Hiii. Could you make a fic featuring Natasha Romanoff X fem!reader in which they are happily married and one night Natasha has a terrible nightmare: she comes back home and finds Dreykov, Madame B and some widows torturing and then painfully killing reader with her not being able to do anything and being forced to watch everything unfold. Natasha wakes up startled, absolutely terrified and in a complete emotional breakdown (tears, shaking, breathing erratically...) and wakes up reader to make sure she is NOT really dead. Reader comforts, reassures, and loves her (LOTS of fluff) and in the meantime they remember again why they're truly each other's soulmate (reader is aware that Natasha is not that vulnerable with anyone else and she is honoured Nat lets her and Natasha is thankful that someone loves and chooses her despite her past and trauma). Thanks in advance and sorry for making the request this long xoxo.
Trauma
Natasha Romanoff x Fem!Reader
TW's: Blood, violence, death
[A/N] Been suffering a little with writer's block and last time I said that on this blog it went away almost immediately so I'm saying it again in case it happens again ❤️ Happy Pride month everyone, I'll be sure to keep the lesbian fics coming this month 🌈 Thanks for the request my lovely anon, compared to some requests I get it wasn't actually that long 😂 Hope you enjoy this one 😘
Natasha unlocks the front door to the apartment she’d moved into with you five years ago. Your relationship had been going well at the time and you’d hinted more than once that you’d like to take things a step further. Eventually Natasha had relented, agreeing to move out of the Avengers compound into an apartment with you. It was small, none of the windows closed properly so there was always a draught, and every so often the shower randomly leaked with no rhythm or reason, but it had quickly become home. Natasha loved looking around and seeing pieces of you everywhere. Books strewn across the floor, the necklace you always wore left absentmindedly by the kitchen sink, your cardigan thrown over the back of a chair.
You’d gotten married two years ago, and Natasha couldn’t be happier. Marriage had always been something Natasha thought she wouldn’t experience. Even when she escaped the Red Room she’d figured, who could love someone as broken as her? You could, apparently. You were Natasha’s everything, and she was so glad she’d found you.
Maybe it’s because she’s been feeling so safe lately but Natasha doesn’t immediately notice anything out of place. It’s only when she’s kicked off her shoes that she notices the overturned coffee table, your plant pot broken with the soil spilt across the floor. You weren’t always the tidiest person around but Natasha knows if you’d bumped into it, you wouldn’t have just left it like that. This looked almost like-
“Baby?” Natasha calls out. “Are you home?”
There’s music playing in the living room and Natasha recognises it as Tchaikovsky, the ‘Swan Lake’ soundtrack. Why would you be listening to that? It’s playing loudly and it gets quieter as she creeps slowly down the corridor, and as the music quietens she begins to hear the sound of panicked sobs, and a voice calling her name. Your voice.
The moment Natasha steps into the living room someone kicks her in the leg, knocking her off her feet. Before she can react a series of punches get thrown on her, several to her face, and several to her stomach, disorienting her completely. Natasha tries to scramble to her feet, to reach for her weapon but two women grab her arms, pulling them behind her back. She squirms weakly in their grip, her alarmed gaze searching the room, finally landing on you.
You’re tied to one of the dining chairs, tears streaming down your cheeks, blood everywhere, your face battered and bruised as you let out pained pants through your tears. On either side of you stand two people Natasha remembers well, no matter how hard she wants to forget them. Madame B, her supervisor from the Red Room, and Dreykov, the man who’d put her there. Holding her back are presumably two Widow’s, and on either side of Madame B and Dreykov are four more Widow’s, each of them expressionless.
“What are you doing?” Natasha asks, thrashing in the grip of the women holding her. “What are you doing to her?”
Nobody answers her. Madame B turns back to you and you whimper, trying to squirm away from her touch as she presses a knife to your throat. Natasha thrashes harder, reaching desperately for you, “Don’t do this! Leave her alone, please, please, leave her alone-”
Natasha tries to scream but her words are coming out croaked, like her voice is slowly disappearing. She’s panicking now, so desperate to get to you. What are they doing here? How did they find her? Why are they targeting you? Questions fly through Natasha’s head but she tries to push them away, focusing on you, pulling desperately in the grip of the Widow’s but they hang on, and she’s still disoriented from the punches. For a moment she’s certain the Widow standing behind Dreykov is Yelena, when she blinks she turns into Melina, another blink and it’s Natasha herself. She shakes her head, mumbling desperately, “No, no, no, this isn’t happening, this isn’t happening…”
Dreykov smiles, gesturing with his head, and Madame B drags the knife across your throat, blood beginning to pour out like a fountain. Your eyes are wide as you look towards Natasha, unable to speak as you cough and splutter, blood spilling out of your mouth. Natasha’s crying now, trying her best to scream over and over again, “No! No, please! Please! Not her! I’ll do anything, please! Please-”
But it’s too late and Natasha knows it. Your horrified gaze remains on her until your eyes glaze over, your expression stuck in permanent terror as your body slumps awkwardly in the chair, held up now only by the ropes. Dreykov turns to Natasha and she shakes her head, stammering over her words and her tears. You’re gone. Why did they do this to you? Natasha doesn’t care what happens to her now, you were her only reason for waking up in the morning, and now you’re gone, you’re gone-
Natasha bolts awake, sitting upright in bed and panting heavily. The bedroom is dark and for a moment she’s completely disoriented. Natasha reaches over to switch on the bedside lamp, her breathing coming out in erratic pants as she looks around the room. Finally her gaze lands on you and she chokes back a sob. You’re lying next to her, fast asleep, and before Natasha can think about what she’s doing she shakes your shoulder roughly, “Y/N! Y/N!”
