i want you to be happier

Avery Chopra. 21. Student. Author. Mother. Single.

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“i do baby, i look forward to the new pieces whenever you tell me you’re sending one.” it was true, after such a long night at the busy night club, monroe would spend the last hours of darkness before sunrise just to read avery’s pieces just before she goes to get a few hours of sleep. reading them made it feel like the girl was there, reading those words to her, as if they were together. it felt like….sacred. like her words were sacred. monroe felt…special. yeah, she had so many girls after her, but being with avery made her feel something that none of them could ever give her. though, she doesn’t know what was she supposed to do with this feeling, what is she feeling in the first place? she hums, feeling her lips along the marks she’s made. “you can mark me anytime you like, angel. but only after i take care of you first, alright?” she sweeps the girl’s panties to the side, flicking her tongue against her core as she listened to how she’s imagined them together in an empty plan b. she could clearly see only herself and the dancer, it was something now etched in her mind, and god, that was a hot thing, to be able to do it with the other. she moans, shutting eyes in pleasure of the thought, and the way the dancer tastes. she just couldn’t get enough of it. “i love that….that thought…,” she whispers against her dripping cunt. “you think dylan would have a clue why we want the place to ourselves?,” she grinned, looking up at the other before slipping her tongue in, moaning at her wetness and her warmth, the dj’s nails softly raking against her abdomen.

She was speechless. The thought of this girl, the magnificent and wonderful girl, actually enjoying her writing... It felt so surreal. All she could was was shake her head, trying to find the right thing to say. “I... Baby, that’s... That means, so much to me,” Avery admitted. All she could do was stare at her, feeling her heart become so overwhelmed with emotions. Fortunately, they were all positive. Having this girl who means so much to her actually, truly enjoy her writing and looks forward to reading it... That kind of support had been lacking from Liza; she had felt nervous sharing those thoughts with Max; and Luca could have potentially enjoyed her writing, but the older man had always made her nervous about showing her other interests and passions and didn’t share them with him. Of course, while there was still a part of her that felt nervous to share with Monroe, a part of her believed, and maybe even somehow knew, that there would be no judgement from her. That she would listen to her nerdy rants about any sort of fandom and be okay with it. Again, so different from Liza and something she never took the chance to share with Luca. Max knew, of course, since they attended Foxcroft together. But he never got to have a one on one with her over them. But Monroe... She wants to experience that with her so much. God, there’s so much she wants to do with her. Avery smiled before nodding. “That sounds like a deal, Roe, baby.” Her breathing hitched, closing her eyes as she felt her. She tried to keep her moans to a quiet whisper, slowly rolling her hips against her face. She opened her eyes once more and looked down, wanting to watch the girl. “I think... Fuck, baby, right there... I-I think knowing one of her dancers wanted to... to perfect her new routine could be convincing. Maybe say that... that we could get some of the other girls together... make it a group practice... but then we end up staying here awhile later after... Jesus, yes, that’s amazing... a-after group practice is done. And everyone else has left. Think that... that maybe that could work?”

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“no, none of them are stupid, ever,” she replies with a smile. “i like how your mind works, especially those things you send me to read? those. are. the. best.,” she says, pecking on her cheeks on every word. through those pieces, she gets to know avery more and more. she feels like she gets to see a part of her that not a lot of people see. she could just feel her passionate, like she was in an exploration of avery’s mind. she loves how it work. wait, wait, go back. did she just think of that? things were flowing freely between them and she felt unnaturally calm about it. but it was a waste of time overthinking now, she’s with her and enjoying their alone time together, before someone catches them. “you think we’re gonna be best friends?,” she couldn’t help but ask, grinning shyly. “ah, these marks?,” she says, tilting her head to the side, showing the marks on her neck that the younger girl gave. “i love looking at them, haven’t been marked in a while, i have to admit….,” she playfully smirks at the younger brunette. “good girl,” she repeats those two words again, kissing the girl’s clothed core and running her tongue flatly against it, in attempt to torment the other. “tell me what you’ve thought about while you were on stage, tell me what’s on your mind.”

