Edictator Overlord in Chief

Hi. I am a 23 year-old guy who failed to fully unravel his geekiness thus having the title "demi-geek".

[averagedemigeek]

Feel the sea

The rip tide crashes –

The sea has split into two;

I drowned in the water.

[tkyle]

[melodyhansen]

[fromthe0therside]

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Closer // Chainsmokers ft. Halsey

To listen properly: -put on headphones -close your eyes -enjoy

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[kushandwizdom]

I hope you find someone who knows how to love you when you’re sad.

(via stephanietorno)

[diaryofacreativehoarder]

[fy-perspectives]

Relax. You will become an adult. You will figure out your career. You will find someone who loves you. You have a whole lifetime; time takes time.

Johanna de Silentio (via fy-perspectives)

[ayyemarc]

As we grow older we begin to care less about what used to bother us before because all those experiences of emotions and pain have shut us down continuously, allowing us to become blasé of some of the world’s phenomena. But in all honesty I think I’m too weak to fall into that category of people. I always find myself troubled with transcending all of life’s sufferings, leading to a cynical, yet weary point of view of expectations and life itself (not completely). Then all of a sudden it comes down to base one

[afatbabe]

If you’re not noticed, you’re still valid.

[afatbabe]

Like, if no ones gonna read it, you should still write it.

If no ones gonna see it, you should still do it.

If no ones gonna hear you, you should still say it.

You’re not measured by how people react to you.

[luxgalador]

[averagedemigeek]

An epilogue to an infinite goodbye

Gather all the clichés.

You hurt me. You shattered my heart into a million pieces. You despise me. You said hurtful words to me. You threw me like I was nothing. You left me when I needed you the most.

Despite that? I am still deeply, sincerely, truly in love with you.

My love, I understand how it is to be with me. I understand how complicated things could be. My heart mourns for the pain and agony that you felt when you were with me. I just wish I knew what to do to make you stay. I just wish I knew how to make myself better for you.

My love, I want to thank you.

Thank you for the joy that you have brought into my life. Thank you for the short yet amazing span of time that I felt that you were mine. Thank you for appreciating the little things in me even though I don’t appreciate it most of the time. Thank you for seeing beyond the borders of what I am, what I have and what I could give. Thank you for keeping up with how stupid I am sometimes. Thank you for sharing a part of you with me. Thank you for making me feel special.

I miss you so much every day and night. I know that deep inside me, a part of me wants you back but this love, this very love that I have for you right now transcends the confines of my selfish happiness. I know you’ve moved on and I know that you have let go already, but now I am letting you go. I know I have said this a million times but I think this is the ultimatum to all my goodbyes. I will always miss you. I wish you nothing but happiness and wellness.

It is time for me to let go.

I love you so much, my dearest, my little sky rocket.

[averagedemigeek]

Dissonance

I hear your voice like it was not long ago;

the tasteful undertones of your whisper

and the sweet melody of your laughter

troubles my sanity like an illicit drug.

 I feel your tender kisses and

warm embrace that open the gates of heaven

and ignite the life in me that causes

disturbance to my rationality.

 Oh, a shame, that’s what I am

for it has been so long since you’re gone

because the months have been done

but I still can’t get you off my head.

 But tonight, through the gentle strokes of my pen,

I write my bittersweet goodbye to you,

my love.

[quotemadness]

The best people all have some kind of scar.

Kiera Cass (via quotemadness)

[thepersonalquotes]

[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here

[averagedemigeek]

Obliterate

The raging waves of

your words ransack the entire

strife of my conscious.

[averagedemigeek]

May 19, 2016, 9:02 in the evening

I’m writing this on the night before the day of our Baccalaureate Mass.

I still can’t believe it. After four years of sleepless nights, coffee-fueled mornings and exhausting afternoons, I’m finally graduating.

It wasn’t easy, I must say. It was a road full of adversities and challenges that probably strengthened my whole personality. Of course these involve the turndowns, the disappointments, the shortcomings, the almost-going-to-give-up moments and the heartbreaks. I can describe the feeling of graduation as sweet and exhilarating but nevertheless one of the greatest heartbreaks that I’ve ever felt.

It will be hard to leave, really. You will be leaving a lot of things:

You will be leaving your blockmates who had been there for you in your whole stay in the university whom felt like more than just friends to you; they are more like your brothers and sisters, a family.

You will be leaving the memories with your friends in the university since you’ll be on your own very soon, leaving all the happy moments and the down times that greatly fortified your relationship with them.

You will be leaving your professors and instructors; all those times that you feel the love-hate relationship with them but on a lighter note, you learn from everything and they become more of a second parent that aids in the shaping of your future.

You will be leaving the lush green surroundings of the Lovers’ Lane, the refreshing, open space of the UST Open Field, the classrooms in which you’ve acquired the knowledge that created a well-rounded, competent Thomasian alumus/alumna, the festive annual Paskuhan and its breathtaking fireworks display and lastly, the Pontifical and Royal University of Santo Tomas, your nurturing ground for the past four (or maybe more) years, your Alma Mater, your home.

Despite everything, you must always remember that leaving all of these doesn’t mean you’ve left it entirely; you may have left your home but it will forever be in your heart.

For the University of Santo Tomas’ graduating batch of 2016, congratulations and I hope we all meet again soon in the real world.

Viva Santo Tomas!