archive

archive of an old blog. u can find me now @racetraitorjoes

[curseworm]

im still so mad that google changed all their emojis to make them ugly generic knockoffs. they were so good before

[curseworm]

dont forget her….

[creekfiend]

I’m gonna go out on a limb and declare, as an actual goat farmer, that all the posts on this site making fun of the harmless lesbian goat farmer dreams ppl express are just pointlessly mean. Leave ppl who want to have small farms alone. Do they all know how much work a small farm Is? Maybe not!!!!!! Most people don’t until they have to do it!!!!! So what!!!!!!!!! God!!!! Life is too short!!!!!!!!!!!!

[creekfiend]

Like, op thinks you need to have a shirt on and good grades to farm goats??? Actually farming goats is much easier with yr shirt off and having dropped out of college. Checkmate asshole

[happinessisgay-deactivated20200]

If you are willing to learn about goat diseases, and how to make fence Goat Proof (answer: its REALLY REALLY hard when theyre dicks and are smart and ur 15 minutes late) you xan be a goat farmer. All they want is to be obnoxious at u while u feed them and pet their jawbones or smack their sides gently

[autisticfeline]

reminder that u can now find me @racetraitorjoes

[autisticfeline]

u can find me at @racetraitorjoes now

[autisticfeline]

u can find me at @racetraitorjoes now

[baethov3n-deactivated20250325]

Hi followers and friends! Please read:)

TL;DR: Like our new music ensemble’s page https://www.facebook.com/splitthelarkmusic so that we can better access grants and donations for high school music students in need. 

If you care to read…

This past year, a friend and I, @cooki3-cat​, started a contemporary music ensemble that’s been performing at my university each semester. What’s a contemporary music ensemble, you ask? We play “classical” music that was composed within the last year, most of the time composed specifically for our group to perform. This means we play music by living composers! Which is super awesome for them and us; they get to see their musical baby come to life, and we get to experience and live with entirely new music for around 6 weeks leading up to exciting performances! (We draw in audiences of 100+ people!) 

The group is made up of about 10 core players; Me playing piano, @cooki3-cat​ playing cello, and others playing violin, viola, clarinet, bass clarinet, saxophone, trombone and tuba. Next semester, we’ll be going in groups of 3 or 4 to public schools in NJ to perform, and to play pieces written for us by high school students and composers at our college alike. Once we gain more notoriety, we’d also like to start writing grants in order to give passionate students the chance to have an instrument they may have always wanted, but have not been able to afford.

Oftentimes students will be able to practice on a low-quality, cheap instrument provided by the school, but won’t have the money for a standard quality instrument that they can practice at home. And if you’ve ever been in the arts, you know how important it is to have materials/instruments you can be proud of, and ones that you can use to create high quality art. I can’t tell you how many people I knew in high school that had incredible talent. But who couldn’t sound good enough on their low level instruments to get into college. They’d usually give up altogether, since good instruments can cost even as much as a new car. Think of all the talent that’s being wasted.

But here’s the good part; you can all help, and it’s really simple! Please like our page on facebook https://www.facebook.com/splitthelarkmusic, giving us more of a chance at impressing the state government for grants and others who’d be interested in donating to our cause. Thank you so much! Happy 2016 :) 

[autisticfeline]

i think im gonna switch back to my other blog like Permanently, i just have to think of which url i want to use

[macklemorehentai-deactivated201]

[NSFW AUDIO] Sans shows you a meme on his phone that you've already seen and tries to hide his sadness and disappointment

[autisticfeline]

pancakes are a good poor people food tbh, one box of like store-brand mix is like $3 i think??? 

[girl-number-three-belcher-blog]

Fun Fact:

If men experienced chronic pain at the disproportionate rates women do, pain would be well-medicated and sufferers would be praised, possibly even lionized. If the majority of pain patients were men, there would be more research and less hand-wringing. 

That’s not to say that men with chronic pain have it easy; rather, that our perception of women has shaped our perception and treatment of the illnesses that women tend to get.

Since it’s mostly women, it’s just “in our heads” and “can’t be that bad.” Funny how that works, isn’t it?

[autisticfeline]

i feel so weird about the latest academia discourse cause like ... everyone has their points and im not sure where i stand but also like why the fuck would you decide to read judith butler out loud to your husband lmao???? is this what cishets do??? read textbooks to each other???? i like smoking weed and watching cartoons w/ my gf idk about y'all

[autisticfeline]

this is kinda unrelated to that last post but it got me thinking, I p much am only allowed to like, Actually Express Myself when im at home. in public I get a lot of weird stares...well actually i get a lot of weird stares in general because im captivatingly ugly. but if I stim or like if I start crying for any reason i get even more stares. everyone assumes "omg she's having a PSYCHOTIC EPISODE!!!" but in reality 99% of the time I am crying because Morgan texted me something really cute or Leo said we could go to mcdonald's or I remembered that honduran white bats exist

[turnwaysarchive]

in spaces with NTs I think it’s good to emphasize that being mentally ill doesn’t inherently make someone bad or abusive because of they way we act or express ourselves 

but in spaces with other mentally ill people I hate that I can’t express my need to not be treated poorly is read as being ableist, no matter how much the other person is using me or belittling me it’s “ok” because they are mentally ill as if victims are never mentally ill themselves

like, to me, being upset/crying/being needy in itself aren’t manipulative or inherently abusive , those are just expressions of ones emotions

but threatening, attacking, forcing someone to do something they don’t want to (sexual or not) then I have every right to read that behavior as unhealthy

I also feel as though race comes to play in this too, from my perspective, I’ve had a lot of mentally ill white girls as friends and they would use me as basically emotional punching bags (sometimes literal) and their behaviors would always be excused because white people are allowed to be mentally ill and express themselves even if it hurts others, whereas my black ass doesn’t get that “luxury” and I’m lucky if anyone even considers that I need space to express myself

[autisticfeline]

i hate every single "-suggestion" blog because im loyal to the original which was coldsuggestion

[househunting]

$2500/3 br

built in 1880

4000 square feet

so over the top i love it

kalamazoo, MI

[househunting]

$1000/live and work studio

Detroit, MI

[autisticfeline]

im 101 in cat years