atb219

Radiohead songs, words about feelings, and sometimes other stuff

[austin0219]

Quarrelsome desires

Rid me ‘fore scurrilous truths awaken

Make heads of my face

Smothered on the back of her dime

Bid me not to stay

For wasted hours only meet their equal

In wasted breaths beckoning affection

That lasts the length of crocheted string

Don’t think me lame

If I cry for absent futures

That never stood a chance against the cross of her arms

And the breath of expropriated shame

Tower of Pisa holds firm

While my heart sizzles in ashes

Smoldering scents of the loftiest dreams

That ever laid challenge to those terrible eyes

[austin0219]

And I will break my own heart

I will break my own heart from now on

[austin0219]

Hyperstimulated

Bored

Comparing

Existential apathy

Under-differentiated

Exaggerated

Distracted

Isolated

Stuck in a mush until two hours has passed

Looking for red circles on top of squares

Afraid of being without sound

Insecure about individuality

Worried about things meant to quell worry

Failure to exercise self-control

Nostalgic for miserable times

Convinced the bad parts are permanent

Tending to parasocial relationships

Watching everybody be real

Unable to play the part

Judging the relative weakness of others

Extracting serotonin from the internet

Withdrawn from extended periods of time

Wondering how long it’d take for anyone to notice

[austin0219]

The ocean washed over your grave

The ocean washed open your grave

[austin0219]

It was a matter of time

Thought I was immune already

[austin0219]

Hard fought, short won

Silence

Before the twisting comes

[austin0219]

Depression

Is it the memorial to youth

Or its grave

[austin0219]

And my life is coming

But I don’t know when

[austin0219]

My laptop was gone

Four weeks later, so is London

[austin0219]

Into spiral patterns

Of you, my love

[austin0219]

The past

You crazy thing

[ponprincess-deactivated20170614]

My kink? Knowing all the information

[austin0219]

Tempt yourself then hate yourself then tempt yourself then hate yourself then

[austin0219]

ocean waves

ocean waves

take me to where I’ll

never have to say

your name

[austin0219]

Now it's 90 degrees, and all the tricks up my sleeve

Is drenched in sweat and delusion because I jet to conclusions

[austin0219]

The possibility

That I’m not just crazy

That drives me insane

[austin0219]

You can lean on my arm As you break my heart