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this blog is to externally express an internal experience. though i have tried, i have no logic or language for my experience

angelene • schizophrenic • lesbian new account 12.31.25 (gougeddoll terminated)

#me #u #txt #my collections #my scans #my writing

realized i never updated on my baby but he’s doing great… after the third visit to the vet his bizarre symptoms miraculously stopped? no explanation, and his tests came back fine. when i tell you i prayed and wished and promised to get my life together if i was granted a miracle. now i guess i have to do this

#i promise something seemed wrong i wasn’t being delusional because my roommate also noticed 💀#i thought for sure he was having some sort of heart or neurological condition because he kept falling over #but now he’s just being a normal cat

#u

i have a really problematic confession about being a lesbian is this a safe space?

#i’m afraid to say it because i feel like an lgbt traitor #but why are all my straight friends lives so much easier in so many aspects #feel like i’m betraying feminism too #i’m not going to say it #i wish… nevermind #fml #i can’t even explain it feels so wrong to say #i just want someone to HELP ME

busted my ass and nearly broke my leg trying to carry a facebook marketplace find that weighs 100 pounds down a hill and i’m covered in bruises and then drove 30 minutes the wrong way by accident with that enormous thing in my car 💀 and the wrong turn forced me to drive on the interstate which i’d be deathly afraid of for months. but i made it home alive. saw 777 on license plates 3 times. god works in mysterious ways

#journal #7