“... You... Y-You really do?” Why did that make her so unbelievably happy? Why did that spark so much joy in her heart? Why did that made her smile so big? Why does knowing this information, knowing that Monroe liked these things about her just filled the girl with so much happiness and hope? You know why, a voice said in the back of her mind. And oh, it worried her to think like that again. To think of the possibilities of what it could all mean. But while there were nerves there, there was also that usual sense of comfort. And that seemed to overpower that fear that had shown so many times in the past. Of course, there would always be a part of Avery that would be anxious about ever trying something like that again. Yet the idea of doing that again but with the DJ this time... It felt so right and so comfortable and seemed so natural. “Oh, I know you are,” she mused, giggling softly. “I bet that you’re going to become his favourite person soon.” The brunette’s smirk grew, her fingers softly reaching down to skim over them. Bending down, Avery kissed one of the marks before biting it softly then licking it, the dancer soon standing back up straight with a grin. “I love seeing them on you. Let me know the next time you want to get marked again, baby.” She ran her fingers through the short girl’s hair, tugging them as she gasped upon feeling her kiss and her tongue. Her head leaned back for a moment before she stared down at her again, grinning brightly before humming. “Well... I imagined that the club was empty, saved for you and me. You were a lot closer than you usually are, sitting right at the edge of the stage. I imagined dancing for you, slowing stripping down until not a single thing was on me. Not my clothes, not those ridiculous heels, not my jewelry; Nothing. I imagined joining you at your seat, dancing for you while you touch me, fingerfucked me while I continued. You were refusing me from cumming, wanting to make me shake and fill the entire club with my screams. And then keep on repeating again, and again, until I couldn’t dance anymore and just needed to be held by you. Think we’ll be able to convince Dylan on letting us have the entire place to ourselves for ‘practice’ one of these days to make that a reality?”

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“of course i’ll keep you in mind, in case things don’t work out with my good ole roomie.” monroe couldn’t help but be amused at avery’s next words, and her obvious panic layered with it. suddenly the concept of living with her and her little boy was in her head, and the thought of it just made her smile. she was interested to see how things might go down with her living with the dancer. it would be so much easier between the two of them, and the number of times they’d be sneaking around just to be together would be lessened so much. she couldn’t not think about it now. “hey…angel, none of the ideas you give are stupid, okay?,” she says with a soft smile, caressing her cheek. “i would be happy to hang out with mars whenever it’s your turn. i have– i have no experience with children, but i’ll try my best to help.” oh god. why could she see herself taking care of a child together with avery all of a sudden, and why does it make her all excited? “whatever you say then, baby girl.” kissing the younger girl is something monroe would never be able to get enough of, if you ask her, it’ll be in her list of favorite things to do. being with her….it’s just so different compared to the other women she’s been with. the way she feels comfortable staying around until the morning after so many hours of fucking, with conversations and lighthearted banters in between, the cuddles. that might be her favorite. it’s just so good how she fits perfectly in avery’s arms and the other way around. it was just….perfect, in some ways. at the girl’s question, monroe finds herself kissing the other from her chest down to her stomach, then skipping down to her thighs as she was kneeling down. “keep your legs apart, alright? and do not make any noise.”

“G-Great!” If her sudden burst hadn’t surprised her enough already, Monroe’s agreement certainly took the cake. She hadn’t been expecting the girl to be up for the idea. And her reassurance... It only threw her into a loop even more. “They aren’t?” Her voice grew softer. Dating Liza, she constantly felt as if any of the ideas she had were less than adequate for the blonde genius. It had truly been one of the downsides of the relationship with her. Now that she has finally moved on from her and their failed relationship, she was able to see that it hadn’t been the best on either sides. That they weren’t made to last. Which only made it more frustrating that she had grown scared of relationships after her, eventually trying to do anything with Max and Luca also not working out. Yet... somehow, Monroe made things easy. Comfortable, natural. Had an outsider with no context be looking in, they possibly could’ve mistaken the two for being a couple. Would that be so bad?, a part of her wondered. Smiling softly, she shook her head. “I know that you’re going to be great with him, okay? He’s going to love you.” She shivered slightly at the name, a bright smile gracing her lips as they kissed. God, she truly could never get enough of kissing her. Her lips, anywhere on her face, the top of her head, her hands, her shoulders. Speaking of which... “How’re those marks I gave you? Gonna allow me to do that again sometime?” Avery smirked as she lightly teased. She’d been taken aback when she had realized afterwards that the older girl had allowed her to do that, that she had seemed to actually enjoyed being given the marks. Her heart beat quickly in her chest at the kisses, the dancer watching her go down as she bit down on her lip in excitement. Firmly keeping her legs apart, she brought her hands to play in Roe’s hair as she nodded. “Anything for my lioness,” she promised.

