Hawaii has become one big high school. Filled with too many people striving for a step ahead with Ego.
I just sit back and observe. I just sit back and watch all these females curve and take pride in it. It don’t really make sense. I hope that people can realize that their ceiling is where my floor is now. If they only could understand that they are chasing their tail running in circles. It’s quiet hard to trust people in the Hawaii I once knew. The love the fellowship is still there topped off with a bunch of raging alcoholics. I want to be in a peaceful place Lord. This world is filled with people that don’t follow you anymore. It’s hard for me to even be my true self anymore in Hawaii. I don’t feel authentic. I feel caught in the middle of situations I shouldn’t be. I’m such a great friend but sometimes I feel that I got to be more calculated. I’m going to continue to do what I am doing in California and create a life for myself.
If no one smokes and everyone is walking around half drunk how can they take a second and reflect on their own life. I need to keep good company.
I am naturally judgmental in Hawaii. We are to our core islanders who analyze different frequencies and point out flaws in them when in fact when we compare we are just judging ourselves.
Being by myself and in my own thoughts allows me to create for myself. This year I will have explosive growth. No more doubting myself. No more complaining. More helping and more giving.
I don’t need to flip the switch on these niggas but I’d rather just be creating and doing my thing.
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