S A C C H A R I N E .

❝ – they called her naive for believing in the good in people. but she was just a loving soul, who thought that even MONSTERS needed someone, who truly believed, they were angels once and they can be it again. and yes, maybe that was naive, but this world needed people like her. ❞ austin. senior. nursing.

[luxlisbns]

“A lot of people… tell me I’m a bit… dreamy. But I like the idea of that. Of being somewhere else.”

— Alex Turner (Q Magazine Interview)

[austiins]

french pink, congo pink, brink pink, shocking pink

french pink: do you believe in intuition as your brain figuring things out quickly or as the universe guiding you?

damn... y’all really got me thinking... i don’t know. i think i lean more towards our brains figuring it all out. i truly believe our brains are incredibly advanced and smart enough to act quickly like that - no offense, god.

congo pink: how are things better now than they were yesterday?

today was my day off from clinics (yesterday wasn’t... fun) and all i’ve done was watch a bunch of movies and postmate food. so i had a proper relaxation day as opposed to a slightly stressful clinic day.

brink pink: did something odd or uncanny happen to you today?

nah, it was a pretty uneventful day.

shocking pink: what pisses you off the most?

being mean because you think it’s funny or makes you Edgy™. you’re just an ass and the likelihood of me actually liking you is slim to none. no thank you. miss me with that.

BASED ON THIS POST

[austiins]

Cameo pink & New York pink

cameo pink: when do you think it is acceptable to lie?

i’d say when it isn’t the right time to break any news. i don’t mean it as you should never say the truth at all, but it’s acceptable to postpone the truth with a lie, if that makes sense? 

new york pink: is there a book or film that’s your guilty pleasure?

the original spider-man trilogy. love me some ugly tobey maguire crying.

BASED ON THIS POST

[kermitlesbian]

Shades of Pink Ask Game

Champagne pink - If you became famous, what would you want your fans to love most about you? Pink lace - If you could ask one yes or no question and get a truthful answer, what would it be? Piggy pink - Do you trust your intuition? Has your intuition ever guided you to make good decisions? Pale pink - What’s a smart choice you made recently that you felt good about? Baby pink - What advice would you give your 10 year old self? Spanish pink - When was the last time you yelled at someone? Cameo pink - When do you think it is acceptable to lie? Orchid pink - What is the biggest dealbreaker for you when it comes to relationships? Fairy Tale - What is your favourite mythical creature? Cherry blossom pink - If you could pick any celebrity to be your guardian angel, who would it be? Cotton candy - What was your last dream about? Carnation pink - Congrats! You get to write direct and star in a film, about whatever you want! What’s the genre and what’s the soundtrack for the opening credits, the action or drama sequences, the climax of the film, and the closing credits? Tickle me pink - Do you believe in karma? If so, how do you think it manifests, if not, why? Amaranth pink - Type the first 10 words that come to mind. That is anon’s fortune for next week! Charm pink - If you were a celebrity, would you read fanfiction about yourself? Who do you think people would ship you with? China pink - What is your favourite fairytale or myth? Mimi Pink - If you could relive any moment in your past, what would it be and would you do anything different? Tango pink - What is your favourite food from your culture?  Congo pink - How are things better now than they were yesterday? New York pink - Is there a book or film that’s your guilty pleasure? Queen pink - What advice would you give to yourself 8 years from now? Mountbatten pink - If you could get any tattoo, disregarding pain or cost, what would you get? Mexican pink - What is your favourite lyric from your favourite album? Barbie pink - If you could make one extravagant purchase for yourself, what would you buy? Fandango pink - What is the best lie you’ve ever pulled off? Paradise pink - Is there a subject you could talk for hours about? Write exactly 100 words about it! Brink pink - Did something odd or uncanny happen to you today? French pink - Do you believe in intuition as your brain figuring things out quickly or as the universe guiding you? Bright pink - What is your dream outfit/fashion aesthetic? Persian pink - What quality in people do you gravitate towards? Rose Pink - Do you think it’s better to forgive and forget, or do you think holding onto anger is important? Ultra pink - How are things better now than they were six months ago? Shocking pink - What pisses you off the most? Rose Pompadour - What is your favourite name from your culture’s language? 

[austiins]

biggest regret?

i think my biggest regret is not speaking up in times where i should have back in my early years of high school. i was a bystander to a lot and i let people walk all over me. i feel like my confidence would be a bit better if i had just found my voice from the jump.

[austiins]

favorite vine?

just one vine? what a rude question. i have so many favorites, ugh. the one i’ve been quoting the most lately is the “oh my god, he on xgames mode” one.

[austiins]

do you believe once a cheater always a cheater or do you think people can change? do you see yourself being in a relationship anytime soon?

i mean, i’d say yes solely because when you cheat once it makes it easier to cheat again. however, i’m not saying they can’t change their ways, y’know? it really depends, but i wouldn’t get back or stay with someone who cheated on me. i’m totally open to be in a relationship again, but it really has to feel right.