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LA BELLE SAISON (2015) dir. Catherine Corsini

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“i only have gummies when i’m home, my roomie doesn’t smoke….” monroe shrugs at the other. “i really wish i could throw some bills at you though…but they’d fly away somewhere else, i’m just way up there,” she frowns. the dj then fishes for a bill from her pocket and slides it in the waistband of the dancer’s outfit. “i hope that’s okay…i can pay up with kisses and a lot more…” once they’ve kissed and she was brought into one of the stalls by the younger woman, monroe quickly takes her jacket off and hangs it on the stall door. “i missed you too…,” she smirks, running a hand down the other’s thigh and squeezes it while they kissed. it may have been less than twenty-four hours since they’ve last interacted, but she just needed her so bad. a feeling she’s never had with anyone else. with monroe, it’s always been games, one time things, just plainly messing around. but with avery, she just knows she wanted so much more, now resulting to coming over each other’s places not just to fuck, but do so much more, from one just wanting cuddles to sleep, or just the other just wanting some company.

She didn’t think about her words. All she did was listen to Monroe when an idea struck. “She doesn’t? Well, I guess that if things eventually don’t work out with you two, keep me in mind for a potential new roomie? I’m slowly starting to get back into it and cutting cigarettes out, so I’d be cool with it.” Plus, it would help them get to see each other more, might make things easier. But Mars... Sure, they’ve established having the two meet soon, but would she want to be roommates with an almost two year old? Quickly shaking her head, she laughed. “O-Or not! I mean, it would also involve Mars living with us whenever it’s my turn to have him, and I’m not sure if you’d be up for that or not. Sorry, it was... i-it was a stupid idea. Sorry.” Eyebrows raising, both at her words and the bill, the taller girl smiled softly and shook her head. “Hey, you get all your dances for free, remember? No throwing cash required when it comes to you. But, oh-... Payment in kisses and a lot more, hm? I like that a hell of a lot more.” Smirking and hands squeezing her hips, she brought her hands up under her shirt and slowly rubbed up and down her sides. She moaned softly into the kiss, continuing the pull her along with her until Avery’s back was against the wall and she pulled her closer. Sometimes it amazed her how much things changed between them, how things have grown. She’d initially hoped for a friendship with her- sure, the idea of hooking up with her at least once most definitely didn’t sound like a bad deal. But that night... Even while they were fucking and then their little breaks in between, something was different. It wasn’t like how it was with so many others. They had talk and laugh with each other, and them cuddling after the fourth time... That night had been an experience and made her open up in a way she didn’t think was possible, actually taking the risk and asking Monroe to stay in her life. And miraculously, she has stayed. She’s stayed in her life. Not only that, they’ve only gotten closer and closer, just spending more time together. She never expected this. But god, is she happy that this is happening. “Show me?” she whispered, pulling away to take a breath and look her in the eyes. “Please show me how much you missed me, Roe?”

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monroeicals‌:

“i think….your performance sent me to another dimension, i swear you literally sparkled like yvaine for a whole minute, i swear it’s not the weed!” monroe chuckles, shaking her head in denial that she was high. “well, maybe i did smoke a little bit too much, maybe i didn’t, i had jitters awhile ago before i went in,” she admits to the younger girl. she lets both of her hands cup avery’s face this time, staring at her in awe, as if she’s just seen the most perfectly sculpted greek sculpture in the world. “maaaan….the gods really took their time making you, because baby…look at you…,” she gasps, caressing the dancer’s cheeks. “and you just smell like….strawberries and cream right now, god. i love strawberries and cream,” she rasps, giggling as she continued to stare up at the other, poking the time of her nose. “i’m not really that high, i just like staring at your cute face.” she admits shamelessly with a smirk, pulling the younger girl close. and without any warning, she kisses her, humming the moment their lips had made contact. she was just that in love….in love? maybe that’s too early to say, maybe she’s was just that into her, she just knows she likes her very very much.

“Is that so?” Amusement spread across her face, absolutely melting over how adorable she was being right now. Of course, she had many adorable moments she has been fortunate enough to bear witness to, but this? This was truly one of her favourites already. Laughing, she shook her head. “I promise that I’m not judging. I use to take some gummies before every performance when I first started here, so I get it, baby.” Avery shivered slightly at her touch, wondering if she could hear how loud her heart was beating right now. It was as if her body was constantly searching for hers, just aching for her touches and to be held by her. To be close to her. “Baby...” she giggled softly, staring down at Monroe with hearts in her eyes. “Well, I certainly like staring at your cute face, too. I wish that I was able to look at you every time I am performing; Just getting to look at you and remembering how lucky I am to have you.” Her lips morphed into a smirk as she pulled her closer. Quirking a brow at first, she held her tightly as she finally kissed her. She moaned softly against her lips, officially realizing just how much she truly missed her. She pulled her into the stall, closing and locking the door behind them while holding her close. God, she loves the way she makes her feel so much. Avery truly felt as if she was invincible, like she could do anything and everything. Especially if she had Monroe by her side. “Fuck, I missed you so much,” she whispered against her lips, her voice low before deepening the already passionate kiss.