You wake up with a start, looking up at her with wide eyes, “Wha- What?”
“Oh- Y/N…”
Natasha pulls you upright and into her arms, crying into your shoulder. For a moment you’re irritated by the sudden wakeup call but when you realise Natasha’s crying you instantly soften, wrapping your own arms around her. You know Natasha better than anyone but you’ve only seen her cry twice, and both times she’d left the room immediately so you wouldn’t see. This is the very first time she’s allowed herself to cry so openly. “I thought there was a house fire for a minute,” You tease softly, your own heart pounding in your chest. “But I guess there must’ve been another reason that you woke me up.”
Natasha doesn’t reply and that’s when you feel her shaking, her hands digging into the fabric of the baggy t-shirt you wear to sleep in. You try to pull back to look at her but she hangs on, desperate to hold onto you, so you relent, letting her just hold you if that’s what she wants. Her breathing is still coming out in erratic pants, so you rub your hand up and down her back, mumbling, “Hey... Nat, baby, it’s okay… Everything’s okay…”
Natasha can’t speak, letting out a gulping sob as she presses a shaky kiss to your forehead, letting herself feel that you’re safe and that more importantly, you’re alive. Eventually she pulls back to look at you, cupping your cheek in her hand, “Are you okay?”
“Yeah… Yeah, I was just asleep. Are you okay?”
Natasha suddenly pulls away, grabbing her sidearm that she keeps in the bedside drawer and creeping into the hallway. You start to say her name but Natasha holds up a finger to silence you, so you quieten, letting her do whatever she feels she needs to do. Natasha checks every room of the small apartment, every possible hiding spot until she’s satisfied that there’s no one else there. She checks the front door is definitely locked before heading back to bed and pulling you into her arms again.
You reach up to gently wipe a tear on her cheek, “Tell me what’s wrong.”
“You were dead.” Just saying the words out loud makes Natasha sob again, and your expression softens, kissing her tearstained cheek. “I couldn’t do anything, I was- I couldn’t save you, God, I couldn’t save you-”
“I’m fine. Okay? Nothing happened, it was just a bad dream.”
“It was worse than a bad dream, it was… Fuck, it was so real. You were-” Natasha lets out a shaky breath, leaning her forehead against yours. “I thought I’d lost you. I thought I’d fucking lost you.”
You tilt your head to press a slow, loving kiss to her lips, and mumble, “I’m right here. Nothing’s gonna happen to me-”
“You don’t know that,” Natasha says urgently. “I wasn’t there to protect you and they got the upper hand and then I couldn’t- I couldn’t-”
“Nat, baby, it wasn’t real. I don’t know what happened but it was just a bad dream.”
“What if it wasn’t though?” Natasha sobs. “This apartment isn’t the most secure and I worry about you here all by yourself while I’m away on missions. Anything could happen and if I- If I lost you, I don’t know if I could- I wouldn’t be able to-”
You consider her words for a moment, your fingers gently running over her cheek, wiping away a tear that slips down, “What would make you feel better?”
Natasha hesitates, swallowing down another sob as she tries to get a hold of her emotions. What would make her feel better? “I- I want to teach you basic self defence.”
“Okay.”
“What, you’re going to agree just like that?”
“I’d agree to anything if it made you feel better. Besides, I’ve wanted to learn for a while, I’d rather get taught by you.”
“And I want to install a security system,” Natasha says. “I’m not even asking the landlord, I’m just gonna do it.”
“We’re not getting our deposit back, are we?”
“You’re more important to me.”
You meet her gaze, seeing the way she’s looking at you. Her eyes are red, her eyelashes glistening as another tear trickles down her flushed cheek. It’s the most vulnerable you’ve ever seen her and you know it’s rare. A sign that she trusts you. It’s only taken her six years of being together, two of them in which you’ve been married. You kiss her teary cheek again, “You’re important to me too. Okay? And if I have to take all the self defence courses in New York, start carrying pepper spray, have the fanciest, most expensive security system that money can buy, then I will. Anything to make you feel better.”
Natasha sniffles, looking down at the bed, “I know I’m being a lot right now-”
“No, you’re being real, and I appreciate it. I love you.”
“I love you more,” Natasha replies without hesitation. “I still shouldn’t have cried.”
“It’s okay to cry, you know?” You say gently, tucking a strand of her red hair behind her ear. “It’s not a weakness, it’s just… Having a good cry makes me feel better. Do you know how many times a day I sneak to the bathroom at work to have a little cry?”
“That often? Do you like… Need help?”
“Okay, it’s not that often but sometimes things get on top of you and crying does help.” You cup her cheek with your hand again, your voice dropping quieter, “I know you didn’t cry as a kid. I know what they said to you, what they did to you if you cried… But you’re not there anymore, you’re here with me. And if you need to cry then you can just cry.”
“You’re my soulmate, you know that?” Natasha says with a small, tearful smile. “You’re the only person I fully trust.”
“What about Clint?”
“I trust Clint with my life but I trust you with my emotions.”
You smile, unable to resist kissing her cheek again. Her breathing has calmed somewhat and you run your fingers through her hair, before pressing a kiss to her forehead this time, “Do you wanna stay up a bit longer? We could put a movie on, just for some background noise and cuddle for a bit.”