[austiins]

[9km]

…..u kno what the best aesthetic is….?… …..kindness .. 😔

[austiins]

💬 MSSG. // AUSTIN & LUANA.

LUANA: it's no biggie !! i always ask someone to come with me whenever i get a new one even if u dont want someone to hold ur hand you have my all around support !!

LUANA: i mean i get ideas here and there too but i'm too indecisive so im scared if i get one and start disliking it after a week of getting it

LUANA: nah i cry every time but its for the art

AUSTIN: it's a little nerve wracking tbh ugh thank you so much. i know i keep saying that but like thank you

AUSTIN: i mean that's good though. at least you don't follow through and change your mind about them after the fact lol

AUSTIN: for the art, babyyyyy. are yours in painful spots??

AUSTIN: the one i cried during is on my ribcage and it was the worst 15 minutes of my life.

[austiins]

💬 MSSG. // AUSTIN & GUS.

GUS: what's the negative space?

GUS: yeah initials are cool ig

GUS: i meant... because... i don't have people hanging around my back often?? lmao

GUS: but would be visible if i went shirtless, yeah

AUSTIN: where there isn’t ink. but that’s mainly to not ruin the tattoo and for the comfort of the anesthesiologists.

AUSTIN: are we doing middle initials too? bc that’s an extra 4 for you

AUSTIN: right... i’m tired.

AUSTIN: i was meaning about you being shirtless bc i remember you saying once “the less clothes the better”

[smouldered]

yeah i wanna make you cum but i also gotta check in on that mental health and see how your day was ok like what u need to talk about?? u can tell me while i go down on u

[austiins]

💬 MSSG. // AUSTIN & GUS.

GUS: you know you can't get an epidural if you ever get pregnant with a tattoo there, right?

GUS: don't ask me how i know that - just trying to share info here

GUS: now /that/ would be much more interesting lmao

GUS: at least mine wouldn't be visible in possibly awkward positions

AUSTIN: you can still get an epidural. they just try to find a big enough spot in the negative space

AUSTIN: that could be subjective to each hospital's policy, but most still do it

AUSTIN: lmfao if we're doing names i'd rather do initials or something

AUSTIN: not visible?? 🤔 i thought we were going for the same spot

[austiins]

💬 MSSG. // AUSTIN & MARGO.

MARGO: no problem whatsoever, babes

MARGO: aww well i'll try to keep u calm as best i can

MARGO: ooh ooh ooh so these are rebellious tattoos ?? i love it i'm so here for it,, stick it to the old folks

MARGO: nah b it's good, only thing is idk what to get this time ???? i've got like 3 diff ideas. wby ???

AUSTIN: i've been to this parlor before, but being by myself just... ain't it lmao

AUSTIN: lmfaoooo YES! she's a doctor and keeps telling me that hospitals would never employ me because i have visible tattoos, but it isn't that way anymore and she's just... difficult lol

AUSTIN: tbh i've got like 4 ideas & i... think i'm just gonna get them all?? idk they're all small so it wouldn't be crazy or anything

AUSTIN: but yeah a little pine tree, my jersey number (99), daisies, and a heart. like a human heart not a love heart. those are my ideas, but i might just pick two and get the others later?? idkkkkk

[austiins]

💬 MSSG. // AUSTIN & SIMONE.

SIMONE: i actually have two tattoos! a matching one w/ my brothers, and then a rose one w/ my mum's name on it.

SIMONE: what does the small pine tree mean?

AUSTIN: aw that's so sweet! what's the matching one, if you don't mind me asking?

AUSTIN: the house i grew up in is on a good piece of land and it's surrounded by a forest of pine trees. it's just to remind me of home.

[austiins]

💬 MSSG. // AUSTIN & NIKOLAI.

NIKO: so blessed to have u in my timeline. will be sure to get u ur own section on my wiki

NIKO: uhhhhHH NO?? why do you think i dont have a tat yet - im indecisive as hell

NIKO: what are u getting ? i hope it's a shark i love sharks

AUSTIN: ugh yes let me cross that off my bucket list

AUSTIN: then why don't you get more than one lol or are you stuck on like big pieces??

AUSTIN: oof i'd get a shark! i'm already getting two i think so why not add a little shark. you can even draw it if you want

AUSTIN: i'm getting a pine tree, a small one maybe on the side of my wrist?? and my jersey number on the back of my neck at like the top of my back?? that one is gonna be quite small too.

[austiins]

📱new msg ; austin & nellie

NELLIE: i really dont deserve u !!!!!!!!

NELLIE: omg baking!! Yess sign me up!

NELLIE: ill bring the champagne!! do you have any preference?

AUSTIN: hussshhhhh ily

AUSTIN: ugh i knew i could count on you, baking buddy

AUSTIN: oof YES. please do. no preference at all babe. i'm grateful for anything