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monroe’s phone in her pocket buzzed once more, smiling at avery’s texts. “i guess i gotta save up now so i can have the whole tristan thorn get up when halloween comes. i suddenly want to be fancy with you, yvaine.” she finally heads straight to the bathroom, making sure no one would see her walk to the direction of that place. she can’t risk anyone finding out about her and avery, especially that they work together, she just knew dylan would be so pissed. but she just loved spending time with avery in any way, whether it would be working together, having a casual conversation in front of other people, sneaking in bathrooms just so they could have a moment with each other and kiss, or just staying in bed, either fucking into the oblivion or just holding each other. and she was so used to leaving after an hour of two after having sex with the girls she’s been with, but not with avery. something about her just makes her want to stay. just stay with avery as long as she possibly could. she enters the bathroom with a stupid, dazed smile on her face, monroe knew it wouldn’t take long for the dancer to realize that she was stoned. “helloooooooo, yvaine to my tristan,” she sang, loosely wrapping her arms around the taller girl’s neck. “i missed you too….much.” she rests one hand on the other’s cheek. “can i just….look at you for a minute? i want to kiss you so bad, but….i want to look first.”

Seeing her text made her buzz with excitement as she quickly text back. “I love Halloween!!! It’s my favourite holiday. I would love to be fancy for it with you too, Tristan.” God, the idea of them celebrating Halloween together made her ecstatic. She could already imagine them decorating their places and getting into the festive mood. She pictured them taking Mars to a pumpkin patch, going through a corn maze and taking hayrides and picking out pumpkins. She imagined watching scary movies with her, laughing but also cuddling with her while they snack on food. She could see them taking Mars out for trick or treating. She could imagine them getting ready to celebrate his second birthday, picking out his birthday party theme and gifts for him. God, she could picture it all already and she wished for the season to come quicker. She wanted to share all of this with her so much and so soon. Her brows raised and a smile graced her features. “Oh my god... Baby, are you high?” Giggling, she wrapped her arms around her waist. All she could do was shake her head lovingly. Her face lean into her hand, sighing softly. The girl practically radiated with happiness over being reunited with the older girl. “I missed you too, Roe. So, so much.” She laughed and nodded, Avery’s eyes just scanning her face as she stared back adoringly. God, she is just the most amazing girl she’s ever met. “Of course, baby. I’ll be patient.” She wanted to kiss her so badly. But she was willing to wait per her request.

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monroeicals‌:

now she was just so excited for her set to be over. monroe checks the time on her phone, she got….pretty much….less than twenty minutes left. just two…or three performances more and avery’s gonna be finally in her arms, that’s all she wanted right now, especially in her state. she still gets the jitters with performing music for the crowd sometimes, and smoking really helps her to relax and function well. monroe smirks at avery’s reply with the idea of where they should meet. but couldn’t help but talk about stardust first. in the middle of your set, monroe, really? you’re going to talk about this now? she scolds herself, but feels like it’s necessary to talk about the movie with avery. “look, my dream was to be a tristan thorn and just find my star. and you’re my star, i think.” she presses send, and quickly follows it up with another text. “i also want his outfits in the movie. i want to be handsome too.” well, another text. “i think i can live with that bathroom stall. as long as i get to see you, like, just you, with no one else in the room.” she puts her phone in her pocket and continues to mess with the dj controller, just as the current dancer rehearsed with her the other day. time went be so fast and she was finished with her set, monroe gets herself a drink first and had it quick, before heading to the said bathroom where she and avery were supposed to meet.

