hey bitch asses, so im going to start posting my poetry, because during my last manic episode i burned all of them :)), anywho//
It’s the crisp snap of promptly picked peaches between powerful teeth in a lustful mouth
On my tongue a hazy beach day
Sandy, dry, and unclear like the mind of a lost man in the desert
I want to quench you, make you whole, my soul flooding yours in an escapade of ecstasy
Alien eyes look into ours and see stars, but in yours I see a limitless expanse of wonder
You taught me how to roll my first cigarette
The butt pursed against my lips, and as I took that first drag, I inhaled an addiction
No, not nictotine, something more than a physical craving, but an emotional affliction
The smoke filled my lungs as you filled my head
I need you, but only when you’re not here
The fruit from that first bite molds, wrinkles, and folds breeding disease, hatred, and war
Across my tongue muculent maggots pulse, writhing with an obsession for self-preservation
Crawling in and out of the cancerous sores in my mouth from the stale smoke you had left me
Not being the first time death fills my mouth I swallow
Swallow because this is a smooth cocktail ordered from around the bar compared to the frail rabid entity that possesses me
It scratches through my skin
The I miss you’s and I love you’s are silenced by the invective vicious visceral darts that spew from between my lips
The wonder that once reflected off of your eyes into mine now lingers along the synapses of a haggard mind
The only thing buying me time from that is now
The only difference between me now, and that later is