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ah fuck, ah shit -- i just dropped my new blog all over your dash, please don’t mind!

#ooc. i say sorry but i don't mean it #please give me a chance to begin new and follow!

i was thinking, oh hey what if i come back, and then realized quite anxiously that i don’t have much friends anymore or any idea what i should come back as, so maybe this is put off again for another six months again.

#ooc. i feel so alone my heart is going to break into pieces aha

merccier

#( ` PORCELAIN MAUMET — 少年 )#eye contact /#mmm ba b y b oy

❛ ❙ UNKNOWN

But that’s obvious, like it’s obvious Zero’s previous words only meant he wanted this boy to show him the way. This boy, because he is the closest living soul, and all Zero needs before he can leave is find this Headmaster and give him a stupid, important letter.

❛ — Can you take me to him? ❜

❝ i ----

debilitating hesitance regarding new people is expected, yet haru still wavers unpleasantly between being coy and bending his will to those who seem just as frustrated as he is that human interaction is still a thing. he peeks between his lashes. he could. he could find the principle, listen narrowly and then be faced with those questions he longs to avoid by avoiding the principle at all costs: ' so, nanase-kun, have you decided your path after this year is over? ' haru feels positive the discomfort clear on his face.

❝ i could. i really could.

#( ` HUNTAER )#( ` FORGED HOPEFULNESS ; INESCAPABLE DEFEAT )#update:#every time i see your url #i think of the pokemon #this lets u know im garbage #anxiety /

❛ ❙ TACHIBANA

❛ M-Motherly ? ! ❜ he’d never heard such a thing before, and besides the embarrassment of being told such a thing he never expected Haru to say it. It was true that he spent more time helping Haru out with varies things, but it certainly never occurred to him that he was doing it out of anymotherly instinct… It was just because he wanted to—he cared about Haru. ❛ Just how am I motherly ? ❜

❝ m----aybe not motherly, but n----ice. too ---- nice.

continual discomfort resounds, cant of a chin more in thought than deemed necessary. truth tainted words were never more comical than before ---- someone who's never had a mother respects the notion that caring may be the same, although the joke seems to have been lost in translation. eyes waver, lips part ; innocence dazzles on porcelain countenance. haru carries his own weight, his own joke.

❝ mako-chan just ca----res so much.

#( ` OYOGUU )#( ` FORGED HOPEFULNESS ; INESCAPABLE DEFEAT )#edit:#i got so mad i stopped using the tags while editing #im so sorry #and im sorry this took so ong lma o #my writing has made me mad so far #so its not as flowery #im gonna blame everything on this update rarragadhfkjna

tsukiyma

#( ` PORCELAIN MAUMET — 少年 )#scopophobia /#eye contact /#water /

✿

put a ✿ in his hair

solemn acceptance brims. natural stillness allows for such a thing, the heat of the sun against such wan skin is nothing short of soothing. her hands in his hair, the comfort of the ground -- uncomplicated awareness of surroundings that never stop short of causality. worry of futures are hardly evident. he simply inclines the crown of his head against her palm and grunts softly. ( ---- keep petting. )

#( ` INGENUOUSSCARLET )#( ` FORGED HOPEFULNESS ; INESCAPABLE DEFEAT )#ingenuousscarlet #haru is literally a cat i swear #get him still long enough #and warm enough #and he'll let you do almost whatever you want to him as long as it's petting and affectionate #like he's just #so calm when he's in his own element even away from the water #because the water might be his source of comfort #but time away from the pool is good for him too #it gives him time to relax and not worry about anything #he can breathe when he's not cramming information for schools and stuff #so like he's just #ahsifhakhk sweet child #ingenuous-scarlet

✿

put a ✿ in his hair

arranged neatly; nothing but curves and angles and atmospheric loneliness deciphered by an easily placed bouquet. noble like a prince does he wear this brand neatly, pale appendages reaching to only to smooth over the glossy petals and perhaps, momentarily, wonder. never mind the tinge of rose across a gentle cheekbone, a gloomy gaze does fall narrowly to the ground.

❝ oh. thank ------ you.

