Chronic procrastinator 😬) and multitaking with multiple responcibilities
Thank you so much from the reading, and u can't wait for the next one!!! Completely worth the wait :)
Hi, I just saw that your paid readings were open. Sorry I only see now. I just don't know if Ko-fi payments work in South Africa. Do you know if they work by any chance?
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Hello, I hope you're well. I wanted to ask if I can order a ko-fi reading. I misunderstood when you were talking about being busy. This this mean 3$ readings are closed? So I shouldn't order/pay for one now.
Sorry if this sounds confusing lol.
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