Giggling brightly, she quickly made her way to the bathroom while texting Monroe. Excitement coursed through her being of getting to see her soon, of getting to hold her and kiss her and actually talk to her face to face instead of through the phone. “Lmaooo I love that so much, babe. And ngl I did have a tiny crush on both the book and movie versions of him growing up. I’m totally in love-” NO, wait! She can’t use that! Not yet! Quickly backspacing, she soon began to type again. “-up for the idea of being the Yvaine to your Tristan. Trust me, you are. More than him, to be exact. Same here, Roe. I’ll see you soon, Tristan Thorn :)” Absolutely over the moon, she made her way to their spot. Even though it was hardly ever used, she had to make sure. Finding all of the stalls to be empty filled her with relief. Waiting for Monroe left her anxious, just needing her and being so impatient. She was in the biggest stall, pacing back and forth. She recounted all of their past rendezvous, a smirk gracing her lips. There had been this especially exciting one not too long ago that she had dreams about and used when she was alone and hadn’t yet fallen asleep that had been magnificent. When she finally heard the door to the restroom open, her heart race. However, she cautiously opened the door, just in case. Seeing her there, looking as beautiful as ever, caused her to grin brightly as she opened the stall door more. She leaned against the door, tilting her head slightly and causing her dark curls to cascade down her shoulder. She fortunately changed out of her ridiculous heels to a pair of flats, but she was still so in love with their height difference. God, she was here. She was finally here. It felt like forever since she last saw her. Which, truly hadn’t; But god, she just missed her so and it felt like that. “Hello there, beautiful. I certainly missed you.”

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monroeicals‌:

there was just something about avery that had monroe hooked, before they even got close and somehow…feelings started to develop. something…hypnotizing. she witnessed it once before she got her place in the booth, she’s seen her from the crowd, when she was still just this club’s patron. she was looking for a decent job after she promised herself to do something in her life, besides the petty theft (something that can’t find the strength to stop). avery was someone that really stands out in this club, someone you couldn’t just easy forget. fast forward to them getting to know each other, easily (and quickly, which scared her in the beginning of course, but was so natural that she couldn’t avoid it) getting closer, and now….there was just this word that was on the tip of her tongue that describes the state of their relationship. though she was happy with her and whatever they have right now. “you looked like that star from stardust, you were practically shining the whole time.” that might be a stoned monroe texting, but she doesn’t care, she’s actually too stoned to care. “i’m stunning? baby, please. you look so….captivating. you get on so many different kind of captivating whenever you’re on stage.” stop blabbering on text, you stoned idiot. “my set’s almost over, where can i meet you?”

God, she remembers the first time she saw her, the memory clear as day: It had been her day off and she had accidentally left some things at the club. After heading there to go grab it, Avery had thought about staying for awhile. Maybe have a drink or two and watch a fer performances. She remember hearing the girl’s music for the first time and instantly being enamored with it. It was so different from the music that had been playing when she first originally started working there and she remembered hearing that Dylan hired a new DJ. So looking around, her eyes finally landed on her for the first time ever- and god, did she freeze in her spot. Monroe had been completely in the zone, as if the music was quite literally a part of her and was just so natural. Avery had been in a trance, unable to watch any of the performances; Only her. It wasn’t until the DJ’s set had finished and she left the booth when she realized how long she’d been watching her. But after that night, she swore to herself that she would find a way to meet her and get to know her. She just... never expected this certain outcome. But god, she was happy that this was the case for them. That their relationship has grown into this. The dancer blushed at the blush, her smile just so big and goofy. Fuck, what has this woman done to her? “That’s quite a comparison, Roe- I love it. Gods, babe, you’re just making me turn into a tomato right now gjhdfjkghf what about that one bathroom near the back that never gets used? Not the sexiest spot but it’s at least unoccupied. See you in a bit?”

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monroeicals‌:

if you ask about what monroe likes about her job besides being able to showcase her talent in music, she’d tell you it’s being able to watch the club’s dancers do their thing without any obstructions (look, she won’t be able to watch properly from a crowd, she won’t have a good view). but she won’t tell you which dancer it is. her mixes are heavily inspired by this one and the aura she has whenever she’s one stage, all eyes and money bills are on her. but all they could do is watch her from afar. monroe knows she’s a lucky bitch to be able to see her up close without any deals on conditions. of course there was her signature smirk, keeping her eyes on the either as she takes a long drag of her joint. god, the thought of having avery all to herself without anyone else knowing just excites her. though she’d very much love flaunting that the girl on stage is her girl, it’s also fun to be hiding around the club with the other. there’s just something…being with avery that makes monroe feel like a giddy high school girl sneaking around with the dancer. once the other was done with her performance, she takes out her phone from her pocket and sends the brunette a message. “my hands misses you very much.” she smirks before pressing send. “oh, and i miss you too, by the way. you did great baby, as always.” @averychopraismss​

