[automutilated]

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automutilation noun

/ˌɔː.toʊˌmjuː.tɪˈleɪ.ʃən/

sexual pleasure derived from mutilating parts of one’s body or from fantasy about mutilated parts of one’s body. It usually involves cutting some part of the body during masturbation. [as defined by the apa]

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23-year-old non-american trans man, t4t + taken by @feararchitect. i go by gaunt on here. hard kinks ahead. my posts are usually about ftms and tmascs but feel free to use your imagination. all content on this blog is fantasy fuel, i do not advocate for real harm. i exclusively post/reblog what makes my dick hard, not yours!

dm me for my bsky (wound pics).

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#flesh -> bodies, alive and dead, real and art

#cannibalism -> self-explanatory

#violence -> physical violence, beating

#noncon -> rapeplay, rape scenarios, "cnc"

#omo -> piss

#blood -> self-explanatory

#captivity -> kidnapping, captivity

#death -> death involved, death as a kink

#weapons -> guns, knives, etc.

#forceX -> forcefem/forcemasc

#cest -> incest, fauxcest

#nssi -> self-harm [i'm a cutter / fascia]

#detrans -> detrans kink

#lactation -> self-explanatory

#breeding -> self-explanatory

#puppy -> puppyplay, dogboy, X-boy

#medical -> medical kink, doctors

#inf -> infantilization, condescention

#mindbreak -> self-explanatory

#findom -> financial domination

#misc -> run-of-the-mill horny

#paragraphs -> poetry, excertpts, etc.

#humor -> funny, joke posts

#gaunt.zip -> original posts

#fear.exe -> bf's posts

#journal.txt -> excerpts from my journal

some tags have been mildly censored for the sake of content filters. highlighted = frequent/favs.

[gouged-doll]

vintage nursing photobooks, 1981

[boybun-deactivated20241022]

boys who have a hard time cumming sometimes so you can just grab them by the hips and fuck them for hours and hours dumping as many loads as you can in their poor worn out little holes til they feel so good and used it doesn't matter if they could cum or not anymore (please im boys)

[goatchariot-deactivated20201123]

[automutilated]

DER HELLE WAHNSINN

In 1968, Brus staged his performance Der helle Wahnsinn (Sheer Madness) in Aachen, during which he cut into his chest with a razor blade for the first time. The painted line on the body in his earlier performances became a cut into his flesh; paint was replaced by blood. The self-harm that he had repeatedly addressed in his numerous performance drawings was now actually carried out. In 1970, his most radical action to date took place at Aktionsraum 1 in Munich: Die Zerreißprobe (Breaking Test). He cut his thigh with a razor blade, urinated on the wound, stitched it up himself, slashed the back of his head, whipped himself, threw himself to the floor and eventually lay there, exhausted. He has explored the limits of the body; a further escalation seems no longer possible. With Die Zerreißprobe, Brus brings his performance period to a close, yet a body-oriented, self-aggressive motif finds its way into his drawings. The theme of injury becomes particularly striking in his drypoint etchings. Brus works on the metal plates with steel needles, pocket knives, scissors, wire brushes and drills, and literally attacks them. He refers to himself as a "copper murderer". Prints such as Aktion (Action) or Fünf Kratzspuren (Five Scratch Marks) reflect this aggression and physical exertion. The figures depicted are besieged, cut into, penetrated and threatened in their very existence by the clusters of lines.

photos: mine || text: neue galerie graz (2026)

[automutilated]

on a bus taking a piss in the overflowing toilet that's become one big clogged bowl of different people's intermingling piss wafting off acrid scents that make your eyes sting and i'm just thinking 1) wow i'm adding to the ecosystem and 2) i should be fucked there

[automutilated]

DER HELLE WAHNSINN

In 1968, Brus staged his performance Der helle Wahnsinn (Sheer Madness) in Aachen, during which he cut into his chest with a razor blade for the first time. The painted line on the body in his earlier performances became a cut into his flesh; paint was replaced by blood. The self-harm that he had repeatedly addressed in his numerous performance drawings was now actually carried out. In 1970, his most radical action to date took place at Aktionsraum 1 in Munich: Die Zerreißprobe (Breaking Test). He cut his thigh with a razor blade, urinated on the wound, stitched it up himself, slashed the back of his head, whipped himself, threw himself to the floor and eventually lay there, exhausted. He has explored the limits of the body; a further escalation seems no longer possible. With Die Zerreißprobe, Brus brings his performance period to a close, yet a body-oriented, self-aggressive motif finds its way into his drawings. The theme of injury becomes particularly striking in his drypoint etchings. Brus works on the metal plates with steel needles, pocket knives, scissors, wire brushes and drills, and literally attacks them. He refers to himself as a "copper murderer". Prints such as Aktion (Action) or Fünf Kratzspuren (Five Scratch Marks) reflect this aggression and physical exertion. The figures depicted are besieged, cut into, penetrated and threatened in their very existence by the clusters of lines.

photos: mine || text: neue galerie graz (2026)

[automutilated]

liminal space rape. every room and every hallway looks painfully identical and there's no telling what door i'm behind. pushing you up against nondescript yellowed beige walls and thrusting my cock up your pretty hole, whichever one, and you're starting to wonder if this is a time loop. if you're doomed to relive the same rape over and over again. but it's not! i'm just damn good at navigating this place, at catch-and-release. and you – you aren't so good at making the right turns

[bonda9e]

[pleasecometomybonfire]

Orhoq after eating a seal

[poorlilpubby]

not somnophilia as in fucking someone while they sleep but somnophilia as in strangling them and watching them slowly go unconscious while actively being raped

[1-800-badluck]

Last one :3

Faggots love reblogging this post :3

[inbreederr]

you can only get worse, baby. the moment you cum to that nasty, fucked up porn there's no going back, and i'm going to keep sending you link after link

[herbert-west]

surgery is so intimate like what do you mean im gonna be naked and asleep on a table while surrounded by a group of people who are responsible for my very life. kind of sexual. i mean who said that

[automutilated]

daddy the other puppies wont play with me cause my cage isn't pink and lined with fluffy blankets and soft touys daddy they don't like my rusty one wrapped in barbed wire where i sleep on bare metal :[

[automutilated]

sorry i really tried to get into this captive thing but your basement- yeah it's not damp and dreary enough. yeah i'm sorry man. try to make it a little less well ventilated next time. and like i can tell i'm your first on account of this freshly poured concrete flooring and i'm just not comfortable working with someone with no prior experience yk? please don't be sad

[automutilated]

asking you about the way you're planning to kill yourself once i'm done with you and if it's not cool enough i try a little harder to rape some good ideas into you. maybe they'll take