Natasha hadn’t even realised that was what she needed until you suggested it. You know her even better than she knows herself sometimes. She nods mutely, cuddling into your side as you scroll through Netflix looking for something comforting to watch. Her arm snakes around your waist and she presses a kiss to your neck, “I’m sorry, I know you have work in the morning-”
“It’s one night of slightly broken sleep, I’m sure I’ll survive. Besides, I’d choose cuddles with you over sleep anytime.”
Natasha kisses you again as you finally settle on ‘Mean Girls’, an old comfort film you both enjoy. Natasha relaxes as the familiar opening begins to play and you wrap your arms around her, pressing a kiss to the top of her head. She’s still on edge from her nightmare but the movie combined with your comforting presence helps to soothe her. You run your fingers through her hair and she sighs, loving when you do that. If anyone else tried to touch her hair she’d slap them, but you’re different. Your touch relaxes her and she feels a rush of love and gratitude for you.
Nothing will ever happen to you, Natasha will make sure of it. She knows Madame B and Dreykov can’t come after you, that they’re both dead now, that her dream was just her subconscious fucking with her. But there are other threats out there and if anyone tries to get near you, they’ll soon regret it. No one touches Natasha’s wife and gets away with it.
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RE4 Leon
Cooperative Parenting (nsfw)
[Leon Kennedy x fem!reader]
Summary: You and Leon have been broken up for a long time but you still co-parent. After your daughter's seventh birthday party, things got a little heated. But it's fine, right? domestic!Leon
part 1 - Cooperative Parenting (nsfw)
part 2 - The Callback
part 3 - Chemistry Read
part 4 - The Rehearsal
part 5 - Laundry (nsfw)
part 6 - Ballet (nsfw)
part 7 - Pandora
part 8 - Cut the Show
part 9 - Territorial (nsfw)
part 9b - Filthy Martinis
part 10 - Teeth (nsfw)
part 11 - Chicken Tenders
part 12 - Don't tell me (nsfw)
part 13 - Olive (coming 09/05)
part 14 - Village (coming 15/05)
Epilogue (RE9 Leon)
Oneshots:
Aphrodite (requested, nsfw)
The dress (requested jealous!Leon, nsfw) [coming soon]
Kiss me (drabble, requested) [coming soon]
Rookie!Leon
Don't think the stripper likes you (nsfw)
[Rookie!Leon Kennedy x fem!Reader]
Summary: Rookie cop Leon Kennedy starts with the RPD. The boys think it would be fun to take the rookie out to visit his first strip club as an initiation ritual. You see the guys from the police station walk in, ready to make a bag. Rule no 1: don't think the stripper likes you, right?
part 1
part 2
part 3
part 4
RE9 Leon
Oneshots:
Baby (nsfw)
Before sunrise she's your daughter (fluff)
Scars don't form on the dying (requested, nsfw)
Office Affairs (requested, nsfw) [coming soon]
Hay Fever (requested, nsfw) [coming soon]
Requests are open. Multi-chapter requests are closed.
I'll keep updating this list as I go.
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give me more than just some butterflies- hqtchniss
you had to go and break into my head- hqtchniss
something so rare in your veins- hqtchniss
just between us, do you remember it? -hqtchniss
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corner of the night- totallyprentiss
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strip it- pagetsfishpurse
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break the mould- temilyrights
anything- whatif-ialreadydid
you are enough- pagetsfishpurse
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what do you need?- wlwoceaneyes
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dawn is having you by my side- hqtchniss
give me more than just some butterflies- hqtchniss
you had to go and break into my head- hqtchniss
something so rare in your veins- hqtchniss
just between us, do you remember it? -hqtchniss
a mean kid- emilyprentissmylove
social construct- emilyprentissmylove
back home- emilyprentissmylove
emily as a mom: headcannons- undercoverscrabbler
cupid's schemes- emilys-bangs
my baby, here on earth- emilys-bangs
baby, it's cold outside- emilys-bangs
juno- emilys-bangs
off-kilter- emilys-bangs
second hello's - emilys-bangs
birthday- olixant
your little hand's wrapped around my finger- propertyofemilyprentiss
moonlight hush- propertyofemilyprentiss
corner of the night- totallyprentiss
oh, darling, don't you ever grow up- amwritesitall
Smut
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pov: phone sex with emily- yourmomssidepiece
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Summary: Part 2 of PR Nightmares
Being the PR manager for the Avengers means spinning disasters into headlines and keeping gods, soldiers, and billionaires on message. It would almost be manageable—if only a certain red-haired agent didn’t treat every press event like optional side quests, rumors like entertainment, and you like her favorite game.
Warnings: fluff
Words: 5914
Camera flashes cut through the night in relentless bursts as reporters press forward, each one trying to force their way to the front for a quote or even a glance.
You lift a hand toward security, signaling for them to hold the line and keep the crowd contained behind the velvet barrier before turning back to the two figures waiting behind the backdrop.
“Are you both ready for your first appearance as official Avengers?” you ask, keeping your tone steady despite the chaos only a few feet away.
“Um…kind of?” Peter fidgets with his collar, tugging at the tie in a clear attempt to loosen it.
You immediately swat his hand away and straighten it again before he can undo your work.
“Are you sure I can’t just wear the spider suit?”
You give him a firm look and shake your head without hesitation.
“No. Your identity has already been revealed to the entire world, which means your media training starts now,” you reply, leaving no room for argument.