#( ` SHOUYOS )#( ` FORGED HOPEFULNESS ; INESCAPABLE DEFEAT )#shouyos #hello yes you aren't allowed to have sad headcanons about hinata #i saw your post #and i'm telling you no #also i've never talked about king au on this account #although there's some information about it on my personal #but haru in crowns of any sort just...#sighs dreamily and touches him #m'boy is a good boy #ruffles his hair #ruFFLES HINATA'S HAIR TOO #because surprisingly hinata would be one of haru's favorite people #which reminds me to make a haikyuu!! verse #because haru playing volleyball...#nothing but lank and lazy apprehension #he'd be so valuable......#anyway i strONGLY DIGRESS OOPS

memesfortheroleplayerssoul-a

Send me a ✿ and my muse will react to your muse putting a flower in their hair

#( ` MEME KING — )#you can literally have just met haru #or not at all #just give baby boy some flowers ; he deserves them hhh

dafukinsun-deactivated20160712

“You get depressed because you know that you’re not what you should be.”

Marilyn Manson (via onlyrui)

#( ` THESE ARE THE GHOSTS OF ME ; MAKE UP YOUR MIND — 考え )

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autious-blog-blog

89/? Free! 500px gifs

#( ` PORCELAIN MAUMET — 少年 )#( ` GUARDIAN SPIRIT — 少年 )#( ` IT'S MEANINGLESS ; O WON'T YOU STAY WITH ME? — メモリ)#okay but there are two ways to take this gif #haru is just hiding his face #or haru is burrowing his face into makoto's shoulder #take it as you will #but as the trash bag i am #i'm going to just #pretend #the 2nd one #shhhh....

havoclyn.

it's with a burst of misunderstanding that he stares. of course he stares. there must be some confusion somewhere deep down that this boy thinks he's friendly or giving. distance is placed betwixt, honorary and demanding/

❝ i don't have any.

#( ` HAVOCLYN )#( ` FORGED HOPEFULNESS ; INESCAPABLE DEFEAT )#havoclyn #god tiny boy #i don't have candy #that's literally all i could think up #lmao im srry

xcapabilis.

timid confusion befalls a wan countenance as a gaze gleams awkwardly toward this -- object? with something akin to nagisa's fervor does he feel tingle in his veins, excitement not usually well met with his demeanor.

❝ how does it -- he -- she ----- work?

#( ` XCAPABILIS )#( ` FORGED HOPEFULNESS ; INESCAPABLE DEFEAT )#xcapabilis #haru will throw down right now for ownership of baymax #be prepared #he's gonna smash

regissui.

❝ sorry, but you have to be at least five foot to ride the ride.

joking manner aside, it's irrelevant his regard of children. he's not in charge of the pool or anything, he's here for makoto to finish teaching, but honesty can't help itself. he's staring as he so often does, a small laugh building although he hides it.

#( ` REGISSUI )#( ` FORGED HOPEFULNESS ; INESCAPABLE DEFEAT )#regissui #haru's being a butt bc he wants to be in charge of the pool but isn't #he doesn't trust ciel or children around pool-chan #probably for good reason

keyblxde.

careless scrutiny of a slim line before him carves deep and unapologetic. regarding such a slight frame with the barest hint of a laugh ---- there was clouding doubt the boy before him couldn't swim far without veering off sideways eventually.

❝ you aren't really here to swim, are you?

#( ` KEYBLXDE )#( ` FORGED HOPEFULNESS ; INESCAPABLE DEFEAT )#keyblxde #forget the mackerel dinner #haru's just going to make fun of you #im also laughing bc this is a bad reference to kh1 destiny islands #where you eventually hit the game's invisible walls and then glitched #ahfjksdhaf unless im the only one who had that issUE

morantem.

❝ i'm a boy.

always a consistent misunderstanding, as if names were capable of owning gender. upon first meeting he is regarded as being female as if humanity is incapable of realizing the he is, in fact, male. fingers dip against his buttons.

❝ want to see?

#( ` MORANTEM )#( ` FORGED HOPEFULNESS ; INESCAPABLE DEFEAT )#morantem #i figure this happens often enough #haru is a unisex name and shdfk #beginners mistakes :l

❛ ❙ MATSUOKA

he wouldn’t dare to ask for the removal of his feet anyway; there’s a strange fondness that comes with the conception of his presence holding meaning as he gently runs his hand along the ivory expanse of one of haru’s legs.

❛ they are.

❝ n----o, they a----ren't.

a casual shake of a tone barely contains intones of near bubbly laughter, an expression that is both cross yet warning as a tap to rin's chest is given. ticlish -- he is ticklish and bound to laugh with all the softness that is present.

❝ do--n't.

#( ` HOUKAKO )#( ` FORGED HOPEFULNESS ; INESCAPABLE DEFEAT )#um rin #baby boy is gonna wreck u #he's also extremely ticklish

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