There’s a lesson every dancer must learn: when you do a spin, pick a spot to focus on and once you land, your eyes better land on that spot as well. When it comes to her performances, one could say that that Monroe was exactly that for her. Even though she technically wasn’t allowed to keep her eyes on her when dancing (she has no clue if Dylan could potentially be watching them or not, or another dancer or just another coworker in general), the girl danced for her. Right up there on the stage, in front of the audience, everyone in that crowd believed that she was dancing for them and them alone. Only Monroe knew that that was truly the case for her. And at the end of every performance before she left the stage, no matter what, she would make sure to take a glance at her and smirk. That smirk always saying, ‘That was dedicated to you, baby.’ And then, she’d be off. Sometimes when she’s able to, she likes to find a hiding spot to watch her girl work for awhile. God, her heart constantly fluttered seeing her in her booth, seeing her as she lost herself in her music. The girl had a true talent with music and she loved it so much. Grabbing her phone, she was unable to contain the bright smile that graced her features once seeing that text. “Hmmm, what a coincidence- I miss your hands very much, too. And of course, I miss you as well, baby. Thank you so much❤️ Your music is fantastic, as usual. And you look fucking stunning, as always😘”

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There was nothing that brought Madison more satisfaction than fucking with her dad. He was an asshole who single-handedly turned Madison into everything she hated: him. All he cared about was his reputation, keeping up appearances, and his money. Because of the pure shallowness of the man’s character, Madison knew just where to hit him–his pockets. Of course, her father never had a problem with sending Madison money and supporting the lifestyle he made her accustom to. She was his daughter, after all. All of his daughters deserved the very best in life, and better not dare embarrass him by settling for anything less. But how would he feel about his little girl spending his hard earned money on a dancer? Well, Madison would find out sooner or later. She had become quite the regular since sparking up this little deal with Avery. The person in charge of the private dances didn’t have to be told who she was here to see before directing her to a room. Madison lit a cigarette as she waited. A smile forming on her lips as the woman appeared in one of the many outfits they had picked out the last time Madison took her on a shopping spree. “I told you that would look bomb on you. Red’s you’re color,” Madison mused as she admired her in it. 

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Mind you, this was something unexpected and typically out of character for her. Avery usually detested taking free money from people, feeling as if she didn’t deserve it since she didn’t work for it. But trying to take care of a toddler, paying her apartment rent, bills, groceries, care and outfits concerning her job, and her online college schooling had proven to make things incredible pricey. So then entered Madison. She still felt guilty at times for taking the money she gives her, especially when she first wears the lingerie, makeup, and jewelry for a good few moments there. But eventually, she’s able to forget this for awhile and focus on her work. When being told her next client, she smiled brightly as she made her way. Sure, their arrangement was something she was getting used to; But Avery truthfully did enjoy the girl and their friendship. “Ooo, if Bambi had hear you say that, we’d be down a dancer,” she joked, her red lips pulling into a smile as she headed her way. “But thank you. And yes, you were right. I’m honestly in love with this set- trying to pick out the jewelry to wear with it had been difficult. So many of them worked perfectly.” She eventually decided on a gold collar with a chain along with a gold snake ring-bracelet and a gold armlet. Her long curled hair was in the usual half-up half-down style being held in played with a double-headed snake hair piece, the theme for tonight quite apparent. “I’m really glad to see you. How was your day?”

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monroeicals‌:

“you’re the only lap dancer i like- look, the only one i’ve ever had. i may be biased, which i’m not- but please, we’re keeping you healthy with no injuries. nothing bad happens to you, angel, i’m going to make sure of that, okay?,” monroe had this serious look on her face for a second, but immediately broke at the girl’s laugh. god, she felt like she was floating in space with avery, and she’s just so fucking happy. she’s heavily influenced monroe’s music, the mixes that she makes, she was her muse, if that’s how you call it, and her muse  is pushing her to make another right now, a happy one, in her head. she’s never been in a relationship before though, regardless of her reputation with women. this was the first time she felt like she could just risk it all for someone. “you know, you should tell me all these and i’ll list it down- but oh, treasure planet? i’ll make sure i have a copy of that- just…wow. i just know he’s an amazing little one,” she couldn’t help but have this smile on her. “i can’t wait to meet mars.”