With everything that followed the exposure of his identity and the retaliation that came with it, the situation needs to be redirected. The only effective way to counter the wave of negative press is to replace it with something positive, something controlled. Tonight’s event, the formal introduction of the newest Avengers, is meant to do exactly that.
You shift your attention to the second recruit, who will also undergo the same training, whether she likes it or not.
“And you, Kate? Still feeling nervous?” you ask.
She leans against the backdrop, bracing herself with one hand while the other fans at her face in quick, restless motions.
“What? No, I am fine. Totally fine. Completely calm. Is it warm out here?” she says in a rush, her eyes darting around.
Considering that it is the middle of winter in New York, her answer does nothing to reassure you. You exhale quietly and step closer, reaching up to smooth a stray strand of hair back into place in an attempt to ground her.
“Take a breath, Kate. You don’t even have to answer questions yet,” you tell her gently.
She nods, slower this time, following your lead as she inhales and exhales.
“Right. Okay,” she murmurs, straightening her posture before glancing around again. “Wait. Where is Yelena?”
You close your eyes for a brief moment, drawing in a steady breath as the beginnings of a headache settle in behind your temples. Of course, she is missing. The third new member seems to have adopted the same habit as her sister when it comes to avoiding events you explicitly told her to attend.
Unfortunately, your influence only goes so far. You have never had much success persuading Natasha to follow a plan exactly, and while she will occasionally compromise with you, Yelena has even less interest in doing so.
“She will be here later,” you say, even though you are not entirely convinced of that yourself. There is no time to dwell on it. You focus on what can still be controlled.
“Peter, you’re up first. Smile, wave, and keep moving. Do not stop for questions. Understood?”
“Got it,” he replies, giving a quick nod as he shakes out his hands and steps forward into the storm of cameras and voices.
You watch closely as he does exactly what you instructed, moving through the crowd without hesitation and making it inside the ballroom without incident.
“Alright, Kate. You’re next,” you say, giving her a reassuring pat.
She hesitates for only a moment before stepping out. There is a slight stumble at the start, but she recovers quickly and manages to make her way inside as well.
A quiet breath of relief escapes you. You have spent weeks preparing all three of them for this, and at least two seem willing to follow directions without complication.
The rising volume of the crowd signals the next arrival before you even turn to look. A sleek black car pulls up, and as the door opens, the original Avengers step out one by one, each of them dressed exactly as you arranged.
Tony. Check.
Steve. Check.
Bruce. Check.
Thor. Check.
Clint. Check.
Your attention sharpens as you wait for the final figure.
The car door closes.
No red hair. No Natasha.
Your phone is already in your hand before the realization fully settles, the call ringing as you peer through the tinted windows in a last attempt to convince yourself she is simply taking a moment before stepping out.
The line connects, and your assistant speaks immediately, her voice rushed with panic.
“I am so sorry! I tried to get her ready on time, but then she offered me a drink, and then we got distracted talking, and by the time I realized what time it was, the event had already started.”
You pinch the bridge of your nose as the headache fully settles in. This is not your assistant’s fault. You already guessed that before calling.
You know exactly who is responsible.
“Just…switch with me,” you say, your voice tight but controlled. “Stay here and keep an eye on the new members during the event. I will…” You let out a quiet sigh, rolling your eyes despite yourself. “I will handle Romanoff.”
~~~~~~~ ⧗ ~~~~~~~
The elevator chimes softly as it reaches the common floor, the doors sliding open to reveal exactly what you expected. Natasha is sitting cross-legged on one of the sofas, completely at ease, her attention fixed on the movie playing across the small laptop balanced on her lap.
“Romanoff!” you call, exasperated.
She glances over her shoulder the moment she hears you, and her lips immediately curl into a knowing, infuriating smile.
“You made it just in time. Popcorn?” she asks casually, as though she is not currently skipping an event you explicitly told her to attend.
You exhale sharply and stride across the room until you are standing directly in front of her.
She does not move. If anything, her smile deepens as she lifts another piece of popcorn to her mouth, finger deliberately lingering on her bottom lip as her gaze drags slowly over you in open appraisal.
You press your teeth into the inside of your cheek, refusing to react to the warmth that threatens to rise under her attention. Instead, you reach forward, snap the laptop shut, and toss it onto the couch beside her.
“Get up,” you say.
One of her brows lifts slightly, amusement flickering in her expression, but you do not give her the opportunity to respond. You grab her hand and pull her to her feet yourself before guiding her firmly down the hall toward her room.
Once inside, you release her and move straight to the bed, grabbing the dress you had already laid out for her. You turn and press it into her hands.
“Change. Now,” you tell her.
Natasha glances from you to the dress and back again, a slow smirk forming as she considers your words.
“If that’s what you want,” she replies, and before you can prepare for it, she lifts her top over her head in one smooth, effortless motion.
You freeze for half a second at the sudden sight of her toned naked body, your eyes widening before you quickly turn your head away, heat rising to your face as you push the dress more firmly against her.
A quiet, amused laugh escapes her, and you shake your head, letting out a restrained breath.
“You are impossible,” you mutter.
Her laughter lingers as she disappears into the bathroom to finish changing, leaving you alone with your thoughts for the first time since arriving.
Your gaze drifts around the room, taking in the sparse details. There is very little here that marks the space as hers beyond a few carefully placed photographs. Most of them are what you expect, moments captured with the rest of the Avengers at events and gatherings, a few with her sister, each one offering a rare glimpse into a life she rarely shares.
