@avengerled / steve / “i’m a risk taker! i take risks!”
everything’s gonna be okay / accepting
Anything he says right now is going to make him the world’s biggest hypocrite. If he says No, Steve, you’ve never taken a risk in your life, it makes him a liar. Steve jumps off of roofs on his bike and from planes with no chute at least five times a month, and that’s when things in their business are slow. His whole quote-unquote origin story boils down to an experimental treatment that killed or drove mad everyone else that was a part of it. Steve doesn’t just take risks, he drags risk into an alley and beats it up and then takes the spare change in its pocket.
On the other hand, calling Steve out for this will just make Tony himself look bad, and open the floor for commentary about his own risky behavior. Of which there is…A…Sufficient amount. And one thing Tony does not want to do is defend his own risky behavior as justifiable because Steve’s literally acting like he’s never done something that looks both dumb and doomed from the start.
So it’s a very good thing, really, that he’s acting as a load-bearing support for a two-year-old (who doesn’t really need him to do it, anyway - she can fly, after all - but had insisted with her new favorite word, up!) so she can slap her newest neon-colored crayon scribble drawing on the fridge with a magnet and not pay any attention at all to this nonsense that will definitely get him into trouble. If they start this, it’s going to be a never-ending cycle of metaphorically pointing fingers at each other for every last risky thing either of them have ever done.
But Tony is not a smart man. Oh, he’s a genius, sure enough, he can do polynomial equations in his head while having an unrelated conversation while doing delicate soldering work while under fire. But he’s never seen an argument he’ll back down from, and he’s never been called submissive and reserved.
Halley gets her picture pinned to the fridge with the magnet she’s chosen (an oversized glow in the dark stegosaurus that is not at all biologically accurate) and he holds up a hand for a high five for a job well done. She’s not, he’s sure, at the peak of what she’s going to be (she’s a toddler, after all) but damned if that doesn’t sting when she takes him up on it. Being on Team Completely Human in this family is the biggest reality check he can have, he thinks. “I wouldn’t say you’re…Not a risk-taker.”
There, that’s diplomatic. And, to a degree, fairly true. Tony will still argue Steve’s always been brave where Tony cannot, and has therefore given Tony courage when he’s most needed it. They are where they are to begin with because Steve broke the rules first. Steve is, as well, working on giving him an ulcer for the stunts he pulls in the field. Tony’s here playing dad to an overpowered toddler he’d kill and-or die for because of it. But there are things you can set your watch by when it comes to Steve, because those things will literally never change. His lack of a poker face, for example, or his steadfast resistance to things like taking a break or a vacation.
“Look me in the eyes and tell me you’re not thinking about that hotline again.” Tony had been in California, getting his shit together, when all that had been going down, but will he ever let it go? Absolutely not. “You and Sam are really not subtle.”
Also Sam may or may not have also brought it up in conversation to Tony, since he was the one that resurrected it during his own time as Captain America. Which had felt like pointed hinting then, and feels like it now.
“It’s a good idea!” Steve slid along the opposite side of the counter. The hotline was not his worst idea (that was probably the van). But you do it once and everyone points to it like it was some sort of joke. It’d worked! And it was before the internet, what else was he supposed to do, just leave people stranded?
Halley looked at him, and Steve puffed his cheeks up, crossed his eyes, and wiggled his ears. She burst out laughing, clapping her hands together before reaching for his face and slapping the air out of his cheeks. Which kind of hurt, but hey, he still had all his teeth. He looked back up at Tony.
“Look, me, Sam, and Bucky will take turns answering stuff, so it’s not all on me all the time. It gets us all in touch with the people in a way I think I need again, after... you know.” He waved his hand. Steve didn’t like talking about that other him or his takeover of SHIELD. He didn’t like thinking about it either, even though it seemed to pop up at the worst possible times. And he knew he didn’t have to spell it out for Tony, since he was one of the few people to have never left Steve’s corner.
He wouldn’t lie though--a big part of him was wondering if this was a good idea. Not the hotline in and of itself--that was solid, he knew. It was involving himself with it. Taking the time to travel around America had been good for him, but he’d learned that there were still people out there who felt betrayed. Who didn’t want to trust him. And he didn’t want to muddy the waters--if getting the hotline up and running without him would actually get other people to use it, then he’d step back in a heartbeat. Even if it’d bruise a bit to do so.
“Besides, with SHIELD gone and the Avengers still out of the country, people need to know there’s still heroes in the states who want to look out after them.”
He said, with a straight face, like all of New York wasn’t filled to the brim with superheroes already.