“Uh, good, because I would be pretty jealous if I wasn’t.” Her tone had been teasing but her words? God, they were so true. The thought of someone else giving her Roe a lap dance made her blood boil. But then, her heard those words and saw that serious look on her, and the dancer just softened. “Okay, baby. And I promise that I’ll be extra careful. No more injuries.” She kissed her nose after making her promise. Avery’s heart just melted over hearing her talk about Mars. She was so nervous and wanted to do the right things; God, she’s going to be fantastic with him. She’s just so sure of it. Giggling, she nodded. “Sounds like a plan, yeah. But seriously, don’t fret, baby. I just know that you’re going to be great with him and that he’s going to adore you so, so much.” That smile... God, she could spend her whole life just looking at that smile. It made her feel as if everything was all right in the world. That things are okay, beautiful even. And with Monroe and Mars meeting and being in each others’s lives, it truly will be. “I can’t wait either. You two are gonna be inseparable- I can already tell. He’s gonna love you, Roe.” (Just like I do.) Only, she doesn’t realize or say that. Not yet. But god, her heart is speeding in a way she can’t describe and it’s so beautiful. Is this true happiness she’s feeling? It certainly feels that way. It always feels that way with her. Her DJ, her coworker, her friend, her confidant, her equal, her lioness: her Roe. Her. “You’re magnificent.”

[averychopraismss]

monroeicals‌:

“well you know i’m always going to be here to take care of y- hey! no one’s going to break anything! not the poor ankle, please, are you really going to deprive me of your private performances?,” monroe pouts for a moment. “if you’re planning to be limp for a very long time, i’m here! that dildo and hitachi too! if i have to pack for you i would- just please, not your poor ankle.” she shakes her head at the other. “you’re going to be the death of me, avery chopra, i swear to all the gods,” monroe rolls her eyes for a moment, then just kisses her all over her face. “i’ll make sure that i’ll be ready with his favorite foods then, and dinosaur nuggies? the little guy has taste,” she chuckles lightly. “you think so? he’ll like me?” she was somehow nervous, still, for some unknown reason, she wanted to meet him, but she wanted him to like her too.

Her stomach ached as she laughed, hugging Monroe upon hearing her protests. “Okay, okay!” She giggled and shook her head, gently placing a quick kiss on her pout. “No ankle breaking! I promise! The performances are here to stay for a very, very, very long time. I promise you that.” Smiling brightly, she rubbed her nose against hers before musing, “Ah, but you like it, Monroe Oliveira.” The girl melted at the kisses, just giggling as butterflies flew in her stomach. Well, no. not accurate. It felt as if all of Zootopia was parading around now. Being with her and laughing with her and just being happy with her made her feel like this. And god, she didn’t want that to go away. “Sounds perfect. Ooo, and if you’re going to put a movie on, he loves Treasure Planet. Just a heads up.” Facing softening, she gently took her hand and kiss it, intertwining their fingers before holding her hand close to her heart. She nodded and smiled, the girl’s nerves affirming that this was what needed to happen. “Of course, baby. He’s going to love you. He’s going to be shy at first; He’s very sensitive and sweet. Don’t try to kill any bugs around him, he’ll end up crying and be sad for awhile. His monkey is his favourite toy and always needs it with him. But I promise that he’s going to adore you so, so much.”

[averychopraismss]

monroeicals‌:

“i can imagine you go ow, ow, ow, roe, help, ow,” monroe teases avery, then plants kisses along her jawline. she just couldn’t stop kissing her, any part of her. it was like her job to make sure she’s praised the dancer enough, pleasured enough, taken care of enough and more. at avery’s question, monroe couldn’t help but have this smile of excitement on her face. she might hate most human beings, but children? she’s secret a sucker for them. she props herself up on her elbows so she could take a good look at the younger girl. “what’s mars’ preferred baby food? mango banana? apple carrot squash? or fruit and yogurt peaches and cream?,” she asks with an amused smile. “you know, so i can be prepared when i meet him. i need to impress the little guy too.”

The girl burst into laughter. “Please, Roe! Be my knight in shining armor, help me!” she joked along. “Hmmm, now what would happen if I broke an ankle or something? Would you be here here 24/7 then? Because if so, I need to Google all the ways to break an ankle real quick,” the brunette teased. She wasn’t going to actually do that though and she made sure to kiss her forehead before saying, “I’m joking, I promise. I’m sure that would hurt you more than me and I wouldn’t nor couldn’t do that to you. I’m just being a little asshole.” God, could this woman become any more perfect? Avery’s heart just melted. She giggled softly, her hand reaching up to play with the ends her hair. “He’s really enjoying pizza lately. Ooo, and dinosaur nuggies with chocolate milk! He’s allergic to grapes though and throws a fit whenever he’s given banana. Apples are okay, as long as it’s applesauce- he really enjoys the blueberry applesauce pouches. And I promise, he’s going to adore you. It’s very hard not to, after all.”