Then one photo draws your attention and holds it.
It is the two of you, caught mid-moment on a dance floor from a previous event, her arms wrapped around you while you leaned into her.
The tension in your shoulders eases as the memory surfaces, vivid and warm, and a quiet breath leaves you before you can stop it.
Arms slide around you from behind without warning, pulling you back into that same familiar warmth.
“Have you decided to stay instead?” Natasha murmurs near your ear, her chin settling lightly against your shoulder.
You suppress the shiver that threatens to betray you, choosing instead to step out of her hold with a sigh and turn to face her with your hands planted firmly on your hips.
“Nice try,” you reply. “But you agreed to attend three more press events without causing problems.”
Natasha laughs softly, turning her back to you as she gathers her hair over one shoulder. She glances at you over the curve of her shoulder, the look in her eyes far too deliberately teasing.
“Help me with this?” she asks, gesturing slightly.
You hesitate, narrowing your eyes in suspicion. There is no way someone like her would need help with something so simple, and yet time is slipping away, and you both can’t be any later than you already are.
That is the only reason you step closer. At least, that is what you tell yourself.
Your hand settles lightly against her lower back as you reach for the zipper, drawing it up slowly.
The quiet stretches for a moment before her voice breaks it, softer now, almost thoughtful.
“I made that promise to you, not your assistant,” she mutters.
Your brows draw together as her words sink in, and realization follows almost immediately.
“Are you actually upset that I sent my assistant instead of coming myself?” you ask.
She doesn’t answer right away, but beneath your hand, you feel the subtle shift in her posture, the tension that gives her away even when her composure does not.
Natasha finally lets out a quiet breath, then shrugs as though it means nothing.
“No,” she replies lightly.
You step around her, folding your arms as you study her more closely.
“I’ve been busy managing Yelena and the others, which means you have not been the center of my attention for once. Is that what this is about?” you press, a hint of challenge slipping into your tone.
Her eyes flicker, and for a brief moment, you catch something unguarded before it disappears behind her usual composure.
“You think I’m jealous?” she asks, her voice carrying a quiet edge.
“I think you’re used to having my attention,” you counter, not backing down. “And I think you did not like losing it.”
Silence hangs between you for a heartbeat.
Then Natasha steps forward, closing the distance in a way that feels entirely intentional, her gaze steady on yours.
“Maybe I don’t,” she admits, her voice low enough that it almost brushes against you. “Does that mean I get to keep you here tonight instead?”
Your breath catches as you become acutely aware of how close she is, how easily she always manages to turn the situation back around on you.
Before you can respond, your phone vibrates sharply in your pocket, breaking the moment. You glance down at the alert, your expression shifting instantly as reality forces its way back in.
“We don’t have time for this,” you say, though your voice is not quite as steady as before. You straighten slightly, regaining control. You poke at her shoulder. “If you behave at the event, we can finish that movie later tonight.”
Natasha tilts her head, considering you, and then a slow smile returns. She catches your hand in hers before you can pull away.
“That sounds like a date,” she says.
Heat rises to your face immediately, and you look away, pulling your hand back to your side and clearing your throat as you try to recover.
“That’s not what I meant, and you know it,” you reply quickly, far too quickly to be convincing.
Her soft laughter follows you as you reach for the door, already knowing you have not heard the end of that.
~~~~~~~ ⧗ ~~~~~~~
Natasha glances toward you while keeping one hand steady on the wheel, guiding the car through the slow crawl of traffic on the way to the event. Her attention lingers for a moment as she watches you type rapidly on your phone, messages flying in and out as you coordinate updates and issue last-minute instructions.
Your brows are pinched in concentration as you read the words on your screen under your breath in a soft mumble.
A faint, teasing smile forms at the corner of her lips before she looks back at the road.
“You’re being cute again,” she says lightly.
Right on cue, you let out a long, exasperated sigh, dropping your hands into your lap before turning to face her.
“And whose fault is that?” you reply, your tone edged with disbelief. “Sometimes it feels like you deliberately put me in stressful situations just so you can see that ‘cute’ expression.”
Natasha lifts one hand slightly from the wheel in mock defense, gesturing toward the sea of cars surrounding you.
“We’re almost there. Besides, I don’t remember being responsible for New York traffic,” she answers, easing the car to another stop before glancing at you with a raised brow.
You shift in your seat so you are fully turned toward her.
“Your sister is why I am stressing right now,” you insist. “She is not responding to any of my calls or messages.”
Natasha hums thoughtfully, then reaches for her phone. She sends a quick message, and your phone chimes almost immediately with a reply. Yelena confirms that she will be at the event.
You look back at Natasha and find her watching you with a proud, self-satisfied smile.
You roll your eyes and tuck your phone away.
“If you are waiting for a thank you, you are not getting one. We’re still late,” you point out, settling back into your seat as you take advantage of the brief moment of quiet.
Her smile does not fade as she returns her focus to the road.
“Doesn’t have to be a ‘thank you.’ I’d even accept something as simple as holding my hand as thanks,” she says, her tone laced with amusement.
You give her a flat look when she glances at you again for your reaction, and a quiet laugh escapes her in response.
Despite the noise outside, horns blaring and voices carrying through the traffic, a calm settles inside the car. When the vehicle slows once more, Natasha relaxes slightly into her seat, one hand slipping from the wheel to rest against the center console.
Your gaze drifts to it, lingering longer as you weigh the sudden thought.
A soft sigh of resignation escapes you before you can stop it.
