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by Dan McCarthy

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Blue Windows Behind the Stars, 2011, Dan McCarthy

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Dan McCarthy

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Dan McCarthy

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With Nawa Kitsune <3

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Freezing to burning… An intense session in the eye of Morgana Fata. Ropes : DirtyVonP - Model : me

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The Four Agreements

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Be impeccable with your word Speak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoid using the word to speak against yourself or to gossip about others. Use the power of your word in the direction of truth and love. Don’t take anything personally Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you won’t be the victim of needless suffering. Don’t make assumptions Find the courage to ask questions and to express what you really want. Communicate with others as clearly as you can to avoid misunderstandings, sadness, and drama. With just this one agreement, you can completely transform your life. Always do your best Your best is going to change from moment to moment; it will be different when you are healthy as opposed to sick. Under any circumstance, simply do your best, and you will avoid self-judgement, self-abuse, and regret.— Don Miguel Ruiz

Excerpted from The Four Agreements By Don Miguel Ruiz

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source || airaishi

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Danbooru, Pixiv

Sexy Sweaters [3/45]

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rope + gag

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I’m feeling little. A lot going on and ready for things to change, be good, be happy. 

Too much uncomfortable happening. Not enough safety warmth that kind of thing. Feeling off balance a little out of control hope that changes fairly soon.   

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Haven’t updated in quite a while. Good thing is that I have some fairly long posts in the works, maybe catch everyone up to speed on all the wonderful and not so wonderful things happening in my life. 

I needed to make a post tonight for no other purpose than to maintain some sanity. In reality I have about seven other concrete non-feeling related things to address tonight, so short and sweet here is what is going on...

Tonight when looking for my passport I found some pretty atrocious and horrifying things in my apartment placed there by my living partner. These items are one hundred percent NOT okay and have left me nauseous, pretty pissed, angry..fooled? To hold him in absolute high esteem and have him disrespect me so completely...I am livid. It discounts everything he has ever done for me. 

So there is that.

Other thing on my mind, other thing bothering me. I have this idea that I only feel validated as an attractive, pretty, worthy of advance woman when I am being sexual or being sexualized...I don’t take being sexualized as a negative. Because I’ve really had no sexual contact in a long while, and because I’m not currently the target of sexualization, admiration, whatever, I sort of feel like cruddy trash. That’s a strong sentiment but on some level I equate being sexually pleasing as essential and me I’m a zero in that zone at the moment. 

I own bigger and less whiny thoughts but for later maybe. Blah.

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