[averychopraismss]

monroeicals‌:

“i’m staying for as long as you like, avery,” monroe smiles, planting a soft kiss on the younger woman’s lips. what has this night turned into? she swore they were just going to chill….maybe fuck like it was the last day of their lives. that moment did turn everything around, made them somehow admit the way they feel about each other. strangely, monroe doesn’t regret any of it at all, she was happy for the first time in a very long time. she slowly slips her shaft off and takes it off, crawling on top of her to just lay down are rest there. “maybe we can settle on the diner’s waffles and fried chicken tomorrow? until you gain back the ability to walk- i’d like to see you try though,” monroe jokes, chuckling as she nuzzles her face against the dancer’s neck. honestly, she was just excited to spend the next twenty-four hours with avery. that’s all she needed right now, after that moment they shared. she wanted to take care of her and the scar, not have her endure the pain of it while wearing the bracelet.

“Perfect,” she mused, grinning into the kiss. How everything happened so quickly was incredible; This truly hadn’t been the night she’d been expecting when she texted the girl but god, she’s so happy that this is the way things ended up becoming. Despite that moment of sadness there, this was truly one of the happiest she’s ever been. For so long, all of her happiest moments have been only with Mars. So this... Sharing this unadulterated happiness with Roe... Cheesy as it may sound, but god it was magical. Her breath hitched as she pulled out, already missing her being inside her so much. Nuzzling her face in her hair, she laughed softly before kissing her head. “Okay okay, sounds like a fair plan, yeah. God, I’m just imagining it and I swear that I would probably be flopping around like a fish or something.” Laughing at the thought, she just shook her head and her hand lightly traced her back. A thought came to her, causing her to bite down on her lip. It was risky, especially considering the last time she introduced him to someone who made her heart feel like this, things ended badly. But, Monroe was different. This was different. So there’s no harm in wanting to try eventually. “How would... How would you feel about meeting Mars eventually? It doesn’t have to be soon or anything! But, when you feel ready to?”

[averychopraismss]

monroeicals‌:

monroe could feel herself violently tremble against avery’s body as both of them reaches their high. she’s never reached this high with anyone ever before, and how she love sharing this with avery. she belongs to avery and avery belongs to her. that’s all she ever wanted now. she hums, slowing down her movement and turns the vibrator off as she lets her mark her this time. it was a rare occurrence that monroe lets things like this happen, and she just couldn’t say no to avery. if this was her way to claim her, to finally have everyone know she’s hers, then so be it. “i’m yours, avery…,” she whispers, surrendering in the taller woman’s arms, her hips still subtly moving against hers. a muffled moan slips from monroe’s lips once they kissed, parting her lips for avery to explore, to claim her in any way that she could. “baby…,” she pants, pulling away and resting her forehead against the other’s. she takes her hand and puts it on her chest, to let the girl feel how her heart was beating so hard out of her chest.

She slowly began to calm down, relaxing her breathing as little tremors ran through her body. She couldn’t stop staring at her, couldn’t stop smiling so brightly. With Roe, she felt as if every time she smiled it would outshine the sun. She just made her feel something that she truly never felt with anyone before. All the people she’s lusted after, all the people she’s been in love with... This was more and bigger and deeper than those times. And god, she honestly loved it. She loved how she made her feel this way. Feeling the girl’s heart under her hand, she knew she felt the same way too. It wasn’t one sided. There was not a single doubt in her mind about this, about them, about her. That was so fucking rare. And she wanted to chase it. After ruining everything with Max, she told herself that if she found someone new who made her happy, she was going to try. Not play a game of keep away and not try to keep her distance; She was going to pull them closer and actually, truly try this time. And with this girl... this intelligent, talented, funny, charming, beautiful girl... Might this be what she had dreamed about when she was little? Her heart raced as she stared at her, panting as her thumb gently traced her skin. “Stay with me,” she whispered, kissing her forehead before gazing back into those beautiful eyes she could easily get lost into like reading the most incredible book in the world. “Stay with me for the night. Stay... Stay with me for as long as you want. Stay with me and wrap your arms around me and let me hold you, sleeping in this bed or watching something on the TV in the living. Stay with me and let me make you breakfast once I’m able to walk again. Stay with me and take showers with me or baths with me, laugh with me, listen to music with me, read books with me, just do anything and everything with me. Please... Stay with me, Roe.”