Natasha begins to turn toward you at the sound, but before she can ask you about it, your hand moves. Your fingers brush lightly against hers before you turn her hand over and lace your fingers together with hers.
She looks down at where your hands are joined, then lifts her gaze toward you.
You are not looking back at her. Instead, you lean your head against your other hand, staring out at the city lights beyond the window.
Something in her instantly softens at the sight. She gives your hand a gentle squeeze before chuckling softly in amusement.
A quiet huff leaves you at her action, but you do not pull away. Your fingers remain intertwined as the car finally begins moving forward again.
By the time you arrive at the venue, the crowd has thinned somewhat, though the flashes begin again the moment Natasha steps out from the driver’s side.
You remain seated, confident that she can make it inside without issue. Just as you reach for your phone to message your assistant, the door beside you opens.
You look up in surprise to find Natasha leaning against it, that same familiar smile on her lips as she offers her hand toward you.
You tilt your head, letting out a tired sigh.
“What are you doing, Romanoff? The entrance is in the other direction,” you point out.
Her smile sharpens with playful intent.
“I am escorting my plus one,” she replies with a casual shrug. “Personally, I think bringing a date might help with those rumors you keep worrying about.”
You shake your head, though you still take her hand as she helps you out of the car before closing the door behind you.
“That would not help at all. Everyone knows I handle public relations for the Avengers,” you remind her. “Why would I risk the scandal of being involved with one of my clients?”
Natasha places a hand against her chest in exaggerated offense.
“I’m only a client?” she asks.
You cross your arms and give her a flat look.
“Are you finished?” you ask dryly.
She drops the act, though the teasing glint remains in her eyes.
“You’re not even slightly intrigued?” she presses, leaning closer and lowering her voice. “A secret romance at work. Blending business with something far more interesting.”
You place a hand against her shoulder and guide her back into a proper stance before adjusting the strap of her dress.
Her expression softens as she watches you, something quieter settling behind her gaze as you focus on fixing the small details.
You tuck a loose strand of hair gently behind her ear, your hand lingering for a moment before shifting to lift her chin so that her eyes meet yours.
“That sounds like more trouble than it is worth,” you say, keeping your voice steady.
“You would be worth it.”
There is no teasing in her tone when she answers, and there is no hesitation either.
The familiar flutter rises in your chest again, unwelcome and impossible to ignore, the same reaction she always manages to draw out of you, no matter how hard you try to suppress it. You press your lips together to keep your expression controlled, unwilling to let her see the effect she has, but your eyes still remain locked on hers.
For a brief moment, everything else fades into the background, leaving only the quiet weight of her words and the unwavering sincerity in her gaze.
“Agent Romanoff! Over here, please!”
The calls from the reporters cut through the moment, pulling you both back.
Natasha’s expression shifts easily, her usual smile returning as she tilts her head toward the entrance.
“Back to work then?” she asks.
Taking a deep breath to regain your composure, you drop your hand and follow her toward the waiting reporters.
“Agent Romanoff,” one of them begins. “You didn’t arrive with the rest of the Avengers, but now you’re here, and not alone either. Should we assume this is a dramatic reveal of a possible new relationship?”
You narrow your eyes at Natasha, silently warning her to respond appropriately, but she remains completely unfazed by the look you give her.
“Not exactly,” she answers smoothly, then glances at you with a small, knowing smile. “She’s smart enough not to take that kind of chance on me, especially given the reputation you all give me in the news.”
That draws a few chuckles, and the atmosphere instantly eases. It’s not surprising, but it still amazes you every time she shifts people’s attitudes in a single interaction.
Natasha then nudges your shoulder lightly.
“She is only beside me now to make sure everything goes smoothly for her favorite client.”
You roll your eyes and press subtly at Natasha’s lower back, steering her toward the entrance before the situation can spiral into any dangerous topics.
A soft laugh escapes her as she allows herself to be guided.
“So there is no secret relationship?” the reporter calls quickly after you, still hoping to gather some headline or article.
Natasha waves dismissively over her shoulder.
“There is nothing going on between us.”
“Really?”
The new voice cuts through the noise, and you turn to see Yelena standing nearby, her expression bored but her curiosity unmistakable.
She looks between you and Natasha.
“Then why did I see her leaving your room in the middle of the night?” she asks plainly.
The effect is immediate. Nearby reporters latch onto the statement, voices rising as cameras flash and questions begin flying from every direction.
You close your eyes briefly and press your fingers to your temple as the headache from earlier returns in full force.
Natasha lets out a quiet laugh before leaning in close, her voice brushing against your ear as more cameras capture the moment.
“If it’s any consolation, you look absolutely adorable right now,” she murmurs.
You press your lips together, refusing to react outwardly despite the warmth creeping up your neck. Grabbing both sisters by their arms, you begin guiding them firmly toward the entrance.
“No more questions. We are going inside. Now,” you say, your tone leaving no room for argument.
~~~~~~~ ⧗ ~~~~~~~
You lean back against the podium in the briefing room, crossing your arms as your gaze moves across the people gathered in front of you.
Yelena sits slouched in her chair with her chin resting in her palm, letting out a quiet yawn as she stares at the screen with clear disinterest. Beside her, Kate is far more attentive, carefully arranging her notepad and pen on the table as if she intends to take this seriously.
Your attention then shifts to the third person seated directly in front of you.
“What exactly are you doing here, Romanoff?” you ask.
Natasha rests her folded arms on the table and leans slightly closer, offering a casual shrug.
“I never had the chance to go through this media training with you,” she replies.
You meet her answer with an unimpressed look.
“That’s because you never showed up when I first started here,” you remind her.
Her lips form a small pout before easing into something softer.
“And that happens to be one of my many regrets,” she says, tilting her head as her usual charming smile returns. “So I was thinking I could maybe learn a few things this time. If you’re willing to let me stay?”
You study her carefully, as though you might be able to uncover the real reason she would willingly spend her afternoon sitting through a public relations lecture, but her smile only grows as she holds your gaze without flinching.
A quiet sigh escapes you as you turn your head slightly to the side, already giving in.
“Do whatever you want,” you mutter.
The door suddenly swings open before you can dwell on it further, and Peter rushes in, slightly out of breath.
“Sorry, I made it,” he says quickly.
You gesture toward the empty seat beside Kate without a word, then turn back toward the screen. With a press of the remote, the opening slide appears, displaying a list of common questions they are likely to face.
“Whether you like it or not, being public figures means you will eventually be questioned,” you begin. “By officials, by interviewers, and by civilians. You need to know how to respond properly so we avoid situations like this.”
You switch to the next slide, and the screen fills with headlines from various media outlets, each one paired with photos of you and Natasha taken over the years, all speculating on the same rapidly spreading story.
“Black Widow’s New Partner in Shocking Reveal”
“Avengers’ Top Spy Reportedly Off the Market”
“From Business to Pleasure? Rumors Swirl Around Natasha Romanoff”
Natasha lets out a thoughtful hum as she studies the screen, then raises her hand slightly as if she were in an actual classroom.
“Do you think I could get copies of those pictures afterward?” she asks, her tone far too casual.
You send her a brief, warning look, choosing not to acknowledge the question as you continue.
“This is what happens when people are given just enough information to start filling in the gaps themselves,” you explain.
You shift your gaze toward Yelena, fixing her with a pointed look. She responds with a nonchalant thumbs up, entirely unbothered.
“You need to be mindful of both what you say and how you say it. People will take any opportunity to make assumptions or twist your words out of context,” you explain.
Kate raises her hand almost immediately.
“Do you mean like when Yelena told everyone that you left Natasha’s room in the middle of the night, so now people think you two slept together?” she asks, her curiosity entirely genuine.
Heat rises quickly to your face.
“That is not what happened! We were preparing for the government hearing and lost track of time,” you clarify.
Natasha lets out a quiet, amused sound as she props her head against her hand.
“Preparing?” she repeats, her voice threaded with mischief. “Is that what we are calling everything that happened that night?”
You shoot her a sharp look and bring your hands down firmly against the table in front of her.
“That is exactly what we are calling it, because that is all it was,” you state with emphasis.
Her smirk only deepens, and she answers your glare with a teasing wink.
You release a controlled breath through your nose and shake your head slightly as you try to regain control of the room. You should’ve known better. Natasha will always manage to find a way to throw you off balance.
Turning back to the others, you gesture toward her.
“This is a perfect example of how easily misinformation spreads when statements are unclear and leave room for interpretation,” you continue.
Peter raises his hand with another question, and you nod for him to continue. As he launches into a detailed scenario that sounds far too specific to be entirely hypothetical, your focus remains on him until a subtle weight settles over your hand.
Your attention dips briefly.
Natasha has shifted closer, her hand now resting over yours, where it leans on the table.
When you glance at her, she lifts an eyebrow in silent question, as though asking whether she is allowed to continue.
You roll your eyes before turning back to Peter, answering his question while keeping your tone steady. You resume the presentation without acknowledging the contact, though you make no effort to pull your hand away.
For the remainder of the session, you try to ignore the warmth of her touch, as well as the slow, absent circles her thumb traces against your skin, while you begin wrapping up the lesson.
A call from Steve cuts through the room, signaling the start of their training session, and the others quickly gather their things.
“Next time, we will move on to practice scenarios,” you say to them, then shift your attention to Natasha. “Don’t leave yet, Romanoff. I need you for something.”
Her expression shifts, a playful glint appearing in her eyes as she leans forward, her fingers threading more deliberately through yours.
“Oh?” she murmurs, a slow, teasing smile forming as her gaze lingers on you. “And how exactly would you like me?”
Kate lets out a startled sound, while Peter nearly trips over his own feet in his rush to leave the room. Yelena laughs as she nudges the stunned Kate toward the door, clearly entertained by the whole situation.
“I meant for a public relations matter!” you say quickly, raising your voice slightly in the hope that they heard you before fixing Natasha with a pointed look.
She shrugs with exaggerated innocence.
“I never received proper media training, remember?” she replies. “How am I supposed to know whether I said something that can be misunderstood for something else?”
Considering she’s a legendary spy, you do not believe a single word of that, and she knows it. Letting out a slow breath, you pull your hand free from hers and reach for your phone.
“I need you to make another statement,” you tell her. “You’re going to deny the rumors about us publicly.”
The playful edge fades from her expression, her lips pressing together in visible reluctance at the idea.
“Is that really necessary? I don’t particularly care what people say about me,” Natasha replies.
You place your hands on your hips.
“Well, I do. Not all of those headlines are harmless or congratulatory, Natasha,” you explain. “I’m not going to sit back and let people suggest that you are using your position to pressure someone who works under you into a relationship.”
Her expression softens as she looks at you, something quieter settling in her gaze. Under that attention, you feel a flicker of sudden embarrassment and look away, turning instead to shut down the presentation on the screen.
“And it’s also part of my job,” you add more quietly as an afterthought.
A brief silence settles over the room, and you keep your focus on the computer in front of you rather than meeting her eyes.
“Alright,” Natasha says at last.
You glance up to find her resting her chin in her hand, watching you with quiet intent.
“I’ll do it,” she continues, a small smile returning. “After all, I still owe you two more press events without any issues.”
You give her a flat look.
“There was an issue at the last event,” you point out, gesturing toward her with the flash drive from the presentation.
Natasha makes a soft sound of protest and shakes her head.
“That was not my fault,” she counters, her smirk returning.
You let out a quiet sigh, something close to fond exasperation slipping through as you cross your arms.
“Just make sure you clarify what I was doing in your room that night,” you say.
A teasing smile curves her lips as she lifts an eyebrow.
“Of course,” she replies, her voice smooth as she lets the pause linger just long enough to make your stomach tighten. “We were just…” She tilts her head slightly, her gaze fixed on you as her tone drops with deliberate suggestion. “…preparing.”
You throw the flash drive at her with an embarrassed huff, and she laughs as she easily dodges it.
She truly is impossible.
~~~~~~~ ⧗ ~~~~~~~
With Natasha’s official statement reinforcing that her relationship with you is strictly professional, along with a few carefully placed warnings to your contacts across several media outlets, the rumors begin to lose momentum. Speculation fades, and the narrative slowly corrects itself as the misunderstanding is cleared piece by piece.
Standing in the elevator, you continue watching the recorded press conference on your phone. Natasha sits across from an interviewer you specifically chose for their reliability, someone you trust not to twist her words into something damaging.
“So, just to clarify for our viewers,” the interviewer says, “nothing is happening between the two of you?”
“No,” Natasha replies with a soft chuckle. “I am fairly certain she would agree that I’m more trouble than I am worth.”
Your brows draw together at her response, and your hands lower slowly to your sides as the rest of the conversation fades into the background. The words echo something familiar, something you had said to her not long ago.
Before you can linger on the thought, the elevator chimes and the doors slide open.
You step out and are immediately met with a familiar sight.
Natasha sits on the couch, cross-legged and completely at ease, a bowl of popcorn resting beside her while a laptop sits open on her lap with a movie playing. She turns her head at the sound of your approach and lifts the bowl slightly.
“Popcorn?” she offers.
You pause, taking in the scene, and after a brief moment of consideration, you power off your phone and tuck it away. The discussion about the next press event can wait.
Natasha’s brow lifts in quiet surprise as you walk around the couch and take a seat beside her, reaching over to take the bowl from her hands.
“What are you watching?” you ask.
A small smile forms on her lips as she settles back, shifting a little closer so you can see the screen more clearly.
“It’s Moonraker,” she answers, pressing play as the movie resumes.
You watch as James Bond leaps from a plane without a parachute, and you glance sideways at Natasha.
“Watching a famous spy while being one yourself feels a little cliché, don’t you think?” you remark.
She lets out a quiet laugh, turning toward you with a familiar smirk.
“That may be true,” she says, leaning slightly closer. “But do you know the difference?”
“What difference?” you ask, your voice quieter as you hold her gaze.
Natasha studies you for a moment before reaching into the bowl in your lap and taking a piece of popcorn.
“I look better doing it,” she replies, punctuating the statement with a teasing wink before leaning back and tossing the popcorn into her mouth, her attention returning to the screen.
You let out a soft breath of disbelief as you watch her, your gaze drifting briefly to her hand resting against the couch. The memory of the interview lingers in the back of your mind.
Before you can second-guess yourself, you shift slightly and rest your head gently against hers.
Natasha immediately turns toward you, but you keep your eyes fixed on the screen, avoiding her questioning look.
“I didn’t mean you when I said it,” you murmur.
She says nothing, patiently waiting for you to explain.
“I meant everything else that comes with this job,” you continue, quieter now. “That’s what is troublesome. Not you.”
After a moment, you turn your head and offer her a small, sincere smile.
“You would be worth it too, Natasha,” you add softly.
Her eyes widen slightly at your words.
The reaction makes warmth rise to your face almost immediately, a flicker of embarrassment settling in your chest. You quickly clear your throat as you turn your attention back to the screen, putting distance between yourself and the weight of what you just said.
“Start the movie from the beginning, Romanoff,” you say, aiming for a casual tone that does not quite hold.
She does not respond right away. You can feel her gaze lingering on you, steady and searching, but you keep your focus fixed on the screen, unwilling to turn and discover whether her expression holds surprise, amusement, or that soft look that always manages to unsettle your heart in ways you would rather not examine too closely.
A quiet, warm laugh eventually slips from her, and she reaches forward to restart the film. As the opening scene begins again, her hand shifts beneath yours, her fingers threading through yours with an ease that feels entirely natural.
You don’t pull away. Instead, you allow your hand to remain where it is, resting comfortably in hers.
After a moment, she gives your hand a gentle squeeze before lifting it to her lips and pressing a soft kiss against your knuckles, then lowering it once more to rest between you.
“This feels like a very nice date,” she says casually.
“This is not a date,” you reply with a quiet sigh, sending her a brief sideways glare.
Natasha only smiles, that same knowing expression settling back into place.
“Whatever you say.”
~~~~~~~ ⧗ ~~~~~~~
a/n: finally finished something from my list of WIPs 😭 thank you for reading!
